single team

At night on the plateau, the starry sky is like a sea hanging in the sky, and the wind is whistling, like the continuous sound of waves in the distance.

Shao Fei was wrapped in a heavy military overcoat, and the panda water bottle that was originally hanging on his waist was squeezed to his ribs by the clothes.Because he couldn't put his arm down, he moved the kettle back, and the camouflage cover of the kettle was left in the dormitory. Looking from behind, he looked like a panda with a glowing head on his back.

Putting his hands in his pockets, Xiao Muting listened to him talking incoherently about the details of getting along with each other these days.It's all trivial matters, Xiao Muting smiled and replied a few words when he first heard it.But gradually, Xiao Muting heard something unusual in Shao Fei's eager and apprehensive tone, which seemed to be mixed with expectations.

Heart sank suddenly, Xiao Muting almost guessed what Shao Fei's purpose was for saying these words.

Everyone is uneasy before revealing their feelings, and this uneasiness is even worse for Shao Fei.Even if one is half-drunk and the alcohol has turned into courage, it is still not so easy to show one's heart to someone who admires him.Ever since he invited Xiao Muting out for a walk, he couldn't wait to say "Captain, I like you", but every time the words came to his mouth, they became a thorn in his throat.Fortunately, he still has so many memories to say, so the scene will not be embarrassing.After talking about every little thing, his courage seemed to increase.

Finally, when the small building of the border guards gradually disappeared into the night, Shao Fei stood in front of Xiao Muting, lowered his head, and looked at the toes of Xiao Muting's boots—he wanted to look into Xiao Muting's eyes, but the courage he had accumulated was only It's enough for him to speak his mind, but it's not enough for him to accept Xiao Muting's gaze calmly.

"Captain." His voice was lower than usual, with an inaudible tremor at the end.He couldn't help raising his right hand, and gently grabbed Xiao Muting's sleeve like he did many times in the past.

Xiao Muting's fingers seemed to move, Shao Fei didn't want to let go, and didn't dare to pull too hard, so he held on so persistently, pursing the corners of his trembling lips, his throat heaving up and down with tension.When he heard Xiao Muting utter an unpleasant "You...", his heart beat faster immediately.

Don't be afraid, Captain—— secretly cheering yourself up, using the same address Xiao Muting used when he was joking, as if it would make you feel more at ease this way.

But the fact was not like this, he was still extremely nervous, the hand that was holding Xiao Muting's sleeve was already showing bluish-white knuckles.

Shao Fei's breathing became more and more rapid, and his head was still lowered.He couldn't see Xiao Muting's expression, the self-confidence of the previous few days disappeared at this moment, he knew Xiao Muting was looking at him, but he couldn't judge what kind of emotion it was.

When a knife-like cold wind blew past, Shao Fei took a deep breath, opened and closed his lips, his fingers uncontrollably grabbed Xiao Muting's sleeve and pulled it forward, whispering and stammering: "Captain, I, I happiness……"

Xiao Muting looked at Shao Fei's trembling eyelashes, and then at Shao Fei's fluttering lips.The plateau was dry, and Shao Fei's lips were peeled. At this time, Fei's skin was bitten open, and a bloody gash was torn.

In the cold air, there was a very faint smell of blood.

Xiao Muting frowned, when Shao Fei grabbed his sleeve just now, he knew what Shao Fei wanted to say.That guess was true, the kid did have other thoughts about him.

No matter what angle he stands on, he must refuse, and even teach severely.But when he saw Shao Fei stumbling out "I like it", his ears were so red that they were about to bleed, and his lips were bitten, his brows furrowed deeper, and it was very rare to find that he couldn't sort out his complicated emotions.

Distressed, yes.

There are also worries.

There should be anger and anger, but it is not so clear against the backdrop of distress and worry.

what else?guilt.I am ashamed of Shao Yu, and I am ashamed of Shao Fei.

There is still fear.

But what is it to be afraid of?Could it be that Shao Fei couldn't change it, and his future was delayed?or something else?

Xiao Muting stared at Shao Fei, and heard Shao Fei finish the sentence "I like you", the last two words were almost lost in the lingering wind.

The corners of Xiao Muting's lips twitched, reason made him put on a solemn and majestic expression, and he thought of a set of merciless rhetoric in a very short time, but looking at the water bottle strap on Shao Fei's chest, the person in Shao Fei's shadow Eyebrows, Shao Fei held the hand of his sleeve, and he knew that he couldn't say those words.

Grabbing Shao Fei's wrist, he obviously felt Shao Fei tremble. Xiao Muting sighed softly, and took Shao Fei's hand away from his sleeve. Simple three words: "You are still young."

Shao Fei was stunned for a moment, his right hand was hanging in the air, still maintaining the posture of grasping his sleeve tightly, his drooping head was buried even lower, and after a while, he raised it suddenly, mustering up the remaining courage to look at Xiao Muting.

Those eyes were as bright as cold stars in the sky, Xiao Muting was startled, how to describe that feeling?

It's like a star suddenly falls on the lake of the heart that has always been quiet.

