BE Crazy Demon Survival System

Xu Qichen stood where he was, and this familiar yet unfamiliar land seemed to suck his legs tightly, making him unable to take a step out.He could only look at the man sitting on the bench at the bus stop, looking at his black and white eyes.

Xia Zhixu just said that he did all this just to feel the feeling of being liked by him.

What does this mean?

The truth came out so suddenly that Xu Qichen almost lost the most basic judgment ability.

He just felt that his mind was in a mess and he didn't know what happened.

Are you dreaming.

"I don't understand..." Xu Qichen frowned, his voice weak.

"I know you don't understand." Xia Zhixu smiled, and pointed to himself diagonally in front of him, "When I first saw you, you were standing there. Seriously, I was so stupid when I was young, but now I look back Think about it, it turned out that I fell in love with you the first time I saw you, and I didn’t even know it. I accepted the basic law of opposite sex attraction since I was a child, so that when I was moved, I thought I just wanted to be friends with you .”

Xu Qichen's heart twitched, his chest seemed to be a dry well that had been dry for a long time, and the sound of running water suddenly came out.

What he was saying, I couldn't understand at all.

At first sight, I fell in love with it...

Joy seemed to be separated from his consciousness, they inexplicably captured his body, flooded every cell, and fell into emotions before he could react.

But how is this possible?

This is something he can't even imagine.

"It's also in this place, you said, you don't want to be friends with me anymore." Xia Zhixu took a deep breath, as if trying to get out of the painful memories, "Actually, do you know? I've thought about it a long time ago. Every second I'm with you, I'm struggling, whether to say it, let's say it, but I'm too timid, I'm afraid you will run away if you make a wrong step gone."

He lowered his head, his tone pretending to be relaxed, "I think, as long as I don't pierce this layer of paper and rot those words in my stomach, I can at least take up a relatively intimate identity and stay with you all the time, go to college with you, Watching you realize your dream, find someone you like, get married, have a baby, and when you are busy, I can drive you to pick up your child from school. I really thought so at the time."

Xu Qichen's fingers began to tremble uncontrollably.

Xia Zhixu's voice was a little choked up, "I can really hold back, I can hold back and just be friends."

As long as you can stay by your side, your identity doesn't matter at all.

I'm not that greedy.

"But God didn't even give me such a little hope, and ruined everything while I was away." He wiped his face, stood up, and walked in front of Xu Qichen, only one step away.

He smiled at him, still the same as when he was young, the little canine teeth glistening in the sun.

His tone was very solemn.

"I am 25 years old this year. I have spent two-fifths of my time liking you. Rounding it up, it is half my life. Originally, I was not going to tell you these words. I didn't want to Disturbing your life. But since I met you at the class reunion last time and talked to you for a while, I couldn't sleep all night, even if I was extremely tired and fell asleep, my dreams were all about you. " He smiled self-deprecatingly, "I'm afraid if this goes on, I'll get some kind of disease."

Looking at Xia Zhixu in front of him, Xu Qichen's heart felt as if someone had grabbed it, it hurt so badly.

He never thought that Xia Zhixu, whom everyone looked up to, would become like this for him.

"People always say that time heals everything, and that's what everyone tells me."

He lowered his eyes and shook his head, "But I don't think so. If he is, then he is also a quack doctor. He gave me the wrong medicine and made me more and more hopeless. Then I thought, the reason why I became like this is because Maybe it's because I've never got it, and I'm unwilling, so I want to borrow your consciousness, just for ten minutes, use these virtual characters to get close to you, and feel the feeling of being in love with you, even if it's fake, even if you Just doing the task is enough. If I get what I want, I can come out."

"But I was wrong." His voice became lower and lower, and the ease he had pretended began to collapse, "I was wrong from the very beginning. People are greedy. Once they get it, they want it a second time. They don't want it to end. Not even content with just having you in the virtual world."

"I finally understand that I have been suffering for so many years, not because I am not reconciled because I didn't get you, but because I just like you, I just want to be with you, I..."

He raised his head and looked at Xu Qichen.

"I love you."

Finally, he said what he wanted to say for ten years, Xia Zhi Xu originally thought he would feel relieved.

But only now did he realize that he didn't feel that his wish was fulfilled at all. Instead, he began to feel uneasy, as if he was still looking forward to something. After all, in so many virtual worlds, he got a lot, more than he imagined.

just in case……

just in case.

Xu Qichen suddenly lowered his head and laughed.

Laugh all the time.

Xia Zhixu was a little puzzled, could it be that what he just said was funny.

The uneasy mood intensified.

"The two of us are simply a pair of fools."

Deaf and blind, and so stubborn.

After so many years of groping in the dark, the person they were looking for was obviously each other.

Xu Qichen took half a step closer.

His voice was a little choked.

