Love Taker [Quick Transmigration]

There is no more embarrassing situation than now.

But Ivan didn't pay attention to him, just stood up, took out the custom-made suit from the closet, put on the clothes quickly, arranged the sleeves and neckline meticulously, and then looked at Xi Le's chest full of scars and trembling with pain. The sobbing man has become a very talented and capable president in the eyes of outsiders.

He was about to leave the door without saying a word, but suddenly stopped, "That script will be yours." When he was speaking, Xi Le realized how hoarse his voice was, "I will increase the investment and let them Make you the main character."

The system said bitterly in its heart: "Well, although the process is different, the goal of the side mission has been achieved."

let him go-

Now that the mission is complete, let him go.

Clearly consciously admonishing himself like this, but looking at Ivan's cold and ruthless side face and dark black eyes that he didn't even look over, Xi Le had already stepped forward quickly before he realized what a stupid thing he had done, and pulled him back. Ivan's sleeve.

His black eyes widened suddenly, and he turned his head in astonishment, staring at him.

It wasn't until this time that Xi Le suddenly realized that the other party hadn't changed. He had obviously changed from the taciturn and awkward brat to the frivolous and arrogant president in the eyes of outsiders who relied on family power to do whatever he wanted. However, those small details, for example--

When frightened, the little habit of staring at each other anxiously and fearfully like a cat, this detail has never changed.

He is, Evan.

"Evan."

Xi Le categorically called him by name as if declaring some fact.

"……What's up?"

Evan looked away awkwardly.

He frowned tightly, impatiently trying to pull the sleeve away from Xi Le's hand, but he was just hiding the confusion in his heart.

Xi Le laughed at these things that only she knew, approached suddenly, and gently kissed Ivan's cheek in his wide-open eyes.

"Good morning." He said, "...and, long time no see."

The man is staring at him.

Then, he looked away again.

"...Long time no see." Responded awkwardly.

"You are amazing, host." The system looked at the favorability bar that had risen again, and sighed.

——So Xi Le finally managed to get close to his target.

The grown-up Ivan is indeed quite different from what he remembered, but since the appearance of Xi Le, he seems to have really completely given up on the flirtatious outsiders in the past. In the eyes of outsiders, it is as if he has changed his gender. His new favorite artist.

Resources, works, awards, reputation.

Obviously demanding, but as long as the artist Xi Le asks, Mr. Yi, who used to carelessly play with the hearts of other artists, will give him everything he needs.

Soon, Xi Le watched his career and relationship lines continue to rise, and soon produced a bunch of well-received and well-received works. With the sunny and innocent youth personality, he quickly gained a large number of fans.

And Ivan would always appear on the set where he was acting, quietly watching his filming.

Although the system told him that he should hang on to the scumbag at this time, learn how to say no to welcome, and let him know that he is not that important, but whenever Xi Le sees his figure, he can't help but run to his side and talk to the other party. Happily chatting about various things encountered on the set recently.

Xi Le would laugh non-stop if he talked about any interesting topic, so Ivan saw his smile and smiled slightly.

That was a real smile that was different from what he showed in front of other people.

Whenever seeing that kind of smile, Xi Le would have some hopes and expectations in his heart.

But it didn't work.

Yiwen still went to see a psychiatrist every week, and kept taking medicine in secret, and kept self-harming. Although he pretended to be ignorant of these, Xi Le, who had been watching in secret, knew everything about it.

... what am I doing.

Whenever the system complained about his lack of progress, Xi Le would feel a little confused.

As for Yiwen's suicidal impulse, he should be happy to see him succeed. It would be considered unprofessional if he didn't even give a boost to it. Why would he have the opposite...expectation in his heart?

Ivan opened his eyes, Ivan looked at him, and Ivan smiled.

But from that smile, he felt pain complicatedly.

Why, haven't I already returned to you?

Why, are you still in so much pain?Why don't you smile happily?so--

Do you really love me?

How many times, Xi Le wanted to reach out and grab the other party's collar, asking Ivan this question angrily.

But in the end, after Ivan noticed his long-term gaze, he lost the courage to be so angry in his puzzled eyes. He could only hold the arm of his own president, show a bright smile, and play the role of a soft little white man. Raiders received the image, and said nonchalantly, "Come and take a picture?"

However, time does not follow his will. With the progress of the task step by step, Xi Le finally filled up the star luck value of the career line, and successfully won an award that is quite influential even in the world. won the title of actor.

Fame and fortune.

This is in line with the wish of the little artist who was crossed by him.

