I have a date with the beast

Jiang Ze is the youngest son in the family and should be favored, but because his mother ran away from home after he was born, he became a thorn in the side of his two brothers.

The little Jiang Ze didn't understand why the two elder brothers were so indifferent to him, and he didn't understand the meaning of the way his father often looked at him.He had no mother, no brother, and apparently no father in his childhood.

Loneliness filled Jiang Ze's entire childhood.Accompanying him is only the ancient and silent locust tree in the courtyard.It can't talk, and it won't leave, so it is Jiang Ze's best companion.

Jiang Ze likes to entertain himself near that ancient locust tree.Sometimes he used a dead branch to dig the so-called "little treasure" in the nearby grass, so he could play all afternoon and never get tired of it.

The grass in the garden in early spring has just sprouted and is fluffy. Jiang Ze likes to lie flat on it, spread his limbs, smell the fragrance of grass and trees, and occasionally feel the slight itch of a cricket crawling over his palm.

When no one came to look for Feng Shui, my father always lay on the bamboo chair at the door and looked at the wheat field silently. Little Jiang Ze never dared to disturb him.He thinks that the world of adults is complicated, they think about many things, so he has to be obedient and not cause them trouble, just play quietly in the backyard by himself.

At that time, Jiang Ze didn't understand anything, and he didn't have any playmates of the same age to share his joys and sorrows with.All he did was try to reduce his sense of existence, as if to prove to his two older brothers and his father that he was not an annoying kid.

Jiang Ze was very happy that morning, because when he woke up, he found that his father had put a piece of halva on his bedside. It was the first time Jiang Ze received a gift from his father.

He clenched the halva and trot excitedly back and forth in the courtyard, that kind of joy came from the bottom of his heart.But an accident happened, he ran so fast that he didn't notice an inconspicuous stone on the grass, and then he tripped and fell to the ground.

Jiang Ze fell very painfully, tears welled up in his eyes, and he almost wanted to cry out in pain, but he forcefully held back all of them.

He subconsciously looked at the palm of his hand, and found that the crisp candy his father gave him was thrown out by himself.

At that moment, obvious grievance and sadness appeared on the face of the little Jiang Ze, and the big crystal teardrops slid down the white and tender cheeks, dripped from the chin to the grass, and disappeared in an instant.

He wiped the tears rushing out of his eyes with his small hands, but he couldn't stop. Jiang Ze wanted to cry, but he was afraid of attracting his father, so he sobbed softly and suppressed, and hiccupped from his mouth. overflow.He knelt on the grass, groping inch by inch to find the piece of halva that he threw out.

Until a warm hand covered his head and picked him up from the grass again.

Jiang Ze felt that his whole body was in a warm embrace.

He opened his eyes, tears blurred his vision, the little Jiang Ze blinked vigorously, squeezed out the tears, and saw clearly the person hugging him——

Is a very beautiful big brother.

At that time, Jiang Ze was too young, and his language skills were still lacking. He didn't have too many gorgeous words in his head to accurately describe the person in front of him, except for the word "beautiful".

He is dressed in white, wearing a snow-white fur cloak. His long jet-black and lustrous hair hangs casually down to his waist. A pair of dark eyes are as deep as if they embraced the prosperity of the world, and as indifferent as if they can see through the world of mortals.The exposed skin was so white that it was almost transparent, and there were a few cumbersome and coquettish silver patterns on the cheeks, shining brightly in the sunlight.

Jiang Ze stood there in a daze.He likes this handsome big brother.

From then on, Jiang Ze could see this beautiful big brother every day.This big brother always lies between the branches of the ancient locust tree, tightly covered by the lush leaves.

Jiang Ze prefers to play in the backyard.He was obsessed with finding strange-shaped bugs in the grass, and then showed it to the big brother as if taking credit.

And the big brother always nodded his head gently like a reviewer, and never spoke.

Jiang Ze felt sympathetic, he thought that big brother was dumb.

One evening, little Jiang Ze looked innocently at the person on the tree and asked, "Big brother, can you write?"

The man narrowed his eyes, his expression was as indifferent as ever.In a moment, he jumped down from the treetop and knelt down on one knee beside the boy to be at the same level as him.

"What about you?" The deep and cold voice echoed in the breeze, as if alone across the millennium dust, across the long time and boundless space, during which there was an indescribable depressive emotion.

Jiang Ze looked at him in surprise, and Jiang Ze was surprised and delighted when he found out that his elder brother was not dumb. He nodded, then shook his head again: "No, I haven't gone to school yet."

"I teach you."

As soon as the words fell, a sharp dagger was caught between his fingertips. Jiang Ze held the dagger carefully under the signal of his eyes, and then waited blankly for him to indicate the next move.

And he held Jiang Ze's hand and carved one after another on Guhuai's rough skin bit by bit.

Jiang Ze stared at the cool big hand covering his hand in ecstasy, and his heart was strangely filled with warmth.It was different from the feeling when his father took his hand.

Jiang Ze couldn't understand what the new notch on the bark meant. He raised his face and looked into the young man's eyes: "What word is this?"

The latter stared at the boy with a lot of emotions flashing through his eyes. He seemed to be in pain and struggling, but he regained his composure in an instant. He said in a deep voice, "It's like the wind."

"These two words are like the wind."

……

Jiang Ze stroked his head and sat up from the bed. He wiped the fine beads of sweat from his forehead, and his chest heaved violently.

The dream I had just now is still vivid in my mind, even including the realistic rough texture of the ancient locust tree and the reassuring temperature of the fingertips.

He remembered.

In childhood, the figure that always lingered in my mind was Xiaofeng.

The next night, Jiang Zete closed his stall early, and he deliberately walked slowly on the way home.

He is waiting.

Turning into the first alley, Jiang Ze noticed the presence of that person.He stopped, took a deep breath to suppress the trembling of his voice, and said, "Come out."

A breeze brushed across his cheeks, and then Xiaofeng stood beside him.

Jiang Ze clenched his fists, turned around, mustered up the courage for the first time to look straight into Xiaofeng's captivating eyes, and asked aggressively, "What's your purpose?"

The person being questioned didn't answer, just nodded slightly, and stared at Jiang Ze with those quiet and indifferent eyes. Jiang Ze's legs were a little weak under his gaze, but he bravely did not show any flaws.

After a while, Jiang Ze saw his own reflection in Xiao Feng's deep eyes, saw him slowly leaning down, and then his lips were covered with something warm and soft.

"It's up to you."