city ​​of angels

Ah Chong actually woke up very early.

In the past few years, leading a group basically has to get up early, and the biological clock has long been developed.When he woke up for the first time before dawn, he felt someone moving around him a few times, but the hangover dragged his consciousness back to sleep, and he fell asleep again.

Woke up for the second time at 09:30.

He sat up rubbing his forehead, and saw Ning Yu, who was neatly dressed, sitting at the end of the bed with a computer on his lap and watching a video with headphones on.He is still playing with something in his hand, but his eyes are fixed on the computer, looking very focused.

Ah Chong looked at the other party quietly for a while, and carefully looked at the man's straight back from a place where Ning Yu could not see.

If a person always looks orderly and tidy, Ah Chong will always feel a little unhappy.Just like Ning Yu in front of him, he has to sit upright when no one sees him, as if he is going to an interview soon.Even smoking has to give off a yuppie and quiet feeling, and there is a sense of superiority written all over his body with good background and good conditions.

It is also a sense of distance.

Although he knew it wasn't an act, Ah Chong didn't like this kind of feeling very much, and getting along with this kind of person would make him feel exhausted.

It’s just that Ah Chong is also strange. He doesn’t like to never say anything, let alone show his disgust on his face. He likes to observe all kinds of strange faces in the dark, and understand the world from people’s small movements and eyes.

It feels a lot like hiding behind a curtain and watching the actor on stage perform joys and sorrows. He is a bystander and an outsider.

Ah Chong’s living environment has been very complicated since he was a child. Yunlong’s mixed social relations and circle of friends gradually let him learn to roughly judge a person’s family background and personality from the way he speaks, dresses, and gestures.

As for Ning Yu, since we got along these few days, Ah Chong felt that this was a good-looking little boy with a bit of a single mind, and he didn't belong to that kind of 'interesting person'.

He watched it for a while, and got bored, so he picked up the water on the cabinet and took a sip.Ning Yu finally heard the movement, he took off the earphones, closed the computer and put it away.Only then did Ah Chong see clearly that what Ning Yu was holding was a Rubik's cube.

In the past, when I met the other party the next day after sleeping for one night, Ah Chong would chat with the other party in a good-tempered manner, make jokes, and create a warm and harmonious after-sleep environment.

But I don't know if it's because I didn't drink very well last night or what, seeing Ning Yu now, Ah Chong actually felt that he didn't have the strength to put on a show.He really wanted to tear off Ning Yu's neatly dressed shirt and jeans, so he wouldn't stand in front of him so quietly, with a look of peace.

Ning Yu's expression was a little unnatural, he probably hadn't dealt with this kind of situation before, Ah Chong thought, maybe he was shy.He felt a little more relaxed, and asked, "Why didn't you call me when you got up?"

The other party glanced at him.

I don't feel anything else, anyway, Ah Chong is very uncomfortable when he is watched so that his heart jumps and the alarm goes off. His eyes are like the eyes of a young daughter-in-law looking at her husband the next morning on the wedding night. Anyway, he is... terrified.It's even more weird to be seen like that by a man who doesn't look like a mother at all.

Ning Yu pondered for a while before saying: "...Are you hungry?"

If it was normal, Ah Chong might reply gruffly, 'I'm not hungry, but I have other reactions'.But today he couldn't let go of Ning Yu's posture. After thinking for a while, he said, "It's okay, I'm not very hungry."

"I got up and had nothing to do, so I went to eat something, and brought some... something to eat." As he spoke, Ning Yu brought a dinner plate from the table. Put it on the plate, "I don't know what you like to eat, I took some that will not affect the taste if you eat it cold, you can put it on your stomach."

This operation really made Ah Chong a little dumbfounded, and he could only go down to wash up while the other party watched him, and then came back to eat breakfast obediently.

Ning Yu picked up the milk and handed it to him, and Ah Chong asked, "...where did you buy it?"

"Only the breakfast buffet on the first floor, I ate and brought it back."

Ah Chong has stayed in so many hotels with his group, and he has never heard of a hotel with a buffet breakfast that allows you to bring the plate back to the room. Breakfast delivery is a service only available in suites.He asked, "They asked you to take it upstairs?"

"No, say there is no such rule." Ning Yu still stared at him blankly, "I talked to the waiter for a long time, gave him 1000 baht, and then..."

Ah Chong almost choked on a sandwich: "... 1000 baht?"

Ning Yu nodded.

The breakfast in my mouth is not fragrant.Ah Chong chewed dryly: "You might as well give me this money, I don't have to eat it, baby."

Ah Chong actually thinks the word 'baby' is particularly disgusting, but many people who have dated in the past like to hear it, and every time they call someone like this, they usually get a kiss.He felt that when he said these two words, he should be very emotionless and weird, but if he shouted this way, the other party seemed to be very happy.

But Ning Yu looked unhappy, he asked, "Have you not remembered my name yet?"

"I remember, but I just wanted to call you baby." Ah Chong felt that he was beginning to grasp the context, so he continued to tease him, "You don't like me calling you that?"

