I Want To Be a Good Person in This Life

Zhuo Shao only liked Liang Xin, but in those years, he was also liked by others, and every time he encountered such a thing, he would cut the mess quickly and make that person stop thinking about it.

But Liang Chen was different.

This child has no relatives, no friends, and the only person who has gotten close to him all these years is him, and now he has such feelings for him in a hazy way. If he doesn't handle it well, his life may be ruined.

Zhuo Shao was not a good person, but he couldn't do anything to hurt Liang Chen.

Fortunately, there is no news in this day and age. Liang Chen probably doesn't know that there are homosexuals in this world, and he doesn't know what his real feelings are for him. Under such circumstances, he should be able to make Liang Chen's love Is the relationship slowly fading?

Just as Zhuo Shao was thinking so, the class representative came to distribute the test papers.

Just last Friday, they went through another monthly exam, and now, the results of the monthly exam are down.

Zhuo Shao improved a little this time, he is fourth in the class, while Liang Chen is still the second in the class.

"Zhuo Shao, you are really good." Liang Chen, the second in the class, looked at the fourth in the class adoringly——Zhuo Shao is so busy these days, and his grades haven't fallen back, it's amazing.

His expression looked cute, Zhuo Shao had the urge to touch his head, but he didn't move.

He used to regard this child as a junior, so he felt that it didn't matter how he touched it, but the current situation is that this child does not regard him as an elder.

Zhuo Shao's mood was very complicated, and he couldn't help being distracted while listening to the class.

Then...he didn't correct the paper, so Liang Chen corrected it for him.

Looking at the detailed problem-solving steps that Liang Chen wrote on his test paper with a pencil, Zhuo Shao couldn't tell what it was like.

He never thought that there would be someone who treats him so carefully and likes him wholeheartedly.

It's just that this person is not Liang Xin.

Zhuo Shao glanced at Liang Chen, took the paper, but didn't speak to Liang Chen, since he couldn't be with Liang Chen, he couldn't give Liang Chen hope.

Of course, Liang Chen noticed Zhuo Shao's strangeness today, seeing that Zhuo Shao kept ignoring him, he felt a little uncomfortable and uneasy.

Liang Chen felt uncomfortable, and wanted to talk to Zhuo Shao again, he looked around, and finally said: "Zhuo Shao, your water is gone, may I get you some water?"

Although the words were interrogative sentences, Liang Chen had already reached out to grab Zhuo Shao's water glass.

Ever since Zhuo Shao became nice to him, he has been helping Zhuo Shao to irrigate Zhuo Shao's water.

He likes to help Zhuo Shao do things!

Liang Chen had already touched the water glass, but Zhuo Shao picked it up first: "I'll just go by myself."

Liang Chen was shocked.

Zhuo Shao noticed this, and suddenly realized that he was doing it deliberately: "I've been sitting for a long time, and I want to go for a walk."

It turned out to be like this... Liang Chen showed a big smile towards Zhuo Shao, but he felt a little uneasy in his heart.

Looking at his smile, Zhuo Shao felt in a dilemma and felt heavy in his heart.

He saw Liang Chen as his own child, but he didn't expect his child to be bent now, and fell in love with him...

He himself is crooked, but he really doesn't want Liang Chen or Zhuo Ting to be crooked at all. After all, this road is difficult, and it is also difficult to find someone who can spend a lifetime with him.

After school, Zhuo Shao still took Liang Chen to pick up Zhuo Ting.

In the past, along the way, Zhuo Shao would talk to Liang Chen in English, and let Liang Chen read English with him, but today...

Maybe it was because he was too kind to Liang Chen in the past that Liang Chen had such feelings for him. He had to change little by little.

Zhuo Shao didn't say a word to Liang Chen today, and Liang Chen only said "um" to him a few times, and later, Liang Chen stopped talking to him.

Zhuo Shao suddenly felt a bit scumbag.

But it can't be his fault... He really didn't expect things to turn out like this.

Liang Chen sensed Zhuo Shao's abnormality, and he silently followed behind Zhuo Shao, realizing more and more clearly that Zhuo Shao might be angry with him.

Did he make Zhuo Shao angry because he didn't want to eat lunch yesterday, or did he make Zhuo Shao angry because he slept too late yesterday?Or... Zhuo Shao found out that he didn't like Zhuo Shao's pen pal, so he got angry?

Zhuo Shao is angry, what should he do?

Liang Chen thought all the way but couldn't come up with any good solution, so he could only follow Zhuo Shao into the kitchen very actively after returning home as before, and help Zhuo Shao with things.

At first, Zhuo Shao asked Zhuo Ting to help when there were vegetables to be washed at home, but later Liang Chen was very active in doing things, and gradually, Liang Chen took over the job of washing vegetables.

