Love Taker [Quick Transmigration]
Chapter 68 The fifth command to tame the rose
I... can't love anyone else.Therefore, it is better to make the boundaries clear from the beginning. "
He said things that shouldn't belong to a child of this age.
The eyelashes are black and long, fluttering lightly, and the corners of the pursed lips are like cold sharp blades, but it makes people feel that as long as you reach out your hand, your heart will become soft enough to be easily stabbed.
The child is still, no matter what the situation is, it will not cry.
But Xi Le felt inexplicably that he was actually very sad.
He couldn't tell what kind of mood he was in. He should strike while the iron is hot and become the only special existence in the other party's eyes, but his throat seemed to be blocked, and he suddenly realized, could this be the future Ivan would fall in love with? Is that the reason for the white moonlight?
Because that person is dead, because that person will not hurt him again, and he will not ask for anything in return. When a person loves a dead person, there is no need to give the other party something in return.
He suddenly didn't know what he wanted to do in order to let the boy in front of him die by himself.
Because he was originally standing on the boundary of death.
The mouth that used to be able to speak sweetly was suddenly so bitter that he couldn't utter a word. After a long time, Xi Le sighed in a low voice, and gently patted his head: "...Then, from now on, try to learn to love."
When they returned home, Xi Le sorted out the things that Ivan was going to bring when he went back, but when it was time to leave, the boy was still huddled by the desk in the study room, flipping through books, not knowing what he was reading.
Xi Le poked his head out from the door to look, thought for a while, then walked over, stood behind him and said, "It's about time?"
"Xi Le." The boy called his name.
Xi Le was stunned for a moment, not understanding the reason why the other party called his name suddenly, and hummed curiously, but heard the young man recite in that childish voice: "The sun is hugging the earth tightly, and the moonlight is kissing the sea waves." .”
He raised his head and looked at Xi Le's lowered face from below.
"But what good are all these kisses, if you won't kiss me."
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The author has something to say: The sun embraces the earth tightly *: Shelley's "Philosophy of Love" is actually a reverse strategy in the name of learning love.
☆, the third year of molesting scumbags
In Xi Le's day-to-day feeding and education, although on the surface, Ivan's attitude towards him has not changed, but the system prompts that Zha Gong's affection for him is getting higher and higher.
Until it was confirmed that Ivan's feelings for him were even deeper than those for Bai Yueguang before his rebirth, the system finally reminded him that he could pull the timeline and leave from this point in time.
"When we get back to the plot, we can get the kneeling and licking of the target of the capture, and have a deep sadomasochistic relationship with the scumbag! Then keep maxing out the pain value of the target of the capture and successfully complete the task!"
...Leaving Ivan here alone?
Xi Le froze for a moment, obviously he had completed an important step in the mission, but he was a little dazed.
I thought about that child's hand that squeezed the hem of his clothes every time he walked with him, and wondered how dazed and desperate the other party would be if I broke away from this point in time now.
"Don't be soft-hearted to the scumbag, host!" The system was heartbroken, "Ivan's big scumbag is an out-and-out big scumbag, the country is easy to change, and the nature is hard to change. When you leave, he will continue to find new toys. Only when you reappear as his Bai Yueguang, can you abuse him properly at this time, besides, this is also part of the process of torturing him, this scumbag has played with countless people's hearts, and even killed the original owner!"
But he didn't notice that sentence, he just noticed that Ivan would look for new playthings.
An uncomfortable feeling lingered in her heart, Xi Le frowned, and could only attribute all this to habitual dependence.
After all, this was his first task, and it was too easy to be weak.
... After all, only in this way can he have a reason to abuse him logically.
Or, can that be considered a reason?
Although the system has been urging him to have a vigorous farewell, Xi Le decided to leave silently at night by himself.
Ivan sometimes sleeps in his room at night, and when he wakes up the next day, he can't be found anywhere in the room. That kind of bewilderment and despair after hope can barely meet the system's heart-abusing task Did you ask for it?
The night outside the window is thick, and the moonlight shines on the window sill.
He took a deep breath, and was about to order the system to leave at this time, but he heard the person behind him say, "Are you leaving?"
"...!"
Xi Le turned her head in astonishment, and saw Ivan standing at the door of the bedroom in pajamas, his black eyes were quietly looking at him.
He forced a smile and said, "No, my brother just came here to blow some air, uh, I'm a little insomnia." By the way, he scolded the system in his heart, did the promised slag Gong fall asleep? !
But Ivan didn't listen to him, and just said: "You... are leaving, I can feel it, and it really is," his voice sank, "There is nothing mine."
Xi Le opened his mouth, but didn't know what to say.
"Obviously those people told me that you are weird, and I also know that you are weird. You can't find out your real identity, and you suddenly appeared in this world. You have no friends or family, and you live just for me..." Yi Wen's voice was vague. In a trance, "But sometimes I also have a little greedy thoughts, maybe you appeared in this world just for me?"
Although Ivan was always expressionless, Xi Le was wonderfully aware of the confusion in his heart.
Obviously I can feel something is wrong, but because it is the only salvation and warmth, I am willing to break free, even if I know it is a lie, I am willing to indulge myself in it.
As soon as his mood changed, the system hurriedly urged in his heart: "Oh, host, host, the time-space portal has been opened, hurry up and drive him away, and don't let the slag Gong feel that we are wrong! Don't be soft-hearted! ! When we go through the time gate, we will be able to see the grown-up Slag Gong again!"
Before Xi Le had time to say anything, Ivan showed a slight mocking smile as if he saw the embarrassment in his heart.
However, it was calm and tolerant after all, and even that little bit of ridicule seemed to be self-deprecating.
It's still rare to see him smile.
Xi Le suddenly lost his mind.
"If brother wants to leave, just leave. I'm alone, and it's fine."
"It was my brother who saved me in the forest, it was my brother who helped me, it was my brother who raised me, it was my brother who worried about me, it was my brother who took care of me, my brother liked me, and my brother wanted to use me, all these I know very well. "
"The cartoons I watched with you, the boring and childish animals turned into people, the books I read for my brother, and the result is that I still can't understand love. The volleyball I played with my brother, obviously the opponent is a child, But it was so hard that I was smashed and fell to the ground."
"I... don't know you. Even if I try hard to understand, I still don't understand you in the end. My brother seems to exist for me, but no matter what, at least he stayed here. So no matter how boring life is It's all meaningful, as long as I have memory, so let's go."
That is obviously like it.
Xi Le thought, but he refused to say it.
In the nearly ten years since I left, what kind of life will the other party lead?
I have already understood the happiness of ordinary people's life and the cheerfulness of getting along with people, but I still have to live in the muddy water of the aristocratic family, allowing myself to be entangled by those desires, greed, hostility, and hatred. The child who can smile grows into that ruthless, arrogant and lazy scumbag who plays with people's hearts.
You left him here alone.
