BE Crazy Demon Survival System

"Have you entered the Mathematical Olympiad training team?" Xu Qichen's eyes brightened, "It's amazing. I heard that as long as you enter, you can be guaranteed admission to T University. Jingjian seems to be the only one that enters with you and a kid from the first year of high school."

Seeing that he was happier than himself, Xia Zhixu felt warm in his heart. He bent down, took out a can of Coke from the vending machine, and sighed, "I don't know what the guarantee is, but I'm going to Beijing for a month The training camp, when I think about it, I find it very troublesome, and I heard from my brother that you can’t bring your mobile phone, it’s the kind that is completely isolated from the outside world.”

Xu Qichen smiled, "It's okay, a month will pass quickly, if you can get recommended, you don't have to worry about this month's homework."

He didn't care about homework at all.

Xia Zhixu's eyes drooped, "After I'm gone, you have to eat well, let Chen Fang help you if you have anything to do, Xia Xiqing is also fine, but the mouth is a little weaker, and you must pay attention to your body after you have risen by three... "

"I know." Xu Qichen said with a smile on his face, "Why do you look like an old father who is about to go away?"

The two walked from the cafeteria to the cherry forest unknowingly. The leaves were shaking in the wind, and the flowering period had long passed.Xu Qichen suddenly thought of something, "Oh right, does the person you like know that you are going to a training camp?"

Xia Zhixu froze for a moment, it turned out that he still remembered his confession in Yinglin.He looked at Xu Qichen, Xu Qichen didn't wait for the answer, he laughed himself first, "I'm the one talking too much."

"What major will you study in college?" Xu Qichen changed the subject, "Mathematics? Or finance?"

Xia Zhixu shook his head, "I don't even want to, I want to learn computers."

Xu Qichen was a little puzzled, and Xia Zhixu smiled, "Science and technology are the primary productive forces." He looked at the sky, "Maybe there are many things that cannot be done now, but can be realized through technology in the future. How about you?"

"Literature. Teacher Zhang said that for some of my previous awards, there shouldn't be a big problem in applying for admission to W or F universities."

"Don't you want to go to school in Beijing?" Xia Zhixu frowned slightly.

He always thought that the two of them could go to Beijing together.

"I really think about it." Xu Qichen smiled, "If you want to apply for a better one, you have to take part in the National Gathering Cup this time. However, Teacher Zhang said that if you just want a university with a strong humanistic atmosphere, you don't have to be obsessed with it. A certain city..."

He said this with a guilty conscience, because he was afraid that Xia Zhixu would find out that he really wanted to go to school in the same city as him.However, Xia Zhixu suddenly became bored, and he opened and closed his mouth because Mr. Zhang said that Mr. Zhang said, could it be that what he said was the golden rule?

The two of them went up the stairs, and as soon as they reached the fourth floor, they saw Zhang Zhengxin coming out of a class. He saw the two of them and said hello first, "You two are really inseparable."

Xu Qichen was a little embarrassed, "Oh, by the way, Mr. Zhang, I put the registration list for the Gathering Cup on your desk."

Xia Zhixu saw the two of them chatting about serious business, so he said "Teacher, please come into the classroom". After all, he was still a little angry.As soon as he entered the classroom, he was surrounded by several people. Everyone heard about his Mathematical Olympiad training camp. They asked questions one by one. Xia Zhixu sat back in his seat, glanced out, and found that Zhang Zhengxin and Xu Qichen was still standing on the stairs outside the door.

Not knowing what the two of them were talking about, Xu Qichen looked at Zhang Zhengxin and listened very carefully, looking like a proud student.

As Zhang Zhengxin was talking, he reached out and touched the top of Xu Qichen's head, with an extremely gentle smile.

Xia Zhixu felt that he was probably crazy, and seeing this scene felt particularly glaring.

