The correct posture of gratitude

Fang Yu and Chu Yan walked on the road one after the other, with a distance of three meters between them.

After going down the mountain, they separated from An Ning and Lin Cheng. Everyone could see the subtle atmosphere between him and Chu Yan, so the plan to have dinner together was cancelled.

In fact, it is just a sentence.Fang Yu could pretend that he didn't hear or understand.

But because of Chu Yan's words, an unknown fire in his heart was inexplicably burned, and it became more and more intense.

He was angry with Chu Yan, and also angry with himself.

He knew that Chu Yan was unwilling in his heart, and he also hoped that he would not force it.

But the fact is that he has already reluctantly, and Chu Yan has already agreed.

He hoped that he could force it to the end, and Chu Yan would always be willing.

Since he even gave up insisting on the last bottom line, and easily accepted even the most unbearable deep touch, why would he show such disgust and indifference in front of a little old red rope today?

Fang Yu stopped a taxi with a wave, opened the door, let Chu Yan sit in it, then bent down and told the driver the address of the school and handed over the money.

Then he said to Chu Yan: "Go back, I'll walk around casually."

After speaking, he stood up straight, put the car and left.

Chu Yan didn't say anything, and quietly looked at Fang Yu in the rearview mirror, getting smaller and smaller until he disappeared.

...

Fang Yu has a new love again.

This news is quite fresh news in their dormitory and even in their departments.

The fact that Fang Yu changed six dating partners in half a semester before made him famous far and wide.

He is rich, beautiful and has the ability to pick up girls, which makes many male compatriots jealous, and female compatriots love and hate him.

But I heard that after he accidentally pried the corner of his best friend, he regretted it, and for a while restrained his nature and became serious.

It's been months since I've been flirting.

Just when everyone was amazed by his sex change, his romantic nature began to show again.

"Let me just say, this kid will never be serious for a few days." Zheng Qiang, the second child in the dormitory, expressed his opinion.

The boss, Liu Haitao, looked at Chu Yan who was sitting at the desk and tapped the keyboard on the computer screen, pondered for a long time, and then asked: "Chu Yan, are you and Fang Yu having trouble again?"

Chu Yan's hands on the keyboard paused, and he didn't know how to answer for a while.

On the side, Zheng Qiang said strangely: "Boss, what we are talking about now is the problem of Fang Yu having a new love. What is the matter with Chu Yan? They are doing well. I saw them sitting together for dinner at noon today." .”

Liu Haitao said: "You have shallow eye sockets, and you see everything on the surface. Didn't you notice that Fang Yu didn't drag Chu Yan to live in his rented house recently? Before that, you went there every three days."

Zheng Qiang thinks this is very easy to understand: "Fang Yu has just made a girlfriend, so of course he has to be clingy every day, so what's the matter with letting Chu Yan go? Right, Chu Yan?"

Chu Yan let out a "hmm" and continued to work on the matter at hand.

Liu Haitao still felt that something was wrong, and stared at the back of Chu Yan's head for a long time.

The calendar turned over day by day, and half a month passed in a blink of an eye.

The boss was sleeping soundly that day when the phone beside the bed rang.

After Chu Yan finished washing and came out of the bathroom, he saw the boss stretching out his bare arm, groping to find the phone by the bed, and picked it up in a daze: "Fang Yu?... What's wrong?...Really?... Oh, okay, I'll go over right away, you hold on for a while..."

After finishing speaking, he hung up the phone, stretched his muscles vigorously, then sat up straight, and lifted the quilt to get out of bed.

Seeing Chu Yan standing there motionless, she just stared at him with a pair of eyes.

Liu Haitao sighed: "Fang Yu is sick and can't get out of bed because of the fever. Let me buy some medicine for him and send it over there."

After saying this, he looked at Chu Yan and said, "What did I say? There must be something wrong with you two, otherwise Fang Yu would need to call me? Tell me, is it the one that Fang Yu handed over this time?" Girlfriend, did you pry it from you again?"

Chu Yan was speechless at the boss's imagination, couldn't he have some other conflicts with Fang Yu?

"No, it has nothing to do with this." Chu Yan denied it, turned around to open the cabinet door to get his coat, and said to Liu Haitao, "Lie down, I'll go and have a look."

The eldest was slippery, crawling into the bed like a loach, and muttering: "Stinky boy, everyone is not worried..."

Chu Yan bought cold medicine, anti-fever medicine and anti-inflammatory medicine, and hurried to Fang Yu's rented house, with messy memories churning in his mind along the way.

During the summer vacation of the year after the college entrance examination, Chu Yan ate something bad and had diarrhea at the place where he worked.

At that time, he had a good relationship with Fang Yu, but he didn't dare to tell grandma directly, fearing that something would happen when the old man panicked, so he asked someone to call Fang Yu directly.

Fang Yu rushed to the hospital as quickly as possible, and took over all the errands to accompany and pay the bills, plus staying in bed at night.