But Ivan just glanced at Xi Le, and then walked back into the bedroom under the complicated and inexplicable eyes of the other party, and then lay on the bed until he felt the sound of air flowing outside after a while.
Finally gone.
Ivan sighed. Playing a child was more strenuous than he imagined. However, the other party can push the timeline, but he doesn't have this ability. At least during the time when the recipient is away, he can finally do whatever he wants. do things now.
It can be regarded as waiting for work with leisure, right?
……
"Ah, host, you can't catch up with the audition like this!!" The system urged in his heart.
Xi Le ran panting in the corridor, angrily replied: "Didn't I tell you to wake me up, the system can actually fall asleep?"
If he hadn't worked hard to exercise after returning to normal time, he would have had a heart attack and collapsed at the door of the building long ago with such intense exercise.
Xi Le really didn't expect that after returning to the normal world, he would actually inherit the original owner's identity after using his weak body. As a newcomer in the entertainment industry, he was constantly looking for opportunities to take on and film movies.
But the presence of a transparent newcomer is inherently low, and there is no way to reach the sky. Although his acting skills are not bad, and he has the bonus of the system's golden finger, he is really far from the rise of the actor urged by the system, and he is bitter every time. Go to the next audition.
"...Yesterday's plan... Ugh!"
He ran across the corridor in a hurry, because he didn't notice it at all, and bumped into a man at the corner. He just heard a muffled groan from the man being hit, but he didn't react, but he heard the person next to the man screaming in panic Said: "Are you okay, Boss Yi?"
President Yi?President?
Xi Le was startled immediately in astonishment.
What kind of bloody plot is this? !Silly, white, sweet, clumsy, naive and domineering president meet love around the corner?Next, does the president still think that I am different from those coquettish sluts outside, that I am pure and unpretentious, and that I am an unusual fireworks?
Xi Le complained in his heart, and was about to say sorry for fooling around, but when he hurried to the test set, he heard the other party's dark voice: "Where do you come from? Don't you know the rules?"
... Tsk.
These are... the words of the domineering president.
With subtle displeasure, Xi Le raised his head speechlessly, but it happened to meet the face of the man who was covering his bumped abdomen and frowning at him, and then his mind froze immediately.
Mr. Yi... so it was him...!
Yes, yes!Evan!
But Xi Le didn't think that the kid who was not as tall as his waist had grown so big that he didn't react at all when he bumped into it.
Although it is different from the common slag Gong, the kind of feminine and beautiful face makes people doubt his identity, but it is still born out of the immaturity of the past, with a cold majesty.
The black shattered hair can't stop the sharp and dull eyes, those obsidian eyes without emotion, as long as they stare at someone for a moment, they can make that person feel terrified.He actually looked a little loose and frivolous, a romantic in keeping with his age, but he also had a feeling that approaching this person would desecrate his self-esteem and abstinence.
... No wonder he was able to play with so many people's hearts.
"3, 386! You didn't notify me at all!!" Xi Le whined in his heart.
The system is quite aggrieved: "I just woke up too..."
But time will not stop because of his sadness for the time being. Ivan stared at his face, looking at him quietly like this, and then a complex expression he couldn't understand appeared on his face, and he slowly opened his eyes wide. He reached out, as if wanting to touch his cheek.
What, what should I do now?
"Boss Yi?" The person next to him interrupted the right atmosphere.
Yiwen seemed to have just come to his senses suddenly, and retracted his hand as if he was frightened, and immediately looked at the people around him, acting as if nothing had happened: "Well, it's nothing, let's continue talking about the plan just now."
He just walked around him and left without looking at Xi Le again.
The distance between them was so close that Xi Le could even smell the lemon perfume on his body.
But it was like this, so close, but there was nothing.If it wasn't for the way the other party looked at him with wide eyes just now, he would have suspected that the data in the 386 system was wrong. In fact, Ivan had already forgotten him.
"So what kind of trouble is this, 386."
The system thought for a while: "Maybe he is shy?"
"..." Xi Le was silent for a moment, and complained, "You mean I turned a cold and frivolous attack into an upright and arrogant person?"
But staying here all the time is not enough. Seeing that he was going to be late, he hurried to the audition point, only to realize that he really missed the start.
The resentment brought by being late and the distraction brought about by the incident of meeting Ivan with all his heart, made him even perform poorly in his most proud acting skills, so he could only walk out of the room frustrated If you succeed, you don't know how to be trained by your agent when you go back.
but,
When the list was announced, the staff suddenly told him that he had been selected by the crew.
Xi Le asked 386 to eavesdrop on their conversation in doubt, only to find out that the president of the head office had been here when he was performing just now, and he seemed to say lightly, "This artist is very good", but he kept looking at him .
Now that the big boss had spoken, the candidate naturally fell on him without any suspense.
The staff were vaguely discussing that it was another person Mr. Yi had taken a fancy to, and he realized that in the past few years when he was away, Yi Wen had actually played a lot of entertainers, but basically it was just for fun, and none of them were sincere. And I get bored very quickly, even if the longest is only a month.
And his appearance was in the "empty window period" of Mr. Yi.
Xi Le couldn't tell what kind of mood he was in, he could only hear the system say outrageously: "Scum Gong really is a dog who can't change it! Playing with others! Scum!"
"Don't say that about him."
Xi Le interrupted it.
Evan...he shouldn't be like this.
He found himself a little confused.
Even if the system said that Yiwen's personality was like this, even if he behaved so flirtatiously, it was just following the personality, no different from the man he was before his rebirth.
But thinking of the other party's wide eyes when they bumped into each other in the corridor, Xi Le felt that this should not be the case.
He was sure that he must have an unusual status in Ivan's heart, but, although there is Bai Yueguang, does it not affect the memory of Bai Yueguang while having fun?
Xi Le believes that she must...
Maybe, maybe?Perhaps Evan's behavior was justifiable.
But what if it is true?
He suddenly realized with panic that, apart from Bai Yueguang, who was the slag Gong, after skipping such a long time in the other person's life, he no longer had any connection with that person.
☆, the fourth year of molesting scumbags
"That artist came over again last month..."
The secretary looked puzzled.
"Drive away." Yi Domineering President Wen answered him expressionlessly.
It feels like in this hasty world, the no-brainer is that once what he does fits the persona, he can act freely.And his personality - is to act recklessly.
He twirled the pen between his fingers, and said wearily: "Next time there will be such an ignorant person, just drive them away. I don't want to deal with this kind of private matter in the office again."
"Yes." The secretary responded, and then added with a smile, "It's lunch break time, do you need me to call the restaurant to deliver lunch?"
"No need." He stood up and put on his coat, "I won't come this afternoon, I'm going to the branch office."
branch?The secretary blinked, and immediately thought of the entertainment company that was similar to Mr. Yi's harem.
That's right, since the old ones are gone, the new ones will naturally come, and the president's vacant period has been maintained for a long time.Mr. Yi is good at everything, but he plays too much in the love field, but for a man like him who has a successful career, it is not a shortcoming.
