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The wind gradually died down, and the clearest thing was Shao Fei's rapid breathing.

Xiao Muting's eyes contained a fierceness that Shao Fei hadn't seen for a long time, and he seemed to be irritated by the sentence "You like me too".

He had never thought about such an absurd question, let alone that Shao Fei would ask such a question, he was stunned for a moment, and raised his hand to push Shao Fei to a stagger.

In fact, this push is not serious, if he exerted a lot of force, Shao Fei would not be able to stand still after staggering two steps.

He raised his head and looked at him without avoiding it.

The two looked at each other for a moment, Shao Fei rushed up again with the drunkenness, his eyelashes were stained with a few wisps of moisture, his voice was low and hoarse, but with strong unwillingness and stubbornness: "Captain, why don't you admit it? I know You like me! You just like me!"

I can no longer distinguish between "you" and "you", and I just focus on throwing out my thoughts that have been accumulated for a long time, as if I don't take this opportunity to say it thoroughly, and it will be difficult to speak in the future.

It is a lit match that brings light to the little girl, and it is the wine soaked in sorrow that makes him unscrupulous.

And drunkenness is as short-lived as firelight.

Shao Fei was breathing heavily, his whole face was flushed, and his voice was trembling: "If you don't like me, why are you so nice to me?"

"Why did you choose me as an orderly? Why did you teach me how to shoot?"

"When I was sick, you also accompanied me for infusions and cooked meals for me."

"The Los Angeles team wanted to punish me last time. You closed my small black room, but you stayed with me outside the small black room and gave me honey water to drink. I remember it all! After you came out, you asked the cooking class to open a small stove for me , you help me with the fishbone!"

"And when I was at the headquarters, I didn't want to go to the collective bathhouse to take a bath. I went to your dormitory to rely on you every day, and you didn't drive me away. Let me use your bathroom and peel fruit for me."

"Later, Team Ning came and made your favorite noodles, and you specially left a copy for me!"

"I, I remember! Don't deny it!"

Xiao Muting's forehead twitched slightly, and Shao Fei's eyes seemed to be getting colder and colder.

"Also!" Shao Fei took a deep breath, "You like to chat with me. You have talked about your family and your past experiences. The day I just came out of the small dark room, you chatted with me for a long time. Xiao Bing spent an entire afternoon on him!"

"Why don't you treat other people so well? You didn't save face for others, but for me. You didn't talk to others either—I didn't see it anyway. I only know that you talked with me."

"Captain, why are you unwilling to admit it?"

"Captain, why did you push me away?"

At the end, Shao Fei choked up, his lips trembled involuntarily, his eyes were wide open, and he didn't dare to blink - if he blinked, tears would fall down.

An arrogant child was so sad in front of the person he admired.

Xiao Muting pursed his thin lips, deeply shocked by this series of words.Those cares and cares have changed in Shao Fei's eyes, and they are all classified as "likes".

Looking at Shao Fei's emotional face, Xiao Muting couldn't say anything to reproach him.

Can Shao Fei be blamed alone?

The mind of a young man is both hard to guess and easy to guess, pure and transparent, everything is in sight at a glance.Xiao Muting closed his eyes, secretly sighing that he did not handle the relationship with each other well, which gave Shao Fei unrealistic expectations.

Thinking about it carefully, Shao Fei was originally lacking in love. He had no parents since he was a child, and he lived with his grandmother and elder brother. Later, he even lost his only two relatives. Before he joined the army, he suffered a lot. But the missing part of family love can never be found.

Ai Xin, Chen Xuefeng, and Qi Nanxu whom he met not long ago are his comrades-in-arms, they are like brothers with him, but they can't give him the love he desires most in his heart.

The one who can afford this love is Xiao Muting, only Xiao Muting.

There were deep wrinkles between the major general's brows, and when he opened his eyes, he saw Shao Fei wiping the corners of his eyes hastily.

Still crying.

Xiao Muting covered his eyebrows and eyes with one hand, pressed them hard, and when he looked at Shao Fei again, his eyes were a little more tired.