"hug me."

Xia Zhixu froze in place, everything exceeded his expectations.

Did that eventuality really happen?

Xu Qichen raised his head, looked at his eyes that were wet, he stretched out his hand, and tugged Xia Zhixu's arms.

"Hug me."

Xia Zhixu, who had been suppressing the flood of emotions, hugged him in his arms. He had a lot of things to say, but they were all stuck in his throat and he couldn't say them.

Do you also like me?

Do you really like me?

How can you like me...

He buried his head in Xu Qichen's neck.

Xu Qichen's hands trembled slightly, and he hugged Xia Zhixu's back. He sniffed and his voice was soft.

"You probably don't know, Lin Ran, Mu Yao, Song Yuanyan, Su Rin, they are all based on you. I have no love experience, and I can't write a good love story. The only thing I can refer to is my love for you." Feelings. However, I thought it was impossible in my life, so the ending of every story is very miserable, so miserable that I was tricked into this ghost system by you, and I feel that it is the punishment given to me by the readers."

Feeling that the body of the person hugging him was stiff, Xu Qichen rubbed his neck, "To round it up, I have only loved one person in half my life."

His breath lingered gently on the side of his neck, like some kind of comfort.

"His name is Xia Zhixu."

Xia Zhixu's mind went blank for a moment.

It never occurred to him that it turned out that what he had been playing carefully all along was himself.

"Hey, I didn't cry, why are you crying." Xu Qichen patted him on the back and smiled softly, "I wouldn't have told you if I knew about it."

Even though he is already 25 years old, he still cries.

Xia Zhixu rubbed his shoulder, "What you said never counts."

I really hold a grudge.Xu Qichen gave him a push, "Then just pretend you haven't heard of it."

"Impossible, if you don't admit it, I'll ask 0901 to play the video for you to watch until you admit it." He laughed, showing his teeth, "After you go back, you have to tell me again. "

This fool was crying and laughing at the same time.

Xu Qichen's ears were a little hot, he lowered his head and smiled embarrassedly.

Suddenly, he found that under his neckline, there was a badge that began with the word Xia.

Turning over the neckline, there are three words written on the nameplate.

Xia Zhixu.

"This……"

"This is my last bit of selfishness." Xia Zhixu covered his nameplate, and smiled a little embarrassedly, "Don't read it." After finishing speaking, he took his hand, "Before you go back, you can accompany me to a place?"

"where to?"

Xia Zhixu smiled, didn't speak, just led him into the campus where countless memories were stored.

It is empty here, without anyone, they no longer have to worry about anyone's eyes, they don't have to hide, but they hold each other's hands frankly, let go of the grudges and anxiety they once had, and accept this old man who has been sealed in their hearts again. long place.

"You made all of these?" Xu Qichen looked at the cherry trees near the school gate and the marble steps, everything coincided with his memory, "It's amazing."

"I've been back many times, and many places are different." Xia Zhixu sighed, "So I can only restore it with my memory."

Xu Qichen never went back to Jingjian once.

Although he knew that after he left, there were many clarification posts on the forum, and many people stood up to explain to him, but the experience of that month made him unable to muster up the courage to return to this place that had given him a lot of warmth. place.

Before he knew it, Xia Zhixu brought him downstairs in the teaching building, and he smiled, "Student Xu Qichen, we have to go back to class."

He seemed to be waiting for something, stood still, and after a few seconds, he shouted again, "0901, hurry up."

0901's voice suddenly appeared: "Sorry, the audio didn't work just now, I fixed it."

"Stop talking nonsense..." Xia Zhixu cleared his throat and repeated, "Student Xu Qichen, we want to..."

The class bell rang suddenly, and the sound was so loud that it completely covered up the half of his unfinished sentence.

Xu Qichen was amused by him, and couldn't straighten up from the laughter, "I can't tell, you are still a formalist."

Xia Zhixu resisted the desire to deal with this stupid AI, "We'll settle this account later..." He grabbed Xu Qichen's hand and led him up to the fourth floor.

Two people stood in front of the classroom door at the top of the stairs.

I looked up and saw that the door sign of the classroom said Class 13, Senior One.

With his hands on Xu Qichen's shoulders, he pushed him in, until he reached the fifth row of the fourth group where he used to sit, "Student, this is your seat, please sit."

Xu Qichen sat down obediently, looked up with a smile, and watched him walk to the podium, cleared his throat, and looked at the stands, as if the seats were really full of students.

"Hi everyone, my name is Xia Zhixu." He turned around and wrote his name on the blackboard.

"Although my name is not as elegant as Xu Qichen's, it actually has something to say." He showed the same smile as before, turned around, and held the chalk.

One stroke at a time, carefully wrote three other words next to the three words Xia Zhixu.