He thought of the way the other party was able to coax his lover, although he was taciturn, and looked forward to it thoughtfully.
In fact, Mr. Yi used to have a good time, broke up peacefully, and the other party took the benefits and left obediently. Even if he was immersed in the charm of this perfect lover, he broke up regretfully and calmly.If it weren't for the fact that the artist hadn't known what was good or bad shortly after they broke up, and had dragged himself into the quagmire of public opinion, desperately crying for help, he wouldn't have been so ignorant that he was treated like this.
However, not talking about the boss is one of the necessary ethics for a secretary, she just thought about it when she had nothing to do, and continued to be busy with work.
Ivan glanced at the secretary who had left after the notification, and looked a little bored at the report on his desk again.
—— Xi Le.
It's been a long time, but it looks the same as in memory.
Also, unlike Ivan who has spent this period of time, he is a raider who has a golden finger and jumped directly to the timeline.Although he would also idly wonder if this was unfair, but seeing each other again after such a long time, Ivan felt a little interest in his heart.
After all, in this world, he had a good time during the years when he didn't need to worry about how to arrange for the recipient.
When Iwen came to Yiwen’s childhood, the purpose of the other party was to increase his favorability, but since he has grown into a target of the strategy, then the purpose this time is to torture the heart value, it seems that the next process is to play a tortured body The tragic object of the heart.
Yiwen was planning how to achieve his goal, and at the same time cheered up a little, and decided to play this game with the other party.
After all, the enemy is in the clear and I am in the dark, so it's better to see who is the emotional winner.
According to his flirtatious personality in this world, Ivan is used to going to his own entertainment company on nominal business trips, but actually looking for new prey.Although the feeling that the entire entertainment company is not for business but to become his harem has always made Ivan feel funny, but he also meets these requirements very well——
Then during the visit, an agent told him mysteriously that a surprise would be placed in his presidential suite tonight.
Yiwen raised his eyebrows, but only signaled to the secretary behind him, and did not speak, so it was taken as acquiescence.
What else could be a surprise?Most likely it was Xi Le, the raider this time.
It seems that they learned about the acquisition process of this important script from Xi Le, and they keenly sensed that Mr. Yi is quite interested in this unknown artist in his branch company, so they decided to pack him neatly and send him to the president's luxurious software. bed.
And Xi Le is naturally very willing to have the opportunity to contact his capture target, and is discussing with his system happily how to successfully establish contact with the capture target.
Unaware that Yiwen was already alone, he came to the presidential suite he had booked a while earlier, and set up the scenes and props as the stage for the performance in the near future.He looked around, confirmed that there was no problem, and exited with satisfaction.
After Mr. Yi finished eating with other people outside, he wandered back to his room in a drunken appearance, swiped the room card again, and could feel that the situation inside was different.
Someone came in.
He pretended to be very drunk and walked in casually.
Xi Le has been waiting for a long time.
While complaining to the system in his heart, "It's too early, I can't even eat dinner", while boringly tugging at the white clothes that he specially chose to make him look so pure and delicate, and he was full of thoughts. Put on a T-shirt and go to a roadside stall to eat hot pot barbecue.
"Show some professionalism, host!" The system tried to encourage him, "When you attract the attention of Slag Gong again, you will be able to gain countless favors, and you can rest assured that you will be promoted to the best actor and then torture your heart!"
"I always feel like this is a scumbag..." Xi Le complained.
"This is a scumbag that deserves its crime! If he hadn't used the original owner as a stand-in for sweet talk while flirting outside, how could he have caused the original owner to die in a car accident!"
The system was still talking about Balabala, Xi Le nodded humbly, she didn't really listen to it casually, and was still thinking about the roadside barbecue.
It wasn't until he heard the sound of the door being opened that he suddenly reacted, sat up from the bed, and realized in a panic that he had been thinking about how to do the task all this time. What will I say after the next encounter...
Not prepared at all!
However, Ivan did not walk in as he imagined, but turned around and walked into the bathroom amid Xi Le's panic and unspeakable expectations.
The sound of clothes rubbing against each other, and then the sound of water gushing out of the nozzle and splashing on the ground. Amid Xi Le's dazed expression, he heard a slightly tired voice from the bathroom: "Put on your clothes, there is something for you Put it away and go to sleep on the sofa, the bed is mine."
……what?
Xi Le didn't realize the situation, and he didn't respond for a long time. The people inside also became a little impatient: "Can't you hear me? I'm not in the mood for you. You just need to keep your mouth shut and stay here for a night." , go out tomorrow and tell others how much you satisfy me, and you can get everything you want."
Xi Le was silent for a moment, and said to the system, "This situation is not right, 386."
It seems that he should have a scumbag with Bai Yueguang, who has been away for many years, who is in love and wants to kill, abuse and heart three times... He looks very uninterested.
The system is also in the state of "...".
Xi Le carefully analyzed the situation: "Is he impotent?"
When he said this, he was still a little worried. After all, impotence was a huge blow that normal men could not accept, let alone the arrogant Yiwen who grew up.
After getting along with him when he was a child, it was impossible for him to let go of that taciturn and lonely child, even if the other party seemed to really grow up——
No, it should be said that he grew up according to the original plot, but he couldn't help showing the attitude of an older brother taking care of his younger brother.
"Slag Gong must be, uh, strong and powerful, this is impossible..." However, the system also looked quite uncertain.
Xi Le still didn't respond, and was struggling with how to start a conversation, so Ivan didn't talk to him again, but walked out wearing a bath towel after washing himself inside.
His hair was still wet with drops of water, and his indifferent black eyes looked up at Xi Le emotionlessly——
Then he froze there.
Xi Le was thinking about what to say when he heard Yiwen's calm, wet voice: "It's you."
"Uh, it's me." Xi Le hesitated for a moment, stuttering as she didn't know how to talk to the grown-up domineering president, "You really remember me? Ivan?"
"I just didn't expect you to appear again after such a long time." Ivan looked away, his voice cold and dark, "You just appeared just like that, and disappeared just like that. Not getting old, are you a monster?"
"But I obviously found out about you." He showed a sarcasm...or a self-deprecating smile: "Compared with the previous mystery, what a detailed information. Both parents died, relying on acting for a living, but in the entire entertainment A small person who is unknown in the circle, and has no place to show except his face—and then he began to show his amazing talent in acting a month ago."
Hearing others describe how he spent a month relying on the cheats of the system, Xi Le felt a little guilty. After hesitating for a moment, he said, "They asked me to come to see you...but why did you refuse? Well, uh, you know ?”
He tried to look at Ivan with soft and fragile eyes, and said, "You shouldn't refuse, they all said..."
"I am dissolute?" Ivan interrupted him, showing a sarcastic smile, "I am romantic? I lacked love in my childhood, so I longed to seek warmth from other people's body temperature. I am still a pervert who only likes sunny, handsome and beautiful young people ?”
