I Want To Be a Good Person in This Life

He had to go to school that day, so Zhuo Shao went to the vegetable market to buy vegetables after five o'clock.

He bought a duck, two catties of pork belly, some chicken wings, and some vegetarian dishes.

Originally, he wanted to buy a fish, but thinking that Liang Chen seemed to prefer meat, he didn't buy it.

If he buys too many vegetables, he will spend several hours just cooking at night, so how can he have time to help Liang Chen celebrate his birthday?

On the way home with big bags and small bags, Zhuo Shao also bought three rice balls and took them home for breakfast for his two children.

Rice balls are a traditional food in Fuyang County. The main material is cooked glutinous rice, which is wrapped with fried dough sticks.

The fried dough sticks wrapped in rice balls are not ordinary deep-fried dough sticks, but the kind of deep-fried dough sticks that are usually eaten and cut into sections and then fried until they are crispy. The locals call them old fried dough sticks.

For sweet rice balls, a piece of old fried dough sticks will be wrapped inside, and then two spoons of white sugar with sesame seeds will be put in. After the whole is wrapped, the old lady who sells rice balls will dip it in white sugar before giving it to the guests, so that the first bite can be eaten , is sweet.

For salty rice balls, put a piece of old fried dough sticks in it, but the sugar will be replaced with pickles, and a few peanuts will be added for you.

Of course, there are still some people who will ask to put both sweet and salty, which is also delicious. After a few years, there will be more things that can be put in rice balls. Zhuo Shao later returned to Fuyang County, When I bought rice balls, I saw all kinds of stuffing, such as dried meat floss, egg skin, soaked cowpea...the store dared to put anything.

There are two kinds of rice balls, [-] cents and [-] yuan, and there is no difference, that is, the size of [-] yuan is twice as large as that of [-] cents, and the fillings inside are also doubled accordingly.

Zhuo Shao bought two salty rice balls for [-] yuan, and another sweet rice ball for [-] cents.

He and Liang Chen ate the salty rice balls, and the sweet rice balls were for Zhuo Ting... Zhuo Shao carried the rice balls into the community, and then saw Liang Chen rushing out of the corridor.

"Zhuo Shao!" Liang Chen's eyes lit up when he saw Zhuo Shao.

He was a little flustered when he didn't see Zhuo Shao after he got up today, and even more scared when he found that Zhuo Shao was not in the room.

Does Zhuo Shao... want to leave?

He panicked and ran downstairs without thinking, and he was relieved when he saw Zhuo Shao came back with his things.

Zhuo Shao was originally in a good mood, but seeing Liang Chen like this, his heart sank again.

The more Liang Chen valued him, the more uneasy he became.

If Liang Chen had a cheerful and generous personality, he could tell him openly that he already has someone he likes, and then keep a distance from him, but Liang Chen...

It's fine for Liang Chen to have a delicate mind, he may not even realize that his feelings for him are likes, under such circumstances, how dare he say that?

If he realizes that his feelings for him are liking and love, the child will probably be in more pain than it is now.

"Are you coming down for a run?" Zhuo Shao looked away, as if he didn't see the emotion in Liang Chen's eyes.

"Ah? Yes." Liang Chen said.

"Then you run, I'll go up first." Zhuo Shao said.

Liang Chen nodded and planned to go for a run, but after walking a few steps, he turned around and caught up with Zhuo Shao: "Zhuo Shao, why did you buy so many vegetables today?"

Liang Chen knew that today was his birthday, so he wanted to tell Zhuo Shao a few days earlier.

But these few days Zhuo Shao has been very indifferent to him, but he didn't know how to speak at all.

He thought he might not have a birthday, but he didn't expect to see Zhuo Shao buy so many dishes...

He finally asked out with hope.

Zhuo Shao secretly sighed, and finally said: "Today is your birthday, I will celebrate your birthday."

