[Comprehensive] Danger Investigator

"Hello... Ge Lima...?"

"Ge Lima...are you alright?"

Yuriko kept calling the other party's name, but Ge Lima didn't respond at all.It's like a statue that has suddenly turned into petrification, unable to hear any sounds from the outside world, and unable to perceive changes in the outside world.

Surprised at first, Yuriko thought he had just fallen into deep thinking, but when Yuriko found that no matter how loudly he shouted, Ge Lima's sanity could not be awakened, then he really panicked.She reached out and grabbed Ge Lima's arm, shaking it vigorously, trying to use this method to regain Ge Lima's sanity.

But it still failed. Ge Lima's eyes were empty, as if his soul had been taken out of him suddenly.

boom!

The big bag on his shoulders fell to the ground, but Ge Lima still didn't respond.Staring at that stiff face, Yuriko felt that Ge Lima's expression was extremely sad at the moment. The sadness was unspeakable, but she could feel it, as if she was oppressed by the cruel reality and was about to cry. I kept trying to force myself not to cry.

"Ge Lima... did you think of something sad?" Yuriko's voice trembled when she said this, she was deeply afraid that she would accidentally touch the restricted area again.

"... Sad?" Despite the weird ending, Yuriko looked happily at Ge Lima who finally spoke again.At this time, the expression on Ge Lima's face was very distorted. The corners of his mouth were slightly bent, whether he was smiling or not. He looked like a rough imitator. He didn't seem to be a human being, but he insisted on packaging himself as a human being. , but unable to learn human emotions.

"...That's right, it's sadness, why did I forget it?" Ge Lima murmured, and he stretched out his hand to pull the muscles on his cheeks, allowing his expression to return to a blank expression again.

"So....Am I sad?....I will be sad too, I am still different from them..." As he said this, a smile appeared on his face again, and that smile was very It was perfect, but Ge Lima frowned slightly dissatisfied, "No, I know how to smile, I don't need to relearn like those guys. Smile...is it like this?"

"I...are still not the same as him?"

As if longing for this answer, when Ge Lima's eyes returned to Lily's body, Lily's expression froze for a moment, she didn't know how to answer the other's question.

"...Is it different? Then why....I didn't prevent the tragedy from happening? Why...couldn't you cry at that time?" He stared blankly at the road ahead, and murmured loudly. Tightly pulling on Yuriko's nerves, some kind of indescribable sadness was transmitted to Yuriko's heart.

So sad...so painful...so sad...

Sweat dripped down, dampening the collar of Ge Lima's shirt. When his head was lowered, the sweat slowly fell to the ground following the call of gravity.Looking at the small shadow under his feet, he continued: "Yeah...because I'm afraid, I'm afraid that if the plot changes, everything will change with the butterfly effect, I can't afford to bet, so I dare not. Hehe, how ridiculous, even the sadness has disappeared, but the fear has not been forgotten, this is me...."

"Without Superman Sultana...I can't even save myself, how can I save others?"

"I remember... I remember all the memories clearly... But... why didn't I react? That's my child, isn't it? Why did I respond when he died? I don’t know how to react? Smile, sadness...Emotional learning, I didn’t miss class at the time, but how much does the corner of the mouth raise to be considered a smile?”

"Crying, I should be crying when he dies...but how much should I cry? That's my child, he's dead...Crying like hell? Or do I have to grit my teeth... Obviously there are emotions in the memory, but I can't extract them, I don't know what to do, and I still don't know what to do?...Because I have become a coward, even the memory doesn't obey my orders? "

Sentence by sentence, coherent words that couldn't understand what they wanted to express rushed into Yuriko's ears in one breath.Yuriko didn't know what to do, or she didn't know what she could do?She could only pick up Ge Lima's backpack with difficulty, and carefully placed it in his empty fisted hands.

The strap of the backpack collided with the palm of his hand, and Ge Lima raised his head to look at Yuriko, and he could still face Yuriko with a smile, "I'm fine, I'm just lamenting my incompetence...why didn't I find out earlier ?”

It became more intense, Yuriko sighed in her heart.The sadness became stronger, and she looked at Ge Lima whose expression had returned to a blank state, and a faint friendship similar to that of a companion rose in her heart.The expression was so blank that it was almost confused, like a newborn baby who really didn't understand anything.Yuriko really knew what that expression meant.

After going to elementary school, it is inevitable that the students around me will talk about family affairs, especially as they get older, complaining about parents becomes more frequent, especially the mother who is always nagging.At this moment, Yuriko always finds a quiet corner, listens to everyone's conversation, and resolutely does not express any opinions.

