Everyone is waiting for us to break up [Entertainment]

The atmosphere in the bedroom was a little stagnant.

The relaxation just now disappeared with the change of the scene, and they returned to reality again—a reality that makes people unable to relax.

Lin Yi sat on the sofa, staring at the medicinal wine on the coffee table, and Qu Yun stood in front of the sofa, also staring at the medicinal wine on the tea table.

"I……"

"I……"

They opened their mouths at the same time, and when they realized that the other had also opened their mouths, they closed their mouths at the same time.

Lin Yi moved away from looking at the medicinal wine, and looked at Qu Yun.

Qu Yun stretched out his hand to pick up the medicinal wine, then turned to look at him: "Shall I wipe it for you?"

"I'll do it myself." Lin Yi stretched out his hand towards him: "A little bruise, there's no need to bother you."

Holding the bottle, Qu Yun looked down at Lin Yi's legs covered by his outer robe: "No trouble."

The atmosphere fell silent.

Lin Yi wanted to say something to reject him, but after deliberating for a long time, he couldn't choose a word of rejection that would not hurt people. It is not so much that the words hurt people, but that it is difficult to do it without hurting people. People - especially when their relationship is so delicate.

Qu Yun waited for a few seconds, before Lin Yi refused, he smiled a little, broke the silence and said, "Then I started?"

Lin Yi caught a glimpse of the smile on the corner of his mouth, and his lips moved.

Qu Yun landed on one knee, stretched out his hand to hold Lin Yi's leg, glanced at the bruise on the calf, moved a little softly, and even lowered his tone a few degrees: "It's not serious, rub it with medicinal wine, It should be fine tomorrow."

"You get up first." Lin Yi shrank his feet, but did not flinch: "This posture..."

Qu Yun looked up at him: "What's wrong?"

Lin Yi could see the twists on Qu Yun's head when he lowered his head. He seldom looked at Qu Yun from this angle. Because of his height, he spent most of his time looking up at Qu Yun. In his memory, Qu Yun She seldom bows her head, let alone half-kneeling in front of him like she is now.

The change of posture does not make Qu Yun look weak, and his confidence never comes from the perspective of overlooking others.

"You are not suitable for this action."

Qu Yun glanced at his posture: "How can there be a saying that the movement is appropriate or not?" He withdrew his hand, opened the bottle, poured some on his hand, rubbed it slowly, and then lowered his head to gently rub the bruise.

"Tell me if it hurts."

It didn't hurt, on the contrary, some warmth penetrated into the skin along his hands, making Lin Yi shrink his legs subconsciously again.

Qu Yun grasped it quickly with his eyes and hands: "Don't move, you almost hit the sofa."

Lin Yi stopped moving, and silently stared at Qu Yun's soft hair.

"Sometimes, I feel that you like me more than anyone else." Qu Yun lowered his head and rubbed his bruises, "Sometimes, I feel that you hate me more than anyone else."

"No." Lin Yi carefully looked at Qu Yun's hairpin, the hairpin was in a straight position, and there was no trace of paranoia and stubbornness in his character.

"Nothing?" Qu Yun rubbed the bruise with more force, "Didn't you like me? Or didn't you hate me? Or neither."

Lin Yi didn't answer.

"Sometimes you are far away from me, and sometimes you are very close to me." Qu Yun never thought of getting an answer: "Is it because I did something wrong? Or is it because you hate me?"

"I don't hate you."

"That's what I did wrong." The advantage of being in a low place is that you don't have to worry about the other party seeing your expression. Qu Yun lowered his head and concentrated on rubbing the bruise, expressing the ups and downs pain lightly.

"I started our story with a bad beginning." These words have been in Qu Yun's heart for too long, so long that he said them now, and they will no longer make waves: "It's not about liking and being liked, but about money and love." trade."

"In your eyes, I must be a terrible person." And I have done worse things, broken your back, snuffed out your ideals, and left you trapped in my world with nowhere to go can escape.

"If such a bad person likes me, I will also be troubled by it." Qu Yun smiled: "But you can still be so gentle to me, it must be because you are too kind."

No, it is not.

Lin Yi opened his mouth, and for a moment, he almost felt that Qu Yun was not telling the story of their current life, but the story of the previous life.

