Turning point
Chapter 39 Grievance
The black car was driving on the open road.
The expression of Mu Beidou looking at him in disbelief kept appearing in Qin Jiu's mind, the body under his hands trembled slightly, and some messy white hair ran across the wrist that was pinching his neck, making him want to let go immediately.
But not.
Now that the decision has been made and put into practice, it is impossible for Gin to stop halfway.And he was convinced it was the best option for both of them.The organization would think that they had broken up and would not do anything to Mu Beidou; and he could do what he wanted without any scruples.
How great.
The best of both worlds.
But Gin still couldn't help thinking:
He used a lot of strength, and after letting go, there will be a circle of bruises on his fair neck soon, and Mu Beidou's voice will be hoarse the next day, as if he had a bad cold.
And the wound on his back...will it crack again?
Gin almost regretted it.
But this is the best option for them, his mind, his calmness told him he had to do this.
Gin simply hated his decisiveness to death.
He slammed on the brakes, the car made a harsh friction sound against the road, and then stopped on the side of the road.It's quiet here, there's no one there, it's so deserted.
A huge sense of loneliness enveloped him in an instant.Gin was originally not afraid of loneliness, he even enjoyed the feeling of walking alone in the dark, the darkness made him feel safe.But after seeing the light, even the devil born in the darkness cannot return to the bottomless abyss without complaint.In the final analysis, what Gin needs is only one person, but just now, he personally cut off all the goodwill that person had for him.
Qin Jiu thinks that he knows Mu Beidou very well, and with his actions, it is impossible for Mu Beidou to forgive him.Absolutely impossible.
Gin covered his face, and smiled softly for a moment.
********
In the dim light of dawn, Mu Beidou didn't move all night, his whole body went numb.He stumbled when he got up, then fell back, and it took a long time before he stood up against the wall.He ignored the tearing pain in his back and stumbled into the kitchen.Seeing a table full of untouched dishes, Mu Beidou's eyes flashed an inexplicable light, and then he picked them up and poured them all out expressionlessly.
After doing all this, Mu Beidou walked upstairs slowly and sat on the bed for a long time before his numb expression changed slightly.He stood up abruptly, and instantly felt dizzy like lack of oxygen in his mind, and Venus appeared in front of his eyes.He bent down to support the bedside table next to him, covered his head with the other hand, and took a while to catch his breath.Mu Beidou leaned on the wall and went downstairs to find the phone book that Uncle Mu wrote down, and found the number of Kudo's house from it.
Okiya Subaru, who was leisurely enjoying tea with a beautiful lady, was in a good mood broken by the sound of a bell that reminded him of death.He thought it was an emergency, so he jumped up and pulled the phone: "Hello?!"
The voice on the other side almost beat him, it was eerie, cold and icy: "Okiya Subaru, come to my house. Now, immediately."
Okiya Subaru was taken aback by the hoarse voice on the other side who could hardly hear the words clearly, and he was stunned for a while before he realized: "...Mu Beidou?"
"Yes." The other party replied coldly, and then hung up the phone with a snap.
There was a beeping busy tone on the phone.
Okiya Subaru stared blankly at the microphone in his hand, the expression on his face slowly changed slightly.
Gin...did something?
Yukiko Kudo, who was sitting on the sofa, probed curiously: "What happened?"
"...I don't know." He put down the phone depressedly, "Who knows what Gin did last night."
Unexpectedly, You Xizi's expression immediately became strange: "... last night?"
Okiya Subaru was speechless for a while, and then said in a very uncertain tone: "...It should be...no, right?"
The two of them discussed for a long time yesterday, but they couldn't figure out who Mu Beidou was.He is so clean that he doesn't even look like a non-staff member of the organization.Okiya Subaru is very sensitive to this aspect, he will never mistake the dark breath.Mu Beidou did smell of blood, but Okiya Subaru was sure that although he had killed people before, he would not be that kind of criminal.
