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If a person wanders for a long time, will he create a second person because of loneliness?

Song Lin's eyes suddenly darkened, followed his instinct to hold Zheng Xuan's hand, and slowly pulled it aside.There was a deep emotion that surpassed the shell of reason and controlled his behavior. Song Lin easily compromised and made a choice immediately.

Song Lin in Zheng Xuan's eyes suddenly burst into a smile, with a foolish smile, full of innocent charm, extremely beautiful, but also extremely dangerous.

The last blood at the end of the world.

Zheng Xuan could not refuse.

I don't know who started it, they crossed the distance between the two seats, gnawed at each other, crazy like two beasts, they saw blood when they parted.

Regardless of their human identities, they are nothing more than two beasts in the natural world.

"Song Lin," Zheng Xuan's rough fingertips rubbed against his lips, they panted slightly, suppressing their desires, a passion filled the small space.

"Tell me, how many of you are there?"

This question was very strange, but Song Lin understood.

"A few of me..."

He leaned on the seat, although he looked at Zheng Xuan, his eyes were empty, as if he was muttering to himself.

Zheng Xuan paused, retracted, Song Lin's smile, his smile...

Chills down the back.

"One, really."

Song Lin finally put away his damn smile, and returned to his most normal appearance.

"It's just that I was too boring to be alone before, so I would talk to myself."

"Your two selves have very different personalities."

Song Lin thought for a while, then smiled,

"It will be more interesting to chat like this. Moreover, sometimes I want to do some...bad things. It would be better to discuss them at this time."

Is it a discussion with yourself?

Then he emphasized again,

"But these two, um... character, I know both, and I'm the only one."

Every time Song Lin changed his personality, Zheng Xuan's hair would stand on end.

"If you have any ideas in the future, you can tell me." Zheng Xuan pinned the hair from the corner of his eyes behind his ears, "Don't split your personality anymore."

"it is good."

Song Lin laughed again.

He has some awareness of the contradictions in his character, but he seldom thinks about it carefully, he doesn't want to think about it.So when the dark side overwhelms the normal side, Song Lin will become very scary.

But he is more normal now.

The split over the years has made it difficult for these two personalities to reintegrate. This is the price. Song Lin knows their existence and agrees with their existence.

He prefers to be normal.

But when he is stimulated, the dark side will involuntarily occupy his thoughts, and every time he wakes up, he realizes that he has been blackened for a while.

For example, just now, for example... the first time I met Zheng Xuan.

In other words, being normal is his protective color.

"We're probably going to take a detour."

Song Lin parked the car beside the bridge, and both of them saw the three cordons drawn on the bridge. They were tied to the street lamps at the head of the bridge, listless and losing their original color.

"Toxic gas residue, radioactive substance residue, severely infected area."

Song Lin struggled to identify the black marks one by one, and became more and more frightened.

"living hell."

The bridge deck was covered with snow and the wind was cold. It is not known whether there were bones buried there.On the other side of the bridge, there is a lonely road sign, standing crookedly in the wind, as if it will fall from a high place in the next second, making a muffled sound.

"It was this street lamp back then. My parents told me that going directly east from this city would lead to that settlement," Song Lin stood under the street lamp, looking up at the lamp tube that would never be lit again, "I I thought they were going this way, I was too young to pay attention at that time, but they must have taken a detour back then."

They didn't sigh for a long time, Song Lin quickly ran to the car and took out the compass.

"It's indeed east...we've been going southeast before, if only we had a map!"

Song Lin was troubled, and Zheng Xuan walked into the car on his own. He wanted to ask something, but in the end he just watched and saw him take out a stack of papers from inside.

"This is... a map?"

Song Lin stared at the paper with wide eyes.

"You...why didn't you say it earlier!!"

Zheng Xuan didn't speak anymore, Song Lin had lowered his head and spread the map on his lap.

It's full of place names.

Song Lin didn't know many place names, he only knew where their destination was, but he was really at a loss as to where he was.It's good to be able to get here by memory.

"We are here."

Zheng Xuan's voice suddenly came from his ear, his hands passed through his shoulders, and his slender hands pointed at a point, almost hugging him from behind.

"While walking outside yesterday, I saw a road sign that was not destroyed by artillery fire."

I also stared at it for a long time.Zheng Xuan added a sentence in his heart.

The two discussed for a while, and finally worked out a way. Song Lin refolded the map and returned it to Zheng Xuan.

"Hey," as soon as Song Lin stood up, he saw the road sign on the other side of the bridge, "Hey, fuck!"

Zheng Xuan followed his gaze and suddenly felt a little funny.

"I've always felt that you don't need a map."

After getting back into the car, Zheng Xuan seemed to say this sentence unintentionally, Song Lin inserted the key, and accidentally stepped on the accelerator to the bottom.