I am a person who has no talent for literature, and it seems that I can’t become his bosom friend no matter what. Talking about those exquisite sentences or profound humanistic cores with him, even seeing his award-winning works, I can only express myself. From the bottom of my heart, I also sighed barrenly, "It's really well written."

If you like someone to the extreme, it turns out that it will kill your self-confidence.

On the day Xia Zhixu set off for Beijing, it rained heavily, and the whole sky sank.Xu Qichen looked out of the window and could not help but lose his mind.

"Oh, my dear nephew went to Beijing. I'm really reluctant." Xia Xi cleaned up the books on his desk. "I called him last night and the line was busy. I don't know who to chat with. We talked for so long."

Xu Qichen lowered his head, silently took out a book from the drawer, and glanced at Xia Xiqing beside him.

"This drawer of yours has become a storage cabinet for extra-curricular books. With so many extra-curricular books, it means that Teacher Zhang is spoiling you and confiscating them all."

"Aren't you too." Xu Qichen glanced at his desk, "Your drawers are full of picture books and comics, let's get along with each other."

"No, you won't be punished because you are a good student. As for me, I don't care at all. If he confiscates it for me, I will go to the office to make trouble every day, and he will return it to me." Xia Xiqing smiled. Laughing, put on the backpack, "I won't tell you anymore, I have to go to the studio for training, and I will take the art test in a few months, I can't fish anymore."

"Come on." Xu Qichen smiled slightly, watching Xia Xiqing leave the classroom.

The girl in the front seat turned around, "I really envy someone like Xia Xiqing with a good brain. I don't usually see how he studies, and he can always keep at the top of the cultural class."

Xu Qichen also agreed in his heart, especially in mathematics, he was always the first in the class.

Maybe the members of the Xia family are talented in learning mathematics.

He counted the composition papers on the table, collected them all afternoon, and finally collected them all. He stood up and prepared to take them to the office, but was stopped by the front seat.

"By the way, Qichen, my friend also wants to read the novel you lent me last time. Can you lend me a few more days?"

Xu Qichen nodded, "It's in the drawer, you can find it yourself, I'm going to hand in my homework."

"Thank you."

On the way back from the administration building, Xu Qichen suddenly thought of something.

In his drawer is still the new online book he bought from the school mailroom in the morning. He has just torn off the packaging and has no place to put it, so he can only stuff it in the drawer.Realizing this problem, he couldn't help but walk a lot faster.

My mood became restless, as if a pair of invisible hands were digging for something hidden deep in my heart.He began to complain about his carelessness, about his previous carelessness, and why the stairs were so long.

Finally, dressed rough and ran to the classroom, Xu Qichen looked up at the students in the classroom, they were still the same as when he went out, sleeping and reading, there was no big change.

His heart sank a little bit.

The girl in the front seat looked at him, "You're back." She shook the book in her hand, "I've been looking for it for a long time, there are too many books in your drawer."

A thin layer of sweat formed on Xu Qichen's back, which was so sticky that his skin could not breathe.

"Yeah... it's time to tidy up."

He was a little lucky that he didn't seem to be found.

The girl turned around and said with a smile, "I didn't expect you to be able to read the original English version."

His back was stiff, he opened his mouth, but couldn't speak.

"When I was holding this just now, I saw that you stuffed several books in the original English version. It's amazing. I still struggle to read the original version."

She didn't seem to notice anything, and the expression on her face was very clear.

The deskmate in front who had been engrossed in copying English notes suddenly turned around and pushed his eyes on the bridge of his nose, "Do you have the original English book? What kind of book is it? Can you lend me a look?"

Xu Qichen put his hands in the drawer, looked at the boy, "Hmm..."

The so-called English original books are actually Giovanni's Room and Brokeback Mountain, both of which are gay literature.

There was some doubt in the boy's eyes, as if he was questioning why Xu Qichen was so hesitant, when everyone at the same table just said that the book was in his drawer.

