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Song Hailin suddenly remembered what Qu Shiran said while squatting on the steps of the hospital: No one wanted to leave if there was no other way.

He didn't care at the time.

Thinking about it now, is his "leaving" implying something?

Perhaps, the departure he mentioned does not necessarily mean that he left Hu Yuran, there may be other departures, such as...

Song Hailin didn't dare to think about it, because he was afraid that this guess would rekindle hope, and he would be even more disappointed afterwards.

But how is it possible not to be delusional?Even if it's just a little bit of light, I want to catch it. What if I really catch it?What if.One in ten thousand.

Song Hailin sighed at the dark entrance of the shopping mall with dazzling lights.

He rubbed the screen of his phone, and Qu Shiran's name was on it, but in the end he didn't dare to press it down to ask for clarification.

Tomorrow, or else.

It's okay to keep the suspense and the expectation.

Tomorrow he thought again, the day after tomorrow.

After this idea came out, he laughed himself first.It's not a thing to laugh at yourself.

Bai Juyi didn't log in yesterday, and he still doesn't have it today.

Song Hailin flipped through the original chat records, read them back and forth several times, and propped his head to criticize. He seemed to be a picky aesthetic master. Which word in this sentence seemed to be said by Su Shen, which word Which word is not the same, the overall percentage is more or less the same.

He accidentally clicked in the social account of that classmate Bai Juyi that he had found last time.

The latest development is from yesterday.

It was a picture of an empty hospital bed, and above it was a line of words, "The grandfather in the second bed was pushed out of the ward on such a sunny day last time, and he never came back. This time, the elder brother in the third bed was also pushed out." I went out, I don’t know if he can come back, I don’t know when I will be pushed out.”

The comments below all hope that he will recover soon, play games, do homework, watch movies and so on.

Song Hailin looked at Bai Huanghuang's hospital bed, and it turned out that Bai Juyi was really sick, and it seemed to be very serious.

He flipped back again.

These are words of encouragement from the little guys.

What "I'm so cute, how could God not let me jump around for a while?" What "Even if I become bald, I'm the most handsome one" What "When I get better, the Grand Canyon of the King will decide the winner @大弟熊熊"What?" The story of Brother Tie Daner and Da Heizi is really nice, but how can a girl be called Da Heizi? I can't figure it out. The teenagers are already playing the king, okay?"

Song Hailin slid quickly down one by one, and most of the words on the screen were just glanced over.

Halfway through the slide, he felt that something was wrong, and he slid up crazily again, looking at it word by word without missing a word.

——The story of Brother Tiedaner and Da Heizi.

- An old game from several years ago.The accompanying picture is exactly the one he took Bai Juyi to play with.

Song Hailin felt his heart was about to jump out.

——The elder brother in the third bed next door was pushed out.

He slid to the top feed again. Yesterday, classmate Bai Juyi suddenly disappeared.

It seems like everything is falling into place.

He clicked on the picture and zoomed in to see it.An ordinary hospital bed, half of the quilt was lifted, revealing the white sheet, some orange peels were piled on the bedside table, and there was a disposable paper cup.

Unremarkable.There is no discernible personality of the occupant of the bed.

He carefully enlarged the print on the sheet.

The blue-green characters are bent into a row of arcs: Guanhai District Central Hospital.

When Song Hailin entered these words into the search engine, his fingertips were trembling. It was obviously a few words, but he flipped through the thesaurus up and down, but he couldn't find the correct ones for a long time. words.

Song Hailin temporarily bought a ticket for the nearest high-speed train and rushed to Haicheng immediately.

It was only an hour's drive from Zhucheng to Haicheng, but when the bullet train really drove out, he suddenly flinched a bit.There weren't many people on this bus, so he didn't look for a seat, and stood directly at the door, holding his phone and his mind was blank.He was at a loss.

Along the track, the car was going fast and sometimes slow, and he looked at the blurred blue, green, white and gray color blocks outside in a daze, thinking, life is really something that cannot be said thing.

It's something that people don't want to face most of the time.

fantastic.

He has messy hair that hasn't been cut for a long time, a white turtleneck sweater, a gray-brown coat, trousers that haven't been washed for several days, and muddy shoes, and he is extremely embarrassed.

I carefully thought about life on the high-speed bullet train.

The temperature in Haicheng is higher than that in Zhucheng, but the wind is like a knife.But it smells good.

Song Hailin took a deep breath.

The taxi driver asked him several times before he reacted suddenly and said, "Go to Guanhai District Central Hospital."

