you came in time

Ying Feng was crying and collapsed, unable to utter a word.

Jin Shu took a step forward, reached out to wipe his tears, Ying Feng threw himself into his arms, stretched out his stiff arms around Jin Shu's waist, and buried himself in his arms, weeping bitterly.

Jin Shu smiled, and the circles of his eyes were also reddish.

It's just dark and you can't see it.

For a moment, in the silent corner, there was only Ying Feng's suppressed crying.

The crying gradually died down, Ying Feng raised his head from his embrace, looked at Jin Shu, sobbed and said, "I like you, can you be my boyfriend."

Jin Shu looked down at him.

"If you want, I will treat you very well. I will practice singing with you every day, I will listen to your singing every day, and I will try my best to learn how to play the guitar. I will make delicious food for you, and I will learn how to cook. Go to school, I work hard, and I earn money to buy you new clothes. I will treat you very, very well, so good that you will feel very happy when you think of me as your boyfriend every day."

Ying Feng cried: "If you came to see me that day, I would have said so. I memorized it for a week."

Jin Shu took a deep breath, knelt on the ground with one knee, and hugged Ying Feng in his arms.Ying Feng's face was buried in his shoulders, still crying: "I've been reciting it for a week, and I want to tell you in front of you, I like you, and I want to be your boyfriend. I even came out to my family for you Yes, I was kicked out by my adoptive father and adoptive mother, and I severed the relationship."

Jin Shu hugged him tighter.

"You didn't come that day, and it rained heavily. I waited for a day and a night. I got a high fever in the rain and almost burned my brain. After a few months, you made your debut suddenly. I was so desperate that I squatted in the square Seeing you make your debut——" Ying Feng couldn't continue, lowered his head, and tried his best to hold back his crying.

"Okay, stop crying, it's all over."

Ying Feng shook his head.He wanted to say more, but he couldn't come out, and the sound of crying came out of his mouth.

Jin Shu asked him, "It's too cold outside, should we go to the car first?"

Ying Feng nodded, and said pitifully, "But I can't feel my feet."

Jin Shu got up and picked him up.

Ying Feng cried and asked, "Will you be seen?"

"There is almost no one in the school now."

Ying Feng cried "Oh", and asked again: "What should I do? Your fans will cry to death for what you said today. The girls in our group will faint from crying. They shouldn't have said it."

Jin Shu paused, why is he still thinking about the girls in the group at this moment...

"Husband." Ying Feng suddenly called him again.

He bowed his head.

"I love you so much." Ying Feng cried pitifully, "So the first love you mentioned four years ago was me, so is the first love you mentioned today still me?"

Jin Shu said helplessly, "Of course."

"Oh... If I knew you were talking about me, I would have gone to you four years ago. I am so pitiful."

"..."

"Senior Sister often says that when I encounter something about you, my IQ will drop. It is true, why am I so stupid. At that time, I waited for you for so long, but you didn't come. I always thought that you didn't like me at all. , I am self-indulgent, so I dare not go to you again. I feel ashamed, and I am afraid that you will disgust me even more.

At that time, I had just changed my mind, and I didn't know much about this group. I was afraid of being hated by others, and I didn't have enough confidence in my heart.Although you smile every time you see me and only eat what I give you, I guess you like me.But the time I handed you the little note was the first time I said 'I like you' to you, and I was very nervous.

In the end, you didn't come. I think you disgusted me, which hit me even harder. I also have some problems with self-awareness, and I have been in a downturn for a long time.I even regret telling you 'I like you', for a while I thought, if I don't say it, at least I can still see you every day.

After you debuted, I was no longer from the same world as me, and I dared not go to you anymore.You said first love or something, how could I dare to think about myself?I'm so pitiful, I've been loved for so long and I don't even know it. "

"It was my fault."

"You are much happier than me. At least you have known that I like you for so many years!"

"……sorry."

"No, I'm the one who wants to say I'm sorry. I shouldn't be angry at you just now, and I ran over to interrupt your work. You obviously won the award, which is something to be happy about. But I was really angry at that time, and I didn't have time to think of him Yes. I just thought, you know who I am and don't tell me the truth.

I thought you were lying to me, I think you saw my embarrassment and childishness, especially that one, Jin Xiaoyu scolded people on the Internet every day because of you... and called you 'husband'... I think you saw it , It's embarrassing, you know, I suddenly thought of the time when I had a problem with self-awareness many years ago.Then forget everything.

