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After Tian Ruixin returned home, he fell down on the sofa completely weak.She remembered that this behavior was similar to that of Carol. Could it be that Carol is often in such a state of exhaustion when she comes home?Rui Xin smiled wryly to herself, why did she suddenly understand Ke Kailuo a little more?

After Ai Ming found out that she had a fever in the restaurant, Ai Ming was worried and said that he would send her to see a doctor.Rui Xin still felt that as long as she had a good rest, she would get better soon. In order to reassure Abby, she promised her that she would go to the doctor tomorrow if her condition was not better. Abby's kind eyes behind the glasses were full of worry, and she was told to rest first, stop thinking too much about Carol, and take care of her body first.

"The attraction between the two of you is so strong, you are destined to be together. Don't worry!" Ai Ming said with a smile.

Really?But what if Carol doesn't think so?Rui Xin turned over on the sofa, lying on her side with a pillow on her hands.

But Carol also said that she regretted it... She cried too, she must be very sad.Miss her so much.

Rui Xin was getting more and more dizzy, she used her last strength to find the cell phone in her bag, and checked the time in Italy, it was only early Friday morning.Kai Luo should be going to business today... She is going to work at all.She didn't want to abandon me, she would come back to me after her business trip.

Ruixin comforted herself thinking about Kailuo's appearance about to go out, and soon fell asleep.

Indistinctly, the ding ding sound of the mobile phone message came.

Rui Xin tried to wake up, but her whole head seemed to be flooded with water, swollen and faint.Her throat still hurt when she swallowed, she sat up and rubbed her head while looking at her phone hurriedly.It was Zhou Dingna who sent the message.

"How are you these days? Have you talked to Carol?"

Rui Xin sighed, remembering that she was so busy crying and didn't update Xiao Ding about the situation, it's okay for her to be like this.She quickly replied:

"Carol left another letter and left, going abroad. But I'm dealing with it," Rui Xin briefly wrote down the key points, and added, "It's a bit miserable to have a cold."

As soon as the message was sent, the phone rang, and Xiao Ding called immediately.

"Hello!" Xiao Ding lowered his voice, he could be heard walking,

"Is there a mistake!!" His voice returned to normal, and he should have walked out of the office.Rui Xin wanted to surprise him first,

"What is this man doing! It's an exaggeration!"

Rui Xin wanted to respond, but found it difficult to make a sound, "...it's been a few days, I'm sorry I didn't tell you right away." Her voice became hoarse and strange, and her throat hurt when she spoke.

"You have a bad cold...your voice sounds terrible!" Xiao Ding responded exaggeratedly, "Are you really Tian Ruixin?"

Rui Xin couldn't help but want to roll her eyes, otherwise, who else would answer this call?

"Is elder sister really going abroad?"

"Don't call her big sister." Rui Xin said vigorously,

"Okay, you are really careful Rui. Oh!" Xiao Ding sighed loudly for her, "How is that woman? Are you okay?"

"Not good! Don't call her that woman..." Even Xiao Ding said it was not good.

"Your voice is scary...do you need me to take care of you?"

"No need, but it hurts when I speak." Rui Xin felt that her physical condition was actually fine, but her throat was probably inflamed.She changed her mind to ask Xiao Ding for help, "I want to ask you to help me read things," and after she said a few words, Rui Xin felt her throat hurt and itchy,

"What?" Xiao Ding asked, but Rui Xin started coughing... She held the phone but didn't stick it to her ear, she needed a glass of water.Ai Ming asked her to drink ice water, but drinking ice is always bad for your health, right?It made her not know whether to drink hot or iced...

"Rui Xin?" Xiao Ding's voice came from the phone,

After swallowing the water in the kettle, it turned out not to be considered hot, Rui Xin felt as if she could talk,

"I'm still here, I have a deadly sore throat."

"You said you need me to watch something? Work?"

"No, it's related to Kailuo." Ruixin thought, what should she do if she can't speak like this... She had a flash of inspiration, "You don't need to come here, you go online, I'll just use a message to discuss with you!"

"Oh... good! This way you don't have to talk, smart boy." Xiao Ding said quickly, "Then I'll ask you when I go online. Really... good, I'll go online as soon as I get back to my seat, damn..." He could hear go back.But who is this scolding! "Hang up?" he said at last.

"En." Rui Xin felt reluctant to even make this sound.After hanging up the phone, she drank some more water.