Zhuo Shao didn't think there was anything wrong with this before, but now he is crowded in the kitchen with Liang Chen, and Liang Chen always looks at him...

"Liang Chen, you should do your homework. Let Tingting do the washing. She is only in the third grade, so she doesn't have much homework to do." Zhuo Shao said.

Liang Chen was washing a vegetable leaf, but when he heard Zhuo Shao say that, he froze.

He withdrew his wet hands, wiped his pants uneasily, and then said, "Okay..."

Although Zhuo Ting didn't wash the vegetables, she was very obedient and was cleaning the floor right now.

Hearing that Liang Chen wanted to wash the vegetables by himself, she threw down the rag, washed her hands, and went to the kitchen.

"Brother, why did you ask me to wash the vegetables? Didn't you dislike me for not washing them clean before?" Zhuo Ting asked puzzled.

Zhuo Ting learned how to wash vegetables from Qu Guixiang, and Qu Guixiang was very sloppy when washing vegetables, such as small green vegetables, she just put the whole thing in the water and washed it twice.

Seeing Zhuo Ting like this, Zhuo Shao was reluctant to let Zhuo Ting wash the vegetables. As for Liang Chen...

Liang Chen was very serious when washing the vegetables. He broke open the leaves one by one, and washed each leaf carefully.

"If you know you can't wash well, wash more and learn from it," Zhuo Shao said.

Zhuo Shao was still a fast-cooked dish. He spent half an hour making dinner, finished it with his two children, and asked Zhuo Ting to wash the dishes, and then went upstairs.

Seeing that Zhuo Shao was gone, Liang Chen found Zhuo Ting: "Tingting, is your brother angry with me?"

"No?" Zhuo Ting said without thinking, isn't her brother very nice to Liang Chen?He also asked her to help Liang Chen wash the vegetables.

"Oh..." Liang Chen was a little disappointed. He helped Zhuo Ting clean up the kitchen and took out homework, but he couldn't calm down.

"Tingting, I'm going upstairs." Liang Chen said.

"You go." Zhuo Ting said.When Zhuo Shao was working upstairs at night, Liang Chen often went up, she was used to it.

In fact, she went up a few times, but she couldn't do anything, and there was no place to sit and rest... Gradually, she didn't want to go up.

Seeing what Zhuo Ting said, Liang Chen thought for a while, found a cup and made a cup of tea, and then walked upstairs with the cup of tea.

He went to Zhuoshao to deliver water.

Today, Zhuo Shao is using caulk to fill the tiles in Zhou Zhengqiang's house.

After two months of construction, the hard decoration of Zhou Zhengqiang's home has been basically completed, and furniture can be added to it. Before that, Zhuo Shao intends to make the details as perfect as possible.

At this time, there was no beautifying agent, and not many people even used the caulking agent, but he still found the caulking agent and filled all the gaps between the tiles. Some tiles were stained with cement or something, and he also Carefully scrape it off with a knife.

When Liang Chen went upstairs, Zhuo Shao was wearing old clothes, kneeling on the ground to work.

Liang Chen didn't want to see Zhuo Shao like this, but this was what Zhuo Shao had to do... Liang Chen trotted over and gave Zhuo Shao the tea in his hand: "Zhuo Shao, drink some water."

"Thank you." Zhuo Shao was really thirsty, so he took a sip after taking the cup of tea.

Now that the weather has turned cold, kneeling on the ground and tossing the gaps in the tiles made Zhuo Shao feel chills all over his body.

But after drinking a cup of hot tea, the chill on his body dissipated.

Zhuo Shao glanced at Liang Chen gratefully, and then saw Liang Chen's face was full of satisfaction, and he showed a big smile: "Zhuo Shao, let me help you!"

Zhuo Shao froze.

Liang Chen squatted down with a smile, wanting to help Zhuo Shao with something.

Just now when Zhuo Shao took the tea to drink, he glanced at him, and there was no hate in his eyes, that is to say, Zhuo Shao didn't hate him.

As long as he thought that Zhuo Shao didn't hate him, and that he should have thought too much about the previous things, the smile on Liang Chen's face became brighter.

"No need to help." Zhuo Shao put the cup in his hand on the ground, and immediately refused: "I don't have much work here, so you don't need to help me."

The smile on Liang Chen's face gradually disappeared, but he still whispered, "Then I'll read a book?"

"Go back and do your homework, go to bed early after finishing your homework." Zhuo Shao said again: "Liang Chen, you can't always follow me."

"Oh..." Liang Chen responded, picked up the cup on the ground and walked out.

Zhuo Shao also told him not to work before, but Zhuo Shao's tone at that time was different from now.

And... Zhuo Shao asked him not to follow him all the time?

Liang Chen came out of Zhou Zhengqiang's house with a cup in his hand, and went down the stairs silently. When he recovered, he was already standing on the ground floor.