Shao Fei's eyes were brighter than before, and he opened his mouth to say something.Xiao Muting shook his head, turned around and said: "Go back and rest for one night, wake up tomorrow, and then think about whether my kindness to you is equivalent to liking. I will pretend that I didn't hear what I said today."

He said this on purpose, his tone so indifferent that no trace of emotion could be heard.

This is the only way to go, Shao Fei was dizzy from alcohol and impulse, if he continues to be unbearable, the fire will intensify.

Hearing this, Shao Fei was obviously taken aback, stared at Xiao Muting in disbelief, stretched out his hand and wanted to pull it, but Xiao Muting avoided it with a stern look and sharp eyes.

Shao Fei pursed his mouth, looking extremely aggrieved, he stretched out his hand again in vain, and said with a sob: "How can you pretend that you didn't hear it?"

"I like you, how can you not hear it?"

"I... I could say it again, and a lot more..."

"Shao Fei!" Xiao Muting suddenly shouted, "Enough is enough!"

Shao Fei heard a "buzz" in his ear, stared blankly at Xiao Muting, let out a breath after a few seconds, and felt his heart sank to a bottomless place, there was no echo, and he couldn't pull it back.

The muscles in my thighs seemed to be shaking, and I couldn't stand up a bit.

Is the alcohol coming up?still……

Xiao Muting had never yelled at him like this.The captain is very gentle, even if it is punishment and lessons, there is a reassuring gentleness.

If the captain is not gentle, how can he have the courage to say what he just said?

After yelling, Xiao Muting felt a little regretful, Shao Fei's sudden shrinking made his heart ache.But if this is not the case, how many foolish words will Shao Fei say?

Shao Fei couldn't remember how he got back to the dormitory, he was like an inflated ball, he rolled to Xiao Muting's feet joyfully with an impulse, but Xiao Muting easily punctured him.My mind is dazed, my hands and feet feel cold and numb, my heart that fell into the abyss cannot be found, and when I lie on the bed, my whole body is empty.

The border guards arranged the dormitory with the best conditions for the special forces and the auto soldiers. Xiao Muting lived in the same room with the leader of the auto soldiers, and Shao Fei lived with Ai Xin and others.Xiao Muting sent Shao Fei back and boiled ginger jujube soup himself. The sleepless team members shared the drink with a smile. Xiao Muting brought Shao Fei back to the dormitory.

Knowing that he was just pretending to be asleep, Xiao Muting handed ginger soup to Ai Xin, and left after a few instructions.

Shao Fei was pulled up by Ai Xin and poured water until not a drop was left.Ginger is very spicy, but jujube is sweet. After eating a bowl, the body immediately warms up.Shao Fei covered half of his face with the quilt, and after turning off the lights, he cried silently.

Drunkness is indeed like the light of a match, fleeting.The drunkenness was gone, the impulsive energy was gone, and in the dark, recalling what he had done and said not long ago, as well as Xiao Muting's response, tears soaked the pillow unknowingly.

He doesn't like you.A voice said: The captain doesn't like you, it's because you are passionate.

But another voice stubbornly clamored: But the captain treats you well, can't you feel the kindness?The captain treats you so well, even if you don't "like", at least you have a good impression!

Shao Fei grabbed the quilt tightly, remembering Xiao Muting's cold eyes and tone when he interrupted him, he couldn't help it, and let out a suppressed sob.

Fortunately, the night was already deep, and none of the exhausted soldiers were awake.He wiped away his tears, and before he fell asleep, he kept thinking to himself——The captain treats you so well, how can he treat others so well...

Xiao Muting stayed up all night, thinking deeper and further than Shao Fei.

He is not hard-hearted, nor is he without emotions, Shao Fei looked at him like that, and took out his heart to show him.It would be self-deception to say that he was not moved at all.

It would be a lie to say that he has no affection for Shao Fei.

Shao Fei is outstanding, handsome, and pure. When he confessed, his eyes were full of admiration and admiration.Such a child stood in front of him, and he heard the sound of his own heartstrings vibrating.

But that's about it.

Taking care of Shao Fei is because of the passed away Shao Yu, and valuing Shao Fei is because of Shao Fei's innate talent and acquired diligence, which is far from the "like" Shao Fei wants.