After turning on the computer and logging on to Facebook, Xiao Ding has already left several words for her.Looking at the time, it's only past four o'clock, so Xiaoding doesn't have to work?That's right, for such a big matter, he is really doing both for his friend.

After Rui Xin briefly briefed him on the previous situation, she also told him that she mainly wanted to discuss some of her speculations about Carol's thoughts and the reasons behind her thoughts, so that she could completely convince Carol and make her change her mind. Don't do it again.

She took out the notes from her bag, and the blank papers she had sorted out with Abby. While looking at them, she thought about the current observations and key points, and tried to key the complete and brief current conclusions for Xiao Ding to see.

While she was writing, Xiao Ding replied with the words "um" and "understand", and said in the middle, "Your analysis is good! The reporter is not in vain!"

Rui Xin shook her head, this is not someone else's news!It is her own happiness.It was sorted out almost, Rui Xin looked at her message and thought it was quite organized,

"It's almost like this. What's the opinion of Master Zhou? Waiting for your advice..." It was written jokingly, but Rui Xin really hoped that Xiao Ding could give her some opinions. Of course, she also knew that Zhou Dingna would definitely have opinions. He likes to analyze these things the most. After all, he is a novelist, and he can talk about any dating and love movies...

Sure enough, Xiao Ding's words appeared on the screen: "I dare not be the master (hand over), but I will bet on the name of my grandfather Zhou Tianyi!"

Rui Xin chuckled, "There's no such thing as Zhou Tianyi's name!" She tapped her fingers quickly, "Thank you anyway!"

"However, Rui Xin." Xiao Ding's typing speed is also very fast, "It's strange that you analyze so calmly this time."

"Are you really okay?" He typed out every sentence, like a speech.After a moment's hesitation, he added:

"Cry when you're sad!"

"I have, I still yell at her angrily... use international calls" Rui Xin replied with a smile,

"Really! And then? How did she react?"

"She just... feels sad too"

"Yes. What are you sad about? Don't you still feel dissatisfied with you?!" Xiao Ding's symbols seemed to indicate his dissatisfaction,

"No, she said she regretted it. What she said that she feels that she is not suitable for me is different from abandoning me." Retelling Kailuo's words, Rui Xin realized that Kailuo must be in a messed mood, she really knew What are you doing?

"Uh..." Xiao Ding seemed to have the same feeling, "Oh! Why has she been like this all the time! It's the same reason as last time."

Rui Xin knew that Xiao Ding had entered the situation, "I think she must have trouble with me."

"Also, Xiao Ding, I think it's because I became strong this time" Rui Xin sent out half of the words first, she remembered that she was not strong a few days ago...but let's ignore it for now, she cried miserably , So miserable that I forgot to report it to my friends.

Xiao Ding anxiously asked: "Because of what?"

"Because I think she still loves me." To her friends, she does not hide her feelings and thoughts.

"...Yes. Oh! What's the situation!" Xiao Ding paused for a while, and then said: "She is very complicated! I can't stand it!"

Rui was impatient, "Do you want to help me?" She pressed the Enter key vigorously, and sent a question to Xiao Ding!

"Okay! I know you love her very much!" Zhou Gong seemed to be able to hear him muttering, "Really, the eldest sister has a really bad personality!" He criticized Kai Luo again.

Ruixin knew that her friend was aggrieved for her, and she also felt this kindness, and felt grateful.Looking at the computer, Rui Xin calmed down and coughed a few more times when Xiao Ding didn't speak.Xiao Ding said again that he had to think about it, and his boss came to him suddenly, and he said he had to deal with it first.

Rui Xin supported her head, and as soon as she relaxed, she immediately felt the weakness of being really ill.

Xiao Ding still sent another sentence: "Do you really not need me to take care of you?"

"Definitely not." That's all Rui Xin replied.How can I trouble others.

On Xiao Ding's side, it really didn't show that he read the last sentence, and he wasn't typing. It seemed that he had really left his seat.

Rui Xin weighed her physical condition, she might still have a slight fever.As for the condition of the throat, it is better not to speak anymore.Just drink plenty of water and rest...should get better soon.Rui Xin took a deep breath, blinked her eyes, and cheered herself up. She looked up at what she said to Xiao Ding, why don't you think about it while your spirit and head are still in good condition.She flipped through the materials, wanting to check again to see if she missed any important points.