"Xia is Xia Zhixu's Xia, Xu is Xu Qichen's Xu."

The dust floating in the air outlined the shape of the light, and the light that shot straight in from the corner of the window illuminated his brilliant face inch by inch.

"That's my name."

It is also my destiny.

I, Xia Zhixu, will meet you and get to know you one day.

have you.

Xu Qichen tilted his head and stared into Xia Zhixu's eyes, "Who allowed you to introduce yourself like this, Xu Qichen himself disagrees."

Xia Zhixu came down from the podium, patted the chalk dust on his hands, and sighed pretendingly, "Oh, you really have changed. If it was before, you would not dare to look at me anymore."

With that said, he sat behind Xu Qichen.

Every day in the past, he faced the person in front of him, watching his shoulder blades slightly protruding from under the white shirt, like the wings of a butterfly, stirring his heart.

Xu Qichen was also a little embarrassed, he didn't turn his head to look, just like he was ten years ago, he didn't dare to look back easily even though his heart was tied to the body in the back seat.

His voice came from behind, "Student Xu Qichen, you are so good, so outstanding, you have good points all over your body, but there is only one bad point."

Xu Qichen smiled lightly and did not speak.

"Why don't you ask me what's wrong." Xia Zhixu smiled and pinched the back of his neck, "I'm not humble at all."

"Then what do you think is wrong?"

Seeing Xu Qichen pass the steps to him, Xia Zhixu immediately smiled and said, "Lack of a boyfriend."

what.Xu Qichen lowered his head halfway, his ears were burning.

Act like a middle school student.

Xia Zhixu cleared his throat, and said in a serious tone, "Student Xu Qichen, would you like me to be your boyfriend?"

Xu Qichen stared at a small gap on the edge of the table.

"I was serious."

The heartbeat was so sloppy that it missed a beat just like that.

"If you want, turn around and look at me."

Outside the blindingly green window was Xia Chan's extremely noisy instigation.

Xu Qichen took a deep breath and turned his head.

But he was kissed by the person behind him half propped on the desk.

Surprise made him widen his eyes, and saw his eyelashes trembling slightly, as if he pulled open the curtain with a swipe, revealing those deep black pupils.

He has tried many kisses with this person under different skins, some are soft and some are passionate.

But never before, throbbing like this moment.

It was just a soft touch of lips, a little unexpected, but his heart seemed to be taken away by him just like that.

Xia Zhixu let go of him and gave him a hug across the desk.

"This first kiss was delivered ten years late." He lowered his head again and kissed Xu Qichen's ear, "But I don't feel sorry at all. Even if it's 50 years late, you are still my first love."

Xu Qichen's eyes were a little sore, he could only hide it with a smile, "It's obviously your crush."

"You're also secretly in love." Xia Zhixu let go of his hands, and patted Xu Qichen's forehead, "They're all cowards, don't say anything about anyone."

childish.The corners of Xu Qichen's mouth could not be restrained from rising.

Although they really missed a lot, if it wasn't for the good fortune and the years of separation, how would they know.

It turns out that I really need you.

"Go back." Xu Qichen looked into his eyes, his amber pupils were shining, "Let the past Xia Zhixu and Xu Qichen end here."

He stretched out his hand and gently stroked Xia Zhixu's face, slowly sliding down from his eyes to the jawline.

"I want to hug the real you."

Xia Zhixu grabbed his hand and nodded.

"Okay, let's go back."

In an instant, the surrounding scenes melted into fine specks of light, which melted away little by little. Xu Qichen closed his eyes. He felt that he was probably infected by Xia Zhixu, and he was worried about gains and losses. He actually felt a little scared at this moment.

Could it be that all of this was just a dream.

The voice of 0901 suddenly appeared, "The main body of consciousness is stripped, and the system is shut down."

A short electric beep came from my ear, only three rings.

Xu Qichen felt a little pain in his head, he raised his head and found that his workbench was in front of him, his eyes were suddenly illuminated by a strong light, he was not used to it.

He was about to raise his hand to rub his eyes, but found that he was still wearing the newly-fitted glasses.He took off the glasses and looked down carefully, only to find a small metal disc on the metal temple.

The voice of 0901 suddenly came from next to his ear, and Xu Qichen was startled, only to realize that he was wearing the earphones that came with his glasses.

"Mr. Xu, please come downstairs."

downstairs?

Xu Qichen stood up suspiciously, shook his head, "The system is shut down, should I still follow your orders?"

0901 replied calmly: "Please don't blame me, I am also under orders."

It's pretty good at throwing the pot.

Xu Qichen opened the door. On a spring night, the temperature was not too high. He wrapped his coat, took the key and pressed the elevator.

"Will you still be in the headset all the time?"

0901 replied: "Mr. Xu, I will have a new form in the future. Of course, the past data will be kept as a backup."