Now that I think about it, maybe he is really a lover of gin? ! !
two men? !No way……
No.Okiya Subaru held his forehead, this is not a problem for Gin at all.It's really possible.
Otherwise, why is this cold-blooded man so nice to Mu Beidou?
The more Okiya Subaru and Yukiko thought about it, the more they felt that this was the case. When they looked at each other, they couldn't believe it.
God!That gin!There is a lover!
But no matter how you guess, you still have to see people to know the truth.Okiya Subaru put on his windbreaker resignedly, opened the door and went out.
The two families were not far away, and Okiya Subaru could see the door of Mu Beidou's house open within a few steps. He would not naively think that this was specially prepared for him, and the ominous premonition in his heart became more and more obvious.
After entering the porch, Okiya Subaru closed the door, and when he turned around, he saw scattered bloodstains on the wallpaper on the wall next to him, and his temples twitched.When he came in, he didn't hide his footsteps, so that Mu Beidou could easily hear them.Then his hoarse voice came from the living room next door: "Come in."
Although he had already made enough mental preparations, Okiya Subaru couldn't help but screamed when he saw Mu Beidou: "What happened to you with gin?!"
It's no wonder that he was not calm at first glance, it's because Mu Beidou's current appearance is too miserable: his face is horribly pale, and the black eye circles are very obvious in contrast; his lips have been cracked due to not drinking water for a long time, Even that beautiful white hair has become dull.The whole person looks like he is dying of terminal illness and will die soon.
Okiya Subaru just met him yesterday. At that time, although Mu Beidou seemed to be still sick, at least he was in good spirits, but now he looks sick... What did these two people do after he left yesterday? what happened? !
Gin was talking about talking!Judging from the scene, this is not a conversation, the two of them are fighting, right? !
Mu Beidou didn't answer, and gestured to the sofa opposite him with his eyes: "Sit."
Okiya Subaru hesitated for a moment, stood still, and asked cautiously, "Would you like to drink some water first?"
"Sit." Mu Beidou still ignored him, but his tone became a little more serious.
Okiya Subaru had no choice but to sit down silently.
Looking closely, there are fingerprints on the neck!
Okiya Subaru instantly imagined the tragic story of Gin Jiu planning to play and leave, and Mu Beidou holding on to him, and then being suppressed by force in turn.
Forget it, this is just a brain supplement.With Okiya Subaru's understanding of gin, it is impossible for him to do such a thing.The uninterested lover was probably shot down by him a long time ago, so there is no life left until now.
What's more, he also heard their plans.
Okiya Subaru was thinking wildly, Mu Beidou was silent for a while and finally spoke, his voice was hoarse but also full of doubts and exhaustion: "Yesterday... what did you say?"
"...Didn't you hear everything?" Okiya Subaru was puzzled.
"I want to hear everything. I want to know all the hidden meanings you haven't said." Mu Beidou stared into Okiya Subaru's eyes, and said word by word.
"That's impossible." Okiya Subaru refused without thinking. "You know enough, if you know more, I'm afraid I can't help but want to kill you."
"You..." Mu Beidou's black eyes were full of anger, his rationality told him that Okiya Subaru was telling the truth, and there was no hidden meaning; but emotionally, he really couldn't control the spread of his anger.The hands placed by the sides clenched hard, and the nails dug deep into the flesh, and then he managed to control himself with that slight pain.
Okiya Subaru didn't realize it, and continued: "Why are you asking this? Those things have nothing to do with you."
"Who said it's okay?!" Mu Beidou's voice suddenly rose, and the string called reason almost broke: "He treated me like that just after you finished talking, doesn't it have anything to do with me?!"
Mu Beidou was angry and didn't think there was anything wrong with what he said, but Okiya Subaru had preconceived ideas and only felt that he knew the truth.
It turned out that the young couple had a fight! ! !