The driver was very talkative. He kept boasting about how good the medical condition of the Central Hospital was, how good the environment in Haicheng was, how good it was for recuperation, how good the sea breeze was, how good the seafood was, how good the roads were, and how good the public welfare was.

Song Hailin didn't listen to a word. Looking at the buildings outside along the way, he felt that the urban construction was not much different from Zhucheng.

When standing at the gate of Guanhai District Central Hospital, he still felt that it was no different from the People's Hospital in Zhucheng.

It's just that there is a sea across the street, and you can probably see the sea from upstairs.

He stopped at the door.

dare not go in.

"Congratulations, you are still alive." Tian Zhe smiled ugly.

"With your expression, I don't know how much you think you hate me." The person lying on the hospital bed laughed.

Tian Zhe really didn't want to talk much, and felt that he was unlucky. When he was a child, he was looking for a companion for going to and from school, and by mistake, he provoked Su Shen. Once provoked, he would last his whole life.Go back to the door of the operating room and wait for the body to be collected.

"I'm very surprised to see your dumbfounding face again." Su Shen wrinkled his face and smiled, which was so ugly, "According to my appearance that I have never been favored by God since I was a child, let alone The success rate is [-]% or [-]%, I thought he could arrange for me to be in the [-]% of failures, but I didn't expect hey, at the critical moment, God did not abandon me."

"The old man doesn't want to accept your cheap mouth." Tian Zhe gritted his teeth, "Your cheap mouth is only Song..."

He didn't go on.

After a short pause for a few seconds, Tian Zhe suddenly asked: "What about you going forward? Even your grave has been built, how can you explain to..."

Su Shen said bluntly, "I haven't thought about it."

Tian Zhe found it incredible.Su Shen is a person who likes to stay out of the way, and likes to presuppose all situations. He never thought that this sentence is not quite like his style.

Su Shen seemed to know what he was thinking, and said helplessly: "I really never thought about it, you thought my grave was just a joke, I really didn't think I could live. I can't even figure it out myself , why didn’t you die—oh, by the way, the inheritance I left you, passbook, why don’t you return it to me?”

"Impossible, I've never heard of giving it away to someone else and getting it back." Tian Zhe said.

Su Shen looked sad, "That's broken, I'll have to sleep on the flyover from now on, and the north wind blows heavy snow."

Tian Zhe ignored him, feeling nervous, and suddenly said, "Do you want to know how Dalin reacted? Do you want to hear it?"

Su Shen's face collapsed at a speed visible to the naked eye, he shook his head and said, "I know."

"You don't know!" Tian Zhe said.

"What do you want to say?" Su Shen asked him back.

Tian Zhe gritted his teeth. Sure enough, he couldn't hide anything from him, "I want to say, Song Qing."

Su Shen looked at him motionlessly, waiting for him to continue.

"Su Shen, it's been so long. I persuaded you once seven years ago, and this is the second time." Tian Zhe sighed, "Is it really difficult? Doing this, in addition to making yourself painful and the people who care about you, What's the use? My position is not enough, I can't understand your mood, but think about it, think about the person who loves you, the person you love, I see it with my own eyes, you have never seen Dalin and can't shout I have seen the sound of opening my mouth and calling you over and over again, it’s really uncomfortable, really, think about it.”

Su Shen sighed.He said: "A Zhe, I said that I didn't have any arrangements for Song Qing before this, do you believe me?"

Tian Zhe opened his mouth, unable to speak.

Su Shen said: "This time I sincerely and unadulteratedly think that I must die. If I really want to kill him, I will definitely arrange it before I die, but I didn't do anything."

"you……"

"I, think, let him live and live in guilt. It must be uncomfortable for him to have a pen in front of his grave every year." Su Shen said, "I really love Song Hailin, really."

"Before I was ready to die, I was self-righteous and arranged him in what I thought was the best state. To be honest, I regret it." He said, "No matter what, I hope he can forgive me. .”

At this time, the door of the ward opened suddenly.

Su Shen turned her head towards the door.

Song Hailin, who was covered in wind and frost, was standing at the door, looking at him.

Neither of them spoke, and they didn't even have time to put expressions on their faces.

Song Hailin suddenly turned around and left.

Tian Zhe was in a hurry and was about to stand up and chase after him.

Su Shen grabbed his sleeve and shook her head slightly.

Song Hailin strode out of the hospital all the way.

