cupid battle

Hacking his medical records, I don't even want to know that he might have died two months ago.He sent me pictures of European landscapes every day, knowing that I wasn't interested in seeing pictures of paella and Italian coffee, while he was alone in the hospital, waiting for the stitches to heal and his liver to grow back .

Now I really have a headache, not like other headaches, like a polite plumber who greets me in advance and uses eye symptoms to tell me, "Hello, I will come to let you in a few hours or a few days You can't wait to poke your head out", this time it was a bastard who broke into the house suddenly, and what made people want to kill was that it also brought its close friends, nausea, dizziness, cold sweat, and a big loving family.

The whole thing is unreasonable, my headache is unreasonable.I leaned on the recliner, Xiaobai handed me the medicine, he brought water into my hand, I had already swallowed the aspirin dry, and tried to concentrate: "This matter...we will never finish."

He called my name, with a strange insistence in his tone, and said, "Xia Qi, I won't quarrel with you when you have a headache, and you shouldn't quarrel with me when you have a headache." I heard him Go get my coat from the hanger and put it over me and I put it over my head and he says, "I'm staying here and if the aspirin doesn't work, tell me later."

I covered my face, couldn't open my eyes, and waved my hand to signal that he understood.He stopped talking and sat down next to me. I couldn't hear his breathing, but I could feel him staying in my office.

I can't tolerate people being in the same room with me when I have a headache, but Xiaobai can.Perhaps this is the power of friendship.

My mind was like an alcoholic, it couldn't move in a straight line.Why am I angry?Why do I have a headache?After discovering Xiaobai's little European vacation secret, I didn't plan to do anything.He's had surgery, is alive and well, and has been with me at work, lunch, and weekends for a month.

I piled this matter up with other things that Xiaobai didn't know I had discovered, and these things could become chips for me to manipulate his guilt at critical moments.Praise once again to our human angel, the moral role model, whose guilt is my victory.

I shake it out as an excuse.Unexpectedly, I was really angry, I had an uncontrollable headache, and I couldn't even straighten my mind.I don't know how long this headache will last, what should I do if my cupid fights?

When you have been plagued by a disease for a long time, you'd better read a lot of literature on this disease.The time interval for adult migraine attacks is usually within four to 72 hours. This time the pain lasted for about six hours, and I vomited once in the middle. I was in a bad state and couldn’t go to the bathroom. Xiaobai actually handed me the vomiting bag in time.

I recovered completely, the office was dark, not because of the visor, I opened my eyelids, and the flashing numbers on the electronic watch told me that it was early morning.Identify the outline, Xiaobai is sleeping on my sofa.

I staggered towards him and started pushing him: "Get up."

Xiaobai covered his face with the pillow, rolled himself up and turned his back to me, with a strong nasal voice, like a child: "Don't make trouble... If you are hungry, the biscuits are on the table..."

My stomach is as clean as it has been ransacked, and I can't spit out anything.The nausea is still there, and I can't eat anything.He was sleeping on the sofa facing inwards, and I couldn't stand up, so I sat down beside him.We were physically next to each other and he didn't mind and neither did I.

I sat for a while, stopped spinning, and snatched his pillow away.He moaned, "Xia Qi..." I said, "I want you to talk to me."

Only then did Xiaobai wake up a bit, and opened his eyes to look at me.His eyes were watery and gleaming, and I realized again that he was younger than me, four years old, and that he hadn't aged a day since he was 24.And beautiful, the beauty of a doll, the shyness of a stuffed bear.His hair is thin and soft, usually styled with hair cream, and his forehead is parted sideways.The hair after styling is also soft and natural, the forehead is smooth and clean, and a few strands will always innocently touch the end of the left eyebrow, vanity and beauty in the small details.But with such a bright smile and such sincere eyes, who would have the heart to point it out?

I have always felt that he should not be a good old man, young, beautiful, smart, these are not in line with a good old man.He yawned a little, rubbed his face and sat down next to me, before fully waking up, he asked, "Okay... what?"

I lost my words for a moment and fell into silence.It was a very inexplicable feeling. I wanted to abandon Cupid and fight. Anyway, the name was so stupid that I didn't want to recognize it. I just asked "Who are you in love with?"But I didn't ask this question, so I turned to ask other questions: "Why in the past six years, you only had one girlfriend, not counting Xian Linlang."

That one was dumped by her in less than half a year.

Xiaobai suppressed a yawn, and turned to look at me. We were sitting next to each other at the junction of late night and early morning, and his eyes seemed to smile: "Do you think it might be because I have spent most of my time in the past six years? all hang out with you?"