Liang Chen got such an answer, the sadness caused by Zhuo Shao's indifference to him these days dissipated, and his whole body seemed to be refreshed as if he drank ice water in the summer. It was firmly locked on Zhuo Shao: "Zhuo Shao, you are so kind!"

Zhuo Shao could guess what Liang Chen is like now, this kid is always so easy to satisfy... But he didn't go to see Liang Chen, he just said: "I've lived in your house for so long, I will always give you something in return.

Zhuo Shao's words made Liang Chen a little depressed, but Zhuo Shao wanted to give him the joy that his birthday brought him, and quickly dispelled the depression.

Liang Chen wanted to run to lose weight, but today, he didn't want to run, he just wanted to follow Zhuo Shao.

Zhuo Shao is willing to celebrate his birthday, so he probably doesn't hate him.

Liang Chen was in a great mood, even if Zhuo Shao bought him salty rice balls, he still felt sweet when he ate them.

Zhuo Shao today is still a little cold.

But even so, Zhuo Shao still went to school with him, cooked for him, and sat next to him...

During class, Liang Chen couldn't help sneaking glances at Zhuo Shao again and again.

Zhuo Shao was serious in class, his side face looked perfect.

Liang Chen suddenly thought of the scene where Zhuo Shao kissed him in his dream that day.

One of his hearts couldn't help but jumped up quickly... Covering his heart, Liang Chen felt that there was something wrong with him.

Liang Chen was a little flustered, but today he didn't feel uncomfortable thinking about it like in the past.

He was in a good mood, Zhuo Shao accidentally caught a glimpse of his flushed face, but couldn't help frowning.

The fourth class in the afternoon is a self-study class. Some students in the class are doing homework, some are chatting quietly, and some are secretly reading magazines.

At that time, there were very few novels, but there were quite a lot of magazines, and they were quite popular.

"Liang Chen, how do you do this problem?" The girl sitting in front of Liang Chen turned her head and asked Liang Chen with her math homework book.

Zhuo Shao hardly participated in any activities in school these days, but even so, he recognized all the classmates in the class, and he still had an impression of this girl.

This girl is a hard-working person who studies hard, but her brain often can't make a turn... Her Chinese and English scores are very good, but math... Even if it is a subject that the teacher has taught many times, she still can't.

Many students don't know how to do it, but she doesn't know how to do it, but she keeps asking people, she must understand, she has asked Zhuo Shao before.

Zhuo Shao would refuse every time, he still didn't understand it, so naturally he wouldn't tell others, and then this girl went to ask others... In the past two months, she basically asked Liang Chen.

Liang Chen has a good temper, even if he stutters, even if it is troublesome for her to explain the question over and over again, he still can explain it. This time when she came to ask, Liang Chen started talking again.

"I'll change places with you." Zhuo Shao said to the girl, "It will be easier for you to ask questions."

From now on, Liang Chen can teach a few more friends.

After Zhuo Shao finished speaking, he stood up. The woman prepared a bunch of questions to ask, and stood up happily, planning to go around and sit in Zhuo Shao's seat.

But Liang Chen, his whole body froze.

Zhuo Shao wants to change places with that girl?That girl often asked him questions, Zhuo Shaoke had never said anything like changing seats before.

After Zhuo Shao stood up, Liang Chen subconsciously sat on Zhuo Shao's seat, and then let the girl sit in his own seat.

After doing all this, he glanced at Zhuo Shao uneasily, but Zhuo Shao didn't look at him.

The girl didn't feel that there was anything wrong, she just sat down on Liang Chen's seat, and asked, "How do I draw this auxiliary line?"

Zhuo Shao's body temperature seemed to remain in Zhuo Shao's position, but Liang Chen's heart cooled down.

He suddenly didn't want to speak to this girl.

Liang Chen sat on Zhuo Shao's seat, feeling like he was sitting on pins and needles. Fortunately, school was over soon.

