famine

The content of these messages sent by Cheng Hong one after another is really very informative. Jiang Xuan made a simple summary with the mentality of learning, and it took two political classes.

Summary [-]: Lu Yanlin is a classmate of Cheng Lang University, and she is on a blind date.Explain that there is no boyfriend - it doesn't matter if the relationship between a man and a woman is good or not.

Summary [-]: Cheng Hong will be back next week.

Cheng Lang will be back next week.

next week.

Come back next Monday, so there are two more days.

Come back next weekend, there will be nine days.

Jiang Xuan looked up at the political teacher who was said to be busy on a blind date. Not long after the bell rang for the end of get out of class, she had already packed her things and hugged her chest to go back to the office.Maybe he didn't have any doubts about the content of today's class, and he was not surrounded by people before he put down the chalk as usual.

When Jiang Xuan looked up, he saw her leaving back. Lu Yanlin's ponytail was dangling, and the tail of her hair was swaying in big waves. It swayed from side to side as she walked, trembling like coils of extremely elastic springs.

Just looking at the back, it's really pretty.

Jiang Tong's eyes moved, thinking of the beautiful face of the political teacher, and the phrase "Your political teacher is busy with a blind date", for some reason, he suddenly felt very relaxed, and there was a faint sense of relief.

Such a beautiful female teacher wants to go on a blind date.

Jiang Xuan didn't know why he wanted to laugh so much when he heard that Lu Yanlin was going on a blind date. His usual stable state of mind was like a bucket filled with water, not stable at all, and a lot of water overflowed from the side of the bucket.

Within a few days, he received a message from Cheng Hong, saying that he had booked a return ticket for next Tuesday at [-]:[-] pm.

Jiang Xuan flew away as soon as he heard it. Even though he didn't want to admit it, he really wanted to quickly compress all the time until next Tuesday, or simply clear it with one click, and then go to Doraemon and borrow a random door to go directly to Eucalyptus. Airport terminal.

But no.

No matter how much he looks forward to that day, he still has to live his life step by step, eating, sleeping, studying, and... dealing with his mother who has been in frequent contact with him recently.

It was Sunday, the weather was fine, and Jiang Xuan stayed in the dormitory to study.

Originally Brother Zhou was going out that day, and wanted him to take Zhou Hui to pick birds, but the itinerary was temporarily changed, so Brother Zhou took his nephew to the bird market. Refused for a reason.

So in the free day, he did study.

After doing five reading comprehension articles, he looked at the font on the paper that looked more and more blurred and looked more like worms, and suddenly became discouraged, put down the pen, and stopped doing it.

They have always been like this, they must be very serious when they study, and once they don't want to study, they put down the book very simply.

I took the mobile phone that was charging on the table but I don’t know why it is so attractive, and I stared at my face for a while, but the face recognition did not unlock it instantly as usual.

"Tsk," Jiang Xuan twitched the corners of his mouth, "You don't recognize me?"

I don't know if it's true, anyway, the screen lights up as soon as he finished speaking, and what appears directly in front of him is the WeChat interface.

There is a time behind the sticky chat box at the top of the interface, which marks the time of the last communication.

Ten forty.

Jiang Xuan glanced at the current time.

Twelve point five.

In fact, it doesn't matter if you put it on the top or not, anyway, there are only so many people in his WeChat, and ordinary people don't often chat with him.

The only two psychopaths are Wang Peng and... Cheng Hong doesn't chat with him often.

Thinking of this, Jiang Xuan laughed twice, clicked into the chat box again, and saw the last message.

[Cheng Lang]: Then work hard, I will go out with my colleagues.

The previous conversation ended here, and Jiang Xuan did not reply.

At that time, I wanted to reply, such as saying "goodbye" or sending a random emoji, but maybe there was a ghost in my heart, and I always felt that it was enough to talk about it. It might be a "goodbye" or whatever emoticon, that's not right, he really didn't want their chat to end with such a banal farewell.

If he didn't reply anything, Cheng Lang would think that he was still that cool guy who didn't talk much.

--perhaps.

Time goes back to the present.

Brother Ku looked at this sentence, and his heart turned a thousand times-would it be strange to reply now?

While thinking this way, he unconsciously clicked on the typing keyboard, his fingers hovering above the screen, wanting to send something.

When he realized how naive he was like this, before he had time to quit, a phone call came in.

It's mom again.

After Jiang Xuan finished answering the phone, the relaxed mood not long ago was gone forever.

He looked at the bottom chat box that was exposed after the call interface disappeared, his eyes dimmed, and he finally backed out without saying anything.

All the ups and downs that have happened in the past few days are like a transparent glass bowl filled with fine sand. I thought it was real, but when I picked up the bowl from the table and saw the fine sand scattered on the table, I realized The bowl is leaking.

Mother called one after another, sometimes calm, but also heartbreaking.Sometimes she gently asked him about his current situation, her tone was full of concern, and sometimes she spoke sarcastically and carefully.

—Her spirits are getting worse.

Jiang Xuan sat in silence for a long time. Wang Peng was the only one in the dormitory this week. With the curtains drawn on the bed, he couldn't hear the sound of mobile games. He guessed that he might not have woken up from hunger.

