The atmosphere was a bit strange. When Pei Liao was called in by the third master, he glanced at the room very low-key, wondering whether he should be happy that the room was intact.
"Third Master, the road up the mountain has been cleared, do you need to arrange it tomorrow?"
Qu Yun glanced sideways at Lin Yi.
Lin Yi was stunned for two seconds before realizing the meaning of his glance: "I have no other arrangements."
"Then let's go to the top of the mountain to see the golden eagle tomorrow?" Qu Yun spoke softly and discussed with Lin Yi: "The scenery on the top of the mountain is good, I want to take you to see it."
Lin Yi pondered for two seconds, then remembered another thing: "How is your health? Have you taken your medicine on time?"
Qu Yun was leaning on the sofa - the distance between them was extremely subtle, if they were close, they would not have physical contact, if they were far away, it would not be too close, it would be a distance that would make them seem too close.
He looked sideways at Lin Yi: "My body is very good..." He blinked slowly, with some meaningful aftertaste in his tone: "As long as you are always so good..."
Pei Liao was caught off guard by hearing such a sentence, and almost coughed aloud—before he did so, he managed it with willpower and saved his career.
Lin Yi was obviously flustered by this sentence, his eyelashes were trembling non-stop, and a small shadow covered his eyelids, inexplicably looking a little bully.
The limp is not like the Lin Yi in his impression.
Qu Yun's fingers moved slightly, and he had the urge to take the opportunity to do something, but unfortunately, he clearly knew that this was just an illusion, once he really did something, the soft Lin Yi would disappear instantly, replaced by It was the restrained and indifferent Lin Yi he was familiar with.
Lin Yi was easily disturbed by him, after Qu Yun retreated again and again.
"Your health is more important." Lin Yi put those messy emotions aside and focused on the key points: "You coughed again just now."
"It's a bit urgent..." Qu Yun tapped the sofa with his fingers, and Pei Liao, who was always paying attention to him, understood instantly, quietly exited the room again, and arranged for tomorrow's mountaineering itinerary.
"So it's inevitable to have a cough." Qu Yun said lightly: "I know my situation, don't worry."
He stared at Lin Yi, reluctant to look away, and even more reluctant to miss every trace of the other's expression: "What's more, you are with me."
"If you miss our date due to your physical condition..." Qu Yun paused, and got the picture he wanted to see as he wished.
Lin Yi with red ears, Lin Yi who avoids his sight—a shy and helpless Lin Yi.
She was shy for my words, not for other men.
Qu Yun smiled slightly because of this definition: "Then I will be very sad..." He paused for a while, his tone was gentle: "It's as sad as being rejected by you repeatedly."
After Lin Yi dodged his gaze for a few seconds, he pulled away from the swarming emotions and said with a steady expression, "If this is the case, then don't stay in the hospital for so long like before."
"During that time..." Qu Yun lowered his eyes and asked the question that had appeared in his mind: "Why didn't you come to see me?"
"I'm filming."
"But you still remember to send flowers."
"Talk about your feelings."
The two of you came and went back and forth, and Qu Yun highlighted the key points: "That means you know that I am hospitalized, and you care about it." He looked at Lin Yi, with some invisible expectations: "So, you are specially Did not come to see me."
"What do you want to ask?" Lin Yi vigilantly put up his whole body's words, wrapped himself tightly, and changed back to the most common appearance of Qu Yun, restrained and alienated without any flaws.
"At that time, you cared about me, right?" Qu Yun: "I wanted to alienate me, I wanted to distance myself from me, because you were shaken, because you had a little..."
"No." Lin Yi interrupted him.
Qu Yun watched him quietly.
Lines of sight met, Lin Yi closed his eyes and said in a low voice, "Even so, so what?"
Qu Yun smiled slowly, completely annihilated that subtle distance, and put his hand on the sofa lightly on Lin Yi's shoulder, the temperature belonging to the human body was transmitted along the thin clothes, making the somewhat stagnant atmosphere flow again.
"Then I'll be very happy." Qu Yun leaned very close, next to Lin Yi's ear, his gentle voice flowed slowly with a certain illusion of affection: "Even if it's only a little bit, it's enough for me not to let go."
Lin Yi looked sideways at him.
The magnified face is just around the corner, the breathing blends together, and the pale pink lip color is just around the corner, as if it has been waiting for a long time.