Sitting in the special guest seat under the award ceremony, Yi Wen coldly looked at Xi Le, who was receiving the award on the stage, with a bright smile and selling sunny and innocent characters.

So what is the existence value of such things as abuse, he really can't understand, but it seems that he is delivering to the recipients in each world what "fate" said should belong to their fate It's just worthless, boring stuff.

Not everything in this world needs meaning, and in the end it is just to satisfy temporary thoughts and desires.

However, such things as abuse of scum are really wonderful, because they know what will happen in the future, so with the superiority of those who know the future, they condemn things that have not yet happened.Playing the role of a judge, punishing things that haven't happened all by personal will.

Even in the judiciary, it is acquiesced that things that have not yet happened cannot be convicted, and even subjective intentions must be mitigated or given a lighter punishment based on preparation, suspension, and attempt. As long as negligent cases do not happen and cause losses, they will never be punished. Convicted.

But as long as it is abuse of scum, it will play a condescending sense of moral superiority and the role of the first judge with peace of mind.

Letting go is much more interesting than constant entanglement. A life that truly belongs to a person will never live for others.

Whether it is love or hatred, even if you give equal affection, you must live proudly in the end, never giving extremes, and never relying on them.

No one has to rely on others to live, and no one has a blurred face, except for loving a fixed person, there is no value in existence, because he knows this, so even if he plays the role of the so-called scumbag in some worlds When it comes to roles, he never hesitates.

You must be able to live—

Although he is carrying pain, he will definitely be able to live, and one day, he will be able to break free from such fetters and turn "experience" into "memory" again.

But even if he couldn't, he didn't deny the pain he caused.

Nothing special, nothing to judge, and no way to judge the value of the other party's behavior with a sense of superiority, because he himself is just one of them.Everyone is playing the emotional game.

...But how should I put it, it's really interesting to play this kind of scumbag role for the first time.

Yiwen smiled slightly and looked at Xi Le, who was speaking the award speech, and looked away casually, but felt someone sitting down beside him suddenly.

He looked up in surprise.

"You look better when you smile than when you don't."

It was a foreign woman with blond hair and blue eyes, probably a foreign movie star who attended the awards ceremony.

Ivan recalled it for a while, but he didn't recognize it from the people he knew, so he naturally raised the corners of his mouth, wanting to return a polite and gentle smile.

As a result, the lips were pressed down by the slender and soft fingers.

Under Ivan's surprised gaze, the woman smiled and said to him: "However, only when you really smile. A fake smile doesn't look as good as your real smile."

"A real smile can't be shown casually." Ivan moved his head politely, let the other party's fingers move away from his lips, and said regretfully to the other party, "What's more, you need to know that the smile It is the least costly way to show friendliness to each other, and few people would say something like my smile is too fake."

"of course."

The woman looked at him and said sincerely, "Even if you smile falsely, you are still very good-looking. No woman can escape your charm...maybe including men?"

Ivan chuckled, "Including you?"

The woman blinked at him innocently: "Maybe if you smile at me, I will give you my heart?"

"Then I don't need it." Ivan couldn't help laughing. He pointed to Xi Le on the stage and said casually, "I already have a boyfriend. How about it? He's also handsome, right?"

The woman looked at Xi Le when she heard the words, and then suddenly smiled: "He is indeed handsome...but he doesn't seem to be very friendly to me."

Ivan was stunned for a moment, followed the woman's eyes to look at the stage, only to notice that Xi Le had been staring in this direction for some time, and although he was still speaking heartily about his acceptance speech, his expression was wrong no matter what he looked at. .

It's like rushing off the stage in the next moment.

Ivan shrugged: "Maybe it's just that he appreciates your beauty. You are very attractive, miss."

"Maybe he appreciates your beauty more." The woman returned him with a smile, and then, amidst the applause around—probably because Xi Le's award speech was finally over—she suddenly approached him, clinging to his A light kiss on the lips.

Then, in Ivan's eyes widened in surprise, he let out a silver bell-like laugh and left.

In the end, he forced himself to thank several colleagues who thanked him, and Xi Le, who squeezed over but happened to bump into this scene, was about to explode.He hurriedly sat next to Ivan, seeing him still stroking his lips, feeling lost, felt very uncomfortable.

"How could you let her kiss you." Xi Le said unhappily, "If the camera caught it, it would not be good news."

"I've had many lovers, it's not enough to make me headlines, Xi Le." Ivan replied calmly, "But this time, I will probably declare that I finally ended the rare state of infatuation and started to be in love again Find a new lover."