The computer made a short message sound, and when I looked up, I saw Xiao Ding sent a new message:

"I'm back. Do you know that everyone's ideal of love may be different?"

Um?Rui Xin doesn't quite understand, Xiao Ding is still typing, let him finish first,

He went on to write "it should be said... the imagination of relationships, everyone will be different."

"Besides, that imagination may not be suitable for her." Xiao Ding said, and he continued to type,

"It doesn't necessarily mean that it cannot be changed. It depends on the person's personality... and fate. It is the good fortune of two people!"

Rui Xin tilted her head, trying to understand what Xiao Ding wanted to express, at this time Xiao Ding wrote a new one,

"It's very deep, but I have seen some materials writing about these things," Xiao Ding said.Indeed, Rui Xin seems to understand but not understand,

She replied: "So? Are you saying that Carol and I have...different ideals of love?"

"I don't know the difference, but you may have to guess Carol's. I don't know if she's stuck in that place if she's stuck in a checkpoint or can't pass it," Xiao Ding replied.

"What do you think Carol's ideal love looks like?" Rui Xin confirmed.

Xiao Ding said: "That's right, it's what her relationship with you is like in her fantasy."

"Relationship? You mean...can you give an example?"

"For example, taking care of and being taken care of, dominating and being obedient...Maybe it's not all about who dominates and who obeys, but...you know" Xiao Ding explained this, which made Rui Xin understand a little bit,

"I seem to know" Rui Xin replied to him.She went on further, "So... you mean..."

"Carol has a certain ideal of love, and then she has trouble with herself, maybe it has something to do with it?" Rui Xin asked.

"I don't know if it's related, I just think maybe we...I mean you, you!" Xiao Ding revised, "We should discuss your ideals for love, or your relationship."

Rui Xin is very surprised, it turns out that love also has ideals, what is the ideal of love?perfect love?The ideal is to pursue better...so...

She suddenly thought of something, and hurriedly dug out the letter Kai Luo left her from her bag.

…I sincerely hope that you have a better partner who can take care of you and share common interests and topics with you, instead of carrying a lot of problems like me, which will only drag you down.

Carol really wrote clearly in the letter.My God... It's like holding a difficult exam question, but suddenly found the answer book that I thought had disappeared, Rui Xin trembled excitedly,

"Xiao Ding! I seem to have discovered something!"

"What!" Xiao Ding also asked her excitedly,

At this moment, Rui Xin's mobile phone rang suddenly, which made her jump. When she saw it, it was Kai Luo!

She quickly typed to Xiao Ding: "Oh my god, she's calling!"

She didn't want to see what Xiao Ding replied, but took a deep breath and answered the phone,

"...Hello?" Almost unable to make a sound, the sound coming out of his throat...was weird and bad.

"...Excuse me, is this Rui Xin?" Kai Luo's beautiful voice hesitated.

"It's me." In comparison, my voice was so ugly... "I'm Rui Xin, my voice is dumb."

Rui Xin seemed to hear Carol gasp, followed by a moment of silence,

"...Abby told me...you're not doing well, Ruixin," Carol's voice trembled.

Rui Xin struggled to make a strange machine-like sound: "En."

"She doesn't tell me what's wrong with you, I'm so worried..."

"It's just a cold."

"Cold?" Carol said in surprise.

Rui Xin covered her mouth and coughed as quietly as possible, thinking that she might not be able to talk on the phone... Looking at the computer in front of her, she suddenly had an idea,

"Carlo, can you surf the Internet there?"

"What?" Carol didn't understand the question that flew out of the sky,

"Did you bring a computer with you?" Since it was a business trip, she thought that Kai Luo had brought a laptop with her.

"Yes, go online, yes." Carol suddenly understood everything, and she replied.

"I have a sore throat, shall we chat online?" Rui Xin suggested, although she and Kai Luo rarely did so.

"...online chat? Do you mean typing? Okay." Carol agreed, and whispered that she should hang up first, don't talk because you have a sore throat, and so on.

Rui Xin clicked on the window on Facebook where she wanted to send a message to Kai Luo, and waited for her in order to organize her mood, but in fact, all her physical strength was exhausted by this little excitement in her body fighting against the virus, and her mind was left blank .

Once she saw Xiao Ding's window, she thought of it and said to him quickly:

"I also asked her to go online and use typing with me."

"Does she care about you?" Xiao Ding asked.