Qu Yun restrained the impulse, but could not restrain the frequency of his heartbeat.
Every time the heart beats faster, it all stems from uncontrollable love.
He took a deep breath, and his nostrils were filled with Lin Yi's breath, like a very familiar tranquilizer, which made him calm down suddenly.
"I have so many likes, so many that if you get too close, I'm afraid you will find out." But you never found out.
Lin Yi can see it, from every detail and every look, those unconcealable facts are called the existence of love.
It was precisely because of this that he fell into another kind of confusion.
He couldn't be sure if he was wrong, and he couldn't be sure if what he saw on Qu Yun was actually this.
Why are they so similar and why... I'm so used to it.
Before everything is exposed, people who know nothing regard it as a part of daily life.
But when everything is exposed and the undisguised love is revealed, ignorant human beings can't help being surprised and confused by this.
did i ever get himThe gaze in the vague memory is my illusion?Or is it a beautiful filter added to the memory?Or... have I missed so much?
Lin Yi's wandering thoughts were immediately noticed by Qu Yun.
"At this moment, are you still distracted?" Qu Yun reached out and pinched Lin Yi's face, recalling his thoughts: "Remember him?"
Lin Yi came back to his senses, when dealing with things related to Qu Yun, he was like a little animal who was born aware of danger, and could always easily avoid those traps.
"I was just wondering when did you start staring at me like this."
Qu Yun was slightly taken aback for this question.
when?
In the previous life.
In the previous life... when?
He can't remember it anymore, it seems that during that long time, he got used to having such a person by his side, used to Lin Yi always smiling softly, got used to Lin Yi's gaze, got used to Lin Yi's existence , I'm used to... looking at him with such eyes.
But at that time, when he realized what was hidden in his vision, it was too late, and he had done too many wrong things.
So much that he didn't dare to say his love easily.
Would you fall in love with someone who buys out your future with money?
Will you fall in love with a person who cut off your ideals with a contract?
Would you fall in love with someone who is moody and has a bad temper?
Qu Yun asked himself this question countless times, and got the same answer countless times, no, I won't.
On the contrary, if it was him, he would send him to die impatiently.
Lin Yi is not him, so he can still enjoy Lin Yi's tenderness, and occasionally get Lin Yi's care. This kind of tiny happiness occasionally makes him have the illusion that they are in love.
So he tried to do more, worked hard to overcome everything, and even prepared a well-planned marriage proposal—even if it was impossible, he wanted to try to regain a chance of survival.
This is Qu Yun.
However, before everything started, Lin Yi rejected him first.
【"I saw that ring, it's very beautiful."
"I wish you an early birth to your son."]
He was so impatient to get rid of him, he was so impatient to stab words sharper than sharp weapons into his heart.
From the beginning, it was a contract, a wishful thinking.
He still didn't seize the one in ten thousand chance.
But this time, everything is different, he made the right choice, he did nothing wrong, he is qualified to declare to him confidently: I love you from birth to death.
"From the first time I saw you." From the first time I saw you again in this life.
"I've been watching you like this." I love you more than anyone else.
He is so sincere, his feelings are so sincere, even hard-hearted people will be moved by him, not to mention, Lin Yi has never been hard-hearted towards him.
Just before he said something out of control, before he couldn't restrain himself from responding to him, he thought of another question.
If what he said is true, since Qu Yun in the previous life and Qu Yun in this life are the same person, is there a possibility...
Lin Yi was silent for two seconds, realizing that he should not be obsessed with past people and things.
This will only hurt Qu Yun, and it doesn't make any sense.
"Indeed, from the very beginning, you treated me..." Lin Yi recalled the difference between the two first encounters: "It's very special."
"Because I fell in love with you at first sight." Qu Yun took advantage of the victory to pursue and make persistent efforts.
So what is the only difference between the previous life and this life?
Lin Yi's expression changed.
In his previous life, when he met Qu Yun for the first time, he stayed in Qu's residence and spent an impressive night.
But in this life, he did not choose to stay, but chose to turn around and leave.
So, what is not available is the best?
Lin Yi didn't want to summarize Qu Yun in this way, but at present, this is the only difference.
Qu Yun keenly caught the change of Lin Yi's expression, he was a little puzzled: "What's wrong? Your expression looks a little..." He paused: "Strange."