He felt that he had been wronged to death. He had done nothing, and yet he was being used as a punching bag in turn. It was pitiful and pathetic.But looking at Mu Beidou's appearance, it is estimated that the two of them had a fierce quarrel, and finally started fighting.Mu Beidou, a pampered young master with slender arms and legs, must not be able to beat Qin Jiu, a barbarian who comes and goes in the wind and rain.
Well, in the final analysis, it's all wrong with gin, I don't know how to give way to others!
Thinking of this, looking at Mu Beidou's eyes unconsciously brought a lot of sympathy and common hatred.
If you can't call me later, come and find me!I'll help you call back!
Mu Beidou vented a lot of anger, and he basically calmed down.He knew that he had vented his anger on this matter, but actually called Okiya Subaru today to make sure. He knew in his heart that the possibility of the root knot being here was very small, but he still couldn't help but give it a try.Now that the results came out, Mu Beidou was a little at a loss, because he really didn't know what happened to Qin Jiu.
Mu Beidou propped his elbows on the table and covered his face, exhaled and inhaled slowly in his palm, and said half-heartedly: "Today is troublesome. Mr. Chongya, go back first, and I will come to thank you another day."
"There's no need to thank you." Okiya Subaru looked at him and said with concern: "You haven't eaten yet, do you want me to bring you something?"
Mu Beidou's muffled voice came from under his palm: "No need, thank you."
Okiya Subaru also felt that he should be given more time to calm down now, so he left without saying much.
As soon as I got home, I was greeted by Ms. Yukiko who was full of interest in gossip: "How is the little guy next door?"
"It doesn't look good." Okiya Subaru racked his brains for how to describe it, and suddenly he had a flash of inspiration: "It feels like a vampire."
"You mean he can drink blood?!"
"...No, I'm describing his pale face." Okiya Subaru was speechless for a while: "That guy Gin must have made a move, he looks quite ruthless."
"Oh oh oh! Who are you talking about? That gin?!!" Yukiko seemed about to jump up, and she didn't know whether it was surprise or excitement: "He actually has this hobby! God, I'm going to tell Yusaku!"
Okiya Subaru looked at Yukiko who rushed upstairs in a hurry, and always felt that something was wrong.
Did she... misunderstand something?
********
After Okiya Subaru left, Mu Beidou sat for a long time before slowly letting go of his hands covering his face and sighing slowly.
He really didn't want to attribute the change in gin to being tired of his existence, but...he really couldn't think of a better explanation.
But these are actually not important, since Qin Jiu doesn't want to see him, it's impossible for Mu Beidou to run to find Qin Jiu to make fun of himself.
However, Mu Beidou thought that he was sincere about this relationship, but he never thought it would end like this.How could such a thing be just let go.
He stood up unsteadily, and decided to clean up the wound on his back first. When he lifted his leg, he accidentally knocked against the corner of the table, and then staggered and fell.Mu Beidou's current physical condition is really bad, he lay on the ground and didn't get up for a long time.
Fortunately, the living room was covered with a relatively thick carpet, and Mu Beidou didn't feel too cold lying on it.He lay there quietly, looking up at the bright and dazzling ceiling, suddenly tears flowed down his face.
At the beginning, she was still holding back, covering her face and choking silently, and then she simply burst into tears.Mu Beidou hugged himself, curled up his body into a ball, and lay powerlessly on the ground, crying uncontrollably.
Grievance, puzzlement, and sadness all turned into tears and vented in the wail.
Until he fell asleep crying weakly, he was still choking.
The author has something to say: I originally wanted to be more cruel, but after thinking about it, forget it, the second young master is in such a miserable state now, save the blood for the next time and spit it out.
Believe me, the abuse part will be over soon, and it will be sweet soon, you believe me! ! ! QQ
I modified Chapter 35, and changed some very important plots in the dialogue between Brother Mao and Master Qin, please go back and take a look!