He swallowed, only feeling a thorn in his back.I don't know if it was a coincidence, but the class bell rang suddenly, and Xu Qichen said in a low voice, "The teacher may confiscate it if the teacher sees it. I'll get you a few more books tomorrow and you can take them home to read."

"Oh..." The doubt on the boy's face still persisted, but he still turned around.

Xu Qichen seemed to be fleeing from famine, and while everyone was not paying attention, he randomly stuffed the new books on the table into his schoolbag, zipped it tightly, and pressed it against his back.After self-study in the evening, I left the classroom with my bag on my back.

The rain outside has not stopped for a whole day. Xu Qichen was drenched in the rain with his schoolbag in his arms, and walked to the bus station. He used to always be with Xia Zhixu, but suddenly he was alone. He felt uncomfortable.

Since the car accident, Xu Qichen has become a complete pessimist. No matter what happens, he will predict the worst possible situation. The bleak autumn wind blows through his half-drenched body, and even his spine trembles slightly.

He felt that what he was holding in his arms was not a book, but a time bomb.

When someone accidentally stepped on his carefully hidden tail, he realized that he was actually afraid.

"Why are you sitting here alone?"

Xu Qichen raised his head and saw a car parked in front of him with the windows rolled down, it was Zhang Zhengxin.

"Teacher..." Xu Qichen coughed twice, "I'll wait for the bus."

"Come on, I'll take you back. It's still raining. If you're sick, your aunt will die." Seeing that he wasn't moving, Zhang Zhengxin got out of the car and opened the door for him, "Hurry up, be obedient."

Holding his schoolbag, Xu Qichen got into the car hesitantly. Zhang Zhengxin turned the steering wheel, "Xia Zhixu is going to a training camp, so you can only go home alone every day?"

"It's not..." Xu Qichen wanted to explain, "It's nothing to be alone, just drop by, and we usually go together."

"It's pretty good. The friends we made in high school are the purest. Our high school classmates are still in touch now, and we go out to drink together when we are free."

Yeah?Xu Qichen's hands were tightly clutching the wet schoolbag.

Purely these two words are too ironic for him.

Zhang Zhengxin drove him to the downstairs of the unit building. Xu Qichen got out of the car and asked, "Teacher, aren't you going up?"

Zhang Zhengxin shook his head and said with a smile, "The influence is not good."

Xu Qichen snorted, and was about to turn around and go upstairs when he heard Zhang Zhengxin say from behind, "Why don't you ask your aunt after you go up to see if she has time now, and if she would like to come down."

His tone was very gentle, Xu Qichen smiled, "Okay."

During the time when Xia Zhixu left, Xu Qichen was still the same every day as before, hiding in his own small space to read and study quietly, chatting with Xia Xiqing who also had free time, or writing something by himself .He will still not participate in the social circle of any person or group, and will try his best to avoid caring about hot topics in everyone's mouth, and maintain his invisible posture.

Until one day, a girl from another class called him to the door of the classroom and handed her a love letter.

"I have liked you for a long time... Please read this letter." After she finished speaking, she turned and left.

Xu Qichen really admired their courage, it was something he didn't have.

He returned to the classroom with the pink letter in his hands, and just two steps away, the female classmate Xiao Yue, who has always been gossip, pulled the letter out, and sighed strangely, "Oh, another poor little girl who is so focused on throwing herself into the classroom." On the body of many of our great talents."

The tone of this sentence made Xu Qichen feel uncomfortable. He stretched out his hand and said calmly, "Give me the letter first."

"Look, anyway, you will definitely reject her in the end."

Xu Qichen frowned slightly. The Xiao Yue in front of him once sent him a confession message on Valentine's Day in the second year of high school, but he rejected it. He cared about her privacy and never mentioned it to anyone.

Seeing that Xu Qichen didn't speak, Xiao Yue opened the envelope, "Tsk tsk, these two pieces of paper are really good for writing."

A girl next to her also started booing, "How dare you write a letter to Xu Dacai if you don't have two brushes."