Lin Yi struggled to erase that thought just now, based on his understanding of Qu Yun, Qu Yun is not such a person.
On the contrary, because of physical reasons, he can even be called abstinence.
There must be other reasons. Lin Yi doesn't want to misunderstand the other party again, let alone return the relationship that has been eased with difficulty to the frozen starting point again.
"I just don't think you're the type who would fall in love at first sight, so it's a bit strange."
He was lying, Qu Yun easily came to this conclusion, he stared at Lin Yi, Lin Yi avoided his sight.
Why lie?Is there any need to lie here?
The thoughts in Qu Yun's mind turned sharply, and he once again encountered an unexplainable logic problem. From the beginning to the present, in getting along with Lin Yi, he would occasionally have this wonderful feeling, something is wrong, something exists question.
This feeling is fleeting and difficult to capture, almost giving him the illusion that it doesn't matter.
But occasionally, such as at this moment, he can be very sure that between him and Lin Yi, in the constant rejection and avoidance, there is a secret among the "person he likes" that shouldn't exist.
There is no secret in front of him, no doubt he will dig it out and know everything.
But at this moment, he was a little hesitant - all the hesitation, all the hesitation, was just whether Lin Yi would be unhappy because of it.
He went through all kinds of twists and turns to get to this step, not to satisfy his curiosity, discover an irrelevant secret, and then let everything return to the original point, losing him again.
If this secret will turn all this into nothingness, then even he will choose to stop.
There is only one thing in the world that can make him not like him.
That is love.
The missed loves, the lost lovers, and the long hours are enough to teach him how to love someone.
When he was young, he acted recklessly and self-righteously, looking up, the world was at his feet. At that time, he felt that he had nothing to lose, and even if he lost everything, he could get it back with his own hands, so he could do whatever he wanted, and could not learn what the world wanted. Teach him the truth.
Until it is really lost, until it is irretrievable, until the price is paid.
Only then did he understand that if you don't learn to bow your head to the world, then sooner or later the world will tell you what it means to be dripping with blood.
Learn to hesitate, learn to hesitate, learn to suffer, learn to struggle, learn to let go, learn not to let go.
Going around and going around, life starts all over again.
This time, the world can no longer take him away from him.
The author has something to say: ask for a day off tomorrow and update the day after tomorrow.
"Third Master, the road up the mountain has been cleared, do you need to arrange it tomorrow?"
Qu Yun glanced sideways at Lin Yi.
Lin Yi was stunned for two seconds before realizing the meaning of his glance: "I have no other arrangements."
"Then let's go to the top of the mountain to see the golden eagle tomorrow?" Qu Yun spoke softly and discussed with Lin Yi: "The scenery on the top of the mountain is good, I want to take you to see it."
Lin Yi pondered for two seconds, then remembered another thing: "How is your health? Have you taken your medicine on time?"
Qu Yun was leaning on the sofa - the distance between them was extremely subtle, if they were close, they would not have physical contact, if they were far away, it would not be too close, it would be a distance that would make them seem too close.
He looked sideways at Lin Yi: "My body is very good..." He blinked slowly, with some meaningful aftertaste in his tone: "As long as you are always so good..."
Pei Liao was caught off guard by hearing such a sentence, and almost coughed aloud—before he did so, he managed it with willpower and saved his career.
Lin Yi was obviously flustered by this sentence, his eyelashes were trembling non-stop, and a small shadow covered his eyelids, inexplicably looking a little bully.
The limp is not like the Lin Yi in his impression.
Qu Yun's fingers moved slightly, and he had the urge to take the opportunity to do something, but unfortunately, he clearly knew that this was just an illusion, once he really did something, the soft Lin Yi would disappear instantly, replaced by It was the restrained and indifferent Lin Yi he was familiar with.
Lin Yi was easily disturbed by him, after Qu Yun retreated again and again.
"Your health is more important." Lin Yi put those messy emotions aside and focused on the key points: "You coughed again just now."
"It's a bit urgent..." Qu Yun tapped the sofa with his fingers, and Pei Liao, who was always paying attention to him, understood instantly, quietly exited the room again, and arranged for tomorrow's mountaineering itinerary.
"So it's inevitable to have a cough." Qu Yun said lightly: "I know my situation, don't worry."
He stared at Lin Yi, reluctant to look away, and even more reluctant to miss every trace of the other's expression: "What's more, you are with me."
