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After the senior three students finished their exams, there was a large-scale book-throwing activity. The lower grades basically went to watch the fun. The snowflakes of test papers that had been saved for three years were thrown from the second and third floors to the ground. The stacks of papers coded in order became thinner and scattered into several stacks in mid-air, and spread into thinner ones on the ground.Those practice books for the fifth and third exams in the dictionary, which were thicker than pillows, also hit the ground like the wind, and Xiao Liaodi suffered a back pain from the impact. The thick paper hit again, causing secondary damage.

Such a thin, small and fragile piece of paper has such great power, smashing it all over the school, screaming, cheering and laughing everywhere, such a thin piece of paper can determine the future of these people who have struggled for three years.Go in with a piece of crisp paper, write your own achievements on a thin piece of paper, and the final result will be sent to your hand from the north and south along with a piece of paper with a colorful background, and then squeeze the blue The little colored paper gets into the car and stays away from the solid mud under your feet.

It is obviously such a fragile piece of paper.

Everyone turned their heads and looked around, hey hello, hey hello, hello, hello, you are here three years ago?You came here two years ago?You have just been here for a few days?He just came down with us, what a pity.

Looking at each other is the friendship in the table hole, the school bag, the shelf, the table leg and the box. One day in the past, we used to be stacked next to each other, and then you were suddenly taken away, and the guy named pen was here Some words were written rustlingly on it, and sometimes a page would be torn and folded, and then put back, and continue to stack you and me, me and you.Of course, sometimes, the order is messed up, and we never see each other again.

Eh?Isn't that guy called Pen over there?It's down too?

hello.

Hello there.

Su Shen sat by the railing at the door and looked at the papers filled with densely-packed and colorful fonts flying down, thinking, how could he be willing to throw away such a long time of hard work?

Next year, he probably won't throw it.have to keep it.

The senior high school students of the previous year have finished their exams, so they are quasi-high school seniors.Now the progress of the course is almost over, and a round of review will start before the summer vacation. After careful calculation, the day when they throw away books is not too far away.

The students on the first floor also rushed upstairs, wanting to experience the joy of throwing books at once. The whole corridor seemed to explode, and the students in the lower grades also booed.Carnival after depression.

Don't stop until you get exhausted.

Of course, there is another way to let go.

That is, Teacher Dani's roar.

He pointed to a few familiar faces from the lower grades, and put the tips of his fingers on their noses, spitting stars flying all over the sky, "You guys can graduate as well, you've got enough here, I think I'm going to take the college entrance examination soon You can get a champion in the examination room intact and come back to si! Si is not si, si is not si! Let me tell you, people like you, now entering the college entrance examination room, there is not even bone soup left, so you are ashamed to follow here Ulahu Yooo you guys!"

"There are also your seniors! Are you stumped after the exam? The results are out? No one is dead, and you won't be able to attend the graduation ceremony for a while. Go down and pick up the trash! Go and go! Clean up, Come, come, start now, I announce that your graduation ceremony has officially started, the first item is to pick up trash!"

"I announce that the graduation ceremony for the 2010 students of Qingxiang No. [-] Middle School has now officially begun!"

Su Shen was on the highest platform, with a row of school leaders sitting in front of her. There was a red velvet blanket under her feet. Due to repeated use, the middle had been trampled bald and looked black.

The wheelchair was pressed against the flannel blanket, and a dent was sunk, it was soft.

He cleared his throat, reached for the microphone on the microphone stand, held it in his hand, swept the audience, and began to speak.

Song Hailin stood at the bottom, lined up with all the teachers and students in the school. He looked forward with his feet on his feet. The line was so neat that people couldn't see anything.

"We spent three fulfilling and happy years in No. [-] Middle School..." Su Shen said in a calm tone.

Song Hailin suddenly staggered a step, roaring and looking forward in the gap between the formations, Su Shen was only a few steps away from him, if he had to run, it would be even closer.

Between Su Shen's speeches, he smiled at him.Song Hailin also knew that he was smiling at him, so he couldn't help but raised his chin and looked around, then lowered his head, pursed his lips and laughed.At this moment, everyone else was gray, but he stood up covered in color, all because the person on the stage was looking at him.