……Again.

Xie Le frowned.

Yiwen would often fall into this state of abandoning himself, mocking his own life like a third person. He never showed this in front of outsiders, and only in front of Xi Le would he show some signs.

He should be secretly delighted, this shows that Zha Gong trusts him and is willing to show his true self in front of him, and that he is different.

But Schiller doesn't like this kind of thing.

It was obviously something he wanted to do, but Xi Le didn't like it at all.

He could only forcefully suppress the hostility in his heart, tried to smile, and said, "But you are with me now, aren't you? I'm back, and I won't leave you again."

He never told Ivan that the reason why he has remained the same age for so many years, and Ivan never pursued it.

Maybe he knows it. According to his power, he can easily find out the background of Xi Le, a once infamous artist. What's more, with the increase of Xi Le's fame, how is his family poor and how he entertained for several years? The ups and downs of the bottom of the circle and then the sudden rise have become popular among fans and the Internet as an inspirational example.

The kind that can be used as text material can be said to be very useful.

However, for Ivan, it seemed that he never cared where Xi Le came from, nor did he care why he appeared in his life.

"This is the halo of Zha Gong Jiang Zhi!" The system and he swore.

But Xi Le felt that there was always a kind of uneasiness and fear that he couldn't describe.

...As if, that person doesn't care about anything anymore.

Ivan quietly watched the next award winner delivering his acceptance speech, and looked sideways, his eyes were as dark as when he was a child, but it seemed that he didn't see anything in, swallowing all reflections like nightwing.

Then, Xi Le heard him speak in a very cold outsider's tone.

"You know what, Sheeler?"

"As a child, I used to wish I was dead."

☆, the sixth year of molesting scumbags

Knife and fork cutting steak.

Click click.

Quiet, save for the sound of blades hitting plates.

Xi Le looked up at Ivan who was sitting opposite, and the latter noticed his gaze, raised his head, just met his gaze, raised the corners of his mouth, and smiled slightly: "How is the taste? The business partner of the previous contract Recommended restaurant."

The handsome president asked with a concerned look, "Don't you like it?"

To make Mr. Yi, who has always been sentimental and frivolous, guard his body like a jade, and still be so caring, if others see it, he will be shocked. Then, he is able to make this person who is obviously very romantic, but still makes people feel like a mountain snow lotus The guy with such soft eyes feels extremely jealous.

What's more, everyone knows Mr. Yi has found his true destiny, and he is determined not to accept anyone else.

But Xi Le just felt an indescribable sense of boredom.

The atmosphere...was too depressing.

When I was alone with Yiwen, I would sometimes fall into such a depression. It was obvious that the other party was dedicated and caring, but he was always sensitive to this matter.

What's more, it was precisely because he was very aware of the reason for this depression that he felt even more irritable.

However, Xi Le's mood is already bad enough, and the system is still chattering in his heart: "Host, that, I just checked the progress bar of Slag Gong's favorability, and it has been successfully filled up, the career line has been completed, and now we are starting to prepare Scumbag..."

Abuse?

The fork in Xi Le's hand accidentally knocked on the plate, making a sharp sound.

He was about to question the system in astonishment, but when he saw Ivan's surprised and worried eyes after hearing the movement here, he hurriedly tried to smile at him in a panic, indicating that there was nothing wrong with him, and then continued to pursue the other side of his heart. a voice.

He is miserable enough now, but still abuse him?

The system said pitifully in Xi Le's heart: "But a scumbag is a scumbag. If you don't torture him physically and mentally, we won't be able to complete the mission..."

...what if I don't do the task?

"Then the host will stay in this world forever." The system advised him sincerely, "This is very miserable."

stay in this world forever?

Xi Le's confused eyes glanced at Ivan who was cutting the steak on the plate, and his heart was in a state of confusion.

Stay in this world that doesn't belong to him and is also played by him as a game?

"What's more, Slag Gong is just a strategy character to the host after all. To the host who is independent of this world, even if he dies, he is not really dead."

The system clumsily tried to convince him, "This kind of limitation is only for mortals who can only walk along the same timeline, such as hosts, who can rely on me to skip time at will. In fact, people are dead or alive. It doesn't matter, there is always a point in time when Zha Gong is still alive..."

What the hell theory is this.

Xi Le just wanted to laugh.

"Sill?"

Evan was calling him.

The system in his mind was still urging him to abuse the scum earlier, Xi Le raised his head in a daze and panic, and replied with a guilty conscience: "What's wrong?"