He was right, the Qu Yun in his previous life was indeed an extremely bad person, especially compared with the Qu Yun in front of him, there was almost no merit.

Willfulness, self-righteousness, arrogance, paranoia, stubbornness - Lin Yi can find countless flaws in him, but the worst and most despairing point is that he doesn't love me.

What Qu Yun has done can only be regarded as common operations in novels, but if it happened in reality, between them, it is not a story that can be dismissed lightly.

Because there is a long period of time there.

During those years, there were pains, struggles, joys, helplessness, and his remaining love. It was extremely bad, but extremely deep, and it was branded between them, shaping them into their final appearance.

But among all the bad things, the worst thing is not what Qu Yun did to him, but the fact that Qu Yun doesn't like him.

That alone was enough to crush him over and over again.

"Don't show such an expression." Qu Yun stopped his movements, looked up at Lin Yi, and said as if sighing: "Every time I see you showing such an expression, I feel very uncomfortable here."

Lin Yi blinked, trying to control his expression.

Qu Yun pointed to his heart: "Lin Yi, here, I will only be so sad for you."

Lin Yi opened his mouth, wanting to say something, but after a long silence, he lowered his eyes to avoid Qu Yun's sight.

He couldn't say anything, if they were not alone, he couldn't tell Qu Yun in front of him that he liked him, if they were alone... then Qu Yun would not like Lin Yi at all.

Qu Yun didn't wait for his answer, Lin Yi rejected him again.

He's used to it.

Qu Yun withdrew his gaze, continued to rub the bruise and said, "You are like this now, but it makes me believe what you said."

"What?" Lin Yi's voice was a little low, as if something heavy was hidden, and everything was falling to the depths.

"I am the shadow of the person you like." Qu Yun said in a relaxed tone, "Although I don't think there is such a person around you, but your reactions seem to tell me that this is true."

"You like a person, and he is very similar to me, as if you subconsciously found traces of him on me." Qu Yun stopped and looked at Lin Yi: "So, this is why you are so indifferent to me ?”

Lin Yi retorted subconsciously: "I didn't treat you as if I were away from you."

"Give me flowers, care about my illness, care about me, and agree to sign that contract." Qu Yun counted them one by one: "Then reject me, reject my overtures, reject my confession..."

"Lin Yi, don't you think this is too cruel for me?"

Lin Yi never thought that this word could be used on Qu Yun, let alone that the other party would say such a thing—as a sign of weakness.

Lin Yi was speechless, he could not refute, let alone explain.

How could he tell him that what he liked was the worse Qu Yun, not this Qu Yun who loved him?

Lin Yi once again confirmed that he really doesn't understand love at all.

If he had understood, perhaps things would not have developed to this point.

Qu Yun still didn't wait for Lin Yi's answer, as if silently refusing, once again.

If he doesn't love me, how can he care about my pain?He doesn't love me, so why would he care if this is too cruel for me?

All the reasons, all the thousands of words, are just those four words: He doesn't love me.

He's used to it.

Whether it was just a few months or the long seven years, he was used to it, unable to get a response, and even kept being rejected.

There is never giving up in Qu Yun's dictionary, but in this situation...

If the other party refuses to this point, even telling him that he has someone he likes, is there any reason for him to keep pestering him?

Qu Yun let out a sigh of relief, stared at Lin Yi and said, "What am I to you?" A persistent suitor, a distant spare tire, or... nothing?

Lin Yi's lips moved, but no words came out.

Qu Yun waited patiently for a while, and then confirmed that he was rejected again.

He smiled, stood up, and took a step back.

"I understand."

He looked extremely chic, as if he was about to leave Lin Yi's world again.

Lin Yi stretched out his hand subconsciously, but Qu Yun avoided his hand.

"Don't do this." Qu Yun distanced himself from him: "Since you have someone you like, and since I mean nothing to you, then you must allow me to have a decent exit, right?"

"No." Lin Yi stood up.

"there is nothing?"

"Nothing is nothing."

"Are you... trying to keep me?" Qu Yun frowned slightly, showing genuine confusion: "Lin Yi, what are you thinking? You are the one who made me go, and you are the one who made me stay... ...you like him that much?"

It would be so much easier if I knew what I was thinking.

