The correct posture of gratitude

After washing his sticky body, Chu Yan warmed up the porridge and side dishes he bought.

The room was no longer messy at all, and the coffee table on the floor was wiped clean.

Fang Yu ate the hot porridge and looked at the brand new room, feeling warm in his heart.

During these days, I was depressed and depressed, and I was only thinking about fulfilling Chu Yan and not forcing him anymore, so I endured to keep a distance from him and refused to ask him to come back to live here.

Compared with the last time when he was estranged from Chu Yan, this time he has tasted the taste of being in close contact with Chu Yan, so he feels that life is like a year.

Sleeping alone every night, smelling the scent of Chu Yan remaining on the pillow and quilt, thinking of all the entanglements and ecstasy that happened on this bed, the longing and burning in his heart, Fang Yu couldn't do anything about it.

Take a shower with cold water, and then go to the balcony to blow the air, hoping that the coolness can take away the endless longing for Chu Yan physically and mentally.

After tossing and tossing, I finally got sick after tossing.He felt uncomfortable physically, but he was overjoyed in his heart, and finally had an excuse to let him come over.

Thinking this way, he deliberately took the time to call Liu Haitao.After hanging up the phone, he was still uneasy, fearing that the person who would come later was really not Chu Yan.

Fortunately, Chu Yan did not disappoint him.

"I have nothing to do with that Yang Jiajia." Fang Yu said while lowering his head to eat porridge.

"Yes." Chu Yan agreed.

Fang Yu felt that his explanation was not thorough enough, and said: "Really. I met when I went to the library to reserve a seat for you last time. After a casual chat, she asked me for my contact information and I didn't give it. I don't know. Where did she go to find out about it later. After we separated from you that day, she stopped me at the school gate. I was in a bad mood, so I agreed to have a meal with her. In the end, a few girls in our department saw it. Just spread the word that she is my new love. This is a complete misunderstanding, I have nothing with her, I have never held hands. Really, you believe me."

Chu Yan raised his head, glanced at Fang Yu, said nothing, then lowered his head to eat seriously.

He didn't raise his head again until he finished eating the gruel in the bowl, looked at Fang Yu and said seriously: "It doesn't matter if you want to show off in front of An Ning, you can live together. I just want to remind In a word, Fang Yu, we are different from An Ning and Lin Cheng, we are not gay."

Fang Yu's expression changed, and he asked, "What do you mean?"

Chu Yan said: "literally. If you want to play, I will accompany you. But, don't play too much."

Fang Yu tightened his grip on the rice spoon, and asked Chu Yan reflexively, "Who said I was just playing?"

Chu Yan didn't speak, but looked at Fang Yu calmly.

His eyes are as clear as the bright moon on the top of the mountain, as if they can reflect Fang Yu's heart, forcing him to face up to his own heart, so that he can bravely face the seriousness and importance of this matter.

It's not kidding, it's serious.

Seriousness represents single-minded concentration, and represents many years to come.

Fang Yu, he can't mean that.

In the end, Fang Yu's eyes were hurt by Chu Yan's clear eyes, he lowered his head and looked into his heart.

Wasn't it because of his physical impulse that he wanted to get Chu Yan so much?Some people say that true love does not necessarily mean possession. If he wants to get and possess so eagerly, is it true love?

He asked Chu Yan, and also asked himself, what is it if it's not a game?For ever and ever, is the sea dry and the rock rotten?

with a man?

Can't get married, can't have children, and bear the strange eyes of the family and the people around.

Even if that person is Chu Yan, he can't easily decide that on the long road to the future, he can really be serious.

Fang Yu anxiously picked up the water glass next to him and took a few sips. He was so anxious that he choked into his throat and coughed heart-piercingly.

Chu Yan got up and came over to pat him on the back, but the expression on his face was a little cold.

Fang Yu felt cold, he thought, even if he was willing to be serious, what about Chu Yan?