I'm sorry, the past has left too many shadows on me, and the shadows have lasted for too many years, and I can't believe many things.I was wrong about you. Ying Feng wiped away tears, raised his head and apologized to Jin Shu.

Jin Shu couldn't laugh or cry, how could there be such a good character?Also apologize to him?

"Don't be sad, I won't kill you in the future. I will never disturb your work again."

"Oh, Fengfeng." Jin Shu couldn't say anything else, the only thing he could do was hug him tighter.

Jin Shu's car was parked in an open space by the side of the road. When he got to the side of the car, he opened the door and put Ying Feng in first.He quickly turned on the heater in the car, and he lowered his head to take off Ying Feng's shoes.

Ying Feng remained motionless and let him do what he did.

Ying Feng leaned on the car seat, not knowing what to think, suddenly fell silent.

After Ying Feng said those words, he thought about a lot of things again, so absorbed in his thoughts that he didn't even notice that his feet were covered by Jin Shu's arms.

"What should I do?" He suddenly said again.

"Ok?"

"What do you say today? You must never expose your relationship with the media."

"why?"

"I am a fan myself, I know that feeling too well. It is not easy for girls to like you once, they are all little girls. You can ask the studio to make a statement tomorrow. First love is first love and has nothing to do with dating. , don't make the girls sad."

"You're too—"

"I am Mrs. Jin Xiaoyu anyway, and the girls call me 'sister' anyway." Ying Feng finished speaking freely, aftertaste, and said, "Wow, it feels good to lose the vest. In fact, I really I like the name Jin Xiaoyu. So you saw the Weibo where I quarreled with others, didn't you feel uncomfortable?"

Jin Shu finally laughed out loud: "It's okay."

Ying Feng thought about it, and said seriously: "I don't want to affect your work."

"Work is no match for you."

"In short, don't make it public! Don't say such ambiguous things to the media in the future, just tell me quietly."

Jin Shu was helpless.

"Husband." Ying Feng stretched out his hand towards him.

"what happened?"

"I love you so much, love you so much." Ying Feng hugged Jin Shu's neck, leaned his head against his ear, and said softly, "My life is so happy. My first love, my first love, happened to be my first love. .He has been looking for me for eight years."

Jin Shu patted his head.

"Don't be sad. It doesn't matter if your father treats you like that. We will live happily with Beibei in the future. No one can bully you two anymore. I treat you well."

"it is good."

"We're going to be very, very happy."

"How do you know Maple Leaf..."

"I went to a meeting today, and Jin Jiayue was also there, he said."

Jin Shu exhaled angrily.

Ying Feng finally laughed too, but he hurriedly asked: "Is it true that Jin Jiayue won't live long..."

"Unless a matching bone marrow can be found."

"Can't even find your father..."

"How should I put it, sometimes things that seem easy are actually very difficult to do. My father and his mother are not compatible with him. Once there was a match, and the other party agreed, but in the end he regretted it during the operation. Sometimes Jin Jiayue's luck is really not very good, but sometimes it is amazing, several times, he was pulled back alive from the gate of hell."

"It's not easy for him..."

"It's not easy for him. He also knows that his life is not long, so he has been living a more casual life. What he wants to do, he dropped out of university twice, changed many majors, and studied abroad for a while. I Although I often quarreled with him, I am very grateful that he told me about Jin Beibei. He could not tell me selfishly. As for my dad, I hate him very much, but frankly, he couldn’t be cruel later, otherwise It’s not like he took me for a physical examination when I was 16 years old. He had been thinking of other ways before. But he is a person who can’t explain it in words. Do you think he still has a little conscience? Let’s just make do with it, anyway, it’s rare for me to see him once a year.”

"He won't have any thoughts about Beibei now, will he?!"

Jin Shu shook his head: "No, he has resigned himself to Jin Jiayue. There is one thing that is also very interesting."

"what?"

"After Jin Beibei was born, I brought it back. He took a look and shed two crocodile tears."

"..."

"After shedding two crocodile tears, he finally came to his senses."

Ying Feng was crying until his face collapsed, but Jin Shu made him laugh again.

"But I don't intend to reconcile with him. A person like him is really not worthy of being a father."

Ying Feng hugged him comfortingly, she could understand, how could the shadow given to him since childhood disappear so easily?His shadow of eight years can last so long.

"It's fine for the three of us to be fine."

"Ah."

Ying Feng thought for a while, then laughed again: "So I actually want to thank Jin Jiayue, otherwise I wouldn't know you love me so much."

"..."

"So you love me so much, haha. I'm very confident now!"

