The correct posture of gratitude

The first time Chu Yan met Shu Luo was when she went to Fang Yu's home to tutor her homework.The well-behaved and pleasant Shu Luo sat in the living room watching drama with Fang's mother.

Fang Yu touched her head and introduced to Chu Yan: "This is my sister."

The little girl hurriedly added: "It's not a kiss."

Fang's mother hugged Xiao Shuluo beside her, and said with a teasing smile: "Hey, why are you not a kiss? Isn't Xiaozui calling you brother very sweetly?"

The little girl blushed with embarrassment.

Later, Chu Yanshi was able to see Shu Luo at Fang Yu's house from time to time, and sometimes Shu Luo's parents. It can be seen that the relationship between the two families is indeed very good.

Chu Yan was envious of the friendship between the two families, but he didn't know that Shu Luo was secretly envious of him.I envy him that he can stick together with Fang Yu every day, as a couple.

It may be because of this envy that Shu Luo pays special attention, so she accidentally discovered the relationship between him and Fang Yu, long before Fang's father investigated.

The little girl didn't try and remind him tactfully, but directly asked Chu Yan for a showdown.

"I saw it." She said straight to Chu Yan: "I saw him hugging you and kissing you in the shadow of that sweet-scented osmanthus tree."

That was the day of the year when they made the final agreement. Fang Yu took Chu Yan to their house to have a fresh feast. After getting confused, he pulled him into the shadow of the tree and kissed him.

It turned out that Shu Luo looked over that day.

Chu Yan couldn't help being stunned, and for a moment didn't know how to deal with that quiet and well-behaved Shu Luo who was not very familiar with him.

The little girl was a little dejected, and said: "No wonder he hasn't messed with others in the past few years. He is so close to you, so it's because of this..."

Chu Yan heard that the little girl seemed to be about to cry, and subconsciously felt that she should say something.

"He was just kidding with me, don't be too sad..."

Shu Luo raised her head and glared at him angrily: "Who said I was sad? How did you know I was sad?"

Chu Yan was choked and had no choice but to remain silent.

Shu Luo still couldn't hold back the tears, and said again: "I'm just sad. I've loved him for so many years, and endured him treating me like a younger sister, a child who can't grow up. I also endured his fickleness. From junior high school Then I started to bring my female classmates home. Seeing that he finally changed his sex and was no longer so flirtatious, who knew, who knew that he hooked up with you..."

Shu Luo cried and said, looking quite pitiful.After all, Chu Yan still felt a little sorry, and tried to persuade him again: "I said it all, he was just playing with me, and it's not like you don't have a chance."

Shu Luo said: "Do you think I will have a chance if I have a chance? He treats you so well, and it's been a long time. I don't believe that he is just joking. I have never seen him treat anyone so hard. You said that you are a man, what's so good about making him treat you differently from others?"

Chu Yan: "..." Actually, at that time, he also wanted to ask Fang Yu, why did he use him to do those things?

Hearing that Chu Yan stopped talking, Shu Luo stared at him dissatisfied again: "I asked you something, why didn't you answer?"

Chu Yan had no choice but to say: "It's true, there is absolutely no way we two men will have any results, so you have a chance."

Shu Luo stared at Chu Yan for a long time, trying to see some truth from his eyes, but finally chose to be dubious: "Then... when will I have a chance?"

Chu Yan counted the days very carefully, and finally said: "Although it is a bit sarcastic to say so, I still want to say that opportunities must be won by yourself. You haven't tried it boldly yet, how do you know that there is no chance?" ?”

When Chu Yan said this, he also had selfishness, but he couldn't tell what kind of selfishness it was.

Is it because I want Shu Luo to fight for her strength, and if Fang Yu is captured, he will naturally be free?Or he felt vaguely that maybe Fang Yu wouldn't like a girl like Shu Luo at all.

After that, Shu Luo had more contacts with Chu Yan.Of course, this is only relative.They used to be just nodding acquaintances, and there was almost no intersection, so the occasional text messages later naturally appeared to be more.

It should be at that time that Shu Luo began to imitate Chu Yan intentionally or unintentionally.

Until Shu Luo went to City B, such a change suddenly broke out, and Shu Luo became a completely different type.

She found Chu Yan again and started planning: "Help me! Let me become like you."

It is difficult for Chu Yan to understand Shuluo's brain circuit.

"Because I know that he doesn't like my type! Do you think I haven't tried to tease or hint? In his eyes, I'm just a little girl at the level of a younger sister, and no one can get my turn.

You are different, he has liked you for so many years.But you also said that you are all men, and there will be no results.Then I can replace you!Love him for you, take care of him for you, marry him for you, give birth to him for you... He can also like me as much as you.Doing this is a good thing for everyone, right? "

Chu Yan felt that the little girl was whimsical.

However, it seems that there is no harm in giving it a try.Maybe it will be done?

He asked Shu Luo: "Are you really willing to change into another look? Will you get used to it? Is it worth it?"

Shu Luo's eyes shone with a strange brilliance, and asked back: "Why is it not worth it? Haven't you heard of it? True love will make people willing to change, reborn..."

Thus, the two whimsical people hit it off and the conspiracy began.

...until the results are presented.

...

In an elegant seat of Yu Shi Tea House, Chu Yan and Shu Luo sat opposite each other.

At any rate, they were already familiar with each other, but at this moment, there was a sense of dullness and embarrassment in the atmosphere.

The two watched the steaming teacup in front of them, each with their own concerns.

This time Shu Luo was not so forthright, so after a while, Chu Yan broke the deadlock and went straight to the topic: "Why do you need to prescribe medicine?"

Shu Luo's undressed face was a little pale, with dark yellow under her eyes, she looked a little embarrassed.

"I can't help it..." she said, her tone was full of frustration and even despair: "I have imitated you so seriously, eating food I don't like, playing games I don't like, dressing like You, you act like you, and you speak like you... Sometimes I can feel the gleam in his eyes when he looks at me. But when I really want to get closer, he will distance himself lightly."

As she spoke, she picked up the teacup and took a sip of the tea, and said something else: "You only left for half a year, the time is too short."

Chu Yan choked for a moment, thinking how long would it be long to leave?Is it going to be a lifetime?

His forbearance and easy-going personality all the time prevented him from saying this.He took a sip from his teacup, pursed his lips vigorously, and then asked as subtly as possible: "Then... how bad is it? Is there any room for redemption?"

Shu Luo raised her head and glanced at him, and said: "Don't you just want to ask me if the drug was successful, and if I slept with him? Just ask, why are you coy?"

Chu Yan: "..."

Shu Luo put down her teacup and rubbed her short hair irritably: "Why do you want to come to the tea house? What I want to drink most now is wine, so I'd better drink it to death!"

Chu Yan didn't know how to comfort the little girl, and fell silent again.

But I heard Shu Luo say: "He vomited."

Chu Yan's hands tightened, and his nails dug into the flesh.

Shu Luo went on to say: "Obviously he looked very hungry after drinking the medicinal wine, and he was also emotional when he looked at my face, but as soon as he took off his clothes..."

Speaking of this, her expression was ashamed and unwilling, and she glared at Chu Yan angrily, and accused: "It's all your fault, you are a big man, if you don't want it in your heart, why let him take advantage of you? The result is good, He took advantage of you and became addicted, and he couldn't change it for a moment. That's why he vomited when he realized that his body structure was different, and he vomited overwhelmingly, as if I was so dirty."

As the little girl spoke, she was about to cry again.

Chu Yan felt quite uncomfortable, and suddenly remembered what Fang Yu asked him:

"Do you regret it?"