The man looked at him with dark eyes.

"If you want to do something, do it."

What did he notice? !

In Xi Le's frightened and widened eyes——

"I'll always be on your side." That frivolous but indifferent, passionate and ruthless man showed a gentle smile in front of him, "You are the most important thing to me. "

Most importantly.

Like a thorn in his heart.

What should have been sweet words made him nauseous, so nauseous that he was about to burst into tears.

...that's stupid.

How can this person be so stupid... so stupid that he can be so gentle to those who want to hurt him.

But he could only act as if nothing had happened bitterly, and said, "It's nothing."

When the banquet was over, Xi Le's exit was so flustered that it was almost like fleeing. Ivan watched his back in confusion until the other party's figure disappeared completely, then lowered his head and leisurely wiped his face with a napkin. Mouth.

Well, the next thing to do is to prepare first.

After all...he doesn't have a systematic gold finger that can resist pain. In order to reduce unnecessary pain, it is easier to carefully create the appearance of scars.

But... Sure enough, Xi Le's system relies on detecting psychology to judge favorability. It's like a lie detector. As long as you moderately regulate your psychology and control your emotions within a reasonable range, you can deal with it. The easiest way to do this is to simulate your own inner world, in short, to deceive yourself.

I love him.

I hate him.

I long for him.

Assume a personality appearance for yourself, shake and suffer from the heart because of love and hate, but the real self has become the outside of the body, watching the play with a cold eye, and can easily recreate this hypocrisy and reality when the end is over. Shallow personality erased.

It's just acting.

As long as you rely on this method, you can deal with psychological problems, whether it is favorability or pain.

The stage is set.

From now on, I am an actor on this stage.

But... Xi Le, are you ready?

Xi Le is currently busy with the filming of an influential film with original IP.

According to the company's hopes for this film, he should have used this film to get another Best Actor.However, because it was adapted from an IP, it paid great attention to the fan effect. It was originally planned to let Xi Le and the actress of this film stir up some scandals outside the film, and sell some scandals that fans screamed.

However, when the producer came to find Xi Le's agent with a plan, the latter could only hint to them with a embarrassed but faintly showing off expression that Xi Le could not do this because the behind him The patron, Ivan, would never agree.

"Is that... Boss Yi?"

The producer was horrified, secretly slandering that it's no wonder the film king has risen so fast recently, it turns out that there is a steel-hard gold master.

He was about to leave with regret, but saw Xi Le who was sitting on the recliner behind sat up, took off his sunglasses, and showed a smile that would make his fans scream and suffocate.

"I know." He said casually, "It's just a scandal, I agree."

The intimacy in public, the communication on social media, the jokes on variety shows, after the public is used to the relationship between them, they will occasionally make a few colorful jokes together in the media.

Although it was true that he lost a group of girlfriend fans at the beginning, Xi Le was not just an idol school from the beginning, but a career line that challenged both appearance and acting skills, not to mention that there was a system to help him open his golden fingers. Just stop the public opinion in time.

In this period when the business has already relied on the system to stabilize, it didn't take long for Xi Le's fans to get used to eating dog food and screaming in the Weibo comments of the two intimate conversations every day.

Smiles, side faces, doting eyes.

But with the sweetness maintained like this, Xi Le felt more and more uneasy.

Evan showed up less and less.

No, it would be better to say that Yi Wen completely disappeared from his life after he ambiguously stated on Weibo whether the actress was his girlfriend or not.

Obviously, I would come to see him on the set before, ask him about his recent situation, and talk to him about recent life and career with a smile.Xi Le sometimes prefers that the other party return to the old flirtatious way again, and go out to have fun outside to get revenge for his cheating without a word of explanation.

But, nothing.

Even more empty than before, quiet, still go to the company, still don't come to see him, like a deep valley, even if you throw a stone into it, there is no response.

Empty.

When he was resting, he was lying in his lounge, playing with his mobile phone in a confused and boring way. The more he swiped Weibo, the more bored he became. When he opened the photos, there was a separate photo album in it, full of photos of him and Ivan.

In the photo, he was leaning on the man's shoulder, holding the man's sleeve with his hands, and smiling brightly at the camera. Yiwen was unresponsive, and the moment he pressed the selfie button, he was slow and looked at him in surprise.

Sweet as a lover.

Xi Le's fingers suddenly paused on his eyes with a presumptuous smile for a long time, and then he showed a wry smile.

What a joke.