And today's word count is to make up for tomorrow, I guess I will be very busy tomorrow, so...hehehe you understand
The expression of Mu Beidou looking at him in disbelief kept appearing in Qin Jiu's mind, the body under his hands trembled slightly, and some messy white hair ran across the wrist that was pinching his neck, making him want to let go immediately.
But not.
Now that the decision has been made and put into practice, it is impossible for Gin to stop halfway.And he was convinced it was the best option for both of them.The organization would think that they had broken up and would not do anything to Mu Beidou; and he could do what he wanted without any scruples.
How great.
The best of both worlds.
But Gin still couldn't help thinking:
He used a lot of strength, and after letting go, there will be a circle of bruises on his fair neck soon, and Mu Beidou's voice will be hoarse the next day, as if he had a bad cold.
And the wound on his back...will it crack again?
Gin almost regretted it.
But this is the best option for them, his mind, his calmness told him he had to do this.
Gin simply hated his decisiveness to death.
He slammed on the brakes, the car made a harsh friction sound against the road, and then stopped on the side of the road.It's quiet here, there's no one there, it's so deserted.
A huge sense of loneliness enveloped him in an instant.Gin was originally not afraid of loneliness, he even enjoyed the feeling of walking alone in the dark, the darkness made him feel safe.But after seeing the light, even the devil born in the darkness cannot return to the bottomless abyss without complaint.In the final analysis, what Gin needs is only one person, but just now, he personally cut off all the goodwill that person had for him.
Qin Jiu thinks that he knows Mu Beidou very well, and with his actions, it is impossible for Mu Beidou to forgive him.Absolutely impossible.
Gin covered his face, and smiled softly for a moment.
********
In the dim light of dawn, Mu Beidou didn't move all night, his whole body went numb.He stumbled when he got up, then fell back, and it took a long time before he stood up against the wall.He ignored the tearing pain in his back and stumbled into the kitchen.Seeing a table full of untouched dishes, Mu Beidou's eyes flashed an inexplicable light, and then he picked them up and poured them all out expressionlessly.
After doing all this, Mu Beidou walked upstairs slowly and sat on the bed for a long time before his numb expression changed slightly.He stood up abruptly, and instantly felt dizzy like lack of oxygen in his mind, and Venus appeared in front of his eyes.He bent down to support the bedside table next to him, covered his head with the other hand, and took a while to catch his breath.Mu Beidou leaned on the wall and went downstairs to find the phone book that Uncle Mu wrote down, and found the number of Kudo's house from it.
Okiya Subaru, who was leisurely enjoying tea with a beautiful lady, was in a good mood broken by the sound of a bell that reminded him of death.He thought it was an emergency, so he jumped up and pulled the phone: "Hello?!"
The voice on the other side almost beat him, it was eerie, cold and icy: "Okiya Subaru, come to my house. Now, immediately."
Okiya Subaru was taken aback by the hoarse voice on the other side who could hardly hear the words clearly, and he was stunned for a while before he realized: "...Mu Beidou?"
"Yes." The other party replied coldly, and then hung up the phone with a snap.
There was a beeping busy tone on the phone.
Okiya Subaru stared blankly at the microphone in his hand, the expression on his face slowly changed slightly.
Gin...did something?
Yukiko Kudo, who was sitting on the sofa, probed curiously: "What happened?"
"...I don't know." He put down the phone depressedly, "Who knows what Gin did last night."
Unexpectedly, You Xizi's expression immediately became strange: "... last night?"
Okiya Subaru was speechless for a while, and then said in a very uncertain tone: "...It should be...no, right?"
The two of them discussed for a long time yesterday, but they couldn't figure out who Mu Beidou was.He is so clean that he doesn't even look like a non-staff member of the organization.Okiya Subaru is very sensitive to this aspect, he will never mistake the dark breath.Mu Beidou did smell of blood, but Okiya Subaru was sure that although he had killed people before, he would not be that kind of criminal.