Unknowingly, he went downstairs.

Liang Chen knew that he should go back, but he suddenly didn't want to go back... After a pause, he put the water glass on the stairs and walked outside the community.

It was already dark, but it was still very lively outside... Liang Chen walked aimlessly around the neighborhood.

Something is wrong with Zhuo Shao today, and something is wrong with himself, but he doesn't know what's going on.

"Liang Chen." A voice sounded.

Liang Chen turned his head, and saw the old lady whom he had met a few days ago and who had taken care of him for several years when he was a child.

He was a little scared, but when he saw that there were still open shops around, he was not so scared anymore, and just looked at the old lady with a little wariness.

The old lady looked at Liang Chen kindly: "Liang Chen, last time grandma met you, she didn't have a chance to talk to you... Where do you live now?"

Liang Chen didn't want to answer, so he turned around and was about to leave, but the old lady stepped forward and grabbed his arm suddenly: "Liang Chen, don't go, grandma hasn't seen you for several years, talk to grandma."

"I...we have nothing to talk about." Liang Chen didn't like this old lady very much, and was about to tear her hand away, but the old lady grabbed him very tightly...

However, Liang Chen was no longer a child after all, he was determined, and he could still break free... With a vigorous shake of the old lady's hand, Liang Chen quickly ran back.

The old lady was pushed by him and almost fell to the ground. Seeing Liang Chen run away, her face showed resentment.

"Mom, how's it going? Can this kid be coaxed?" A man in his 30s came out from the side and asked anxiously.

"I can't be coaxed." The old lady gritted her teeth.

It can be said that Liang Chen grew up under her nose. She treated this child very badly in the past, but this child still clings to her... Although Liang Ziang discovered what they did back then, she hadn't seen him for several years. She has seen this child before, but she thought she could still coax this child, but she didn't expect that this child has become so angry that he doesn't listen to her at all.

"Then what do we do now? How do we get money?" the old lady's son asked with a frown.

"Da Zhuang, let's think of a way." The old lady said.

"What else can I think of? If I don't get some more money, those people will kill me!" Tao Dazhuang frowned.

"We're here, they won't be able to catch us for a while." Old Madam Tao said to her son, but she was still worried, and at the same time hated Liang Ziang and Liang Chen.

Back then, Liang Chen called Liang Ziang and called Liang Ziang back, then Liang Ziang took people to smash their house and asked them to return the money to him.

That Liang Ziang was very fierce, they had no choice but to lose money.

As a result, their family lost all their money, and even lost face.

Her daughter-in-law didn't know that Liang Ziang gave all their family's money before, and thought that Liang Chen was an unwanted child raised by her out of kindness, so she hated Liang Chen very much and scolded Liang Chen a lot. The money spent was actually Liang Chen's living expenses... She immediately had a big fight with them.

Their house was very chaotic, and they were afraid that Liang Ziang would trouble them again... Later, they sold the house and left Fuyang County.

If Liang Ziang can make money by doing business outside, Tao Dazhuang feels that he can do the same.

However, in the outside world, what kind of mess is there?

Tao Dazhuang can't bear hardships, he doesn't want to do many jobs, let's start a business, although others are doing very profitable business, but he always loses money...

However, he was not reconciled, and always wanted to make a lot of money. A few months ago, he heard that there was a medicinal material business that was particularly profitable. He was penniless and went to borrow usury to buy medicinal materials...

The person who agreed to do business with him ran away, and that person was a liar.

This time, he not only threw in all the money his wife borrowed from her father-in-law, but also threw in the [-] borrowed from usury...

How could he get such a large sum of money?Not to mention the interest rate, today, a few months later, 12 has become [-], and it should become [-] or [-] in the future.

He had no choice but to flee back to Fuyang County.

In the past few years, they have borrowed a lot of money from their relatives in order to do business, and now no one is willing to lend them money, and they all come to ask them for money.Not only that, but they also have to worry about those loan sharks coming to their door...

After much deliberation, they finally decided on Liang Chen.

Liang Ziang is very rich!

"I've inquired about it. This kid is very generous. I'm afraid Liang Ziang gave him the living expenses directly." Tao Dazhuang said: "The two people who walked with him are dead parents. His house eats and drinks. This little bastard can buy mobile phones for people who eat and drink at his house. He must have a lot of money in his hand. Maybe our debt can be paid off if he coaxes us well. We can’t coax him now ..."

Old Madam Tao couldn't help frowning too: "If he was alone, he should still be able to coax him, but now someone around him is holding him back."

Both mother and son were a little worried.

They originally wanted to coax Liang Chen, and then let Liang Chen ask Liang Ziang for money, but now Liang Chen couldn't coax him at all.

Liang Chen didn't know what the mother and son were thinking, he had already fled home.