The look in the eyes of this stupid guy who is totally addicted to love.

Distraught, he closed the photo album, opened the message, frowned and deleted the message the actress had just sent him.

You obviously said that scandals are scandals, so don't pester me in private.With an impatient expression, he was about to send a message to the director saying that he didn't want to go to the set in the afternoon, but accidentally clicked on the communication record with Yiwen.

The system suddenly wanted to stop him in astonishment: "Hey, wait, the host...!!" [I have already found someone I like]

[Thinking about it now, women are still better than men, it’s too strange to be with you, you can’t get married, and you can’t have future generations. Moreover, if my fans know about homosexuality, they will definitely think it’s disgusting]

[Let's break up, Evan.I wish you happiness. ]

"..." Xi Le gritted his teeth and shouted after being dazed, "386!"

He didn't remember that he had sent such a message at all. It was proper that 386 thought his progress was too slow and directly promoted the process of abuse of scum by himself!

Then the system has shrunk into his consciousness, pretending that I don't exist, I don't exist.jpg.

Xi Le was so angry that his lips were trembling. He looked at the three messages repeatedly, and noticed that the time when the messages were sent was the last day Ivan contacted him.

At that time... his voice was tired.

But Xi Le regarded this as one of the steps to abuse his heart, and with complicated feelings, he just let it go.

What the hell am I doing?

I watched those messages repeatedly, but there was no reply below, but Xi Le knew that that person must have seen it. Ivan, who had been extremely dependent on him since he was a child, would pay close attention to any news from him.

What the hell am I... doing?

Always playing the dual roles of victim and perpetrator, even if you have some emotions in your heart, if you don't do anything, isn't it meaningless? !

Xie Le stood up abruptly.

Asked for leave with the crew, and drove back from the set to Ivan's house in a hurry.

At this moment, Xi Le, the original attacker, was slow to realize one fact.

In this case……

Compared to you who was called a scumbag by the system, am I not a scumbag?

Not long after their reunion, Ivan gave him the keys to his house, but Xi Le didn't like the gloomy atmosphere in this family's mansion and had never been there.

Feels like a quaint mansion.

The interior layout is obviously very new, and it is not the kind of ancient castle with a long history. The servants also cleaned the interior quickly, and the sunlight streamed down from the drawn curtains, flooding the house with brilliant light.

However, it feels too cold and stale.

Walking in it, Xi Le suddenly realized that the atmosphere here itself gave off a depressing feeling.Always felt lonely and hostile.

…Ivan grew up in this place alone after his parents passed away.

Hurrying up the corridor, he knocked open the bedroom door.

In the bedroom, yes, it is full of photos of the house.

All are pictures of the two of them.

There was also a man lying on the bed, panting low and breathing more and more weakly.

The room smelled of blood, and Xi Le's bewildered eyes circled around the room until they froze on the edge of the bed frame.

There was blood, and blood was dripping from the bed frame, forming a small pool of blood on the ground.

There was a blank in his mind, as if his thinking had been cut off, his consciousness froze for a moment, and then, before he even realized what he was doing, his body had already taken action.

He rushed in.

He took Ivan's hand.

It's all, blood.

"Xi...Le..."

The smiling person who stared at him with blurred eyes slowly closed his eyes.

……

As a result, Evan ended up in the hospital.

The president of such a large chaebol was sent to the hospital urgently because of suicide. If the news that he was about to die hadn't been rescued in time, it would definitely affect the company's stock market. rescue.

But all of this meant nothing to Xi Le.

He just sat on the bench outside the emergency room, panting, with his eyes open, staring unconsciously at the white floor.

One of Ivan's secretaries had been here before, but he didn't speak to him. He just gave him a cold look, snorted, and turned to leave.

But Xi Le would prefer that she sarcastically say a few words to herself.

"Well, host, you were almost going to complete the task..." Although the system knew that it seemed to have angered the host, it didn't realize what it had done wrong, and kept chattering at Xi Le, "Although the scum Gong hasn't told you I love you yet, but as long as he commits suicide, he can barely get a B rating, there's absolutely no need to save him..."

Yes.

If I don't save him.

If at that time, I didn't rush into his bedroom in a hurry and panic.

Evan, he should have been lying in that room, quietly, to get him—

Or rather, get the death I want.

Then how long has passed.

When the nurse came, she said that the patient was awake.You can go see him.

Xi Le opened his confused eyes, looked at the nurse dully, and then suddenly realized something, pulled himself to the bathroom, and washed his pale and haggard face with water.