Now that I think about it, maybe he is really a lover of gin? ! !
two men? !No way……
No.Okiya Subaru held his forehead, this is not a problem for Gin at all.It's really possible.
Otherwise, why is this cold-blooded man so nice to Mu Beidou?
The more Okiya Subaru and Yukiko thought about it, the more they felt that this was the case. When they looked at each other, they couldn't believe it.
God!That gin!There is a lover!
But no matter how you guess, you still have to see people to know the truth.Okiya Subaru put on his windbreaker resignedly, opened the door and went out.
The two families were not far away, and Okiya Subaru could see the door of Mu Beidou's house open within a few steps. He would not naively think that this was specially prepared for him, and the ominous premonition in his heart became more and more obvious.
After entering the porch, Okiya Subaru closed the door, and when he turned around, he saw scattered bloodstains on the wallpaper on the wall next to him, and his temples twitched.When he came in, he didn't hide his footsteps, so that Mu Beidou could easily hear them.Then his hoarse voice came from the living room next door: "Come in."
Although he had already made enough mental preparations, Okiya Subaru couldn't help but screamed when he saw Mu Beidou: "What happened to you with gin?!"
It's no wonder that he was not calm at first glance, it's because Mu Beidou's current appearance is too miserable: his face is horribly pale, and the black eye circles are very obvious in contrast; his lips have been cracked due to not drinking water for a long time, Even that beautiful white hair has become dull.The whole person looks like he is dying of terminal illness and will die soon.
Okiya Subaru just met him yesterday. At that time, although Mu Beidou seemed to be still sick, at least he was in good spirits, but now he looks sick... What did these two people do after he left yesterday? what happened? !
Gin was talking about talking!Judging from the scene, this is not a conversation, the two of them are fighting, right? !
Mu Beidou didn't answer, and gestured to the sofa opposite him with his eyes: "Sit."
Okiya Subaru hesitated for a moment, stood still, and asked cautiously, "Would you like to drink some water first?"
"Sit." Mu Beidou still ignored him, but his tone became a little more serious.
Okiya Subaru had no choice but to sit down silently.
Looking closely, there are fingerprints on the neck!
Okiya Subaru instantly imagined the tragic story of Gin Jiu planning to play and leave, and Mu Beidou holding on to him, and then being suppressed by force in turn.
Forget it, this is just a brain supplement.With Okiya Subaru's understanding of gin, it is impossible for him to do such a thing.The uninterested lover was probably shot down by him a long time ago, so there is no life left until now.
What's more, he also heard their plans.
Okiya Subaru was thinking wildly, Mu Beidou was silent for a while and finally spoke, his voice was hoarse but also full of doubts and exhaustion: "Yesterday... what did you say?"
"...Didn't you hear everything?" Okiya Subaru was puzzled.
"I want to hear everything. I want to know all the hidden meanings you haven't said." Mu Beidou stared into Okiya Subaru's eyes, and said word by word.
"That's impossible." Okiya Subaru refused without thinking. "You know enough, if you know more, I'm afraid I can't help but want to kill you."
"You..." Mu Beidou's black eyes were full of anger, his rationality told him that Okiya Subaru was telling the truth, and there was no hidden meaning; but emotionally, he really couldn't control the spread of his anger.The hands placed by the sides clenched hard, and the nails dug deep into the flesh, and then he managed to control himself with that slight pain.
Okiya Subaru didn't realize it, and continued: "Why are you asking this? Those things have nothing to do with you."
"Who said it's okay?!" Mu Beidou's voice suddenly rose, and the string called reason almost broke: "He treated me like that just after you finished talking, doesn't it have anything to do with me?!"
Mu Beidou was angry and didn't think there was anything wrong with what he said, but Okiya Subaru had preconceived ideas and only felt that he knew the truth.
It turned out that the young couple had a fight! ! !
