The correct posture of gratitude

When Chu Yan returned from his training, it was Fang Yu who came to pick him up.

There was a decent smile on his face, and he gave him a warm hug.After that, I helped him drag his luggage to the car, and asked him about his experience in a foreign country, the results of his training, etc. along the way...

Like an old friend reunited after a long absence, everything seems to be within the normal range.

But it's too normal, not normal like Fang Yu who has been pestering him all the time.

Chu Yan kept his expression on his face, but secretly hung his heart in mid-air, without a trace.

The car stopped at the bottom of an apartment building. Fang Yu got out of the car, took out Chu Yan's luggage, and took him upstairs by elevator.

In the closed elevator room, Fang Yu explained to Chu Yan: "I have arranged a place for you to live here. There are two rooms. I think the size is okay. It is not a problem to bring grandma to live here. The balcony is very spacious and can also let Her old man grows some flowers and plants. It is not far from the company, and it is convenient to commute."

Chu Yan responded: "Thank you." Then there was no further word, and the elevator fell into a strange silence for a while.

Naturally, there is nothing to say about the house. Fang Yu has always been considerate and unique in many aspects.

After putting down his luggage and giving Chu Yan a brief tour introduction, Fang Yu washed his hands and went into the kitchen.

"Sit down and rest for a while, and you can eat right away."

Chu Yan sat down obediently, but couldn't help but follow Fang Yu's back all the way to the kitchen.

Most of the ingredients are prepared before going to the airport, and they can be cooked directly in the pot.After finishing the three meat and one vegetable neatly, he put the bone soup that had been boiled on the stove to heat it up.Turning his head, he found that Chu Yan was standing at the door of the kitchen, his gaze was originally on him, but the instant he turned his head, he glanced at the soup pot on the stove.

"Have you washed your hands? Use the bowls and chopsticks to put the rice on, and you can eat it right away."

The three meat dishes were fried chicken in sauce, West Lake vinegar fish, and fried pork with okra. The vegetarian dish was stir-fried shredded lettuce, plus the fragrant bone soup, all of which were Chu Yan's favorite flavors.

The teacher was passed down from the Zhang family of Chu in Lincheng. Although Fang Yu, an apprentice, is far from being able to reach the state of being blue and blue, he has already grasped the essence of Grandma Chu's culinary skills.

Fang Yu ate the dishes he made, and couldn't help but praise them, and sighed while putting vegetables in Chu Yan's bowl: "Who can believe it? I, Fang Yu, can not only cook, but also cook so deliciously."

As he said that, he smiled at Chu Yan, who bowed his head and ate silently. His smile was full of self-mockery: "Chu Yan, even my parents have never eaten the food I cooked, so you are still not satisfied!"

Chu Yan stopped holding the vegetables and looked up at Fang Yu.

Fang Yu quickly restrained the emotion on his face, and comforted him: "I won't talk, you eat first."

Eat first, talk later?

Sure enough, after eating and clearing away the dishes, Fang Yu cooked two cups of fragrant coffee in the apartment prepared for Chu Yan.

Fang Yu looked out the window with his coffee in his hand, and after a moment of silence he said, "I apologize to you."

Chu Yan's hand holding the cup tightened unconsciously, and the heart hanging in mid-air began to tremble slightly, but on the surface he was still indifferent.

Fang Yu sighed, and continued his unilateral statement: "You should understand why I apologize? I have forced you for so many years, knowing that you were not willing at the beginning, but still doing whatever I want to you like a beast. Even the recent It's the same for more than a year. You told me many times that you want me to let you get married and honor your grandma... But because of my shameful selfish desires, I have been threatening you and pestering you. But I never Didn't think about your position, your feelings and embarrassment. So, I apologize to you."

Chu Yan picked up the coffee and handed it to his mouth and took a sip. He felt that the taste of this cup of coffee was unprecedentedly bitter, so bitter that he couldn't help frowning.

Fang Yu saw his expression, and the self-mockery at the corner of his mouth deepened.

"If I hadn't been too selfish and self-righteous, I should have seen your annoyance to me a long time ago. The annoyance is so annoying that you just want to get rid of it by finding someone.

Actually you don't need that.Just say something directly in front of me, say that you hate me, disgust me, tell me to get far away, and never touch a finger of yours.If you say that, I will definitely listen to you and stop bothering you.

I know that you are benevolent and moral, and if you feel that you owe me, you should let me go.Hey, what kind of world is it now, who else but you would be stupid, talk about repaying your favor every day, and keep it in your heart?

Forget it, let the past be the past, besides apologizing, I don't know what else to do?This house is your compensation, don't refuse it.

Today's meal is also a small expression of my apology.Don't worry, I won't bother you in the future. This meal is also the last meal I cook for you.

I wish you... find a good match soon and live happily ever after! "

Chu Yan heard Fang Yu's throat groaning, and looked up to see his reddish eye sockets.

Chu Yan panicked all of a sudden, and rubbed the outer edge of the cup back and forth with his fingers.Finally, she opened her mouth, and said in a sticky way: "It's not...it's not just looking for someone, she, she really likes you, and the two of you have a good relationship, if you can be together..."

This sentence is extremely difficult to say, and it is not a pleasant thing to push the person you care about to others.

But he could only say a very hypocritical self-pity in his heart: Who made himself not a woman!

Fang Yu’s self-deprecating and wry smiles never stopped. He said: “So you asked her to imitate you? In terms of speech and behavior, clothing, hobbies, and even taste? Do you think that by doing this, a person can really change? Have you become someone else?

That's fine, but you shouldn't tell him everything about the time you spent with me.

Chu Yan, are you heartless?That is the secret between you and me. It is very sweet and beautiful. It is the candy I take to relish when you are not by my side.You just use it as a tool to use and easily tell a third irrelevant person.Just to let her seduce me into bed and let you go free?

Chu Yan, I never realized that you are so heartless! "

Chu Yan stared blankly at Fang Yu as if he was dumbfounded, the phrase "seduce me to bed" echoed in his head, an ambiguous and floating picture just popped up without warning.

Fang Yu would do something like that with others?He has already slept with Shu Luo?

Chu Yan suddenly felt a sharp pain in his heart, like a knife piercing through.

Fang Yu raised his hand to caress his darkened eyes, and asked softly, "Do you regret it?"

Chu Yan recovered from his confusion. If the scene he imagined is true, does he have the position and room to regret it?

Isn't this exactly what he expected before?There was a girl who loved Fang Yu since she was a child, and was willing to change herself completely for love, and take care of Fang Yu for the rest of her life instead of him.

So, he lowered his head, avoiding the question of whether he regretted it.

Fang Yu withdrew his hand in disappointment, the bitterness on his lips turned into coldness.

"It's just a pity, you don't understand women too well, especially women who have plans. The girl you said really liked me, drugged my cup, and then climbed into my bed imitating you .

Yes, I, Fang Yu, are flirtatious, and it's not a big deal to have sex with anyone casually.But I don't like being calculated or forced.Such means will only make me feel disgusted. "

After speaking, he smiled at Chu Yan again, a generous and gentle smile.

"But, anyway, you did it."

He stood up, walked in front of Chu Yan, took away his cup of coffee that had become a bit cold, bent down, and hugged him in his arms.

"Chu Yan, I like you very much, I really like you. So now, I will let you go like those saints who really like someone, and then look at you from a distance. As long as you are happy, I will always be happy." I won't bother you again..."

This hug lasted for a long time.

So much so that Fang Yu finally let go of his hands and left. After the warmth dissipated, Chu Yan felt that the cold air in the house was extremely cold.

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