Ning Yu opened his mouth, hesitated for a while, and then said: "...It's not that I don't like it, it's just a little strange. My parents have never called me that."

It can also be seen that at first glance, he is a very independent boy.Ah Chong said loudly: "Then your parents are not good to you, why don't you have such a son as a baby."

According to the normal dialogue mode, maybe Ning Yu should say, "Boys don't need it", "Let's just do that", just a few perfunctory words, and this conversation ends here, but Ning Yu said——

"It can't be said that it's not good for me, I just think... I'm quite dispensable to them."

Ah Chong could only chew the apple and asked, "Why is it so unnecessary?"

Ning Yu frowned, and while talking, he lowered his head and played with the Rubik's Cube in his hand.

"My dad used to run a factory, made auto parts, and later started a company. Anyway, he was always busy. My mom... I have nothing in common with her. She doesn't know me very well, and she doesn't seem to want to understand me. I used to think it was because of her I don't like children. I didn't know she just didn't like me until she remarried and gave birth to my brother. Just... I don't feel wronged or unfair. They didn't treat me badly, but our relationship is very strange. I Dad only called me Ning Yu, and my mother called me Xiaoyu, even though they are relatives, they always speak politely."

Ah Chong looked at Ning Yu's downcast eyes, and thought that you are dead too. You had sex with me last night, and you woke up the next day to talk to me about your family trauma. Do I want to give you a hug and say baby? Don't be sad, will you be my baby in the future?How can you casually confide in someone you meet on the road?

After thinking about it along this line of thought, Ah Chong found himself a little annoyed.

Ning Yu also added: "The concept given to me by my family is very vague, and I have never had the feeling of being needed and remembered by others."

So?There was no wavering in Ah Chong's heart.For him, it is useless to empathize with another person's illusory sadness, and it is not a suitable topic to talk about with Ning Yu.

But Ah Chong had a strange feeling. What Ning Yu wanted to express was not that he was pitiful, but that he was a little lonely, and he still wanted an answer.

"Let me tell you this." Ah Chong put down his glass, "If you can put yourself first in life, and always think about making yourself happy, then you won't have so many troubles. These days, every family There is a difficult scripture to recite, since it is difficult to recite, then don’t force yourself to read it, it’s better to make yourself happy than anything else. Right? Come out and play, be happy.”

After finishing speaking, he saw that Ning Yu still didn't smile. Ah Chong was a little annoyed, so he took the plate away and said, "Come on, let me hug you! Don't be unhappy!"

Ning Yu said ah, but before he had time to react, he was pulled into his arms by Ah Chong in the next second, and got a milk and apple flavored kiss.

The feeling of kissing Ah Chong is very good. He always cares about the other person's feelings, but he has always grasped the rhythm, taking the other person's breath step by step.The first time he kissed a man soberly, what he thought was: Ah Chong's mouth is so sweet.

He is very comfortable, like stepping on a cloud.

Then in the next second, when the atmosphere is very suitable... at this moment, Ah Chong suddenly - blew into Ning Yu's mouth...

The ambiguous atmosphere was gone, and when he turned to look at Ah Chong, the other party had a smile on his face, as if he was very satisfied that the other party had been fooled.

He didn't realize what happened until Ning Yu's cheeks were puffed up, but Ah Chong had already let him go and started laughing.

"Don't be so dumb! Hahaha you really are, there is a big difference between your personality and your appearance!" Ah Chong tugged at Ning Yu's cheek, "Just kidding, can you just smile?"

However, Ning Yu was stunned for a while, and said to him in an unpleasant way: "You laugh all day, are you really happy? I feel that you are performing, but you are not very happy."

This made Ah Chong dumbfounded for a long time.

The corners of his mouth were pulled off bit by bit, and he said to Ning Yu, "No, baby."

Ning Yu still stared at him: "I think you're quite a pretender."

Ah Chong finally felt a little interest in himself: "It's a skill to make others laugh. You don't care if I'm really happy. I'm going to make money from this. I said, I've put so much effort into teasing you, you just What are you talking about with me?"

Ning Yu shook his head: "What I mean is, I want you to be happy too. It's tiring to see you lead a group like this every day...looking at you."

Ah Chong couldn't take it anymore.

He thought for a while, and then said: "Let's not talk about this. Where do you want to go today, I will take you out for a stroll."

Ning Yu probably didn't expect that Ah Chong would change the subject, he was stunned for a moment before saying: "You eat first, let's talk after eating."

There was a long silence after that.

Ning Yu lowered his head and played Rubik's Cube absent-mindedly, and looked up at Chong from time to time. Chong could only pretend to eat breakfast seriously and avoid the eyes of the person beside him.

Ever had a dog?Ah Chong felt that Ning Yu's glances from time to time looked like a big dog squatting next to its owner waiting to be fed.