"Give it to me, don't read it." Xu Qichen's tone sank a lot, and there was obvious displeasure on his face.

Seeing him like this, Xiao Yue felt stabbed in her heart, and her voice became shrill, "Isn't it just a love letter, why are you still protecting it? Could it be that you have changed your sex? You like girls again?"

Her words in a hurry were like a knife, cutting a big gash in Xu Qichen's chest.

Xu Qichen couldn't find it, his lips started to tremble, "Don't talk nonsense..."

"I'm talking nonsense? You think everyone is a fool. Who hasn't talked about it in private? If you don't like girls, don't pretend to be a flower protector. It's disgusting."

Xiao Yue threw the pink letter onto Xu Qichen's face, and then fell to the ground.

Xu Qichen stood in the aisle for a while before bending down to pick up the letter.

It turned out that what happened before didn't pass at all.

It turned into a seed, infiltrated by rumors in a dark corner, and grew wildly when he was lucky enough to cover his eyes, and grew into a treacherous plant that only he could not see.

Originally, all the insiders and suspects were only secretly exchanging information underground, carefully avoiding him as the client.But since the quarrel with Xiao Yue, they seemed to have found a way to discuss the matter openly, and no one cared about his thoughts anymore. Rumors finally turned into a viral way of contagion and spread outward without restraint.

"Hey, have you heard? Xu Qichen from class 4 is gay and likes men."

"Really, he used to be in the same class as me."

"Although I don't discriminate against this very much... um... But it still feels a bit weird to appear by my side."

"I'll go, the one in class 4 really likes men, I'm so scared."

"What are you afraid of? I like it if I can be a man."

"That's what I said, hahaha."

People always feel that they are just discussing in good faith, but everyone often ignores one point. A soft knife is also a knife, and it will hurt when it is stabbed.

Even when collecting homework, Xu Qichen couldn't help being teased with insinuations.

"You are the only one who hasn't handed in the reading training. Give it to me quickly. I'm going to the office."

The boy who was urged to do his homework was originally an underachiever, and he entered the key class only because of his connections. While playing games, he looked up at Xu Qichen, and said with a playful smile, "Class representative, let me discuss something with you. Look at me." I've never laughed at you behind your back, I'm different from them, you just think I'm so enlightened, you're accommodating?"

The boys around all laughed, exaggerating one by one.

Xu Qichen's face was pale, he clenched his back molars tightly, stood by his seat for a while, and then said in a hoarse voice, "Whatever you want, you can leave it to Teacher Zhang when the time comes."

He didn't have the courage to confront the girl who asked him to borrow the book, asking if he had leaked his privacy, and he didn't have the courage and energy to investigate the source of the rumor.

His ears began to be uncontrollable, and he heard people talking about the books he had read, someone talking about the same-sex movies he had seen, and what's more, looking for any corroborating evidence from the articles he had written and received acclaim. The clues of their conjecture.

No one is malicious, everyone is just sharing a secret.

Xu Qichen felt desperate. If he was dragged down by these speculative details, then he could calmly bring out those ridiculers hiding in the dark corners to confront them one by one and overthrow their "slander".But he can't.

Just like the heavy snow that he had been guilty of for many years, he could not deny that he was really excited and joyful for the snow disaster that buried many lives from the bottom of his heart.

He also couldn't deny that he really liked a boy.

In physical education class, Xu Qichen stood silently in the class line, people were too close to each other, so close that he had hallucinations, as if everyone's eyes were on him, or they were blatantly contemptuous, or Fake goodwill.

"Today is the physical test before the exam. You boys and girls are separated. The boys will test the push-ups first. In pairs, count each other. The same is true for the girls. They will test the sit-ups. I will go to the equipment room first."

The physical education teacher left after saying that they had broken up. Everyone hadn't dispersed yet. It was still the boy who refused to hand in his homework. He teased, "Don't put me and Xu Qichen together."