"I'm the reason why you can't find a girlfriend?"

He smiled: "You make it sound like it's your responsibility, that I spend time with you voluntarily." Then he paused, feeling a bit sentimental: "As for Ah Xiao, what you said at the beginning was actually right. .”

His ex-girlfriend Huo Xiao is also a hacker, codenamed CandySca11et, scarlet candy.As I said at the beginning, you guys won't last long—she's fully focused on becoming a better hacker, and you're probably [-]th in importance.To be honest, I admire every woman who has loved him in these six years, from Huo Xiao to Xian Linlang.I admit that Xiaobai is excellent in network public security, otherwise Fanghuang would not have given him a department, but he is different from us, Xiaobai is a programmer, and Fanghuang and I, at least Fanghuang before becoming a manager, are hacker.

I am merciless: "All women will become better hackers after dumping you. From this perspective, you have made a certain contribution."

Xiaobai laughed, and said with self-mockery: "Thank you for your praise, your understanding really relieved me, and I felt better all of a sudden."

I said: "The people you have liked are essentially the same type, hackers, who regard themselves as the center of the universe, paranoid, and use whatever means to achieve their goals. They are the same age as you or one or two years younger than you."

He said softly, "It doesn't have to be younger than me."

It's good that he didn't deny the "essence of the person he likes" and only noticed the age.No matter who he likes this time, except that he is older than him, it is the same as before.

This is of course a good thing, thanks to the patriarchal society, the majority of the top of all fields are men.If necessary, I will dig out every female hacker Xiaobai has come into contact with since breaking up with Huo Xiao.I know I can do it, and I'm willing to do it for White, even though it's against some kind of hacker code of honor, so what?Because you don't want to be bound by the rules to become a hacker, you have to abide by the rules of hackers after becoming a hacker?The self-contradiction of us humans is too unreasonable.

I didn't speak for a while, stuck in a post-migraine depression.Xiaobai looked at me and said, "Are you officially not angry with me now?"

I said "hmm".He laughed and pressed the back of his neck: "People don't sleep in the office, you can't drive, I'll take you back."

One of the tenants in the apartment I live in is a VP of a foreign company. His father is an American soldier stationed in Japan. He grew up in Japan when he was a child. He likes Asia and has lived in Hong Kong for ten years.He refurbished the apartment at his own expense and I love that he painted the walls red and the crystal chandeliers and the fake fireplace, so the rent, even though I'm alone and it's a two bedroom.

I don't want to be in my apartment, I don't want to be in this city.I want to stay far away from people in the deep mountains and old forests with [-]M optical fiber, only work online, and the price is calculated by the hour, and I receive Bitcoin.

But I can't, I was stupid and careless in my 20s, put myself on some list too early, and caused me to live under surveillance.If Fanghuang hadn't saved me and given me the greatest freedom she could give me, I would have been sent to the madhouse long ago.

At three o'clock in the morning on a Saturday morning, outside my apartment window is the Christmas lights that last all night, a huge Christmas tree made of lights, and the whole area is full of expats or returnees.

Xiaobai collapsed on my sofa and said, "Let me sleep for a while, okay."

I kicked the sofa: "Get up, go to the second bedroom." There is at least a bed there, and my migraine just ended, so I don't want to hear him complain about neck pain tomorrow.

He got up with his eyes closed and went to the second bedroom. As an IT technician, he slept a lot and too regularly.I don't know why he needs to sleep. Before he entered the second bedroom door, he turned his head against the door frame and confirmed with me: "Xia Qi, promise me not to use the chainsaw while I am sleeping, or you can make the same machine in your apartment. Noise and everything, at least before eight o'clock...not."

I want to use a chainsaw. For my various experiments, some people like to use a hammer or a knife to destroy the hard drive. I like a chainsaw. It's not surprising.

I said, "Go to sleep."

He sighed and buried himself in the bed: "I really don't know why you haven't been complained by neighbors..."

"Because the first thing I did when I moved in was to soundproof the whole apartment, and I stayed at your house while construction started, you idiot."

He smiled and said, "Good night, Xia Qi." I closed the door and turned off the lights.

Good night.I thought to myself.

I went to see Wu Qisheng on Monday.

Fang Huang tacitly agreed that I would not go to work every other Monday to see her, and Xiao Bai also sent me there several times.The secretary at the door ushered me into a conversation room, walnut-hued and well-heated.Behind is the bookshelf of the whole wall, and the curtain and projector are placed in front.