Jin Shu also smiled: "It's good that you know."

"what?"

"You know, I love you so much. So, never leave me again."

"Wow——" Ying Feng was shocked by his words.

sounds so good.

Jin Shu originally planned to drive Ying Feng home directly, but Xiao Shi kept calling him.

After solving the important matter, Jin Shu was finally free to answer the phone.

Xiao Shi cried and begged him to make up the interview, and a lot of people were waiting for him.Ying Feng heard it, and immediately nodded to him, and Jin Shu agreed.

"I'll take you home first."

"Farewell! Hurry up, I'll wait in the car, this car is very comfortable!" Seeing that he was not happy, Ying Feng said again, "Hurry up! It can't be because I'm sorry for your hard work and the prize you won! I'm already very happy Guilty."

"Fengfeng, do you really not mind?"

"What do you mind?" Ying Feng was puzzled.

"Mind my occupation."

"Why should I mind? Seeing you being liked by everyone and seeing you standing higher and higher is the happiest thing for me! You are all mine now, and I have no other extravagant wishes."

"Really?"

"Really, it's true. I'd love to see my husband become popular all over the universe!"

Jin Shu smiled and drove to make up the interview.

On the way, Ying Feng thought more and more happily: "Then I can post on Weibo as much as I want in the future, or I can get another account and transform into a breaking news account? Anyway, you know everything. It's so interesting to share something you can say." Ah. I'm also an internet celebrity."

Jin Shu shook his head and laughed.

Isn't Mrs. Jin Xiaoyu already an Internet celebrity?If you take off a fan casually, you can be on the hot search.

On the same day, Jin Shu made up the interview until very late.

On Weibo, Jin Shu was naturally the number one most searched. He not only won the award, but also thanked his first love again for earning enough traffic.Regarding "first love", Jin Shu did not explain further.

The more he explained, the more chaotic he said, let others interpret it.

This is also the method suggested by Ying Feng. For fans, as long as they don't admit it, they will deny it.As for passers-by and Heizi, it is useless to say more, they will only think it is hype, so let him go.

After the interview, Jin Shu invited everyone to dinner, ordered hot pot takeaway, and ate in the studio.

Teacher Ying had wiped her face clean with a wet towel in the car, her body was warmed up, and she suddenly appeared in good spirits.Xiao Shi and Xiao Deng were taken aback again.

Jin Shu directly took the man in by holding hands, and the two of them looked at each other, it was reconciliation!

Ying Feng greeted everyone with a smile. Ying Feng knew everyone present, but they all suddenly felt that Teacher Ying today was different from the past.

How to describe this emotion.

In the past, Ying Feng and Jin Shu fell in love sweetly, but because of some old concealment, there was always a little cautiousness that was faintly visible.Unknowingly, Ying Feng admires Jin Shu, and she still has low self-esteem and worries about her homosexuality when she was young.

After talking about it, it doesn't mean that Ying Feng no longer worships Jin Shu.

The person I love is my idol, not to mention Jin Shu is Ying Feng's real idol.

But now, Jin Shu is really no longer just a big star Jin Shu, nor is it the big star Jin Shu that Ying Feng thinks he can only be together when he is lucky.

It was the most real one, the boy who had fallen in love with each other when the two of them were young, one was sixteen and the other was eighteen.

A particularly reassuring feeling.

His low self-esteem and worries about gains and losses finally disappeared.

Teacher Ying was already dressed up handsomely today, although the previous toss made him a lot of mess, but he cleaned up again in the car.Right now, he and Jin Daxing are both in black suits, and they really look like they are about to get married.

Several familiar staff members jokingly asked when they would get married.

Ying Feng smiled so much that his eyes half-closed, and many stars could be missed directly in his eyes.He looked at Jin Shu again, and all the stars fell into Jin Shu's blue ocean again.

The staff said one after another: Deep dog abuse!

That night, the two of them did not return to their homes in the urban area.

Instead, they went to a small villa in Jin Shu, and as soon as they entered the house, before the lights were turned on, the two embraced and kissed each other.They undressed each other, the clothes were all over the floor, and they both fell to the ground without even entering the bedroom.

Deep in love, Ying Feng looked back at Jin Shu.

In Jin Shu's eyes, everything in the ocean is himself.

He hugged Jin Shu's neck with his backhand, bit and kissed Jin Shu's lips.

Accompany him to grow up, accompany him to become the most magnificent ocean in the world.

Finally, he grew up, and indeed became a magnificent ocean.

And he, Ying Feng, is the real owner of this ocean.