The boys in the back row laughed.

Xu Qichen still didn't speak, and there was no expression on his face.

Xia Xiqing, who has never come to class recently, went to physical education class uncharacteristically today. Hearing that boy say something like this behind him, he frowned and said, "Did your mother never teach you how to speak human? Why don't I bother you?" Xin, teach you how to be a human being?"

Xu Qichen tugged at Xia Xiqing's arm, and was about to speak, but the boy cursed back, "What I say is none of your business. If you help him like this, you won't be afraid that he will agree with you."

Everyone laughed again, Xia Xiqing shook off Xu Qichen's hand, rushed up and grabbed the man by the collar, and said in a low voice, "Who does someone like is none of your business? What are you jumping on?"

"I just can't understand homosexuality!"

"Who the hell made you used to it!" Xia Xiqing punched the man on the left side of the cheek and kicked him again, "Who do you think you are!"

The other students stepped forward and pulled the two of them apart. After the boy was beaten, he was even more relentless, and continued to curse, "Why are you so anxious about this? Could it be that you are also a homosexual yourself?" He spat out blood Mozi, "It's fucking disgusting."

"I don't understand. It has nothing to do with who you like. What's the point of arguing over there!" Xia Xiqing's arms were firmly held by two people, unable to move, "I just like a dog. About that dog!"

Everyone's focus was drawn away by the two of them, and Xu Qichen, who was at the center of the topic, stood aside, unable to do anything.

In the end, the matter turned into a fight and trouble, and I was stabbed to the teaching office.

The three people involved all entered the office. Xia Xiqing originally wanted to shoulder everything alone, but Xu Qichen bit down to death because of himself.

Originally, he was going to be given the punishment of staying in school for probation, but Zhang Zhengxin couldn't bear to see Xu Qichen like this, so he discussed with Director Wang about reducing the punishment in the name of an essay competition, but in the end it was nothing.

But no one expected that in the eyes of the students below, such a big event turned into a small matter, but it became a kind of cover between the teacher and the good student.

It's like a mutation of a virus, and it's been charged with a new crime.

Xia Zhixu, who was rushing back to Jingjian on the training bus, was full of anticipation. He had grown so big, and there had never been anyone he could miss so much. He felt that his heart was no longer in this body. lodged in another man's chest.

"Hey, Senior Xia, have you read the school's post?"

The junior who went to the training camp with him sat behind him, Xia Zhixu looked blank, "What's wrong with the post bar, I didn't take my mobile phone."

"I just saw it after leaving the camp. A classmate sent me a link to a post. It's about your same grade."

Xia Zhixu wasn't very interested, but his junior muttered, "Class 4 is a key liberal arts class, why is this..."

"Class 4? What's wrong with Class 4?" Xia Zhixu snatched the phone from his junior, and the page displayed on the screen was a post on the official post bar of Jingjian High School.

[Senior Year 4 ([-]) class head teacher has an ambiguous relationship with a male student, there are pictures and the truth, does the school not care about it? 】

Xia Zhixu frowned and flipped through the pages, and saw a photo, it was a student getting into a car, the photo was not clear, but Xia Zhixu recognized Xu Qichen at a glance, that car was also Zhang Zhengxin's car .

His back felt cold, and his fingers started to stiffen. When he flipped through the page, the main building actually listed all kinds of evidence against the two of them.

[Zhang Zhengxin conducted several office interviews with Xu Qichen in the name of composition tutoring. ]

[Xu Qichen participated in various competitions under the recommendation of Zhang Zhengxin. Zhang Zhengxin used his power for personal gain to fight for a recommended spot for him. ]

[Many people witnessed Xu Qichen getting into Zhang Zhengxin's car after school, and the two behaved intimately. ]

……

The following replies are even more terrifying. Various IDs are talking about the rumors between the two. Some people say that Zhang Zhengxin is very conniving with Xu Qichen. Negligence, some people said that Xu Qichen approached Zhang Zhengxin only because of the recommendation of the liberal arts class, and even led the class teacher to his home.