That girl wanted to ask again, but Liang Chen, who was not good at rejecting people, said without thinking this time: "I'm going home."

If he doesn't pack up quickly, what will Zhuo Shao do without waiting for him to go home alone?Liang Chen once thought that Zhuo Shao would not abandon him, but now he is not sure.

"Then I'll ask you tomorrow." The girl stood up regretfully. Seeing this, Liang Chen quickly sat back in his seat to pack his things, and began to peek at Zhuo Shao again.

He wanted to ask Zhuo Shao why he changed seats with that girl, but he didn't ask.

On the way home from school, Liang Chen was not very happy until Zhuo Shao took him into the cake shop and bought a cake.

It was a very ordinary cake, because Zhuo Shao was worried that he would not be able to eat it all, so he bought it very small, and there were not many decorations on it, so he simply wrote "Happy Birthday to Liang Chen".

But it was such a cake that made Liang Chen uncontrollably happy again.

This is the first time someone bought him a birthday cake when he grew up!

Students in the class have birthday cakes for their birthdays, and some parents even bring the cakes to the school to share with the children in the class, but he has never eaten his own birthday cake since he was a child.

Grandma never gave him a birthday, and dad would never remember it, and of course other people can't count on it...

Liang Chen's previous worries and fears disappeared without a trace because of this cake.

Even when he came home, he couldn't help but want to jump up.

And this happiness continued.

After returning home, Zhuo Shao started to cook. Although Zhuo Ting took the job of washing vegetables, he could not talk with Zhuo Shao in the kitchen, but he could watch Zhuo Shao in the dining room.

Zhuo Shao cooked a lot of dishes today because today is his birthday.

Zhuo Shao was still thinking about him. He must have thought too much about what happened before.

Liang Chen watched the dishes being served one after another, and the smile on his face became brighter and brighter.

Seeing him like this, Zhuo Shao felt more and more embarrassed.

He has tried his best to keep Liang Chen cold, but Liang Chen...as long as he treats Liang Chen a little better, Liang Chen will not care about his previous indifference at all.

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He really has no love for Liang Chen at all.

He is an old man in his 30s, and if he really wants to fall in love with a teenager who is 20 years younger than him... he will feel like a beast.

For the duck, Zhuo Shao made beer duck, and the pork belly made braised pork. As for the chicken wings, he made salt and pepper chicken wings. In addition, he also fried four vegetarian dishes.

After he moved to Liang Chen's place, it was the first time he cooked so many dishes.

"Brother! Brother! That's great!" Zhuo Ting was overjoyed, and Liang Chen's eyes seemed to be twinkling like stars.

Looking at Liang Chen like this, Zhuo Shao regretted it even more.

From the very beginning, he should have kept his distance from Liang Chen.

If he hadn't approached Liang Chen, he wouldn't have hurt Liang Chen. Liang Chen was so good, he would definitely be able to find someone who liked him wholeheartedly.

But at that time, he really didn't expect this child to like him... He had thought that this child grew up with Zhuo Ting's childhood sweetheart, and maybe he would be with Zhuo Ting in the future.

"Brother, can I eat it?" Zhuo Ting asked again.

"Let's eat." Zhuo Shao said.

Longevity noodles are not popular here in Fuyang County, so today Zhuo Shao still cooks rice.

"Eat less food, save your belly for cakes." Zhuo Shao instructed, but even if he said so, the two children still ate a lot.

Liang Chen looked at him while eating, and the smile on his face never faded.

Zhuo Shao felt increasingly uncomfortable.

Right now, Liang Chen is going crazy with joy.

He ate a lot for dinner, but he thought he could eat the cake whole!

This is the cake Zhuo Shao bought for him!

Liang Chen put down the bowl and chopsticks, and his eyes fell on the cake.

Zhuo Shao took out the cake, lit fifteen candles on it, and sang "Happy Birthday".