"If you miss our date due to your physical condition..." Qu Yun paused, and got the picture he wanted to see as he wished.
Lin Yi with red ears, Lin Yi who avoids his sight—a shy and helpless Lin Yi.
She was shy for my words, not for other men.
Qu Yun smiled slightly because of this definition: "Then I will be very sad..." He paused for a while, his tone was gentle: "It's as sad as being rejected by you repeatedly."
After Lin Yi dodged his gaze for a few seconds, he pulled away from the swarming emotions and said with a steady expression, "If this is the case, then don't stay in the hospital for so long like before."
"During that time..." Qu Yun lowered his eyes and asked the question that had appeared in his mind: "Why didn't you come to see me?"
"I'm filming."
"But you still remember to send flowers."
"Talk about your feelings."
The two of you came and went back and forth, and Qu Yun highlighted the key points: "That means you know that I am hospitalized, and you care about it." He looked at Lin Yi, with some invisible expectations: "So, you are specially Did not come to see me."
"What do you want to ask?" Lin Yi vigilantly put up his whole body's words, wrapped himself tightly, and changed back to the most common appearance of Qu Yun, restrained and alienated without any flaws.
"At that time, you cared about me, right?" Qu Yun: "I wanted to alienate me, I wanted to distance myself from me, because you were shaken, because you had a little..."
"No." Lin Yi interrupted him.
Qu Yun watched him quietly.
Lines of sight met, Lin Yi closed his eyes and said in a low voice, "Even so, so what?"
Qu Yun smiled slowly, completely annihilated that subtle distance, and put his hand on the sofa lightly on Lin Yi's shoulder, the temperature belonging to the human body was transmitted along the thin clothes, making the somewhat stagnant atmosphere flow again.
"Then I'll be very happy." Qu Yun leaned very close, next to Lin Yi's ear, his gentle voice flowed slowly with a certain illusion of affection: "Even if it's only a little bit, it's enough for me not to let go."
Lin Yi looked sideways at him.
The magnified face is just around the corner, the breathing blends together, and the pale pink lip color is just around the corner, as if it has been waiting for a long time.
Qu Yun restrained the impulse, but could not restrain the frequency of his heartbeat.
Every time the heart beats faster, it all stems from uncontrollable love.
He took a deep breath, and his nostrils were filled with Lin Yi's breath, like a very familiar tranquilizer, which made him calm down suddenly.
"I have so many likes, so many that if you get too close, I'm afraid you will find out." But you never found out.
Lin Yi can see it, from every detail and every look, those unconcealable facts are called the existence of love.
It was precisely because of this that he fell into another kind of confusion.
He couldn't be sure if he was wrong, and he couldn't be sure if what he saw on Qu Yun was actually this.
Why are they so similar and why... I'm so used to it.
Before everything is exposed, people who know nothing regard it as a part of daily life.
But when everything is exposed and the undisguised love is revealed, ignorant human beings can't help being surprised and confused by this.
did i ever get himThe gaze in the vague memory is my illusion?Or is it a beautiful filter added to the memory?Or... have I missed so much?
Lin Yi's wandering thoughts were immediately noticed by Qu Yun.
"At this moment, are you still distracted?" Qu Yun reached out and pinched Lin Yi's face, recalling his thoughts: "Remember him?"
Lin Yi came back to his senses, when dealing with things related to Qu Yun, he was like a little animal who was born aware of danger, and could always easily avoid those traps.
"I was just wondering when did you start staring at me like this."
Qu Yun was slightly taken aback for this question.
when?
In the previous life.
In the previous life... when?
He can't remember it anymore, it seems that during that long time, he got used to having such a person by his side, used to Lin Yi always smiling softly, got used to Lin Yi's gaze, got used to Lin Yi's existence , I'm used to... looking at him with such eyes.
But at that time, when he realized what was hidden in his vision, it was too late, and he had done too many wrong things.
So much that he didn't dare to say his love easily.
Would you fall in love with someone who buys out your future with money?
Will you fall in love with a person who cut off your ideals with a contract?
Would you fall in love with someone who is moody and has a bad temper?
Qu Yun asked himself this question countless times, and got the same answer countless times, no, I won't.
On the contrary, if it was him, he would send him to die impatiently.
Lin Yi is not him, so he can still enjoy Lin Yi's tenderness, and occasionally get Lin Yi's care. This kind of tiny happiness occasionally makes him have the illusion that they are in love.