The person in front of him still had a cold attitude.
But... For some reason, Xi Le felt that his mood was actually very bad.
He subconsciously didn't speak, just stared at Ivan with his eyes, until the other party's emotions gradually calmed down under his gentle gaze, he said, "But you didn't actually do anything."
There was a deviation between the person in front of him and the one before his rebirth, Xi Le had a faint guess in his heart, and continued on his own, "You are just showing it to others, why?"
Evan didn't answer.
He was staring at Xi Le, and the latter felt a chill coming up from his heels for some reason. He sat on the bed and subconsciously backed away, but saw Ivan striding over, and caught in his astonished eyes. Grab his collar and throw him on the bed.
"I...!"
The sound was blocked.
Xi Le opened his eyes wide and looked at the man who kissed him in front of him in astonishment. He wanted to struggle, but he was pressed on the bed by the other party. The smell of alcohol, and that frantic mood.
As a raider who was still in the novice mission period, this was the first time Xi Le was kissed by someone, and his first reaction was not "It's over, my first kiss is gone", but "He has really grown up... "
"Host, now is not the time to be a good father!" The system urges frantically in his heart, "Hurry up and struggle! If you want to play, you refuse! Make him angry! Then take the opportunity to have a relationship and be confused overnight! Favorable degree, convenient for the next abuse!"
But in this way, I'm a scheming scum, hello? !
Xi Le complained about this seemingly inappropriate logic in his heart, but noticed that after Ivan didn't get his response, he gradually became silent.
He let go of his lips, but still pulled Xi Le's collar, just resting his head on the young man's chest, without saying a word.
"...Ivan?" Xi Le asked hesitantly.
The man still didn't answer him.
However, Xi Le was surprised to feel the wetness coming from his chest.
"3, 33386," Xi Le staggered and called for help in his heart, "He he he he he cried?! What should I do?!"
However, his system also froze as if frightened, without any response. If there was an entity in front of him, Xi Le doubted that it would overheat and die in front of him.
The help-seeking system failed, Xi Le could only maintain the same posture, not daring to move at all, until he felt the rapid breathing of the person lying on his chest gradually slowing down, then carefully pushed him away and let him lie on the bed.
"...Fall asleep."
He touched Ivan's head and felt that he didn't have a fever. It should be the drowsiness caused by drinking too much alcohol.
"I failed, 386." Xi Le announced dejectedly. It was a good opportunity to get closer to Zha Gong, but he made a mess of it himself. Now he can't force Ivan to wake up and talk to him. Fall in love and kill each other?
He carefully let Ivan lie on the bed, he was fascinated by the skin exposed when the other party's body, which was only wrapped in the towel, was pulled away, and he felt embarrassed that the child in his memory had really grown up and pulled the towel away But her hand touched the man's skin, and Xi Le heard Ivan's muffled moan in his dream.
"...?"
He looked at the place he touched in surprise, and he planned to cover the quilt as soon as he pulled off the bath towel, heck, he forgot about his shyness, and just stared at the skin he touched just now.
Wound.
It was an obvious, open wound.The old wound hadn't healed yet, but another notch was added on it, which caused Ivan's muffled groan from the pain in his sleep just now.
Xi Le looked up along the arm, but it was no longer the skin he had just glanced over in a panic because of embarrassment. When he looked carefully, he noticed how many small stab wounds there were.
He stood there like this, staring at the wounds motionlessly, until Ivan snorted uncomfortably because of the cold, and then pulled the quilt for him, then sat on the carpet under the bed, hugged his head, and remained silent.
"Host?" 386 finally came back from the crash state and called him suspiciously.
"...I seem to have made a mistake, 386." Xi Le whispered as if he was panting.
Before 386 could react, he suddenly stood up and rummaged through the long-term presidential suite, which was specially reserved for Mr. Yi to bring people back to live in.
Because Ivan usually brings people here, this presidential suite can be said to be his private room, with traces of his life everywhere.
So Xi Le quickly found something from the drawer that he expected but didn't want to see.
There are a lot of medicines for treating self-harming mental illnesses that can be packed into a bag and eaten as a meal, as well as psychological quality tables with ugly data, and psychological treatment reports that recommend drug treatment.
He stared wide-eyed, staring at the big red badge "Diagnosed Suicidal Tendency" on it.
"elder brother?"
Xi Le's hand trembled suddenly, he turned around in a panic holding the report, and looked back.
At some point, that boy, the child with dark eyes like nightwings on the ocean, just stood on the carpet in the bedroom, looking at him quietly.
Then, he raised the corners of his mouth and revealed a weird smile that didn't match that cold expression.
"Are you finally back?"
"Are you here to let me die?"
Xi Le took a step back in horror, bumped into the floor cabinet behind her, almost fell to the ground, grunted in pain, but still raised her head to look at the opposite side in a panic, but the child was completely gone, only the dark one was on the ground The rug, and the grown Ivan lying on the bed.
"3, 386..."
Shirley was trembling.
He was gasping for breath, his teeth were chattering, and he couldn't speak a word.
"He... He actually knows everything... But I'm still hurting him, I let him die, I let the child who loves me die...! He knows everything, and he is there!"
Although 386 didn't know what phantom his host saw, it didn't prevent it from sensing the abnormal emotional value of the host, and hurriedly comforted him: "It's all fake! This world is a very normal human society! Calm down!"
But Xi Le just covered his head, shook his head, and bit his lips tightly, until the blood flowed into his mouth, he still couldn't feel it.
☆, the fifth year of molesting scumbags
Xi Le sat by the bed alone until dawn.
"...It feels too heavy." Finally, he sighed, and said to the system, "I don't think I have the consciousness to take someone's life, and I feel very uncomfortable when I think of him dying."
He muttered in confusion, "...why?"
"Didn't you come here to abuse your body and mind?" The system couldn't understand the host's emotional changes at all.
It doesn't have the three views and emotional changes of normal human beings. From the system's point of view, the purpose of its existence in the world is to lead the attackers to attack and slap the face one after another, and then make them feel miserable, and do cruel and inhumane things for themselves. He regretted his behavior for the rest of his life, so much so that he committed suicide and apologized.
Alas, the Raider is just too young. After all, this is his first mission. It would be nice to wait until he travels a few more worlds.
The system took it for granted.
But it still comforted: "It's not that slag Gong has to commit suicide, as long as the abuse is enough, there is no need to specialize in the highest trophy."
Xi Le shook his head wearily.
He was about to continue to say something, but he heard low gasps behind him, turned his head hastily, and saw Ivan as if he had just woken up from sleep, his eyes looked around in a daze until he noticed his gaze , stopped on Xi Le.
Under Xi Le's nervous gaze, Ivan's eyes quickly became clear, as if he hadn't just woken up, but had been awake for a long time. He just looked at him expressionlessly and stared at him without saying a word.