"Yes..." Rui Xin knew that Kai Luo was most concerned about her physical condition.

"Okay. Let's chat first, tell me about the situation anytime!" Rui Xin obediently replied "Yes" to Xiao Ding after reading it.

Carol's message arrived:

"Your cold sounds serious, have you gone to the doctor?"

Rui Xin returned to Kai Luo's window, and replied truthfully: "No, just take a rest first, it should get better naturally"

"But... what are the symptoms? Fever? Is it very uncomfortable? Sore throat... Do you have a cough?" Carol's interrogation came again.

Rui Xin didn't know whether she should be worried or not, but she felt that she would get better because of illness, so she wasn't worried.

"It's okay." She replied briefly.Chatting with Kai Luo online is a strange feeling.

CarolKe's status is displayed as typing, but no words come out.Do you not know what to fight, or is there something wrong next to you?

Rui Xin waited patiently, the white picture was between her and Kai Luo, she couldn't see through it, she didn't know what Kai Luo was thinking, what would she say, or would she not say anything?

All day long, the person she had been analyzing, was talking to her... and couldn't type.

The state of the other party's typing disappeared, and still no words came out, so I had to take the initiative to attack.

"Carol, I have something to ask you." Rui Xin typed out these words forcefully and neatly, "Do you think you must take care of me?"

The status shows that Kai Luo always reads her words immediately, but the reply will be delayed for a while. Is it a problem with the Internet?

"Sorry, I'm not there to take care of you," she replied.

No, no.This is not what I want to ask.Rui Xin thought, she tried to ask in another way,

"I want to ask, do you think of me as a child?" Looking at her own question, Rui Xin realized that maybe she just asked the right question precisely.

It took a longer time this time before Carol replied:

"Why do you ask that? Of course not"

"You treat me like a child, so you think that only you can take care of me, not I can take care of you," Rui hurriedly typed and sent.

Carol had read it but was silent, so Rui Xin continued,

"You often say that I'm still young, do you think I'm ignorant, so you can't talk to me about many things?"

"No..." Carol immediately denied.And Rui Xin immediately continued to ask:

"Do you treat me like a child or a woman"

CarolKe was typing, but the words didn't come out.Rui Xin imagined her slender fingers resting on the keyboard, hesitating, is it possible for her to treat me as a child?Rui Xin felt very complicated, she probably guessed right, but she didn't want the answer to be really this.

"Of course it's a woman." Carol sent out her choice.

Rui Xin let go of her heart in surprise.So she didn't tell me, not because I was young and thought I was ignorant, why was that?Need to let her talk more.

"Carol, can you tell me what you think?" If you want to know the answer, the best way is to ask directly.This is what she learned as a reporter.

"Of course you are not a child," Carol said, "but I have an obligation to take care of you. I want to take care of you, but I can't do it well." These words seemed to be dubbed by Carol, and she saw Carol again Luo looks sad,

"You can't do it right, you can't do it wrong..." Rui Xin disagreed.She really didn't understand why Carol kept saying that,

"Do you think I'm nice to you?" Carol asked.

"You are very kind to me. What are you talking about?"

"Emotional instability, even drinking... always bring you trouble" Carol immediately replied. …what!Looking at Carol's thoughts, why is she so afraid of bothering me?How did she demand herself so hard?

Rui Xin asked her: "What is the purpose of drinking? Tell me, what is your pain?"

Kai Luo didn't reply again, Rui Xin sighed and continued:

"If you don't treat me as a child, but as your partner, what can't you say?"

"I don't know how to say..." Carol hesitated for a long time before uttering this sentence.

Rui Xin felt very speechless, because she didn't know what to type.She stared at the damn chat window.

"Rui Xin, I'm sorry" Carol's words made Rui Xin close her eyes, and all kinds of emotions flooded her.

"Excuse me for what?" the person could only ask in a leading way,

"I have too many questions and I don't want to bother you with them. That's why I didn't say anything."

Rui Xin felt powerless and wanted to be angry, but she tried to concentrate and reason.So maybe it has nothing to do with whether Carol trusts her or not, but that Carol is used to dealing with problems by herself?But maybe, she can tell others—Rui Xin thinks of Abby, she can reveal problems to others, but she can't tell herself, because this is not what her ideal relationship looks like?