At this time, Chu Yan heard Liu Haitao say that Fang Yu was ill. For many years, Qian Yu ran and talked modestly with the doctor, and he was always vigilant and guarding himself at night.

Chu Yan's heart was sour and astringent, which was extremely unpleasant.Fang Yu is a special existence to him.He has always remembered the kindness he has done to himself, and he has been looking for opportunities to repay it.

I have already persuaded myself to obey Fang Yu before, let him show off proudly in front of An Ning, let him do whatever he wants on his body...

Convincing myself, accepting those is not difficult.But I don't know why, when they entered the Yuelao Temple and said that they should bow down and pray, and tie ropes to connect wooden signs, he would resist so much in his heart.

Since everything is just to repay the kindness, and not to cherish each other sincerely, isn't it too unreasonable to disturb the gods?

...

When he came to the door and looked at the door code lock, Chu Yan remembered that he didn't know the code of the door.

Every time he comes here, he always follows Fang Yu, waiting for Fang Yu to open the door and go in. He has never been here alone.

After knocking on the door for a long time, I heard the sound of dragging footsteps. When the door opened, I saw Fang Yu with a haggard face and flushed cheeks, standing there with dazed eyes.

Fang Yu's body has always been as strong as a bull. Chu Yan has known him for so long, and he has only seen him catch a cold once or twice, and every time he has a runny nose for two days, he recovers automatically, and he doesn't even need to take medicine.

At this time, Fang Yu seemed to be really sick.

"Why are you here? Didn't I call you the boss?" Fang Yu's attitude was not unfamiliar, but a little indifferent.

Chu Yan pushed the door and went in, but Fang Yu ignored him and went back to his room.

But I haven't been here for a few weeks, and the house has become a dump.

Wine bottles, beverage bottles, instant noodles, and fast food boxes are all on the table and on the ground.

Fang Yu went back to the bedroom and fell into bed again.

After crossing many obstacles, Chu Yan followed into the bed, reached out and touched Fang Yu's forehead, it was burning badly.

"Where's your girlfriend? Why don't you let her come and take care of you?" he asked.

Fang Yu stared at Chu Yan with a pair of watery eyes, and said, "Do you think I will bring anyone other than you to sleep on this bed?"

Chu Yan didn't speak anymore, got up and went to the kitchen, found the kettle, boiled hot water, and cleaned up the room in the spare time.

After the water boiled and let it warm a bit, he pulled Fang Yu up and gave him medicine.But he was suddenly grabbed by the arm holding the medicine.

"If I don't call you, you won't come, will you? You wish you had nothing to do with me from now on, don't you?"

It should be due to the high fever, Fang Yu's normally shining eyes looked pitifully watery at this moment.

Chu Yan had no choice but to soften his tone and comfort him: "Take the medicine first, and you won't feel uncomfortable after taking the medicine."

Fang Yu became more self-willed, he shook off Chu Yan's hand, and hurriedly said: "I won't force you, you go, don't come again..."

Chu Yan had no choice but to coax, was pushed away again, stepped forward to coax...

In the end, there was no other way, Chu Yan put the medicine in his mouth, held Fang Yu's cheeks with both hands, leaned over and fed the medicine into his mouth.

Fang Yu calmed down all of a sudden, quietly feeling the tip of Chu Yan's tongue sticking into his mouth, and couldn't help responding fiercely, the bitterness of the medicine spread all over his mouth after the entanglement of the two people's saliva.

After taking the medicine and being forced to drink a large cup of hot water, Fang Yu wrapped his hands and feet around Chu Yan, and fell asleep after a while.

When I opened my eyes again, it was dark all around, only the lights of the city outside the window came in faintly.

Fang Yu was sweating all over, and his whole body was sticky and wet. His body, which was heavy like lead, felt relaxed now.

Thinking of what happened before falling asleep, Fang Yu hurriedly lowered his head, feeling the warmth in his arms, and instantly felt at ease.

The strength on the arm tightened, and the person in the arms asked softly, "Are you awake? Are you feeling better?"

Fang Yu didn't answer, but lowered his head to find out the source of the sound, and Suo Yun pestered him to explore.

The person in his arms was a little reluctant at first, but then he gradually relaxed and asked for whatever he wanted.

I don't know who said that people who are sick will be very weak, but Chu Yan didn't feel this.

Fang Yu was as violent as usual, tossing so much that he couldn't help but want to beg for mercy several times.

By the time both reached the summit, Chu Yan's body was no more sweaty than Fang Yu's.

"Chu Yan..." Fang Yu maintained his posture, kept kissing the corners of Chu Yan's lips, panting slightly, and called his name with a sense of grievance in his tone.

He drilled hard into his body again, holding his arms with full strength.

"I know you don't want to, and I tried to let you go." He lightly rubbed his cheek against Chu Yan's, and whispered in his ear: "But no. Chu Yan, I can't let you go. So, I still decide, even if you don't want to, I won't let go."