"I don't know what I'm thinking." Lin Yi tried to say those words: "I just..." He showed a sad expression, and the emotion was very contagious, spreading along the air, as if the room was full of people. There was a bit of tide.

"I just felt that no matter what I did, it was wrong."

Qu Yun sighed, walked back to Lin Yi, and opened his hands towards him.

Lin Yi glanced at the open arms for him and hesitated.

"Lin Yi, you are always like this, hesitate, and then reject me." Qu Yun stared at him, as if telling a more distant story: "Why can't you be honest with yourself?"

Lin Yi took a step forward, regretting it a bit, and before he had time to step back, he was hugged by Qu Yun into his arms.

"I said, I will always forgive you..." There was something heavier in Qu Yun's words, which made Lin Yi even more sad.

"It doesn't matter what you did."

Qu Yun's embrace is always very warm.

Lin Yi leaned against his chest, and could hear Qu Yun's heartbeat, which seemed to be beating in his heart, which made him calm down a little bit.

"Qu Yun." Lin Yi whispered: "You are really good, it's just..."

"I don't want to hear that." Qu Yun interrupted him.

Lin Yi stopped talking.

Qu Yun put down his voice softly: "I don't ask who he is, I just ask you, will he still appear?"

Lin Yi shook his head.

"Since he won't show up, then forget about him." Qu Yun said uncompromisingly, "You must only like me."

"Qu Yun..."

Qu Yun interrupted him: "I didn't ask you to fall in love with me immediately, we still have an extremely long time to wait for you to look back."

"And I don't believe it, you don't like me at all? Otherwise you wouldn't let me go. "

Lin Yi never thought that the matter would develop to this point - of course, there were many things he didn't expect, but he just never thought that he didn't know Qu Yun so well.

In his cognition, Qu Yun can be cold, calm, or even ruthless, but he is definitely not...willing to do this for him.

He never even thought that Qu Yun would be someone who would compromise for love.

But the fact is before his eyes, what Qu Yun has done for him is far more than he thought, or in other words, what he can do for the one he loves is far beyond his imagination.

It turned out that he really never loved me.

Lin Yi was silent for a moment: "Qu Yun, do you like me?"

"I like you." Qu Yun intensified the hug, coughed a few times in a low voice, and repeated: "I like you more than anyone else."

"why do you like me?"

"Because it's you, so I like you." Qu Yun chuckled lightly: "If liking can be measured by a standard, then it's not called liking."

Lin Yi also really wanted to say "I like you because it's you" as calmly as Qu Yun did, but he couldn't.

Because he is not Qu Yun, Qu Yun has more confidence than ordinary people, but he does not, he can only carefully guard his humble liking, watching him restrained and cautious.

Until the relationship between two people is completely terminated by a card.

"I've wanted to ask since just now, you have such an expression..." Qu Yun looked sideways at Lin Yi: "Is it because of him?"

"It's because of love." Lin Yi subconsciously avoided the dangerous answer, and explained: "I found that Shen Yuanzheng was right, I really don't understand love at all."

Qu Yun stared at him for two seconds, then quickly approached and kissed him on the forehead.

Lin Yi subconsciously pushed him away as soon as he touched the soft touch - he didn't push.

"It's cute even when you're wide-eyed." Qu Yun hugged him into his arms and sighed deeply: "As long as you don't show that expression, you're cute."

"I don't want to see you show such an expression for other men at all, and I don't even want to know that you are sad, painful, and sad for other men." Qu Yun's tone returned to his usual determination: "That would make me very sad."

"Qu Yun..." Lin Yi's voice weakened again, with some apologies coming from nowhere.

"Lin Yi, I'm also a human being, and I feel uncomfortable too." Qu Yun leaned on his shoulder, his voice whispered into his ear: "Can you pay more attention to me?"

Lin Yi froze for a long time before he uttered a very soft "good".

Qu Yun smiled lightly.

He may not understand what Lin Yi is thinking, but he——will never lose.

After starting all over again, before all the mistakes happened, after he confirmed his heart, he was confident enough to take Lin Yi's heart away from that guy who didn't know which onion it was.

what is love?

Layer upon layer of routines?A conspiracy already laid?Or is it a pressing pursuit?Or is it already determined not to let go?

For Qu Yun, the answer is simple.

Remove those redundant obstacles, leaving two people happy, forever, is love.