Liang Chen couldn't help but sang "Happy Birthday to you". At this time, Zhuo Shao's indifference to him these days has long been forgotten by him. All he has left in his heart is the cake in front of him, and those fifteen cakes. Pretty little candles.

This is the most beautiful candle he has ever seen in his life.

After the birthday song was over, Liang Chen didn't know what to do, so he asked foolishly, "And then? Then?"

"You make a wish, and then blow out the candle." Zhuo Shao said.The child looked so happy... There are some things, I'd better wait for him to celebrate his birthday, and give him some things in a few days.

Zhuo Shao thought very well, but he didn't expect that Liang Chen would say in the next second, "I want to be with Zhuo Shao for the rest of my life!"

Zhuo Shao froze, and then saw Liang Chen blow out all the candles in one breath.

After Liang Chen blew out the candle, he immediately looked at Zhuo Shao, and then saw Zhuo Shao's abnormal expression.

Liang Chen suddenly felt a little uneasy.

Did he... say something wrong?

I seem to have said just now... Do you want to be with Zhuo Shao for the rest of your life?

Is it not good for him to say that?How could he let Zhuo Shao take care of him for the rest of his life?

He might have really lost his head just now... He didn't even know how he could say that suddenly.

But he really wants to be with Zhuo Shao for the rest of his life.

Liang Chen's two hands clasped because of nervousness, and then he heard Zhuo Shao say: "How can we be together forever? After we get married and have children, we will focus on our family."

"Even if they are the best brothers, they will be separated when they get married."

"Look, Zhuo Ting is my younger sister, and she will leave me sooner or later."

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Zhuo Shao said several words in succession.

Liang Chen knew that he was telling the truth, but for some reason, he just felt very sad and uncomfortable.

Zhuo Shao... Will he get married and have children?

For some reason, he didn't want Zhuo Shao to get married and have children.

Liang Chen was a little dazed, but Zhuo Shao felt that some things really couldn't be dragged on any longer.

"I prepared a gift for you, go get it for you." Zhuo Shao said to Liang Chen, and quickly took out a schoolbag from his room.

This schoolbag was bought by Zhuo Shao a long time ago as a birthday present for Liang Chen.

It's just that something happened this week, so he put something in this schoolbag.

Liang Chen didn't know why he felt uncomfortable because Zhuo Shao said that he would get married in the future, he only knew that after Zhuo Shao said such a thing, even if he saw the birthday present Zhuo Shao gave him, he couldn't laugh.

But he still smiled at Zhuo Shao, and took the schoolbag.

The schoolbag is a bit heavy, and it seems that there are books in it...

"Liang Chen, thank you for the money you lent me earlier. If it wasn't for that money, I would never have received Zhou Zhengqiang's project." Zhuo Shao laughed.

"You're welcome, and I gave it to you, not borrowed it." Liang Chen said without thinking.

"How can I take your money for nothing?" Zhuo Shao said with a smile: "The money and your account book are all in this schoolbag, so you don't lose it."

Zhuo Shao put 4 yuan in his schoolbag.

Zhou Zhengqiang has not given him the money for the subsequent soft decoration, and he spent some money on the decoration materials for Liang Fang. For the time being, there is only so much he can spend.

He originally wanted to use the money to start a decoration company, but now, he gave all of it to Liang Chen.

Liang Chen opened the schoolbag, and sure enough, he found that it contained money packed in a plastic bag, besides that, his household registration book was also inside.

He was sad because he had no money to give to Zhuo Shao before, but now...

That's not the saddest thing, the saddest thing is that Zhuo Shao doesn't want his money at all.

"Why..." Liang Chen's expression was dull, but he still couldn't help asking.

"Tomorrow, I asked the teacher for leave. I'm going to the provincial capital. This time I will stay in the provincial capital for about four days." Zhuo Shao didn't answer Liang Chen's words, but smiled at Liang Chen: "These four days It's just you at home alone, so take care of yourself."

"I'm home alone?" Liang Chen's expression became even more dull.