It was five o'clock in the afternoon, the sky was starting to snow again, and they walked down the river bank, only the sound of the wheels rubbing against the snow.Two hours later, the sky was completely dark, and even with the headlights on, they did not dare to move on.

"It's been a long winter."

Song Lin got out of the car. There was no moon tonight, and he could only see a little area near the headlights. When he stretched out his hand, snowflakes like dust would fall on the palm of his hand, which was icy cold.

The nights are also long.

Under the light of the headlights, the faces of both of them looked extraordinarily white.

"If it's summer, we can drive an extra hour."

After standing outside for about ten minutes, they were unbearably cold. The surrounding area was pitch black, and it didn't matter what scenery there was to see. The two quickly returned to the relatively warm car.

"If we take a detour, we probably won't have enough oil, right?"

Zheng Xuan saw him turn off the lights, and then turn on the warm yellow light on the roof.

"It's definitely not enough," Song Lin shrugged. "Be careful on the road. If it doesn't work, you can just abandon the car and walk."

Walking is even slower.

They didn't talk any more, they each covered their quilts and closed their eyes in their seats.

Everyone has their own concerns.

What happened that day was like a stone that fell into the water by mistake. Although there were ripples at the time, it quickly returned to calm.

Their relationship should take a big step forward, but when you think about it, it's only one more kiss.

Song Lin raised his hand to turn off the light, and they sealed the windows behind them with clothes.Different temperature, same darkness.

In the winter with short days and long nights, both of them woke up at dawn.The snow stopped again during the day.

"It's seven o'clock."

Zheng Xuan glanced at the time.

"We have twelve hours to travel today."

After Song Lin drank the nutrient solution, he had to start another day's journey.

They chatted one after another on the road, but most of the time no one spoke. The scenery outside the window alternated back and forth between dead people and ruins. After watching for a long time, I would feel tired from the bottom of my heart.

"The waste rock in front seems to be..."

Song Lin shut his mouth suddenly in the middle of speaking, and the open space in front of him was particularly eye-catching.

"where to!"

Zheng Xuan also saw it, and suddenly leaned forward.

"That's the military area!"

His tone was very firm, Song Lin didn't pursue how he was sure, but his eyes changed.

The military region means that there are supplies.

What they lack most now is gasoline, and there is a high possibility of gasoline in the military area.

They do need to go in and find it.

But there may also be humans.

"Maybe there will be food inside!"

Song Lin laughed, real food, not nutritional supplements.

"If you can find gasoline, you will complete the task."

Zheng Xuan was afraid that his hopes were too high, but...their nutritional supplements could last for a while.

"Oh, I know."

Zheng Xuan's judgment was not wrong, it was indeed a military area, very simple, surrounded by high barbed wire, inside was sandy soil, and there were low brick houses.

Very typical wartime military area.

For some reason, there was no one inside, not even a corpse.

"solar energy generation!"

Zheng Xuan took the snatch in front and saw the equipment on the sand.

"Ok?"

"There may be electricity here."

Seeing the confused expression on Song Lin's face, Zheng Xuan added,

"There might be hot water here."

"so good……"

Song Lin started to pry open the door, Zheng Xuan looked at his back, faintly felt that something was wrong.

As soon as the first door opened, Song Lin froze at the door, and Zheng Xuan quickly moved to his side.

As luck would have it, there was a row of bones lying inside the first door.

Song Lin trembled violently, he was definitely not trembling because he saw a dead person.Zheng Xuan immediately pressed his head into her arms and left the bungalow far away.

"Song Lin!"

He stuffed him into the back of the car and sat next to him himself.

"That's, the last place I lived with someone, a place like that."

Song Lin's face was pale, and his hands moved unconsciously, like a flying insect trapped in a spider's web, struggling desperately, it was shocking, he thought he had forgotten it, but at this moment he remembered it again.

"At first they were all fine, but then they got sick, more and more, more and more..."

Seeing that he started to lose control again and speak incoherently, Zheng Xuan pulled him into his arms and hugged him tightly.

"Healthy people are a minority, they are all crazy, crazy..."

What Song Lin didn't want to recall was that after they all died, he actually hoped to return to that twisted life.He cried and begged to the corpses all over the floor, just because he didn't want to be alone.

How disgusting!

Song Lin seemed to be in extreme pain, and this pain infected Zheng Xuan, making him unable to breathe.

Is this Song Lin?The real Song Lin?

"Song Lin, I'm Zheng Xuan."

He spoke softly but firmly in his ear.

"I'm Zheng Xuan."

He repeated it several times.

After an unknown amount of time, Song Lin finally calmed down. Although he still looked numb and desperate, there was no heartbreaking cry.

"Let's go, let's continue."

After being dazed for a while, Song Lin suddenly opened the door and went out, Zheng Xuan held him back worriedly.

"It's okay, I know, you are Zheng Xuan."

He turned around and showed Zheng Xuan a bright smile.

A breathless smile.