"Captain." Shao Fei shouted again.He couldn't control his emotions anymore, Xiao Muting's words "you are still young" had already closed the door in front of him tactfully, he could even hear Xiao Muting's helplessness and protection.Liking the same sex is no small matter in the army. He had the guts to not only fall in love with a man, but this man was also a high-ranking major general.He should have retreated in spite of the difficulties, but the alcohol fueled his desire more and more vigorously. He liked Xiao Muting and didn't want to give up just yet, and Xiao Muting's "protection" made him go further and further.

That's right, it's just pushing an inch. He knows that he's pushing an inch, but what can he do?He just loves it!

No matter what the situation was, Xiao Muting was the calmest person. He looked at Shao Fei's wide-open eyes, and saw the frenzy and uncontrollable inside. He knew that it was useless to talk too much at this time, and the most urgent thing was to calm Shao Fei down.

But he overlooked one thing - when a 20-year-old boy held a fresh and beating heart in front of his sweetheart, how could he be calm when he said "like" with difficulty?

Besides, Shao Fei also drank.

"Captain." Shao Fei's eyes were red, the tails of his eyes were trembling, his eager desire evaporated the remaining reason, he looked at Xiao Muting without blinking, his eyes were so pure and fierce, "Captain, I really like you. "

It's "you", not "you".

Shao Fei couldn't explain why, he didn't want to say "you" after "like", as if it would distance him from Xiao Muting.

No, not even a step away!

The person in front of him was like a cluster of blazing fire, Xiao Muting couldn't help tightening his fingers, and an inexplicable heat flow rose from the tailbone, bringing a strangeness that he had never experienced before.

But after all, he is older than Shao Fei, and he cannot accept this "ridiculous" love both rationally and emotionally.

The two stood under a sea of ​​stars for a long time, Xiao Muting sighed, and said in a deep voice: "You drank too much, what you said today is just drunk gibberish..."

"It's the truth after drinking!" Shao Fei's nose turned red, and he stood stubbornly, like a small pine tree that could not be broken by a violent storm.

Before making it clear that he was still so apprehensive, he didn't dare to raise his head, but now he was politely rejected, but the lost courage flowed back to his body on his own, as if he insisted on chasing Xiao Muting.

Shao Fei thought, at this moment, he must be like an annoying monkey.

Otherwise, why did the captain's brows tighten even more?

People who have been drinking are the most difficult to serve. If you are really drunk, you can pick them up and throw them on the bed, roll up the quilt, and keep them sleeping until dawn.The most troublesome people are those who are half-drunk and half-awake. Alcohol anesthetizes their nerves, but leaves some clarity. To put it bluntly, it is not only clarity, but also scheming.They actually know everything, but by virtue of being half drunk, they dare not go crazy when they are sober, and they dare not go crazy when they are sober.

When he took a step forward and hugged Xiao Muting with his arms open, Shao Fei felt that he was about to give up. When he buried his face in Xiao Muting's shoulder, he felt that this military uniform might have to be taken off too.But he didn't regret it at all, and finally said what he had been holding on to since he participated in the joint training at the headquarters. Compared with being afraid, he felt more relaxed.

He originally thought that Xiao Muting would push him away immediately, so he hugged him very tightly.In this way, even if he wants to push or beat, he can persist a little longer.

I'd rather be beaten than hug for a while longer.

But he only heard Xiao Muting's long sigh.

The nasal cavity suddenly became sore.It was so confusing just now that after hearing this sigh, he belatedly remembered why he confessed.

Because of drinking?

No, it was because he believed that the captain liked him.

When Shao Fei rushed over, Xiao Muting's first thought was to push it away, but he instinctively put on a posture to block it, but from the corner of his eye, he saw the panda water bottle slipping from Shao Fei's back to his ribs.The panda's head emits a faint light, like a large night pearl.

Xiao Muting paused with his fingers, remembering Shao Fei lying on the bunk last time and saying that he liked luminous things when he was a child, but the cheapest luminous pearls are also very expensive.

At the moment of hesitation, Shao Fei hugged him tightly.Even through such thick clothes, he could feel Shao Fei's heartbeat.

This kid is really...

Xiao Muting couldn't help but soften his heart.A voice said: Forget it, he just drank too much and lost his sense of proportion. From now on...

What's next?How to enlighten?How to get along?

Xiao Muting suddenly had a headache, partly because of Shao Fei's wandering thoughts, partly because of his own unruly heart.

Shao Fei raised his head, his eye sockets were redder than before, he grabbed Xiao Muting's clothes like a child, and began to bite his broken lips again.

"Don't bite." Xiao Muting's eyes were deep: "Go back, get a good sleep, you'll be fine tomorrow morning."

"Captain." Shao Fei sniffed hard, his cheeks were blushing from embarrassment or freezing.

Xiao Muting met his almost obsessed gaze, and the strings tensed in his heart let out a dull vibration.

Shao Fei licked the blood from his lower lip, and his nerves were hit hard by the smell of iron.The man's possessive desire burst out suddenly, and he moved his hands in front of him with such force that Xiao Muting's expression also changed.

His chest rose and fell, his eyes were ridiculously determined, and also ridiculously persistent.

Xiao Muting heard him ask——

"Captain, you actually like me too, don't you?"