"Tingting is only in the third grade, and the study tasks are not heavy, so I took her with me." Zhuo Shao said again.

Liang Chen grabbed the schoolbag in his hand, not knowing what to say.

Before Zhuo Shao went to the provincial capital, he either took him and Zhuo Ting or left them all behind. Now, Zhuo Shao wants to take Zhuo Ting away alone?

Will he move out with Zhuo Ting in the future?

Liang Chen felt that Zhuo Shao was getting farther and farther away from him, but he couldn't catch Zhuo Shao.

It was Zhuo Shao who spoke to him suddenly, and the two of them communicated. Now that Zhuo Shao is leaving, what can he do?

"Forty thousand is too much..." Liang Chen thought about it, and finally he could only murmur that the sum of the money he gave Zhuo Shao was less than forty thousand, not to mention that Zhuo Shao bought a lot for their family. The furniture is gone.

"I'm very grateful to you. I should have given you more, but I don't have that much money." Zhuo Shao said in a relaxed tone.

But no matter how relaxed his tone was, Liang Chen might feel something was wrong, and he couldn't use this relaxed tone to reassure Liang Chen.

This child is very introverted, and most introverted people are sensitive...

I just hope he understands what he means.

Zhuo Shao didn't intend to make a clean break with Liang Chen, after all, if that happened, something might happen to the child.

It's fine if the grades drop, but if something else happens...

Moreover, he remembered that Liang Chen would be kidnapped next month.

At the beginning of his rebirth, he had made up his mind to protect Liang Chen and prevent him from being kidnapped again. Now he couldn't ignore Liang Chen just because Liang Chen liked him.

"Don't worry, four days will soon pass, and I'll be back next Wednesday." Zhuo Shao said again.

"Come back next Wednesday?" Liang Chen looked at Zhuo Shao expectantly. When Zhuo Shao said he was going to leave, he was stunned. Now that Zhuo Shao said he would come back, his heart finally settled down a little. .

"Yes, I'll be back next Wednesday." Zhuo Shao said.

Liang Chen hugged his schoolbag, his face pale: "You must come back."

"I still have to go to school, of course I will come back." Zhuo Shao smiled, sighed secretly again, and at the same time made up his mind that when he came back, he would look for a place to rent in this community or nearby.

Although Zhuo Shao said he would come back, Liang Chen knew that they were not the same anymore.

Before, there were many connections between him and Zhuo Shao, and Zhuo Shao regarded him as a family member, but now, all the connections between him and Zhuo Shao have been broken.

He sent things to Zhuo Shao, provided Zhuo Shao with accommodation, gave Zhuo Shao money, and wanted to keep Zhuo Shao's net by his side, but Zhuo Shao cut the net one by one and separated from him.

Liang Chen didn't even eat a bite of the cake. He carried the schoolbag with the money in his arms, entered the room in a daze, and then nestled on the bed, not wanting to move.

If Zhuo Shao took Zhuo Ting away, what would he do?

No one will care about him anymore, take care of him, no one will cook for him anymore...

Why is this happening?

Is there something he didn't do well?

Or... With that pen pal, Zhuo Shao doesn't want him as a friend anymore?

Liang Chen hated Zhuo Shao's friend even more.

Disgusted... Suddenly realizing this, Liang Chen suddenly felt a little scary.

Could it be that Zhuo Shao didn't want to be with him because he found out that he was actually scary?

If Zhuo Shao really wants to leave, what should he do?

Liang Chen was extremely restless, he couldn't fall asleep no matter what, he couldn't help but open the bedroom door after a while, and then went to see if Zhuo Shao's shoes were still there.

After going back and forth like this several times, before he knew it, it was late at night, Liang Chen lay on the bed, and fell asleep in a daze.

When Liang Chen woke up again, it was past eight o'clock. He ran out, and then found that Zhuo Shao's shoes at the door were no longer there.