Rui Xin sighed.She continued typing:

"I know you feel bad about yourself, so you don't want to be with me..." When sending it out, she suddenly regretted writing too directly.It seems that those words will come true when written in black and white, but she doesn't care, she has something important to ask,

"Then let me ask you, if you are perfect, you are what you think is perfect," while typing, her heart was pounding nervously,

"So, do you want to live with me forever?"

How much do you want to be with me if you don't care about anything?

"Think." Seeing Kai Luo's reply, Rui Xin breathed a sigh of relief, and she continued to type what she wanted to say to her at the speed of light:

"Then let me help you solve the problem! Make you perfect and super suitable for me!" Rui Xin said, she planned to continue to finish a long paragraph at a time, "If I am not a child, I can help you ! And who knows what kind of person is suitable for me better than 'I'?" Rui Xin felt that what she said made sense.

"I can't even take care of you. I don't have confidence."

In disbelief, Rui Xin looked at Kai Luo's words.This is simply a ghost hit the wall!

"Take care of me, take care of me, that's all you think about!" Rui Xin gritted her teeth angrily, and all her anger was typed hard on the keyboard,

"I'm not a child anymore! I can take care of myself! And I have been able to do so for a long time." Pressing Enter vigorously, the more she thought about it, the more angry she became,

"Why don't you let me take care of you? If you let me share your sadness! Maybe it won't be so sad?" It's all you idiot!

"You don't have to be alone! It's so lonely and hard!" You make me feel sorry for you, you know!

"You should let me take care of you!!"

After Rui Xin sent a bunch of words in a row, she shed tears excitedly.

Seeing that Kailo was typing all the time, but nothing came out, she imagined Kailo staring at the screen. Does she wear glasses?What is the expression on her beautiful face?Rui Xin covered her face, her chest heaved vigorously, and some tears fell quietly.But she could, she believed she could convince Carol, and she got her confidence back in her lungs.Then she started coughing again.

Wiping away her tears, she switched to Xiaoding's window to change her mood, trying to calm herself down.Xiao Ding left a message saying that she should tell him if there is any situation, he will go to have a meal after get off work first, and he will be on call at any time in the evening.

standby?Rui Xin felt that it was exaggerated.But also grateful to have such a good friend.She also left a message to Zhou Dingna:

"Tell her, I'm crying again! In fact, I've been crying a lot these days. But don't worry, I won't die from crying. I will drink more water."

Feeling that what she wrote was very funny, Rui Xin smiled to herself and drank some water.

Kailo's window finally moved,

"Sorry, I didn't think of this before"

"What about now? Have you considered it now?" Rui Xin asked her.

Carol "hesitant to speak but stopped".

"Don't you want to be with me?" Rui Xin questioned her, Kai Luo immediately read it, and then couldn't reply.

Carol who thinks she's not perfect...you don't have to be perfect to be with me, silly.Don't you know how much I love you and need you?Ruixin has such an OS.For Kai Luo who was typing so carefully, she considered whether to call her stupid directly, would it make her more depressed?How should I express it... Rui Xin sat at the desk with her head propped up, frowning and looking at the computer.

They continued to chat, Rui Xin felt that there was not much progress at all.Kai Luo also tried to ask about her physical condition again, but Rui Xin really felt that there was no need to worry too much.Checking the time, they chatted for a while, dinner time was almost over, Kai Luo urged her to eat, she checked the Italian time on her mobile phone, so she also told Kai Luo to eat Chinese food quickly.She asked Kailo if she had work in the afternoon?She said she had an appointment in a few hours.At this time, Chang Ruixin stared at the screen unable to type.

She misses Carol so much, she feels these words are so distant and cold, she wants her voice, she wants to see her...

Ah!

"Carol, let's videoconference, okay? I want to see you."

"I want to see you too," Kai Luo replied immediately, and Rui Xin realized that she must look terrible.

Rui Xin adjusted the angle of the laptop, and in the small box on the screen appeared a face that she had slept all afternoon and then coughed and cried. She smoothed her hair and wanted to wash it But it seemed too late, she just looked forward to seeing Carol soon.

Ke Kailuo wore no makeup, glasses and her plaid pajamas.She also looked a little haggard, with faint dark circles under her eyes, but she was still so beautiful. She seemed to be staring at the picture anxiously, her brows were all frowned, and she covered her mouth with her hands, and did not speak.Let Rui Xin feel how bad her situation is!Rui Xin looked at herself on the screen, and then thought of a way to tidy up...Forget it!That's it, seeing Kai Luo, it seems that all the troubles in her heart have disappeared for the time being,

"How's the weather for you?" Rui Xin asked without thinking, "Is work going well?"