"that……"
Xi Le really thinks
He said things that shouldn't belong to a child of this age.
The eyelashes are black and long, fluttering lightly, and the corners of the pursed lips are like cold sharp blades, but it makes people feel that as long as you reach out your hand, your heart will become soft enough to be easily stabbed.
The child is still, no matter what the situation is, it will not cry.
But Xi Le felt inexplicably that he was actually very sad.
He couldn't tell what kind of mood he was in. He should strike while the iron is hot and become the only special existence in the other party's eyes, but his throat seemed to be blocked, and he suddenly realized, could this be the future Ivan would fall in love with? Is that the reason for the white moonlight?
Because that person is dead, because that person will not hurt him again, and he will not ask for anything in return. When a person loves a dead person, there is no need to give the other party something in return.
He suddenly didn't know what he wanted to do in order to let the boy in front of him die by himself.
Because he was originally standing on the boundary of death.
The mouth that used to be able to speak sweetly was suddenly so bitter that he couldn't utter a word. After a long time, Xi Le sighed in a low voice, and gently patted his head: "...Then, from now on, try to learn to love."
When they returned home, Xi Le sorted out the things that Ivan was going to bring when he went back, but when it was time to leave, the boy was still huddled by the desk in the study room, flipping through books, not knowing what he was reading.
Xi Le poked his head out from the door to look, thought for a while, then walked over, stood behind him and said, "It's about time?"
"Xi Le." The boy called his name.
Xi Le was stunned for a moment, not understanding the reason why the other party called his name suddenly, and hummed curiously, but heard the young man recite in that childish voice: "The sun is hugging the earth tightly, and the moonlight is kissing the sea waves." .”
He raised his head and looked at Xi Le's lowered face from below.
"But what good are all these kisses, if you won't kiss me."
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The author has something to say: The sun embraces the earth tightly *: Shelley's "Philosophy of Love" is actually a reverse strategy in the name of learning love.
☆, the third year of molesting scumbags
In Xi Le's day-to-day feeding and education, although on the surface, Ivan's attitude towards him has not changed, but the system prompts that Zha Gong's affection for him is getting higher and higher.
Until it was confirmed that Ivan's feelings for him were even deeper than those for Bai Yueguang before his rebirth, the system finally reminded him that he could pull the timeline and leave from this point in time.
"When we get back to the plot, we can get the kneeling and licking of the target of the capture, and have a deep sadomasochistic relationship with the scumbag! Then keep maxing out the pain value of the target of the capture and successfully complete the task!"
...Leaving Ivan here alone?
Xi Le froze for a moment, obviously he had completed an important step in the mission, but he was a little dazed.
I thought about that child's hand that squeezed the hem of his clothes every time he walked with him, and wondered how dazed and desperate the other party would be if I broke away from this point in time now.
"Don't be soft-hearted to the scumbag, host!" The system was heartbroken, "Ivan's big scumbag is an out-and-out big scumbag, the country is easy to change, and the nature is hard to change. When you leave, he will continue to find new toys. Only when you reappear as his Bai Yueguang, can you abuse him properly at this time, besides, this is also part of the process of torturing him, this scumbag has played with countless people's hearts, and even killed the original owner!"
But he didn't notice that sentence, he just noticed that Ivan would look for new playthings.
An uncomfortable feeling lingered in her heart, Xi Le frowned, and could only attribute all this to habitual dependence.
After all, this was his first task, and it was too easy to be weak.
... After all, only in this way can he have a reason to abuse him logically.
Or, can that be considered a reason?
Although the system has been urging him to have a vigorous farewell, Xi Le decided to leave silently at night by himself.
Ivan sometimes sleeps in his room at night, and when he wakes up the next day, he can't be found anywhere in the room. That kind of bewilderment and despair after hope can barely meet the system's heart-abusing task Did you ask for it?
The night outside the window is thick, and the moonlight shines on the window sill.
He took a deep breath, and was about to order the system to leave at this time, but he heard the person behind him say, "Are you leaving?"
"...!"
Xi Le turned her head in astonishment, and saw Ivan standing at the door of the bedroom in pajamas, his black eyes were quietly looking at him.
He forced a smile and said, "No, my brother just came here to blow some air, uh, I'm a little insomnia." By the way, he scolded the system in his heart, did the promised slag Gong fall asleep? !
But Ivan didn't listen to him, and just said: "You... are leaving, I can feel it, and it really is," his voice sank, "There is nothing mine."
Xi Le opened his mouth, but didn't know what to say.
"Obviously those people told me that you are weird, and I also know that you are weird. You can't find out your real identity, and you suddenly appeared in this world. You have no friends or family, and you live just for me..." Yi Wen's voice was vague. In a trance, "But sometimes I also have a little greedy thoughts, maybe you appeared in this world just for me?"
Although Ivan was always expressionless, Xi Le was wonderfully aware of the confusion in his heart.
Obviously I can feel something is wrong, but because it is the only salvation and warmth, I am willing to break free, even if I know it is a lie, I am willing to indulge myself in it.
As soon as his mood changed, the system hurriedly urged in his heart: "Oh, host, host, the time-space portal has been opened, hurry up and drive him away, and don't let the slag Gong feel that we are wrong! Don't be soft-hearted! ! When we go through the time gate, we will be able to see the grown-up Slag Gong again!"
Before Xi Le had time to say anything, Ivan showed a slight mocking smile as if he saw the embarrassment in his heart.
However, it was calm and tolerant after all, and even that little bit of ridicule seemed to be self-deprecating.
It's still rare to see him smile.
Xi Le suddenly lost his mind.
"If brother wants to leave, just leave. I'm alone, and it's fine."
"It was my brother who saved me in the forest, it was my brother who helped me, it was my brother who raised me, it was my brother who worried about me, it was my brother who took care of me, my brother liked me, and my brother wanted to use me, all these I know very well. "
"The cartoons I watched with you, the boring and childish animals turned into people, the books I read for my brother, and the result is that I still can't understand love. The volleyball I played with my brother, obviously the opponent is a child, But it was so hard that I was smashed and fell to the ground."
"I... don't know you. Even if I try hard to understand, I still don't understand you in the end. My brother seems to exist for me, but no matter what, at least he stayed here. So no matter how boring life is It's all meaningful, as long as I have memory, so let's go."
That is obviously like it.
Xi Le thought, but he refused to say it.
In the nearly ten years since I left, what kind of life will the other party lead?
I have already understood the happiness of ordinary people's life and the cheerfulness of getting along with people, but I still have to live in the muddy water of the aristocratic family, allowing myself to be entangled by those desires, greed, hostility, and hatred. The child who can smile grows into that ruthless, arrogant and lazy scumbag who plays with people's hearts.
You left him here alone.
But Ivan just glanced at Xi Le, and then walked back into the bedroom under the complicated and inexplicable eyes of the other party, and then lay on the bed until he felt the sound of air flowing outside after a while.