She was also asked by a classmate about her mother. At that time, there would be a silent blank on Lily's face similar to that of Ge Lima at this moment.For this reason, she was often squeezed out by her classmates because she didn't fit in.But what Bai Hezi could say, she really didn't understand.After her parents divorced, the definition of mother was lost in her life.

What does that mean, what does it stand for?

I don't understand...I can't understand...Although I have had a lot, those memories seem to be sealed deep in Yuriko's mind along with the severe pain.In the end, the mother is only left with a literal meaning.

As for the rest....unable to read....

Yuriko handed in a blank paper for the essay "My Mom" ​​that every elementary school student would write, because.... I really couldn't write it, it was beyond the scope of Yuriko's comprehension.

Is Ge Lima the same now, surrounded by incomprehensible emotions... troubled...?

Finally came to a conclusion, and lost his strength in the same second, Ge Lima suddenly collapsed on the ground.This startled Yuriko, there was no time to think about it, when Yuriko rushed over, just about to say something, Ge Lima hugged her like a driftwood hugged by a drowning person.Yuriko didn't struggle, she patted the opponent's back carefully, hoping to let the opponent get even a tiny bit of comfort.

“[email protected]#￥……%&*…￥@……&” to Yuriko’s ears, the language was no different from garbled characters, poured out from Ge Lima’s mouth in a low voice, and the emotion contained in it was very strong, sad He reluctantly almost annihilated Yuriko's facial features.Yuriko didn't move, he waited quietly, waiting for the sad and helpless soul in his strong body to slowly quiet down.

'If I had been braver and broke the plot to save you, would you have grown into such a big child now?Will...will smile at me happily...will call me daddy...'

...............

The seemingly static time did not last long. Ge Lima, who was raised as a spy, has an amazing ability to regulate his own state.When he stood up by himself and supported Yuriko, he had packed up all the emotions he had leaked, as if nothing just happened.

The smile on Ge Lima's face is exactly the same as before, like a fine product measured by the smallest scale, without flaws, this is the most perfect work.But looking at the smile on Ge Lima's face, Baihezi felt an unspeakable fear instead, why did the smile look like this?

It's not that the smile is not good enough, but...

It's so good, it's like a machine-made and adjusted smile, perfect and not what people should have.When you are happy, your smile will expand several times. A normal polite smile is just a slight raise of the corners of your mouth. When you are depressed, your smile will become ugly because you are not happy in your heart.

But how could it be?Ge Lima was obviously so sad just now, how did this smile appear, and where was his true emotion hidden?

Is the smile wrong, or the sadness just now?

Didn't Ge Lima say it himself?Emotions cannot be hidden. Once you hide your emotions, you will lose your true self in the end and never get it back?

Thinking of this, Lily reached out and grabbed Ge Lima's sleeve, and said almost indiscriminately: "It shouldn't be like this, Ge Lima, don't be like this! I'm not happy... very sad... .If you are really sad, you can tell me, just like I just told you, don't do this..."

As he said that, one hand tightly grasped the sleeve, and the other hand touched Ge Lima's cheek, which was very far away due to the height difference.

"Stop laughing, stop laughing, that's wrong, you're wrong!"

Exuding such a sad smell, how could it be a smile from the heart?Don't lie to yourself anymore, the more you do this, you will lose yourself, and you will really not be able to find yourself.

Ge Lima watched Baihezi's movements quietly, and his heart was so calm that no waves could rise. He had been a coward for half his life, and today he was told the truth because of his incompetence and cowardice. This heavy fact made him almost unable to breathe.

How cruel, I insisted on the goal of most of my life before I realized that it was wrong.The truth is several straits away from him, he has no boat, and now someone has worked tirelessly to bring him the truth, but the fact is so cruel that he can only rely on self-deception.Could it be that the subconscious self has already discovered that something is wrong, but has no courage to break through the barrier, so it is willing to block the emotion and become a Ge Lima without Sultana, rather than admit his incompetence?

The author has something to say: Yes, Ge Lima was married and had his own children, but he has passed away... For the remaining questions, let the plot continue to develop

I will continue Amway, and then introduce other characters...but before that..still have to...

Ge Lima...

So sad... I still feel very sad every time I see this place

He is the person closest to Ge Lima in the show, as for the name... as he said

From the beginning to the end, he has been chasing Doctor Tianma, but the police officer Lenk who always deviates from the truth of the matter

Who is Mr. Russell saying this to? Go and see...

This is the original Ava

The brief but unforgettable Martin

Martin told it to Ava, after meeting Martin, Ava has changed...but ah...

Even though the person I'm waiting for will never come...