It took him less than 10 minutes to think about all his words and deeds, emotions, and preoccupations in recent days, and realized that madness might be contagious, or how could he become so abnormal.

Complacent, at ease, and forgetting what he is.

"Trash! Why didn't you die outside?!"

"Stop being hypocritical! You wish I could die!"

"When I die, you will be free! No one will hold you back!"

"But do you think you can really do whatever you want Jiang Xuan? If it weren't for you...you should go to hell with me!! I will definitely take you with me! Make you never leave me!"

"I gave birth to you, so you should stay with me, live with me, or die with me. If I don't live well, you can never be complacent."

At no moment did Jiang Xuan understand better than this moment that he is here, he has been here since he was a child, and he will be here for the rest of his life.He has always been used to and obeyed the rules of the cage, staying in the cage obediently, submissive, self-sufficient, unable to go anywhere, but at the same time, from the bottom of his heart, he thinks that he is extremely happy. Look at each other coldly, disdain to speak.

The scourge that was about to emerge in his heart seemed to have been poured a vat of sulfuric acid on his head, screaming and backing away.

How can a person like him have a shining angel?

Xiao thought it was all wrong.

[Cheng Lang]: I'm about to get on the plane, and I can finally come back.

[Jiang Thrush]: Yes.Is the capital fun?Did you take a lot of photos?

[Cheng Lang]: Fortunately, we elderly people are not very keen on playing, and we still feel comfortable at home.

[Cheng Lang]: I took a group photo, but the two colleagues took quite a lot, I'll show you when the time comes.

[Jiang Thrush]: Alright, I'll wait for you to come back.

[Jiang Thrush]: How did you come back after getting off the plane?

[Cheng Lang]: Let's take a taxi, the company doesn't care, my car is still at home.

[Jiang Thrush]: ok, be careful on the road.

In the noisy flower and bird market with people coming and going, the boy in a black sweater and peaked cap put his mobile phone back into his pocket, and continued to walk slowly with the pocket in his pocket. The flower and bird market is in the city, but it is small in scale and mostly private Those who come here for fun are really in the minority to make money, so this place is not as prosperous as the bird market in the suburbs.The people who come and go inside are basically middle-aged and elderly people, most of them are old men riding tricycles, bending over and looking down at the bird placed by the store at the door, stretching out their hands to tease it twice from time to time, and then raising their heads to the side of the store with legs up and trembling Inquire about a few words.

Jiang Xuan took two steps to take off his peaked cap. The sun was dazzling today, so he deliberately brought out the cap and adjusted it to a different size. Now he felt a lot looser, so he took it off and adjusted it again.

Suddenly there was no obstruction in front of his eyes, his eyes lit up and opened up a lot. He had already adjusted his hat, and when he was about to put it back on, he raised his head, his dark pupils moved, looked into the distance, and frowned.

The next moment he raised his foot and walked forward.

The flower and bird market is very small. In order to increase the utilization rate, a thin cloth curtain is used as a partition between adjacent stores. In front of the two opposite stores, everything possible is placed in front of their own things, so it is reserved for The place where people pass by is much narrower.

What Jiang Xuan saw were two people from the flower shop at the end.

At this moment, the two men, a man and a woman, turned their backs to him, leaving the backs of their heads.

The man was tall and thin, with slightly brown hair in curly curly pieces, and a small tail that was as long as his thumb on the back of his neck.

The first thing Jiang Xuan saw was his back, and the small tail was noticed later.

When he realized that he was only two steps away from these two people who seemed to be very close to each other, he slammed on the brakes.

A woman is a small bird, and she has to look up to meet a man's eyes.

From Jiang Xuan's angle, he could see her side face, and noticed that her cheeks were a little red, and her squinted eyes were full of stars.

"Let's buy roses, shall we?"

"The rose doesn't live long," said the man. "Let's buy a good one, or if you feed it to death again, your tears will drown me."

"Ah, why are you so annoying, don't mention this!"

"..."

Jiang Xuan stood behind the two of them like a puppet, and didn't come back to his senses for a long time.

Just when someone said "excuse me", he was called back to God.

He didn't look back, but just retreated to the side. He wanted to make way for others, but he forgot that the road under his feet was narrow. His temporary reaction seemed to be frightened, and he directly stepped on the flowerpot support at his feet.

The stand is slender, and the flower pot on it is a pot belly, which has been on the verge of falling for a long time, but it did not fall off in the end.

"Oh, look at the road!" The shopkeeper of the flower pot poked his head out from behind the glass counter, with a face full of blame.

But Jiang Xuan didn't seem to hear, just staring at the back of the head in a daze.

No.

——fortunately not.

Fortunately not.

When he recovered from his stupefaction, the couple in front of him walked away amidst the bickering, but the figure from the back that was exactly the same as someone's was always reflected in his eyes, and it didn't go away for a long time.

The noise in the ears resumed again, and the noise in front of the eyes was full again.

Jiang Xuan was still standing on the side of the half-person-high bracket, raised his hand to caress his forehead for a long time, touched his forehead again, and after feeling relieved, he found that he had been holding his breath, so his heart beat more and more frantically.

The author has something to say:

See you in the next chapter!I'm really in a hurry!The rhythm is not well controlled, these two people should have fallen in love long ago T_T