Ango

After Zheng Xuan left, Song Lin sat in the driver's seat for a long time.

The cold wind passed through the windows in the back of the car, blowing away the last trace of warmth in this space.The ruins were quiet, not even the sound of snowflakes falling to the ground.

Is he really gone?Song Lin felt unreal.That's right, normally, he wouldn't go on the same road with him again... Should he go to him?Song Lin took a deep breath, and his mind was extremely chaotic.

His bag is still in the car, will he come back to get it?Will it?It should be... Song Lin felt a little more comfortable when he thought of this, come back once, and leave again.

Song Lin opened the car door, he hadn't felt this flustered for a long time.It's easier to calm down outside than sitting in the car anymore, he thought.

The smell of snow instantly filled the nostrils.

In fact, there is nothing to think about. Anyway, there was only one person before, but now it is just...

What the hell!Why does he feel irritable just thinking about wanting someone?

That guy Zheng Xuan has only been with him for two months!Can't let out a fart all day long! !It's okay with him or without him!

Song Lin walked back and forth by the car door a few times, feeling that he really didn't understand Zheng Xuan at all.He finally stopped in front of the car window, reached out and grabbed a handful of snow, stared at it for a moment, and suddenly wanted to taste it.

I don't know if I will forget to speak after four months, Song Lin was so shocked by the snow, smashed his mouth, looked at his fingers that were frozen into pink, and thought of the frostbite on Zheng Xuan's hand, standing there Daze.

After a while, Song Lin woke himself up with a sneeze, wiped his mouth, and was about to get in the car. He remembered that Zheng Xuan didn't seem to have put on the coat, and he was just mad at himself, so he started wandering around again. My mind is full of that overcoat, and I can't wait to chase after him and ask him to bring it to him.

In such a cold day, you are not afraid of the cold or not able to be cold!

On the other side of the car, Zheng Xuan's footprints continued in the white snow, and finally disappeared behind the ruined walls.

It's... so stupid!

Song Lin suddenly calmed down.

He thought of many years ago, when his parents had just passed away. At that time, there were still many living people and many struggles in this world.He lived with some people for a while, but gradually, there were fewer people and fewer struggles around him.

Although that period of memory is terrible, Song Lin is not afraid, some people's life will not be boring, after all, there are always people who like to find trouble for nothing.

The memory after that was the last thing he wanted to recall, after he really became a person.In a quiet and vast world, one person sleeps, wakes up, and drinks nutritional supplements.

I don't know how long it has passed, as if he is the only one left in this world.

At that time, Song Lin felt that he was going crazy, living like a neurotic, repeating the same things mechanically every day, and finally almost lost the existence of "I".

Even the personality was distorted at that time.

The moment he picked up the gun and aimed it at his head, he suddenly thought of his parents.

No!He woke up suddenly, they all died like this, with loud gunshots and bright red blood!will die!This reminded him that he was still alive!

After that, he decided to leave, and he couldn't stay any longer.

Although he is still alone, at least he will encounter more things in his wandering life, and he also remembered the last thing his mother told him.

He has experienced many farewells, but he rarely has the melancholy of life and separation.

Is it because of this that Zheng Xuan's departure looks different compared to others?When he left, the boredom in his heart had never appeared before.

It’s okay without him, Song Lin told himself, he’s been alone for so many years.They were just a temporary alliance. He squatted down, took a handful of snow, squeezed it into a round shape, put it on the ground and slowly rolled forward, unconsciously heading towards the direction where the footprints disappeared.

And after that person finds his relatives, he won't take care of himself!Song Lin suddenly laughed, and the smile changed when he smiled, or else, handcuff that person in the car later?

The darkest part of his personality seemed irrepressible again.

It rolled to the size of two human heads, and it was only when the snowball was rolled into cubes that Song Lin suddenly realized that his heart was beating a little faster. He stopped at the corner and turned to look at his car.

Still.

He breathed a sigh of relief.

Song Lin lowered his head, patted the snow in his hands to make it more square, and then lightly wrote the word "Xuan" on its surface.

Warm words.

After writing, he felt bored, so Song Lin lowered his eyes, stood up, and gasped for a while; his hands were already numb from the cold.

Ha Wan put his hands in his pockets, walked back slowly, and sat in the cab, staring at the empty passenger seat in a daze.

Don't want to drive anymore.

Shall we keep walking?

Without Zheng Xuan, he is not in a hurry alone, and if there is no one who cares, there is no reason to be in a hurry.

And he doesn't have to worry about whether Zheng Xuan will come back to get things here.

And he used to walk alone.

and……

There are so many excuses to leave.

Song Lin glanced at the sky, the sky was so low that he couldn't even tell the difference between morning and afternoon.

It should be afternoon, Song Lin thought, took his bag from the back seat, and checked the contents.

Handcuffs, a book, two notebooks, some fountain pens, a knife, some clothes, nothing more, nothing less, Song Lin folded the quilt on the seat and stuffed it into the bag; Nutrients.

It was originally agreed to leave the city today.

The moment he got out of the car, he suddenly froze.

