long evening

Xu's mother is already very sick, and there is only a skin and bone left in her body.At that moment, Xu Rukui almost couldn't hold back his knees, Xu's father helped him from behind, and said softly, "Oh, that's it." Maybe because Xu Rukui was used to bearing this kind of grief, Xu's father didn't feel much sadness .In fact, it's embarrassing for this old man. At such an advanced age, his wife has cancer, and his only son cannot be taken care of by his side.Xu Rukui felt sorry for him. "Go!" Dad Xu gave him a gentle push.

The elder sister sitting inside nodded and smiled at him, got up and went out.Xu Rukui knelt down beside the bed, holding his mother's skinny hand with both hands, trembling imperceptibly all over, "Mom..." "Little Kui," Xu's mother called out in a low voice.Xu Rukui quickly moved closer, "I'm here, I'm here..." She wanted to sit up, but Xu Rukui carefully helped her to sit up halfway.

After he heard the news and rushed back, their mother and son tacitly stopped talking about that matter, and they didn't talk about the things that the old lady insisted on these years.In fact, there is still a gap, the more Xu Ruzuo gets along, the more he looks unsightly, let alone "reform the evil and return to the right", even if he really wants to, there may not be any girls who are willing, and in his early thirties, he has no car, no house, and no savings.He was almost doomed to not have the changes the old lady expected.The old man seemed to accept it too. The moment he saw his son, he realized, why are you so angry?It's better to have a son.They don't talk about the past anymore.If you talk about anxiety and despair, Xu Rukui has already felt that he is almost numb. He has done everything he can do. The pain and helplessness of a loved one who is about to die is shown in front of him.When he came back, his mother had let go of her grievances, but he could feel that their getting along was always a bit unnatural, and perhaps the only way was to single out those things, but Xu's mother didn't mean that, and Xu Rukui didn't want to.Just let it go down peacefully and happily, there is no need to go back and talk about it, it will make her unhappy.

"I'm fine, Mom." Xu Rukui took her mother's hand and rubbed it on her face.

After talking for a while, Xu's mother was tired, so Xu Rukui let her go and quietly backed out.This situation... no wonder it keeps saying that it is still observing the effect, this is simply... no effect.When he came out, Dad Xu was sitting on the row of chairs with the eldest sister, apparently chatting. "How is it?" Seeing him coming out, Dad Xu stood up and walked over to ask. "I'm tired, I'm resting." Xu Rukui said.

I asked a doctor, and it didn't work.Hearing this feeling of disillusionment in the last hope, Xu Rukui lowered his eyes for a moment.The doctor was about to say something comforting, when Xu Rukui suddenly said, "Why didn't you tell me before?" The middle-aged doctor paused, and said, "I wanted to wait a little longer to see if there was no hope. "Xu Ruyu nodded, it seems that he called Li Linghan first.No wonder... you say that! "Director Zhang, how long does my mother... have?"

Xu Rukui went to the stairwell and sat down in a daze. He wanted to smoke a cigarette, but found that there was none.

I thought I would think a lot, but in fact I didn't think about anything, and my mind went blank.After sitting in the stairwell for two hours, when it was time for dinner, my father bought a meal and came to find him. "Why don't you tell me." Xu Rukui lowered his head and didn't move. "What?" Father Xu asked. "My mom, that medicine won't save her." "What?!"

Xu's father was not too sad, but he was also a little sad, and he didn't eat much for dinner.It turned out that the hospital didn't tell anyone, only Li Linghan.Worthy of being the gold master.During the meal, Xu Rucui unconsciously took out the phone and called Li Linghan unconsciously.He didn't speak, and put the phone to his ear with his eyes closed.In it, Ula Ula didn't know what she was talking about, and she couldn't understand it. After talking for more than ten minutes, Xu Rukui got tired of listening and hung up.It is convenient to accompany the bed in a single room, and there is a small sofa in front.He had no choice but to act as if he didn't know, and stayed by the bed day and night.

Li Linghan asked the people who came with him to help take care of it a little bit. Xu Rukui had already settled down. He checked that everything was fine and went back the next day.

Every day around meal time, Li would always call him. He would talk about boring things on the phone, talk for a while, and then hang up.

More than a month later, Xu's mother passed away.

Li Linghan arrived within two hours of receiving the news, fearing that Xu Rukui would not be able to hold on, so he took over with full authority and persuaded him to go aside.Xu Rukui's uncle's family also came. They arrived a few days ago and stayed in the hotel all the time.To be cremated, Li Linghan took care of the funeral affairs, Xu Rucui wanted to go with him, Li Linghan had no choice but to arrange it quickly and accompany him to the crematorium to wait for the ashes.During the process, Xu Rukui seemed to be in a daze, and didn't respond, but he still knew what he wanted to do.

How can comfort be useful in such a matter?Nothing works.Li Linghan sat beside him and let him lean on his shoulder.

An inconspicuous little person, there was no funeral or anything like that, the ashes were brought back, bought a cemetery and buried.A few people from my hometown rushed over, ate two meals, cried a few times, comforted me, and left.Xu Rukui hardly remembered how this passage passed. Li Linghan was afraid that he would be bored in the old house, so he drove him back every day, cooked him some meat porridge, and advised him to eat more.

Xu Rukui felt that she had had a long dream, in which everything was fine, and the people in it were living happily, and it kept going on like this...

Half a month later, Xu's father asked him to go to the old house to pack up his things.Li Linghan was not at home that day and went to work.Xu Rukui went by himself and called a scrap collector.Apart from books, there is almost nothing to tidy up in the small bedroom.The man tied up the books and weighed them. "Hey, do you still want this watch? It's still worth some money, twenty! Okay?" Xu Rukui nodded slightly.The capable and cunning middle-aged man wiped the dust and put it in his pocket.Packed and packed, and before leaving, I saw a strand of silver falling from the ground. "Hey! This iron one is for me!" Xu Rukui didn't make a sound, watching a dark one reach down and pick it up, and then slipped into a strange trouser pocket. 62.3 yuan, in total.

The house was vacated for Dad to use.Li Linghan came back and walked around the room before asking, "What did you bring back? Why didn't you see it?" Xu Rukui shook his head and said that he didn't have it, and he sold it all.Li Linghan was silent for a while, then smiled and said it was fine.

That's really good, for him.Xu Rukui was more silent than before, unable to speak a few words a day.Li Linghan knew that their mother and child loved each other deeply. Although they didn't show it on the surface, they really cared.Li Linghan treats him harder, harder than before.Cook food for him, buy food, buy clothes for him, be considerate to him, be patient, mass-produce love words... But that's all, he doesn't know how to treat him well, I have been telling him for so many years Can't let you go, are you living in me more and more prison?Xu Rukui wouldn't listen, and wouldn't react.

"Don't be afraid, I won't kick you out, we are a family." Li Linghan embraced Xu Rukui from behind.

To tell the truth to Xu's mother, Li Linghan really didn't do much, he just did what he should do and didn't care about anything else.He usually called "Aunt" in his mouth, and he really didn't care much about her life or death. He said at the beginning that if it wasn't for Rukui, he wouldn't be a good person in vain.

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I'm sorry, it's been a long time, I almost forgot the previous article