But the feeling of heartbeat is real.

But experience and age cut a similar love into completely different individuals.For the 20-year-old Shao Fei, the heartbeat is like, it is love, and it is the desire to live a lifetime; but for the 34-year-old Xiao Muting, the heartbeat is just the heartbeat.

When Shao Fei was so old, Xiao Muting also had someone he cared about. At that time, he felt that feeling was unforgettable, but it gradually dissipated in the torrent of time.

Sometimes in the face of life and death, love becomes extremely small, even inferior to friendship in war and brotherhood.

Returning from countless missions where he brushed shoulders with death, Xiao Muting was worried about his teammates and the new team members, but he couldn't manage his love.He can't promise love, if one day he can't come back, how will the remaining person spend the rest of his life?

In the special forces, there are those who are brave enough to pursue love, and there are also those who are alone, and Xiao Muting is undoubtedly the latter.He is very busy, whether he is in the Zhanlong brigade or in the special operations headquarters, he is the group with the heaviest burden. He devotes all his time and energy to tasks. As time goes by, he no longer values ​​love as much as he did when he was young.

Calling Falcon back this time, the burden is a little lighter, but it is only a little bit, and it is already a bit embarrassing to say "like" at this age.

Before dawn, Xiao Muting walked to the front yard, smoked two cigarettes, looked at the quietly rising Chuyang, and decided to go back and transfer Shao Fei back to the Second Squadron. If something goes wrong, he acts as if nothing happened.

It is rare to come to a plateau above 5000 meters above sea level, and Luo Feng ordered to stay for a few days, which can be regarded as training on the plateau.Shao Fei trained with everyone and looked the same as before, even carrying a panda water bottle.

Xiao Muting didn't take the initiative to mention what happened at night, and Shao Fei didn't say anything. During the training, he worked hard, and when he was resting, he ran to Xiao Muting, pretending that he couldn't remember what he said, holding the water bottle in both hands, and said solemnly: "Captain, Drink water."

Xiao Muting sighed inwardly, knowing that this guy didn't give up at all, but just adopted another strategy, feeling powerless.

Shao Fei had his own little plan. Although he was depressed after sleeping, he had no intention of shrinking back. After thinking hard, he actually wanted to step by step and take down his captain slowly.

Xiao Muting's words really hit him, making him know that the captain actually doesn't like him.But the captain's kindness to him is real.So what if you don't like it?If you don't like it now, just keep it and don't like it later?

Qi Nanxu hasn't given up yet!

What reassured Shao Fei was Xiao Muting's reaction the next day - he neither informed Luo Feng nor drove him away immediately.This made him understand that the captain wasn't that cruel.

So the captain got up from where he fell down, and started chasing love like Qi Nanxu.

Calling myself "little captain" again felt a little shameful, but also kind of elated.

But on the third day of the plateau training, something happened.

Snow fell at night, and the world was covered with snow. It was rare for the soldiers to see snow in September, and they were all so excited that they chased and fought in the snow.

Before the training, Shao Fei remembered the sunglasses he had given to Xiao Muting, and immediately reminded him in a circumstantial way.Xiao Muting found Dai and saw Shao Fei smiling very proudly.

The training items in the morning were mostly physical fitness. When everyone was doing sit-ups in the snow with their upper bodies topless, Xiao Muting walked back and forth in the team with his hands behind his back.Walking in front of Shao Fei, he stopped to take a look, and reminded: "Control the speed, maintain physical fitness, and don't rush too hard in the first half."

He stood at Shao Fei's feet, wearing sunglasses and a military cap, while Shao Fei sat on the ground and could only see his face when he raised his head.

It's not right to say that his face is actually right. From Shao Fei's perspective, he can only see his sharp chin, and the upper half of his face is hidden under the shadow of sunglasses and the brim of his hat.

Shao Fei's mind suddenly went blank, and after 3 seconds, he finally understood why he felt familiar when he saw Xiao Muting's chin on the roof, but when Xiao Muting raised his head and showed his eyebrows, he felt that he had never seen it before.

As early as 7 years ago, they had a one-sided relationship.