He was not voluntary in the first place, so how could he be willing to stay with him all the time.

After a while, Fang Yu calmed down his coughing and panting, and said to Chu Yan, "You think I'm just kidding, so you don't want to make a wish in Yuelao Temple, and you don't care if I'm dating Yang Jiajia or not, do you?"

Chu Yan didn't speak, the answer was obvious.

Fang Yu smiled and laughed at himself: "Okay, just treat it as if I'm playing, and I'm having fun. Don't you want to accompany me, then continue to accompany me!"

...

On this day, a new employee came to the restaurant where Chu Yan worked.

Then he saw Fang Yu who appeared in front of him wearing a restaurant uniform.

"What the hell are you doing?" Chu Yan asked Fang Yu privately.

"I'm here to experience life, plus people staring at me, don't be abducted by others!" Fang Yu whispered with a smile.

Then, without waiting for Chu Yan to get annoyed, he hurriedly added: "I know, just for fun! But you have to have a fun attitude when you play. It's like you play online games and devote yourself wholeheartedly, right? Don't worry, I have a sense of proportion in my heart and know that I must separate in the future. Therefore, I want to cherish every minute and every second with you."

Chu Yan had nothing to say, and was touched by Fang Yu's words, and a little sadness flashed in his heart.

Since the conversation that day, Fang Yu has become more and more clingy to him.

Go to class, finish class, eat, sleep...

Now even the place where he works, Fang Yu has invaded.The two were truly inseparable.

Fortunately, they also experienced a period of facing each other day and night when they were in high school, otherwise Chu Yan really felt depressed because of such a close relationship.

Fang Yu was also enthusiastic about the contact with Anning and Lin Cheng as usual.An Ning even asked An Ning to take them to several famous gay bars in the city to have fun.

Facing Chu Yan's disapproving gaze, Fang Yu explained with reason: "It's because we are not, that's why we should see what real gays look like? Now we have the opportunity, and we will have our own lives in the future Now, how can there be an excuse to come to such a place?"

Chu Yan had nothing to do with him, what should be reminded had already been reminded, and he also said that he knew it well.Chu Yan chooses to believe that he is really measured.

Because there is nothing to doubt, he has not known Fang Yu for a year or two, and he knows that he is a straight man in essence, but because he has come into contact with An Ning, a scourge, he wants to play tricks.

In fact, there is no need for Chu Yan to remind him. I believe Fang Yu will get tired of him in a short time.Just like those girlfriends he dated before.

It is only a matter of time before such absurd physical relationship is over and returning to the old friend's way of getting along.

An Ning came over while Fang Yu was going to the bathroom, and quietly asked Chu Yan: "Do you not like Fang Yu? Are you forced?"

Chu Yan didn't know how to answer, so he smiled at him, and took a sip of the wine in his hand.

An Ning looked at him sideways, and said suspiciously: "I don't think so. Even if your temper is a little colder, when you look at Fang Yu, your eyes are still shining unconsciously."

Chu Yan couldn't help but blinked, and asked, "Do I have any?"

An Ning could hear his attitude from this sentence: "Then, are you really being forced? Are you unwilling?"

Chu Yan shook his head, but still did not clearly admit it.

An Ning clinked glasses with him, and said, "I made a bet with Ah Cheng, don't let me lose."

Chu Yan said: "What bet?"

An Ning took a sip of wine and said, "Ah Cheng said that you two will be separated, but I said that you two will not be separated because of the aura between you two."

Chu Yan chuckled: "What aura? So evil?"

An Ning said seriously: "Really, I can feel the kind of aura that only when there are lovers together. It's like me and Ah Cheng, it's so thick that we can't melt it."

Chu Yan ignored his dog food, and asked him again: "Then what is your bet?"

An Ning smiled evilly, raised an eyebrow at Chu Yan, and said, "S&M, do you understand?"

Chu Yan didn't understand, probably not something good, so he didn't ask again.

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