The junior stretched his head, seeing that Xia Zhixu's expression was getting more and more out of order, and his hands began to tremble, so he patted him, "Senior, are you okay? What's wrong with you?"

After getting off the car, Xia Zhixu rushed to the teaching building without even taking his bag, and climbed up the stairs desperately.

He didn't understand that he had only been away for a month, what would happen like this.

How could he have anything to do with Zhang Zhengxin? It's impossible.

He stopped at the gate of Class 4 and shouted inside, "Where is Xu Qichen!"

During dinner, there were only a small group of people in the class, and no one responded to him. Everyone looked at him silently as if they were watching a monster.

"Are they all dumb? Where's Xu Qichen?!"

Only then did one person say, "He didn't come to school today..."

Xia Zhixu leaned against the door of Class 4, gasping for breath. He looked at the people in this class coldly, and left the fifth floor without saying a word.

As late autumn approached, the wind blew on my face like a thin knife cutting.

When Chen Fang saw Xia Zhixu coming back, he immediately greeted him, "Zhixu, you're back." Seeing Xia Zhixu's expression was very strange, he asked cautiously, "Do you know about that..."

"Why did it become like this?" Xia Zhixu faced him with a puzzled and painful expression on his face, "I've only been away for a few days..."

Chen Fang thought that Xu Qichen was shocked because of Xu Qichen's sexuality, "I didn't expect that he actually likes... Forget it, let's not talk about it."

"Why didn't you tell me?" Xia Zhixu wiped his face, he urgently needed to know the truth, "Where is Xia Xiqing, where did he go?"

"Don't mention it, Xia Xiqing fought with a man in class 4 because of this matter. Director Wang called his father and brought him back." Chen Fang sighed, "It must be a surprise for his father to go back." You didn't run away after being beaten severely, and it's not like you don't know about the beatings since childhood."

Xia Zhixu's mind was very messed up, he didn't have a clue, he wanted to delete that post, he wanted to find out everyone who was ridiculing and spreading rumors, but he couldn't do it at all.

He didn't even dare to think about how Xu Qichen survived the month he was away.

"Hey! Where are you going?"

"I'm going to find Xu Qichen."

Chen Fang stopped his arm, "Don't go, listen to me. They all said that Director Wang went to his house today, and you will only make things more troublesome if you go there now."

"I know you have a good relationship with him, and I also know that Xu Qichen is not that kind of person. But calm down now, Xia Xiqing's side has already had an accident, and Xu Qichen won't want you to get involved."

When the two were talking, Li Ming, who was in the same class, said across the aisle, "Hey, you are still thinking about your 'good friend', so be careful, what if he pesters you."

He deliberately re-pronounced the word "good friend".

Xia Zhixu's eyes turned red all of a sudden, and he grabbed the chair at hand, and was hugged tightly by Chen Fang, "Don't! Calm down! Li Ming, don't say a few words! You are sick, aren't you?"

"Zhixu, calm down, if something happens to you, Xu Qichen will collapse."

Everyone in the class hid away. Xia Zhixu looked like a beast on the verge of madness, his chest heaved violently, and his eyes were fixed on Li Ming fiercely.

He will collapse.

Xia Zhixu finally put down the chair in his hand.

He didn't want to stay in this place for a moment.

He left the classroom silently, took the 729 bus they took together every day, and returned to the bus stop opposite their home.

When Director Wang came to the door, Xu Qichen was the only one at home.

He didn't lie and ask for leave to escape reality, he was sick.

Director Wang looked at him with complex eyes, and Xu Qichen knew in his heart that he was originally a good student who could win glory for Jingjian in his eyes, but in this month, everything changed, and he turned the whole Jingjian upside down. became the talk of all.