"Why are you panting?" Zhuo Ting looked at Liang Chen puzzled.

"I... I went downstairs for a run." Liang Chen lied, and after he finished speaking, he realized that he forgot to bring up the water glass.

After going downstairs and bringing up the water glass he left on the stairs, the fear in Liang Chen's heart almost dissipated.

He wanted to tell Zhuo Shao about this, but thinking of Zhuo Shao's indifference today, he didn't know what to say...

Liang Chen was absent-mindedly doing his homework, and glanced at his watch from time to time. At 09:30, Zhuo Shao finally came down from the stairs.

"Brother!" Zhuo Ting greeted him with a smile.

"Has Tingting finished her homework?" Zhuo Shao asked with a smile.

"It's done!" Zhuo Ting said.

"So cute!" Zhuo Shao said.

"I'm done too." Liang Chen leaned forward, wanting to pick up the dirty clothes in Zhuo Shao's hand, but... Zhuo Shao, who always handed him the dirty clothes for him to wash, hid himself this time. opened.

Zhuo Shao didn't praise him either.

"It's already 09:30, you guys go to sleep." Zhuo Shao didn't look at Liang Chen, and went into the bathroom with his dirty clothes.

Liang Chen stood there blankly, unable to react.Zhuo Shao was not like this before...

He wanted to ask Zhuo Shao what was going on, but he didn't dare to ask, he didn't even dare not to listen to Zhuo Shao, for fear that Zhuo Shao would be unhappy and get angry with him.

Liang Chen entered the room, but he didn't want to sleep at all.

He has no time to think about that "Grandma Tao" now, his thoughts are all on Zhuo Shao.

Zhuo Shao doesn't seem to like him anymore, what can he do to make Zhuo Shao like him again?

Staring blankly at the ceiling, Liang Chen couldn't think of anything.

Before, he could give Zhuo Shao snacks and money, but now he has nothing, and Zhuo Shao is not short of these...

Buried his face in the quilt, Liang Chen sobbed softly...

"What did you bury yourself in the quilt for?" Zhuo Shao's voice suddenly sounded, and Liang Chen looked up in a daze, only to find that he was pulled from the quilt by Zhuo Shao.

"Don't cry." Zhuo Shao hugged him, and kissed him on the face again: "You're still crying at this age!"

Zhuo Shao kissed him!Liang Chen was so happy that he was going to explode, so happy... the alarm clock rang.

Liang Chen got out of the quilt, only to find that Zhuo Shao kissed him was completely a dream.

He was indescribably disappointed, and then realized that his pants were wet again.

After reading the book Zhuo Shao bought for him, Liang Chen already knew that he was not sick, but felt embarrassed.

After entering the main guard and washing his underwear, Liang Chen didn't have the nerve to dry it on the balcony, so he found a clip, and then dried it in his bedroom.

Liang Chen was young after all, although he was very sad yesterday, but after sleeping, he felt better again.

Maybe... he just thought wrong?

Zhuo Shao even cooked for him yesterday!

Thinking of this, Liang Chen was much happier, but when he walked out of the room and took a look at the balcony, he couldn't laugh anymore.

Zhuo Shao is very busy, so he always does things like laundry.

Zhuo Shao usually only washes his underwear, and throws other clothes in the washing machine at random, but the next morning, he will wash the clothes of the three of them together in the washing machine.

It is precisely because of this that he reached out to pick up Zhuo Shao's dirty clothes yesterday.

But now... Zhuo Shao's clothes have been washed and dried on the balcony.

Liang Chen's eyes were sour, and he felt very uncomfortable, and so did Zhuo Shao.

Liang Chen was too kind to him, so good that he couldn't hurt Liang Chen, but he didn't love Liang Chen, so it was destined to hurt him.

For several days, Zhuo Shao's attitude towards Liang Chen was indifferent.

He drew a boundary between himself and Liang Chen, so that he would not be too close to Liang Chen. At the same time, he also reconsidered Liang Chen's future.

He originally treated Liang Chen as a younger brother, and planned to keep the two of them brothers in the future, but now that Liang Chen has such thoughts about him, it must not work.

He couldn't pursue Liang Xin while hanging Liang Chen.

In this case... While he is slowly alienating Liang Chen, it is best to introduce a few friends to Liang Chen, so that he will not have only one friend in his life.

Of course, before that, he had one more thing to do.

December 12th, Friday, is Liang Chen's birthday, and he wants to celebrate his birthday.

It is said that this child has never had a birthday before... Zhuo Shao ordered a cake in advance, and this morning, he went to buy a lot of vegetables and came back.

The author has something to say: "Before, he could give Zhuo Shao snacks and money, but now he doesn't have any, and Zhuo Shao doesn't lack these anymore..." When I write this sentence, I really feel like a stepmother a handful of...