Finally gone.
Ivan sighed. Playing a child was more strenuous than he imagined. However, the other party can push the timeline, but he doesn't have this ability. At least during the time when the recipient is away, he can finally do whatever he wants. do things now.
It can be regarded as waiting for work with leisure, right?
……
"Ah, host, you can't catch up with the audition like this!!" The system urged in his heart.
Xi Le ran panting in the corridor, angrily replied: "Didn't I tell you to wake me up, the system can actually fall asleep?"
If he hadn't worked hard to exercise after returning to normal time, he would have had a heart attack and collapsed at the door of the building long ago with such intense exercise.
Xi Le really didn't expect that after returning to the normal world, he would actually inherit the original owner's identity after using his weak body. As a newcomer in the entertainment industry, he was constantly looking for opportunities to take on and film movies.
But the presence of a transparent newcomer is inherently low, and there is no way to reach the sky. Although his acting skills are not bad, and he has the bonus of the system's golden finger, he is really far from the rise of the actor urged by the system, and he is bitter every time. Go to the next audition.
"...Yesterday's plan... Ugh!"
He ran across the corridor in a hurry, because he didn't notice it at all, and bumped into a man at the corner. He just heard a muffled groan from the man being hit, but he didn't react, but he heard the person next to the man screaming in panic Said: "Are you okay, Boss Yi?"
President Yi?President?
Xi Le was startled immediately in astonishment.
What kind of bloody plot is this? !Silly, white, sweet, clumsy, naive and domineering president meet love around the corner?Next, does the president still think that I am different from those coquettish sluts outside, that I am pure and unpretentious, and that I am an unusual fireworks?
Xi Le complained in his heart, and was about to say sorry for fooling around, but when he hurried to the test set, he heard the other party's dark voice: "Where do you come from? Don't you know the rules?"
... Tsk.
These are... the words of the domineering president.
With subtle displeasure, Xi Le raised his head speechlessly, but it happened to meet the face of the man who was covering his bumped abdomen and frowning at him, and then his mind froze immediately.
Mr. Yi... so it was him...!
Yes, yes!Evan!
But Xi Le didn't think that the kid who was not as tall as his waist had grown so big that he didn't react at all when he bumped into it.
Although it is different from the common slag Gong, the kind of feminine and beautiful face makes people doubt his identity, but it is still born out of the immaturity of the past, with a cold majesty.
The black shattered hair can't stop the sharp and dull eyes, those obsidian eyes without emotion, as long as they stare at someone for a moment, they can make that person feel terrified.He actually looked a little loose and frivolous, a romantic in keeping with his age, but he also had a feeling that approaching this person would desecrate his self-esteem and abstinence.
... No wonder he was able to play with so many people's hearts.
"3, 386! You didn't notify me at all!!" Xi Le whined in his heart.
The system is quite aggrieved: "I just woke up too..."
But time will not stop because of his sadness for the time being. Ivan stared at his face, looking at him quietly like this, and then a complex expression he couldn't understand appeared on his face, and he slowly opened his eyes wide. He reached out, as if wanting to touch his cheek.
What, what should I do now?
"Boss Yi?" The person next to him interrupted the right atmosphere.
Yiwen seemed to have just come to his senses suddenly, and retracted his hand as if he was frightened, and immediately looked at the people around him, acting as if nothing had happened: "Well, it's nothing, let's continue talking about the plan just now."
He just walked around him and left without looking at Xi Le again.
The distance between them was so close that Xi Le could even smell the lemon perfume on his body.
But it was like this, so close, but there was nothing.If it wasn't for the way the other party looked at him with wide eyes just now, he would have suspected that the data in the 386 system was wrong. In fact, Ivan had already forgotten him.
"So what kind of trouble is this, 386."
The system thought for a while: "Maybe he is shy?"
"..." Xi Le was silent for a moment, and complained, "You mean I turned a cold and frivolous attack into an upright and arrogant person?"
But staying here all the time is not enough. Seeing that he was going to be late, he hurried to the audition point, only to realize that he really missed the start.
The resentment brought by being late and the distraction brought about by the incident of meeting Ivan with all his heart, made him even perform poorly in his most proud acting skills, so he could only walk out of the room frustrated If you succeed, you don't know how to be trained by your agent when you go back.
but,
When the list was announced, the staff suddenly told him that he had been selected by the crew.
Xi Le asked 386 to eavesdrop on their conversation in doubt, only to find out that the president of the head office had been here when he was performing just now, and he seemed to say lightly, "This artist is very good", but he kept looking at him .
Now that the big boss had spoken, the candidate naturally fell on him without any suspense.
The staff were vaguely discussing that it was another person Mr. Yi had taken a fancy to, and he realized that in the past few years when he was away, Yi Wen had actually played a lot of entertainers, but basically it was just for fun, and none of them were sincere. And I get bored very quickly, even if the longest is only a month.
And his appearance was in the "empty window period" of Mr. Yi.
Xi Le couldn't tell what kind of mood he was in, he could only hear the system say outrageously: "Scum Gong really is a dog who can't change it! Playing with others! Scum!"
"Don't say that about him."
Xi Le interrupted it.
Evan...he shouldn't be like this.
He found himself a little confused.
Even if the system said that Yiwen's personality was like this, even if he behaved so flirtatiously, it was just following the personality, no different from the man he was before his rebirth.
But thinking of the other party's wide eyes when they bumped into each other in the corridor, Xi Le felt that this should not be the case.
He was sure that he must have an unusual status in Ivan's heart, but, although there is Bai Yueguang, does it not affect the memory of Bai Yueguang while having fun?
Xi Le believes that she must...
Maybe, maybe?Perhaps Evan's behavior was justifiable.
But what if it is true?
He suddenly realized with panic that, apart from Bai Yueguang, who was the slag Gong, after skipping such a long time in the other person's life, he no longer had any connection with that person.
☆, the fourth year of molesting scumbags
"That artist came over again last month..."
The secretary looked puzzled.
"Drive away." Yi Domineering President Wen answered him expressionlessly.
It feels like in this hasty world, the no-brainer is that once what he does fits the persona, he can act freely.And his personality - is to act recklessly.
He twirled the pen between his fingers, and said wearily: "Next time there will be such an ignorant person, just drive them away. I don't want to deal with this kind of private matter in the office again."
"Yes." The secretary responded, and then added with a smile, "It's lunch break time, do you need me to call the restaurant to deliver lunch?"
"No need." He stood up and put on his coat, "I won't come this afternoon, I'm going to the branch office."
branch?The secretary blinked, and immediately thought of the entertainment company that was similar to Mr. Yi's harem.
That's right, since the old ones are gone, the new ones will naturally come, and the president's vacant period has been maintained for a long time.Mr. Yi is good at everything, but he plays too much in the love field, but for a man like him who has a successful career, it is not a shortcoming.