So he tried to do more, worked hard to overcome everything, and even prepared a well-planned marriage proposal—even if it was impossible, he wanted to try to regain a chance of survival.
This is Qu Yun.
However, before everything started, Lin Yi rejected him first.
【"I saw that ring, it's very beautiful."
"I wish you an early birth to your son."]
He was so impatient to get rid of him, he was so impatient to stab words sharper than sharp weapons into his heart.
From the beginning, it was a contract, a wishful thinking.
He still didn't seize the one in ten thousand chance.
But this time, everything is different, he made the right choice, he did nothing wrong, he is qualified to declare to him confidently: I love you from birth to death.
"From the first time I saw you." From the first time I saw you again in this life.
"I've been watching you like this." I love you more than anyone else.
He is so sincere, his feelings are so sincere, even hard-hearted people will be moved by him, not to mention, Lin Yi has never been hard-hearted towards him.
Just before he said something out of control, before he couldn't restrain himself from responding to him, he thought of another question.
If what he said is true, since Qu Yun in the previous life and Qu Yun in this life are the same person, is there a possibility...
Lin Yi was silent for two seconds, realizing that he should not be obsessed with past people and things.
This will only hurt Qu Yun, and it doesn't make any sense.
"Indeed, from the very beginning, you treated me..." Lin Yi recalled the difference between the two first encounters: "It's very special."
"Because I fell in love with you at first sight." Qu Yun took advantage of the victory to pursue and make persistent efforts.
So what is the only difference between the previous life and this life?
Lin Yi's expression changed.
In his previous life, when he met Qu Yun for the first time, he stayed in Qu's residence and spent an impressive night.
But in this life, he did not choose to stay, but chose to turn around and leave.
So, what is not available is the best?
Lin Yi didn't want to summarize Qu Yun in this way, but at present, this is the only difference.
Qu Yun keenly caught the change of Lin Yi's expression, he was a little puzzled: "What's wrong? Your expression looks a little..." He paused: "Strange."
Lin Yi struggled to erase that thought just now, based on his understanding of Qu Yun, Qu Yun is not such a person.
On the contrary, because of physical reasons, he can even be called abstinence.
There must be other reasons. Lin Yi doesn't want to misunderstand the other party again, let alone return the relationship that has been eased with difficulty to the frozen starting point again.
"I just don't think you're the type who would fall in love at first sight, so it's a bit strange."
He was lying, Qu Yun easily came to this conclusion, he stared at Lin Yi, Lin Yi avoided his sight.
Why lie?Is there any need to lie here?
The thoughts in Qu Yun's mind turned sharply, and he once again encountered an unexplainable logic problem. From the beginning to the present, in getting along with Lin Yi, he would occasionally have this wonderful feeling, something is wrong, something exists question.
This feeling is fleeting and difficult to capture, almost giving him the illusion that it doesn't matter.
But occasionally, such as at this moment, he can be very sure that between him and Lin Yi, in the constant rejection and avoidance, there is a secret among the "person he likes" that shouldn't exist.
There is no secret in front of him, no doubt he will dig it out and know everything.
But at this moment, he was a little hesitant - all the hesitation, all the hesitation, was just whether Lin Yi would be unhappy because of it.
He went through all kinds of twists and turns to get to this step, not to satisfy his curiosity, discover an irrelevant secret, and then let everything return to the original point, losing him again.
If this secret will turn all this into nothingness, then even he will choose to stop.
There is only one thing in the world that can make him not like him.
That is love.
The missed loves, the lost lovers, and the long hours are enough to teach him how to love someone.
When he was young, he acted recklessly and self-righteously, looking up, the world was at his feet. At that time, he felt that he had nothing to lose, and even if he lost everything, he could get it back with his own hands, so he could do whatever he wanted, and could not learn what the world wanted. Teach him the truth.
Until it is really lost, until it is irretrievable, until the price is paid.
Only then did he understand that if you don't learn to bow your head to the world, then sooner or later the world will tell you what it means to be dripping with blood.
Learn to hesitate, learn to hesitate, learn to suffer, learn to struggle, learn to let go, learn not to let go.
Going around and going around, life starts all over again.
This time, the world can no longer take him away from him.
The author has something to say: ask for a day off tomorrow and update the day after tomorrow.
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