famine

Humans are very complex animals, unlike other intelligent creatures who live their lives carefree and full of food.Human thinking is very strange, and related explorations around people have never stopped.It is completely impossible for a person to just eat, drink and sleep in his life, his mind and thoughts will not allow it.

Human beings are powerful, but they are also very fragile. They are so fragile that after anything takes root in their hearts, they can't help thinking about it over and over again.

Jiang Xuan stared blankly all night, and didn't sit up until the wake-up call sounded in the school.

The area around the eye sockets was dry and astringent, as if someone had rubbed a lemon violently, and now he felt pain and itchiness even if he didn't open his eyes.

Thinking back to Cheng Lang in the video call yesterday, it seemed to be exactly the same as him.

Although the person shown in the camera will change after various treatments, becoming whiter, thinner, more beautiful and handsome, but Cheng Hong's skin is really good, so good that no matter how you deal with it, even the dimming of the light can't hide him The current black and blue.

The first time Jiang Xuan saw him, he knew that he was thin.

Obviously, he hadn't carefully observed Cheng Lang's face shape and figure before, but those data seemed to be engraved in his eyes, so that he could see everything with a hasty scan.

—Looks like he's really busy...?

Cheng Lang didn't say anything.

Why didn't Cheng Lang say anything?

Did he know something?

He only knew that they didn't meet and chat with each other every day before Cheng Hong's business trip, but at that time he knew that this person was here, working in Eucalyptus, and existed in a certain place. He didn't often think of Cheng Hong, and he still Going to school to review and sleep for exams, but the strange thing is that my heart is always peaceful.

Like no worries.

Anyway, I know you are here, if I make a phone call and send a WeChat message, there will be someone waiting.

...down-to-earth.

But now.

Jiang Xuan could feel that his heart was getting more and more flustered, and the degree of this panic increased exponentially as he couldn't hear from the other person and couldn't see the other person.

He is used to doing things and walking around alone, and he doesn't need other people to accompany and chat-it used to be like this.

But now it can't, it's very hard.

Jiang Xuan felt uneasy.

...Does he like Cheng Hong?

is it?

Like Cheng Lang?

He thought about it all night and couldn't nod his head in affirmation.It seemed that as long as he let go, something would shatter and collapse. He didn't know how to deal with such a scene, maybe he couldn't deal with it at all.

Compared to discovering that he might like a man, what Jiang Xuan didn't want to face was that this man turned out to be Cheng Hong.

If someone as humble as he knew...

Is there any way to curb this emotion?

...Like Cheng Hong, he doesn't care about anything, does he?Can it be like nothing happened?

Maybe this kind of feeling... this kind of feeling like being dependent on another person comes out of the blue, it arises suddenly, and it will go out by itself after a while, and then disappear without a trace.Then it will be the same as before... right?