"Well, it went well." Carol answered her, her slender eyes narrowed even more, as if trying to see through the computer, "You didn't go to work today? Are you sick?"

Rui Xin tried to smile, she nodded, but she still didn't speak, her voice was so ugly.

"Is it uncomfortable?" Carol's face was full of worry,

"...It's okay." Rui Xin coughed as soon as she spoke, she quickly turned her head away, picked up the water glass and drank the last two sips of water.She frowned and touched her throat casually,

"You have a sore throat and stop talking." Carol said in a low voice,

So Rui Xin didn't speak, she just looked at Kailuo intently, and Kailuo just stared at her and didn't say anything.After not seeing each other for a few days, Kai Luo's face became very strange, but such strangeness only made her feel more beautiful.

So ridiculous, yet so true.All feelings are real, even if they are messy.

Therefore, what Carol has been saying and not listening to are all her illogical feelings. The source is probably the uneasiness that Carol has accumulated over the past few decades.

"Baby," Carol said suddenly, but she smiled awkwardly, "Go and eat some nutrition, and then rest, okay?" Her voice was so gentle, the words came from those beautiful thin lips , always so magical.

So she turned off the video connection and closed the laptop.As soon as he relaxed, Tian Ruixin became dizzy and weak.Without thinking, she walked to the master bedroom and lay down on the bed beside Carol.

Not a smidge of strength left.Not even the strength or will to get angry or cry.Smelling the smell of Kai Luo left on the pillow, Rui Xin let her head think about Kai Luo freely, and she imagined that she was holding her and touching her head.Her infinite tenderness and love for Rui Xin is of course the reason why Rui Xin loves her crazily. I believe this is what Carol is most willing to give.

The faint fragrance left by Kailuo surrounded her body, which was too sick to move. With half-closed eyes, she looked at the empty dressing table beside the bed. Kailuo often stayed there, and asked her to apply sunscreen in the morning, Ask her to apply skin care products, if she doesn't listen... Kai Luo will help her.

The ideal of love?Carol took care of me and loved me, of course it was nice.But Ruixin closed her eyes, and the expression on Carol's face when she listened to her talk every night still appeared in her mind, how she supported me and how proud she was of me.She always smiled while listening, and she knew that in that unpredictable smile, there was her unstoppable love for herself.

The Kailuo in her mind lay down on the bed, listened to what she said, raised her head and laughed, that was the most beautiful and cherished Kailuo in her memory.

Rui Xin remembered what she knew today, Kai Luo's many pasts, if, if Kai Luo could never be sad and afraid again, and could always laugh with peace of mind like this, it would be great.

Compared with Kai Luo's sad look in the video, Rui Xin's misty thoughts suddenly thought of what kind of mood Kai Luo might be in when she was writing a letter at the dinner table?She also really wanted to touch Kai Luo's head and tell her not to worry.

Carol has no sense of security and she is afraid of failure, so I should reassure her, let her know everything about me, let her know how much I love her and how suitable she is for me.No matter what imperfections she has, I will be by her side, and I will protect her.I just want her...

Rui Xin's little thoughts revolved freely around these thoughts, while her motionless body was struggling with the cold virus.

It was already noon when Tian Ruixin woke up on Saturday, floating around the house like a wandering spirit, found her mobile phone in her room, and there was a message from Kai Luo on it, and asked her about her physical condition, whether the fever subsided, or if she was still not feeling well, I still watched it Doctor or something.Rui Xin felt so weak that she had trouble even stepping out of the house. ...Damn Carol, she's not around, why are you just pointing things out, I can't help you!Xiao Ding also left a message, if she has any situation, she can call him, if she wants to come to accompany her, or send food.

It's because I'm hungry, and there's nothing in the refrigerator, so Rui Xin decides to cheer up, take a shower and take care of herself, so that she can go out to find food and supplement nutrition.

After lunch, she went to the bakery to buy some bread, and also went to the drug store to buy cold medicine. After returning home, she sat at the dining table tired, planning to boil a large pot of water later.Kai Luo called again, and Rui Xin felt more and more angry and funny. When she answered the phone, she couldn't help but taunt her in a hoarse voice:

"Carol, don't you want me to be sick?"