He saw Zheng Xuan standing at that not-so-far corner, looking down at the cube he rolled out before.

"You..." Song Lin threw the bag on the seat, walked to his side, his eyes widened in surprise, "I'll just get lost."

When he saw the word "Xuan", he touched his nose awkwardly.

Zheng Xuan raised his head and glanced at the track where the snowball rolled over, beside his previous footprints; he walked towards the two people's car, and there was another footprint.

Is he here to get something?Song Lin was separated from him by a certain distance, as if meeting him for the first time, he followed carefully.

No matter when, he is habitually vigilant.

"you……"

Song Lin saw that he opened the car door, sat in and didn't move, his expression remained unchanged for thousands of years, and he didn't speak, Song Lin felt strange.After standing stupidly outside for a while, I got into the driver's seat and decided to talk to him.

"It is cold outside."

He didn't expect Zheng Xuan to speak first as soon as he entered.

"what……"

"I can't drive."

"……what."

"I don't know the way either."

Song Lin didn't react for a while, Zheng Xuan didn't say anything, and the car fell silent.

"I...well, I'm going to get the antibody."

Song Lin felt that he might understand a little bit what he meant.After hearing this, Zheng Xuan turned her head and stared at him for a few seconds, then said coldly,

"I will go with you."

A smile appeared on Song Lin's face instantly. He looked good when he smiled, always with a rare innocence, thick eyebrows, big eyes, beautiful and sexy lips, full of youthful air.It makes people think of the sun, the sunshine in winter, warmth, Zheng Xuan always has the urge to hug when he sees it.

Just thinking of this, Song Lin put his arms around his neck, rarely having the urge to cry.

He didn't know it was moving, he just felt heavy in his heart.

"We can't leave the city today."

Song Lin felt a little disappointed when he saw the time on Zheng Xuan's watch. It was already past four o'clock in the afternoon, and the two of them had been struggling for so long.

If I knew earlier that we were going to reconcile, why did we break up impulsively?

"Then leave tomorrow."

"Are you in no hurry?" Song Lin asked.

"My only goal is to rescue my mother and sister," Zheng Xuan didn't answer the question directly, "being with you is the fastest way."

"That's just right. I'll fix this car. There are many parts that have gone wrong."

However, the biggest contradiction between them was put aside for the time being.

Song Lin didn't care about what Zheng Xuan said, after all, they were indeed more like partners.But whether Zheng Xuancheng admits it or not, they are definitely closer than partners.

Song Lin curled his lips slightly, thinking of the previous "couple".

Zheng Xuan drank the northwest wind outside for a day, and felt a little listless the next day, but he didn't have a fever like Song Lin, only a little cough.Before he wrapped Song Lin into a cocoon, now Song Lin also imitated him, took the quilt from behind, and rolled up the man.

"You don't have to wrap it so tightly."

Zheng Xuan couldn't help but say something.

"Prevent problems before they happen."

Song Lin smiled slightly, tucked in the blanket for him, sat up straight, and drove the car out.

Sure enough, the journey of two people is always much more pleasant than that of one person.

This city kissed by gunfire has not even left a body, which is in stark contrast to its neighbors; it is not known whether there is no one, or the dead people have turned to ashes.The road behind was almost destroyed by bombing, not to mention the buildings.War always brings nothing but pain.

People are always afraid of being alone, but they can't help but fight when they are together, it's really sad.

Song Lin's off-road vehicle drove more and more slowly, with bumps along the way, and it was not until the afternoon that they barely reached the edge of the city.

It was another river. Song Lin observed it with a telescope, and there was a bridge that was still intact far away from them.

"Shall we take the bridge this time?"

He doesn't want to fly from the sky anymore.

"it is good."

Zheng Xuan probably thought so too.Song Lin took out the key, decided to rest for an hour, and went out to start a fire. He didn't use the flint and steel many times, and the moment it started burning, he almost burned his own eyebrows.

They had run out of water, Song Lin couldn't do it, so he could just grab a few handfuls of relatively white snow on the ground and boil it in.

"Drink more hot water!"

When he came back, he handed the pot to Zheng Xuan and smiled happily.This is his first attempt to take care of others, after all he is a person who can't even take care of himself.

"Thank you."

Zheng Xuan drank snow water, looked at Song Lin's childish smile, and always felt that there was something different about him, but he couldn't be sure, Song Lin's state had always been unstable, as if he had a dual personality , Zheng Xuan could feel it; what happened this time, Zheng Xuan felt that he still needed to observe for a while.

"I used to think that it would be good to sleep for a few days if I caught a cold." Song Lin put out the ignition, sat back in the driver's seat, lowered his eyebrows, and didn't know what he was thinking.

Zheng Xuan narrowed his eyes and looked at him. Although he has always shown people with a cold face, it does not mean that he is unreasonable; what's more, Song Lin is really quite...

"Song Lin," he leaned lazily on the back of the chair, tilted his head, pinched his chin, and forced him to look at him, "Do you know what that person said before, what a couple means?"

Song Lin didn't make a sound, but his heart was beating fast. For the first time, he felt that Zheng Xuan's eyes were so dark, bottomless, and suffocating.