"Director Wang, drink some water." Xu Qichen handed him a cup of hot water, and sat on the sofa opposite.

"Xu Qichen, you are a good boy, I know it." Director Wang put the water on the table, "Actually, many of those rumors are just speculation, I can see clearly, and I also believe that you and Teacher Zhang have nothing to do. "

Xu Qichen licked his dry lower lip due to low fever, and said hoarsely, "Director, Mr. Zhang is innocent, please don't punish him, he really didn't do anything."

Director Wang sighed, "You also know that this incident has a very bad impact on our Jingjian. Now the whole school is discussing this incident. It also involves many people, like Xia Xiqing from your class, who could have won To add points, now because of fighting and making trouble, the leader said that he must be punished, and all awards will not be counted."

He knew what Director Wang meant, saying that Xia Xiqing was actually talking about himself.

"Look, there is one recommended quota for each of liberal arts and science. Xia Zhixu just participated in the training camp, and the recommendation for science is basically set. In liberal arts, you are the first one, whether it is an award or your usual results. Originally..."

Hearing the words Xia Zhixu from Director Wang's mouth, Xu Qichen started to suffer from tinnitus. He couldn't hear the rest of the words clearly, and only felt a dull pain in his chest.

Xia Zhixu's face appeared in front of his eyes, and he smiled happily, talking about the major he wanted to study in the future and what kind of person he wanted to be.

Fear began to erode Xu Qichen's will little by little.

He was so afraid, if things continued to deteriorate and expand, would Xia Zhixu be involved?

Will someone connect him with himself?

It will be, they are so good, many people know it.

He hardly remembered how he sent Director Wang out, nor how long he sat beside the bed in a daze after returning to his room.

When the low-grade fever that lasted for four days finally ended, he finally walked out of the house.

It was another rainy day, and he held an umbrella and walked to the bus station alone. He originally wanted to go back to school, but found a familiar figure standing by the station, holding a black bicycle that he had only seen once.

"Xu Qichen?"

Xia Zhixu could hardly believe his eyes. From the day he came back, he would wait here every morning, hoping that he would be able to wait for him that day, but when he finally did, he felt that it was his own illusion.

The person holding the umbrella in front of him lost a lot of weight, and the late autumn rain was like needles, densely piercing Xia Zhixu's body.

The black umbrella covered Xu Qichen, his footsteps seemed to be weak, and there was no sound when he stepped on the ground.

Xia Zhixu dropped his bicycle and walked in front of him. He had a lot of things to say to him, but they were all stuck in his throat. In the end, he could only ask with difficulty, "Are you okay?"

Xu Qichen looked up at him, his amber eyes were very gray, just like the sky now.

"I know those are rumors, I know, you and Mr. Zhang..."

The person in front of him seemed to have been stabbed severely by something, and said hoarsely, "No, I have nothing to do with him."

The sound of rain mixed with his voice, which made people feel chills.

"I know……"

"He was just pursuing my aunt. I explained it, but no one believed it."

He held the umbrella handle tightly with his hand, Xia Zhixu wanted to hug him, he had never thought like this for a moment.

"I believe, I believe everything you say."

As soon as he stretched out his hand, Xu Qichen took a step back, cowering in the corner like a tortured stray cat.

Xia Zhixu's hands trembled, and he finally took them back with a hoarse voice, "Even if you really are..."

"I'm not."

Xu Qichen lowered his head and muttered to himself, "I'm not, I'm not."

Such repeated statements seemed to convince him, he raised his head and looked into Xia Zhixu's eyes, "I'm not gay, I'm not."

Xia Zhixu choked his throat, looked at his red eyes, and nodded with difficulty, "I know, don't be afraid, I believe in you..."

A bus passed by, and Xu Qichen seemed like a drowning man who had struggled for a long time, and finally found a piece of driftwood. He didn't even look at the number of buses, and ran over directly.

When the car door opened, Xia Zhixu was in a panic. He followed Xu Qichen blankly and asked, "I believe you, so are we still friends?"