He went out of the gate and turned right, and turned right again when he met a fork in the road. When he was tired from walking, he randomly picked a small hot and sour noodle shop, went in and asked for a bowl of hot and sour noodle, and added two more flatbreads. His whole body was warm, and thin beads of sweat appeared on his forehead.

After eating, he wandered around Haicheng slowly for a while. Most of the buildings in Haicheng are old, and most of them are of the old style that doesn’t care about the land. It's a nice city to live in.

Song Hailin felt that he had never been so leisurely in his life.

When he reached the entrance of a shopping mall, he walked in.

After looking at the glass counter on the first floor for a while, he pointed inside and said, "Excuse me, this one is 20 and 21. I'll come down and get them later."

After explaining, he went upstairs and strolled around slowly, picked out all the clothes and shoes, even bought new socks, and then found a random shop to cut his hair and face, and downloaded it on his phone during the period. A room escape game.

After buying everything, he found a hotel.

After taking a shower, he drew the blackout curtains tightly. The room was dark and gloomy, and he couldn't tell whether it was evening or early morning. After charging his mobile phone, he got into the quilt and had a sound sleep without any dreams. .

When he woke up, the room was still dark and gloomy. He didn't know how long he had slept. He stretched his waist and felt relaxed all over.

Then slowly put on the newly bought clothes, slowly wash your face and brush your teeth, slowly go downstairs to check out, slowly wave for a taxi, and slowly say, "Master, go to the Central Hospital of Guanhai District .”

"Brother, you can go home soon, right?" Bai Letian asked Su Shen.

"Yes, a brother will come to pick me up soon." Su Shen said.

"Is the other brother your best friend?"

"No, the other brother is Da Heizi."

Bai Letian couldn't figure it out, isn't Da Heizi a girl?Da Heizi is brother Tie Daner's girlfriend, how could it be another brother.

Su Shen patted his head and said, "When you recover from illness, you can go home."

Bai Letian didn't care much about this, he frowned solemnly, "Then can you not use my account to play games in the future? You lit up my game icon, and my classmates laughed at me for playing games for a few more times." An old-fashioned game from years ago."

"Okay." Su Shen said.

"By the way," Bai Letian leaned over and asked, with a troubled expression on his face, "Later, Brother Tie Daner and Da Heizi fell in love. After the family found out, what did they do? I have two classmates who fell in love. It was also known by the parents, and our whole class gave advice to the two of them in the group, but they were all bad ideas."

Su Shen smiled, and he said: "Brother Tiedaner and Da Heizi just held hands and said we were true love, and then their parents couldn't control them, so they stayed together, finished high school together, and got admitted to the same university." college, went to college together, after college, got married."

"We are true love..." Bai Letian mumbled, typed these words into the phone, and sent them to the class group.

The rest of the class responded slowly.

"Good idea", "bad idea", "useless, parents don't believe in true love or not".

"After getting married, they live happily together."

Suddenly someone said outside the door.

Bai Letian and Su Shen looked towards the door together.

Su Shen rolled her eyes and smiled, then turned her head to Bai Letian and said, "Brother is going home."

Bai Letian blinked his eyes.

"Brother." Song Hailin strode over and hugged him, wrapped in the cold sea flavor that hadn't dissipated.

Su Shen rubbed his neck and said, "I'm sorry."

Song Hailin didn't speak, and called "brother, brother" over and over again, as if it wasn't enough, Su Shen responded with "hey hey hey hey".

He said, "That's great." Tears suddenly rolled onto Su Shen's body.

He sobbed aggrievedly, suddenly had an outlet to vent, shrugged his shoulders, whimpered and made a small animal sound, sniffed his nose, and blamed him in his tone.

For the first time since he learned of Su Shen's death in such a long time, he cried.

Crying overwhelmed.

Su Shen patted him on the back, repeating over and over again, "I'm sorry."

I am sorry.

I am sorry.

I am sorry.

I am sorry.

I am sorry.

With snot and tears hanging on his face, Song Hailin let go of him abruptly.

He grabbed Su Shen's hand vigorously, and he was a little flustered when he took out the packed dark purple velvet box from his pocket. He thought to himself, he knew that he didn't want these packages, it's troublesome.

After finally finding the mechanism to open the box, he threw the box away angrily, and put the ring on Su Shen's finger a little arrogantly.

Su Shen laughed and said, "You haven't asked me if I want to."

"You don't have the right to say no."

Song Hailin sniffed.

Su Shen smiled and said, "I am willing."

Song Hailin knelt down on one knee, looked at him, and said, "Come home with me."

I would.

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