Xu Qichen coughed, and said with some guilt, "I hope you can destroy some backups."

"Sorry, Mr. Xu, as you know, I don't have such authority."

With a ding, the elevator door was opened.Xu Qichen walked out, and asked as he walked, "Why did you bring me down, it's four or five in the morning, it's scary..."

Before he finished speaking, a tall figure appeared in front of him, step by step, walking out of the dark tree shadow, with the same earphones as himself hanging around his neck.

Xu Qichen froze in place, "Why are you here?"

How did he come so late?

Xia Zhixu came over and stood in front of Xu Qichen, "It's also my first time using this system, so I was afraid of any accidents, so I rented a house in your community in advance."

He took off Xu Qichen's earphones, touched his ears, "Is it cold?"

The cool fingertips gently touched the hot ears, and the real body temperature exchange gave him a wonderful psychological effect, and he felt his nerves tense up.Xu Qichen shook his head, he had experienced so much together in the virtual world, and he had done everything he should and shouldn't have done, but he still felt embarrassed standing in front of him with a real person.

"You, do you want to go up...have a cup of coffee or something?"

Xia Zhixu laughed, "We look like a couple who just started dating."

"It's fine if you don't go up." Xu Qichen's heart started to burn, "Then you come..."

What did you come to me for?

Or, what should we do now?

sky.He really felt that he was back to the time when he was 15 years old. He didn't understand anything and was confused about everything.

Xia Zhixu grabbed his hand, and dragged him to run without explanation as before. Xu Qichen seemed to have gotten used to it, so he was pulled like this until he was stuffed into the car.

"Where are you going?"

Xia Zhixu started the car, "Go to a place where I dream of taking you."

Xu Qichen looked at him with some doubts, Xia Zhixu didn't continue talking, just grabbed his hand silently, put it on his lips, kissed his fingers delicately, and then kissed his cheek deeply. the back of the hand.

Then across the handbrake, sideways past.

Xu Qichen closed his eyes.

But he found that things were not as he thought. Xia Zhixu was sticking to him, lowered his head, and carefully helped him fasten his seat belt.

"All right."

Xu Qichen's Adam's apple twitched, he felt extremely embarrassed by his mistake just now, the car slowly drove out of the neighborhood, Xia Zhixu's hand was still holding onto his, and the pulp of his thumb gently Rubbing his knuckles.

Xu Qichen pretended to be sleepy, trying to cover up the throbbing in his heart with sleep, Xia Zhixu saw his head tilted, and thoughtfully helped him lower the backrest.Originally it was a pretend, but before Xu Qichen entered the system, he stayed up all night. Once he relaxed, he felt extremely sleepy. He pretended to really fall asleep.

It seemed that he hadn't slept for a long time, and he was woken up by Xia Zhixu, who was dazed. Xia Zhixu's hand touched his face lightly, and called his name in a low voice. Xu Qichen grabbed his hand subconsciously, with difficulty opened his eyes.

"Reached?"

Xu Qichen didn't get enough sleep, he was a little unhappy, he didn't know why Xia Zhixu had to take him around when he just came back, what exactly was it, he had to take him here.

Seeing that he was still awake, Xia Zhixu helped him up and sat up, standing beside the car, hugging him, and gently stroking his back.Xu Qichen pressed his head against his stomach, hummed twice, and after a while, pushed him away again.

"what happened?"

Xu Qichen rubbed his eyes, "Your stomach is hard and uncomfortable."

Xia Zhixu laughed, "This is my abs, not my stomach. Okay, we have to go up." He took a woolen hat from the back seat of the car, put it on Xu Qichen's head, and pulled it for him He trimmed his hair, "I just woke up and can't blow the air, it's easy to get a headache." After finishing the hat, Xia Zhixu kissed his forehead through the wool, "Let's go."

Xu Qichen's eyes were not as good as before. This time he went out in a hurry, without glasses, everything was blurry, especially when he just woke up, so Xia Zhixu could only let Xia Zhixu hold his hand and walked to a Elevator door.

"where are we going?"

"You'll find out soon."

Soon, the elevator arrived.Xia Zhixu pulled him to a door, Xu Qichen looked at him with some doubts, but Xia Zhixu smiled and said to him, "Ring the doorbell."

Who is this to visit?

"I thought it was your house..." Xu Qichen raised his hand and rang the doorbell.

Suddenly, he found that there was an extra ring on his ring finger.

He looked at it blankly, thinking it was his eyes dazzled.

"It's my home." Xia Zhixu said with a smile.

A middle-aged woman's voice came from the door, "Who is it so early in the morning?"

"Mom, it's me, open the door."

mom……

Xu Qichen twirled the ring that appeared out of nowhere in his hand, and blinked ignorantly.

Then wake up instantly.

mom? ? ?