If you want to talk about the type you like, then Ning Yu is really not the one that Ah Chong likes very much.Ning Yu doesn't like to laugh very much, he looks a bit dull when he doesn't talk, and Ah Chong likes boys who are smaller and cuter. Ning Yu looks a bit aggressive, but the bad thing is that he has a really good face , the figure is also very good.

It can only be said that he was motivated by sex, and he provoked a difficult master.

"Is it fun?" Ah Chong pointed to the Rubik's Cube in Ning Yu's hand, looking for something to say, "Where did it come from?"

"...I was bored while waiting at the airport, so I went shopping and bought it in a store." Ning Yu said, "I used to like playing Rubik's Cube, and I like to play when I'm in a bad mood."

Ah Chong raised his eyebrows: "Oh, are you in a bad mood now?"

Ning Yu was stunned, "No." He subconsciously wanted to put down the Rubik's Cube, but Ah Chong said again: "Are you really good at playing this? I haven't seen you finish it after trying for a long time."

"I will," Ning Yu said quickly, "but..."

"Don't fail, just put one together and show me." Ah Chong interrupted him, and checked the time once, "Come on, let me record the time."

After listening to Ning Yu's voice, he lowered his head and began to quickly turn the cube in his hand.

In fact, Ah Chong didn't really remember the time. He clicked on WeChat to reply to the help messages from the tourists in the group, asking where the mobile phone shop is, and how much is the taxi fare. These are trivial matters.

During the typing break, he occasionally looked up at Ning Yu—a strange thing happened. Achong found that the man's ears were red, and the Rubik's Cube in his hand was spinning more and more slowly.

He looked suspicious, so he leaned over to look.Ning Yu just turned up the last column on the green side. From Ah Chong's point of view, the six sides of the Rubik's Cube should be assembled.

But Ning Yu made a very strange movement.He pressed the invisible side of Chong into the palm of his hand with some intention of concealing it, and then raised his palm to show Chong the Rubik's Cube.

Ah Chong stared at him for a few seconds, then asked with a half-smile: "What are you hiding?"

Ning Yu shouldn't be very good at lying, he avoided Ah Chong's sight: "...No. Now, look, I've done it, pretty fast, right?"

After finishing speaking, he was about to take back the Rubik's Cube in his hand. Achong picked up the Rubik's Cube one step ahead, and went to see the side that was pressed under the palm of Ning Yu.

That side is white.But the strange thing is that Ning Yu wrote on that side.There are nine small squares, and he wrote a number in each small square.

阿崇皱着眉从左往右一排排地念下去，“0、6、2、7、0、2、1、6、6……”

Ning Yu's expression turned ugly every time he finished reading a number.

After reading, Ah Chong looked up at Ning Yu's dodging eyes, "...Why did you write my phone number?"

He rubbed it with his fingers, and found that the numbers couldn't be erased, as if they were branded on, and he didn't know what kind of pen he used to write them on.

Ning Yu's ears were not only red this time, but also his face was about to turn red.He hesitated for a while, and then said: "...Why not. When you were sleeping, I was bored, so I wrote with a signature pen. The white side is too clean, and I was bored, so I wrote casually."

Seeing Ning Yu's expression, Ah Chong felt a thump in his heart, and that strange feeling became more and more intense.

It's probably an illusion, it shouldn't be so exaggerated... It can't be so innocent, right?

But if there is a third person here, that person may tell Chong aloud: Ning Yu is loading the progress bar of falling in love with you, and the current value has reached 66%.

"...It's a pity that the Rubik's Cube only has 9 small squares. My number is ten digits." Achong randomly messed up the Rubik's Cube and returned it to Ning Yu, "It's one digit short."

"Not bad." Ning Yu said, "the last number is 9. There are 9 small grids on each side. When I see this side, I know the last number is 9. And I have a good memory, especially the numbers. No matter how many times I scramble the Rubik's Cube, I can remember your number."

"Ning Yu." Ah Chong called him suddenly.

"what?"

"You will return to China in three days. I live in Bangkok." Achong said in a serious tone, "You are here to have fun. You should have fun. Play whatever is fun. Don't worry about it too much. You will never forget anything you encounter. Seriously. I didn't know you were... the first time, but then you'll understand that it's a common thing. I'm only telling you these things when you're young."

After finishing speaking, Ah Chong began to regret.One is to regret why I had to sleep with a baby, and the follow-up is very sticky and annoying.The second is regret... It seems to be a bit straightforward, Ning Yu looks a little confused, wondering if he is sad.He looks like a very honest boy, and he doesn't know if he can think about it or not.

Ning Yu was stunned for a while before putting away the Rubik's Cube.

He didn't seem to care too much, and said to Ah Chong: "I'm sober. I know, I will seriously like you in the next three days, and then I will forget about you."

His voice was a little tight, as if he was talking to himself.

Ah Chong laughed after hearing this, and he replied: "That's right, you are a smart person."

smart people?

Smart people don't do stupid things?Hard to say.

As soon as Ah Chong finished that sentence, Ning Yu threw the Rubik's Cube into the trash can.

At that time, Ning Yu also confidently thought that he could really - 'forget him'.