He thought of the way the other party was able to coax his lover, although he was taciturn, and looked forward to it thoughtfully.
In fact, Mr. Yi used to have a good time, broke up peacefully, and the other party took the benefits and left obediently. Even if he was immersed in the charm of this perfect lover, he broke up regretfully and calmly.If it weren't for the fact that the artist hadn't known what was good or bad shortly after they broke up, and had dragged himself into the quagmire of public opinion, desperately crying for help, he wouldn't have been so ignorant that he was treated like this.
However, not talking about the boss is one of the necessary ethics for a secretary, she just thought about it when she had nothing to do, and continued to be busy with work.
Ivan glanced at the secretary who had left after the notification, and looked a little bored at the report on his desk again.
—— Xi Le.
It's been a long time, but it looks the same as in memory.
Also, unlike Ivan who has spent this period of time, he is a raider who has a golden finger and jumped directly to the timeline.Although he would also idly wonder if this was unfair, but seeing each other again after such a long time, Ivan felt a little interest in his heart.
After all, in this world, he had a good time during the years when he didn't need to worry about how to arrange for the recipient.
When Iwen came to Yiwen’s childhood, the purpose of the other party was to increase his favorability, but since he has grown into a target of the strategy, then the purpose this time is to torture the heart value, it seems that the next process is to play a tortured body The tragic object of the heart.
Yiwen was planning how to achieve his goal, and at the same time cheered up a little, and decided to play this game with the other party.
After all, the enemy is in the clear and I am in the dark, so it's better to see who is the emotional winner.
According to his flirtatious personality in this world, Ivan is used to going to his own entertainment company on nominal business trips, but actually looking for new prey.Although the feeling that the entire entertainment company is not for business but to become his harem has always made Ivan feel funny, but he also meets these requirements very well——
Then during the visit, an agent told him mysteriously that a surprise would be placed in his presidential suite tonight.
Yiwen raised his eyebrows, but only signaled to the secretary behind him, and did not speak, so it was taken as acquiescence.
What else could be a surprise?Most likely it was Xi Le, the raider this time.
It seems that they learned about the acquisition process of this important script from Xi Le, and they keenly sensed that Mr. Yi is quite interested in this unknown artist in his branch company, so they decided to pack him neatly and send him to the president's luxurious software. bed.
And Xi Le is naturally very willing to have the opportunity to contact his capture target, and is discussing with his system happily how to successfully establish contact with the capture target.
Unaware that Yiwen was already alone, he came to the presidential suite he had booked a while earlier, and set up the scenes and props as the stage for the performance in the near future.He looked around, confirmed that there was no problem, and exited with satisfaction.
After Mr. Yi finished eating with other people outside, he wandered back to his room in a drunken appearance, swiped the room card again, and could feel that the situation inside was different.
Someone came in.
He pretended to be very drunk and walked in casually.
Xi Le has been waiting for a long time.
While complaining to the system in his heart, "It's too early, I can't even eat dinner", while boringly tugging at the white clothes that he specially chose to make him look so pure and delicate, and he was full of thoughts. Put on a T-shirt and go to a roadside stall to eat hot pot barbecue.
"Show some professionalism, host!" The system tried to encourage him, "When you attract the attention of Slag Gong again, you will be able to gain countless favors, and you can rest assured that you will be promoted to the best actor and then torture your heart!"
"I always feel like this is a scumbag..." Xi Le complained.
"This is a scumbag that deserves its crime! If he hadn't used the original owner as a stand-in for sweet talk while flirting outside, how could he have caused the original owner to die in a car accident!"
The system was still talking about Balabala, Xi Le nodded humbly, she didn't really listen to it casually, and was still thinking about the roadside barbecue.
It wasn't until he heard the sound of the door being opened that he suddenly reacted, sat up from the bed, and realized in a panic that he had been thinking about how to do the task all this time. What will I say after the next encounter...
Not prepared at all!
However, Ivan did not walk in as he imagined, but turned around and walked into the bathroom amid Xi Le's panic and unspeakable expectations.
The sound of clothes rubbing against each other, and then the sound of water gushing out of the nozzle and splashing on the ground. Amid Xi Le's dazed expression, he heard a slightly tired voice from the bathroom: "Put on your clothes, there is something for you Put it away and go to sleep on the sofa, the bed is mine."
……what?
Xi Le didn't realize the situation, and he didn't respond for a long time. The people inside also became a little impatient: "Can't you hear me? I'm not in the mood for you. You just need to keep your mouth shut and stay here for a night." , go out tomorrow and tell others how much you satisfy me, and you can get everything you want."
Xi Le was silent for a moment, and said to the system, "This situation is not right, 386."
It seems that he should have a scumbag with Bai Yueguang, who has been away for many years, who is in love and wants to kill, abuse and heart three times... He looks very uninterested.
The system is also in the state of "...".
Xi Le carefully analyzed the situation: "Is he impotent?"
When he said this, he was still a little worried. After all, impotence was a huge blow that normal men could not accept, let alone the arrogant Yiwen who grew up.
After getting along with him when he was a child, it was impossible for him to let go of that taciturn and lonely child, even if the other party seemed to really grow up——
No, it should be said that he grew up according to the original plot, but he couldn't help showing the attitude of an older brother taking care of his younger brother.
"Slag Gong must be, uh, strong and powerful, this is impossible..." However, the system also looked quite uncertain.
Xi Le still didn't respond, and was struggling with how to start a conversation, so Ivan didn't talk to him again, but walked out wearing a bath towel after washing himself inside.
His hair was still wet with drops of water, and his indifferent black eyes looked up at Xi Le emotionlessly——
Then he froze there.
Xi Le was thinking about what to say when he heard Yiwen's calm, wet voice: "It's you."
"Uh, it's me." Xi Le hesitated for a moment, stuttering as she didn't know how to talk to the grown-up domineering president, "You really remember me? Ivan?"
"I just didn't expect you to appear again after such a long time." Ivan looked away, his voice cold and dark, "You just appeared just like that, and disappeared just like that. Not getting old, are you a monster?"
"But I obviously found out about you." He showed a sarcasm...or a self-deprecating smile: "Compared with the previous mystery, what a detailed information. Both parents died, relying on acting for a living, but in the entire entertainment A small person who is unknown in the circle, and has no place to show except his face—and then he began to show his amazing talent in acting a month ago."
Hearing others describe how he spent a month relying on the cheats of the system, Xi Le felt a little guilty. After hesitating for a moment, he said, "They asked me to come to see you...but why did you refuse? Well, uh, you know ?”
He tried to look at Ivan with soft and fragile eyes, and said, "You shouldn't refuse, they all said..."
"I am dissolute?" Ivan interrupted him, showing a sarcastic smile, "I am romantic? I lacked love in my childhood, so I longed to seek warmth from other people's body temperature. I am still a pervert who only likes sunny, handsome and beautiful young people ?”