"Well, I'm worried about you."

"You really want to take care of me, don't you?" Rui Xin said with a smile, although her voice was ugly.

"Ah."

"Isn't that right?" Rui Xin provoked her.

"Yes." Carol replied obediently.

"Who asked you to run so far? I need you so much right now!" Rui Xin's mouth rose,

"Rui Xin..." Hearing Kai Luo calling her softly, Rui Xin suddenly thought: How could it be such an interesting thing to torture her.

"Okay, I'm full, don't worry so much. I'll be fine after another day of rest." Rui Xin whispered to the worried person on the phone.No problem, I bought all the medicines, and I'll take them later.

Because of illness, and because Kailuo kept caring about her, Ruixin had the illusion that they were reconciled.Even if it started to rain in the afternoon, and the sky suddenly became dark and cold, Rui Xin put on a big coat and was still in a good mood.She took the frozen ham from the freezer to the sink, thinking that dinner would finally be able to do something with the last of the stock.

In the big empty house, there is no music or TV on, and there is no slender figure of Kailo.There was the corridor in the middle of the house, the corridor where she saw the suitcase and cried to Kailuo not to go... In the silence, the memory came again, and Ruixin knew that all these problems had not been solved.She and Kai Luo still haven't fully talked, is Kai Luo at ease?How can she not want to give up on her?How can I stop saying that it is not suitable for her and want her to find someone better?

Rui Xin went back to the desk, supported her head and spread out the materials, thinking about what to do.Thinking and writing, she lay down on her stomach when she was tired, or ran to lie down.

In the afternoon, Kai Luo sent another message to ask her if her throat still hurts, and it was really not sore, Rui Xin simply replied.At dinnertime, Carol called again...asking her what she was eating and how she was doing.Rui Xin asked her what she was doing today, but Kai Luo couldn't tell,

"Are you worried about me all day? Didn't do anything?" Rui Xin asked her, but Kai Luo didn't answer,

"I was right, right? But you dare not say that, because...you still haven't decided to stay with me, right?" Rui Xin continued.

"Rui Xin..."

They would only call me and dare not answer.

"Am I smart enough to say it?"

"Hmm." In a low voice, Carol confirmed her guess.

"Come back soon, okay, come back and take care of me, I want to talk to you, I want you to hug me..." Although she still wanted to persuade her, she couldn't help Rui Xin acted like a baby.

Oops!Do these words contradict "I have to take care of you"?Rui Xin was suddenly confused.

"Carol..." Anyway, it's not a bad thing to tell her how you feel honestly, Rui Xin continued: "It's not a solution for you to be there, anyway, you are also worried about me, come back and let's have a good talk, okay? good?"

"But…"

Rui Xin, who was getting more anxious and confused, suddenly became angry.Also "but" what? !You Ke Kailuo are still stuck, will you never figure it out!

"Forget it, I don't have the strength to tell you. If you want to talk about your own thoughts and feelings, you can tell me." Rui Xin was in a panic, "I'm going to die!" Hang up Carol's call.

She regretted it as soon as she hung up, thinking about being so repeatedly messed up by Kai Luo, her mood was up and down, and she was so tired.

At night, when it started to rain heavily, Rui Xin reconfirmed that the mobile phone was charging by the bedside, and the volume of incoming calls and messages was turned up to the maximum.If Carol called, she'd hear it.The cold medicine made her head heavier than usual, and she couldn't lift it when it was stained with the pillow.

"Ding dong!" In the confusion, Rui Xin struggled to support her upper body, and she picked up her phone to confirm. 10:15, is it night?It seems that there are several unread messages... trying to check what messages are,

"Ding dong!" Ah, it turned out to be the doorbell, who could it be?She hurriedly got up, only to see the sky, this...it's morning!

She stood in front of the full-length mirror, wiped her face casually with her pajamas, and walked quickly to open the door.open a slit,

"Rui Xin!" Ai Ming's voice came, and her face moved closer.Rui Xin opened the door in surprise, only to find that sister Lisa had also come behind.

"Carol called me with the meals...I think I have to come." Amin held the big paper bag in one hand and something in the other, "I brought food and a cook to take care of you." She kicked Shoes, walked quickly to the dining table, put down the things, turned around,

"Are you okay? Do you still have a fever?" Both Abby and Lisa smiled at her tenderly, their hands stroking Rui Xin's back.

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