He felt that he had been wronged to death. He had done nothing, and yet he was being used as a punching bag in turn. It was pitiful and pathetic.But looking at Mu Beidou's appearance, it is estimated that the two of them had a fierce quarrel, and finally started fighting.Mu Beidou, a pampered young master with slender arms and legs, must not be able to beat Qin Jiu, a barbarian who comes and goes in the wind and rain.
Well, in the final analysis, it's all wrong with gin, I don't know how to give way to others!
Thinking of this, looking at Mu Beidou's eyes unconsciously brought a lot of sympathy and common hatred.
If you can't call me later, come and find me!I'll help you call back!
Mu Beidou vented a lot of anger, and he basically calmed down.He knew that he had vented his anger on this matter, but actually called Okiya Subaru today to make sure. He knew in his heart that the possibility of the root knot being here was very small, but he still couldn't help but give it a try.Now that the results came out, Mu Beidou was a little at a loss, because he really didn't know what happened to Qin Jiu.
Mu Beidou propped his elbows on the table and covered his face, exhaled and inhaled slowly in his palm, and said half-heartedly: "Today is troublesome. Mr. Chongya, go back first, and I will come to thank you another day."
"There's no need to thank you." Okiya Subaru looked at him and said with concern: "You haven't eaten yet, do you want me to bring you something?"
Mu Beidou's muffled voice came from under his palm: "No need, thank you."
Okiya Subaru also felt that he should be given more time to calm down now, so he left without saying much.
As soon as I got home, I was greeted by Ms. Yukiko who was full of interest in gossip: "How is the little guy next door?"
"It doesn't look good." Okiya Subaru racked his brains for how to describe it, and suddenly he had a flash of inspiration: "It feels like a vampire."
"You mean he can drink blood?!"
"...No, I'm describing his pale face." Okiya Subaru was speechless for a while: "That guy Gin must have made a move, he looks quite ruthless."
"Oh oh oh! Who are you talking about? That gin?!!" Yukiko seemed about to jump up, and she didn't know whether it was surprise or excitement: "He actually has this hobby! God, I'm going to tell Yusaku!"
Okiya Subaru looked at Yukiko who rushed upstairs in a hurry, and always felt that something was wrong.
Did she... misunderstand something?
********
After Okiya Subaru left, Mu Beidou sat for a long time before slowly letting go of his hands covering his face and sighing slowly.
He really didn't want to attribute the change in gin to being tired of his existence, but...he really couldn't think of a better explanation.
But these are actually not important, since Qin Jiu doesn't want to see him, it's impossible for Mu Beidou to run to find Qin Jiu to make fun of himself.
However, Mu Beidou thought that he was sincere about this relationship, but he never thought it would end like this.How could such a thing be just let go.
He stood up unsteadily, and decided to clean up the wound on his back first. When he lifted his leg, he accidentally knocked against the corner of the table, and then staggered and fell.Mu Beidou's current physical condition is really bad, he lay on the ground and didn't get up for a long time.
Fortunately, the living room was covered with a relatively thick carpet, and Mu Beidou didn't feel too cold lying on it.He lay there quietly, looking up at the bright and dazzling ceiling, suddenly tears flowed down his face.
At the beginning, she was still holding back, covering her face and choking silently, and then she simply burst into tears.Mu Beidou hugged himself, curled up his body into a ball, and lay powerlessly on the ground, crying uncontrollably.
Grievance, puzzlement, and sadness all turned into tears and vented in the wail.
Until he fell asleep crying weakly, he was still choking.
The author has something to say: I originally wanted to be more cruel, but after thinking about it, forget it, the second young master is in such a miserable state now, save the blood for the next time and spit it out.
Believe me, the abuse part will be over soon, and it will be sweet soon, you believe me! ! ! QQ
I modified Chapter 35, and changed some very important plots in the dialogue between Brother Mao and Master Qin, please go back and take a look!
And today's word count is to make up for tomorrow, I guess I will be very busy tomorrow, so...hehehe you understand
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