The person in front of him still had a cold attitude.
But... For some reason, Xi Le felt that his mood was actually very bad.
He subconsciously didn't speak, just stared at Ivan with his eyes, until the other party's emotions gradually calmed down under his gentle gaze, he said, "But you didn't actually do anything."
There was a deviation between the person in front of him and the one before his rebirth, Xi Le had a faint guess in his heart, and continued on his own, "You are just showing it to others, why?"
Evan didn't answer.
He was staring at Xi Le, and the latter felt a chill coming up from his heels for some reason. He sat on the bed and subconsciously backed away, but saw Ivan striding over, and caught in his astonished eyes. Grab his collar and throw him on the bed.
"I...!"
The sound was blocked.
Xi Le opened his eyes wide and looked at the man who kissed him in front of him in astonishment. He wanted to struggle, but he was pressed on the bed by the other party. The smell of alcohol, and that frantic mood.
As a raider who was still in the novice mission period, this was the first time Xi Le was kissed by someone, and his first reaction was not "It's over, my first kiss is gone", but "He has really grown up... "
"Host, now is not the time to be a good father!" The system urges frantically in his heart, "Hurry up and struggle! If you want to play, you refuse! Make him angry! Then take the opportunity to have a relationship and be confused overnight! Favorable degree, convenient for the next abuse!"
But in this way, I'm a scheming scum, hello? !
Xi Le complained about this seemingly inappropriate logic in his heart, but noticed that after Ivan didn't get his response, he gradually became silent.
He let go of his lips, but still pulled Xi Le's collar, just resting his head on the young man's chest, without saying a word.
"...Ivan?" Xi Le asked hesitantly.
The man still didn't answer him.
However, Xi Le was surprised to feel the wetness coming from his chest.
"3, 33386," Xi Le staggered and called for help in his heart, "He he he he he cried?! What should I do?!"
However, his system also froze as if frightened, without any response. If there was an entity in front of him, Xi Le doubted that it would overheat and die in front of him.
The help-seeking system failed, Xi Le could only maintain the same posture, not daring to move at all, until he felt the rapid breathing of the person lying on his chest gradually slowing down, then carefully pushed him away and let him lie on the bed.
"...Fall asleep."
He touched Ivan's head and felt that he didn't have a fever. It should be the drowsiness caused by drinking too much alcohol.
"I failed, 386." Xi Le announced dejectedly. It was a good opportunity to get closer to Zha Gong, but he made a mess of it himself. Now he can't force Ivan to wake up and talk to him. Fall in love and kill each other?
He carefully let Ivan lie on the bed, he was fascinated by the skin exposed when the other party's body, which was only wrapped in the towel, was pulled away, and he felt embarrassed that the child in his memory had really grown up and pulled the towel away But her hand touched the man's skin, and Xi Le heard Ivan's muffled moan in his dream.
"...?"
He looked at the place he touched in surprise, and he planned to cover the quilt as soon as he pulled off the bath towel, heck, he forgot about his shyness, and just stared at the skin he touched just now.
Wound.
It was an obvious, open wound.The old wound hadn't healed yet, but another notch was added on it, which caused Ivan's muffled groan from the pain in his sleep just now.
Xi Le looked up along the arm, but it was no longer the skin he had just glanced over in a panic because of embarrassment. When he looked carefully, he noticed how many small stab wounds there were.
He stood there like this, staring at the wounds motionlessly, until Ivan snorted uncomfortably because of the cold, and then pulled the quilt for him, then sat on the carpet under the bed, hugged his head, and remained silent.
"Host?" 386 finally came back from the crash state and called him suspiciously.
"...I seem to have made a mistake, 386." Xi Le whispered as if he was panting.
Before 386 could react, he suddenly stood up and rummaged through the long-term presidential suite, which was specially reserved for Mr. Yi to bring people back to live in.
Because Ivan usually brings people here, this presidential suite can be said to be his private room, with traces of his life everywhere.
So Xi Le quickly found something from the drawer that he expected but didn't want to see.
There are a lot of medicines for treating self-harming mental illnesses that can be packed into a bag and eaten as a meal, as well as psychological quality tables with ugly data, and psychological treatment reports that recommend drug treatment.
He stared wide-eyed, staring at the big red badge "Diagnosed Suicidal Tendency" on it.
"elder brother?"
Xi Le's hand trembled suddenly, he turned around in a panic holding the report, and looked back.
At some point, that boy, the child with dark eyes like nightwings on the ocean, just stood on the carpet in the bedroom, looking at him quietly.
Then, he raised the corners of his mouth and revealed a weird smile that didn't match that cold expression.
"Are you finally back?"
"Are you here to let me die?"
Xi Le took a step back in horror, bumped into the floor cabinet behind her, almost fell to the ground, grunted in pain, but still raised her head to look at the opposite side in a panic, but the child was completely gone, only the dark one was on the ground The rug, and the grown Ivan lying on the bed.
"3, 386..."
Shirley was trembling.
He was gasping for breath, his teeth were chattering, and he couldn't speak a word.
"He... He actually knows everything... But I'm still hurting him, I let him die, I let the child who loves me die...! He knows everything, and he is there!"
Although 386 didn't know what phantom his host saw, it didn't prevent it from sensing the abnormal emotional value of the host, and hurriedly comforted him: "It's all fake! This world is a very normal human society! Calm down!"
But Xi Le just covered his head, shook his head, and bit his lips tightly, until the blood flowed into his mouth, he still couldn't feel it.
☆, the fifth year of molesting scumbags
Xi Le sat by the bed alone until dawn.
"...It feels too heavy." Finally, he sighed, and said to the system, "I don't think I have the consciousness to take someone's life, and I feel very uncomfortable when I think of him dying."
He muttered in confusion, "...why?"
"Didn't you come here to abuse your body and mind?" The system couldn't understand the host's emotional changes at all.
It doesn't have the three views and emotional changes of normal human beings. From the system's point of view, the purpose of its existence in the world is to lead the attackers to attack and slap the face one after another, and then make them feel miserable, and do cruel and inhumane things for themselves. He regretted his behavior for the rest of his life, so much so that he committed suicide and apologized.
Alas, the Raider is just too young. After all, this is his first mission. It would be nice to wait until he travels a few more worlds.
The system took it for granted.
But it still comforted: "It's not that slag Gong has to commit suicide, as long as the abuse is enough, there is no need to specialize in the highest trophy."
Xi Le shook his head wearily.
He was about to continue to say something, but he heard low gasps behind him, turned his head hastily, and saw Ivan as if he had just woken up from sleep, his eyes looked around in a daze until he noticed his gaze , stopped on Xi Le.
Under Xi Le's nervous gaze, Ivan's eyes quickly became clear, as if he hadn't just woken up, but had been awake for a long time. He just looked at him expressionlessly and stared at him without saying a word.
"that……"
Xi Le really thinks
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