At least let Ivan see the vitality of life force, let him know the beauty of this world.

He encouraged himself in the mirror, showing a hearty smile as usual, resisting the urge to escape, forcing himself into the ward——

The man in the hospital bed was leaning there, staring at the blue sky outside the window.

That unrestrained face with a wanton and frivolous smile once again returned to the expressionless and emotionless face that Xi Le was really familiar with when he was a child. After sensing his footsteps, his dark eyes looked at him.

Xi Le almost ran away.

He seemed to see the child standing in front of him again, and it wasn't until Ivan spoke that he was pulled out of the illusion.

"Sill."

The man calls his name.

Xi Le walked to the side of the hospital bed, sat on the soft white quilt, faced the man's dark black eyes, suddenly stretched out her hand, and carefully touched his eyebrows and eyes, carefully drawing, as if comforting, but also like Confused.

It's like touching something that will shatter if you touch it.

Ivan made a soft sound, then suddenly reached out and grabbed his hand, pressing his hand to his face like this, covering his dark eyes.

He is panting.

Xi Le noticed.

"do not look at me."

That very light, indistinct voice.

"do not look at me."

The palms holding his eyes were constantly moistening.

But the corner of the man's mouth was smiling.

"Don't look at me, Xi Le...don't look at me."

386 told him timidly in his consciousness that Zha Gong's pain value was constantly rising.

It wasn't until this time that Xi Le suddenly realized.

That is pain.

The person he captured was in pain.

and so--

What the hell is he, dependent on other people's pain, alive, monster.

☆, the seventh year of molesting scumbags

Crazy man, loyal dog, blackened, sick and delicate.

Kneeling and licking, crying, begging to be touched, asking for compensation——

As Xi Le got along with him, she gradually understood that these were very difficult things for Yiwen.

Although he is defined by the system as a scumbag who should be cruel and heinous, he is very restrained emotionally.He always keeps his feelings secret, to some extent, it can be said to be cold and cruel.

Although he is very contemptuous of other people's feelings, he doesn't take himself seriously more than he treats outsiders.

Xi Le gradually understood why Yiwen was called a scumbag.

His childhood feelings made him unwilling to believe that there is true love in the world, and he also does not believe in the kindness of others.Even in the original world where the silly white sweet original owner existed, Yiwen—the so-called slag Gong—just casually played emotional games with other people, and gained short-lived love from such a so-called lover relationship that both parties knew well. Joy and comfort.

So don't tell him the truth, don't pester him, don't declare that I am sincere to you, why should you turn a blind eye.

Because that man won't believe it, or even if he already believes it in his heart, he still won't admit it.When he gives love to someone, even the words of love themselves make him feel pain.

For him who doesn't trust anyone, love is pain, so exchanging love with Ivan is like stabbing his body with a knife that goes deep to the bone.

Such a person is a scumbag that the system can identify.

"I see." He said with a casual smile to the silly white sweet original owner who came to confess his love, and the president who held another lover in his arms had a bored expression, completely unaware that he was selected by the abused scum system because of this.

Knowing is enough.

You can't ask for too many things... because that is harm.

"Evan?"

Walking into the ward, holding the chicken soup in an insulated box in his hand, Xi Le pointed to his hand, showed a bright smile, and called the person on the bed, "I made chicken soup, do you want it? "

Black eyes looked at him quietly.

"...Since you brought it here, isn't it just for me to eat?"

After a moment of silence, Ivan looked at him with a slight smile.

Against the sunny face outside the window, his smile made Xi Le's heart feel as if something had gently scooped it up, as if the already deep lake had ripples easily created, layer by layer, mirror-like The surface is also broken like water.

"Of course, even if I don't eat it, I will give it to you." Xi Le squeezed to Ivan's side, winking at him, "But...you are willing to give me a sip of soup if you eat meat?"

Ivan made a serious look and thought for a moment: "Well, I can think about it."

"It's too much!"

Xi Le complained exaggeratedly and saw Ivan smiling at him.

... The more pain there is, the more patient it is.

This person in front of him is such an existence.Obviously in front of him, he is smiling now, there is no haze, as if the previous experience of suicide has been relieved, and he no longer cares about it.

But that's just an appearance.

Whenever I see him laughing, Xi Le, who pretends to be nonchalant, can always hear the system timidly reminding him from his heart that the pain value of Zha Gong has risen again, and then he can only clean up his cold hope. Work hard and show more bright smiles again.

Don't let him know.

Although I have faintly realized that my host's emotions have become more and more