Xu Qichen got into the car without looking back, "I don't want to be friends with you anymore. I don't have any friends."

Xia Zhixu was stunned in front of the car door, unable to move his body.

It wasn't until the moment the car door closed that his out-of-body soul finally returned. He picked up the bicycle he had thrown on the ground, rode on it, and frantically chased the bus carrying Xu Qichen away.

"I don't agree! Xu Qichen, I don't agree!"

He shouted at the top of his voice, "You said we'd be friends forever! You said that!"

"I really believe you! If you say no, you won't. I believe everything you say! Stop!"

The rain drenched his coat and sweater, and his almost crazy heart.Everyone coming and going on the street looked sideways, as if they were watching his jokes.

The bus went farther and farther, and finally shrunk into a small light spot in the gray rain, and disappeared from sight.

Xia Zhixu finally stopped, stopped in front of the traffic light, he threw the bicycle aside, and the rain mixed with tears poured out uncontrollably.

He lowered his head and murmured, "What did I do wrong, you should tell me...why did it become like this..."

He slammed up on the isolation fence beside him, venting all his emotions.

"Who is your friend! Who the hell wants to be your friend!"

He didn't squat down slowly until he had no more strength left.

"I don't want to be friends with you..."

If I had known earlier, I would not have been friends in the first place.

Xia Zhixu, who had taken sick leave for a day, returned to the classroom in the evening self-study with no expression on his face.

It wasn't until after class that Chen Fang told him cautiously.

Xu Qichen changed schools.

Xia Zhixu seemed to be expecting it, he didn't show any emotional turmoil, and he didn't care where he transferred to another school, so he just replied lightly, "Let's go."

Good to go.

For many days afterwards, he was very calm, as if the name Xu Qichen had never appeared in his life, and he was still that little sun who was envied and yearned for by everyone.

Even Chen Fang thought he had let go.

Until the end of the term, the two of them just came out of the office and met a group of boys from Class 4, just passing by in the corridor.

I heard the man say, "Damn it, when will this punishment be over? That gay man just walked away, what the hell..."

Before he finished speaking, Xia Zhixu threw the stack of math study booklets in his hand on the ground, pressed the man against the railing in the corridor and beat him to death. With one punch, he couldn't dodge, lying on the ground vomiting blood.

No one can stop him.

Unsurprisingly, Xia Zhixu was called to the teaching office, together with the discharged boy and their parents.

Director Wang didn't want to punish him. After all, he was a rare good seed. He tried his best to mediate in the middle, and finally persuaded the parents of the other party, and chose the method of private mediation, asking Xia Zhixu to apologize to the boy who was beaten in person.

"I won't apologize." No matter how Director Wang persuaded, Xia Zhixu only had this one sentence.

"I know...how do you..."

"You teach students like this in a quiet and frugal manner? Are they still excellent students? What kind of character!"

Director Wang was a little anxious, "Xia Zhixu, you! Do you have to force the school to cancel your quota to be satisfied?!"

Xia Zhixu raised his head, looked at Director Wang, and said calmly, "If you have any quota, you can take it. I don't need to be recommended to be admitted to T University. I will do what I say."

Then he turned his face and stared at the boy.

"As for you, if I hear you say no to him again, I will see you once and hit you once until you remember."

After speaking, he walked out of the office.

Xia Zhixu was cancelled, and the matter was settled.

He found it ironic, obviously the other party had already left, but calmed down, he still found someone to inquire about Xu Qichen's news over and over again, wondering where he would go to study and where he would like to fill in his volunteers, especially as the college entrance examination approached. , the more flustered I feel.

But he forgot that Xu Qichen's only connection with this world is himself.

On the day he went to T University to report, he was standing at the school gate when he received a text message from Xia Xiqing.

[Xu Qichen stayed in the city, at W University, he asked me to say congratulations to you. ]