Look, that man on stage is mine.

You're all staring at him, but he's only looking at me.

Song Hailin wanted to shout out.

Su Shen seemed to feel it, and smiled at him even more happily.He also wanted to rush off the stage and rush to the front of Song Hailin who wanted to shout out. He couldn't run, but he would turn the wheel as fast as possible, the faster the better.

He blinked.

But in the blink of an eye, the person who sneaked out of the neat formation disappeared.

Su Shen hurriedly searched under the stage, the manuscript that he had memorized in advance was just spoken out of his mouth mechanically, his mind was full of searching, searching non-stop.

What about Song Hailin...?

Obviously still there just now?

Was it really there just now?Not here.

It turned out to be an illusion.

Su Shen drooped his eyelids.

After the senior three students finished their exams, there was a large-scale book-throwing activity. The lower grades basically went to watch the fun. The snowflakes of test papers that had been saved for three years were thrown from the second and third floors to the ground. The stacks of papers coded in order became thinner and scattered into several stacks in mid-air, and spread into thinner ones on the ground.Those practice books for the fifth and third exams in the dictionary, which were thicker than pillows, also hit the ground like the wind, and Xiao Liaodi suffered a back pain from the impact. The thick paper hit again, causing secondary damage.

Everyone turned their heads and looked around, hey hello, hey hello, hello, hello, you are here three years ago?You came here two years ago?You have just been here for a few days?He just came down with us, what a pity.

Looking at each other is the friendship in the table hole, the school bag, the shelf, the table leg and the box. One day in the past, we used to be stacked next to each other, and then you were suddenly taken away, and the guy named pen was here Some words were written rustlingly on it, and sometimes a page would be torn and folded, and then put back, and continue to stack you and me, me and you.Of course, sometimes, the order is messed up, and we never see each other again.

Eh?Isn't that guy called Pen over there?It's down too?

hello.

Hello there.

Su Shen sat by the railing at the door and watched the papers flying down densely filled with various fonts. He also held a stack in his arms, and there was another stack at his feet.

It's all his heart and soul.

During the round of review, I spent several nights sorting out the frames. I sorted them out with a black pen for the first time. During the review process with the teacher, I ticked the ones I was familiar with, and framed the unfamiliar ones with a blue pen. During the three rounds of review, if you encounter a wrong question, turn it out and use a red pen to frame the knowledge point in the frame again, and stack the wrong question type neatly next to it.

In the second round of review, according to the test papers of previous years, the summary of the question types was sorted out.The first question of multiple-choice questions is to test basic knowledge, the second and third questions are all simple questions, the fourth question is mostly questions with pictures, and the fifth and sixth questions are slightly more difficult.

Wrong question book.

real questions.

He raised his hand one by one and threw them down.The blocked heart is full of depression, the depression that will not stop throwing these things down.

Every word on it, he carefully said it to another person under the dim light.At that time, they just looked at each other face to face, and they could use up endless energy. You hold me and I hold you. Originally, they thought that they could hold each other for a lifetime.

What now?

Maybe it's where my whole life ends.The concept of a lifetime is really mysterious.

Throw it.Let's all go down now.

He went crazy with other senior high school students in the classroom who just finished their exams and were eager to vent, and made trouble together with a mood of recklessness.

Don't stop until you get exhausted.

Of course, there is another way to let go.

That is, Teacher Dani's roar.

"You guys who are in the first and second grades of high school will be able to graduate, right? You have had enough here, right? You think that you will be able to come back with a champion in the college entrance examination room without any damage! Let me tell you, people like you, now After entering the college entrance examination room, he can't even leave his bones, so he's ashamed to follow here Ulahoo you guys!"

"And you guys! Are you stumped after the exam? The results are out? No one is dead, and I won't be attending the graduation ceremony for a while, one by one, let me go down and pick up the trash! Go and go! Clean up, start now Come on, let me announce that your graduation ceremony has officially started, the first item is to pick up trash!"

The dean, who was bald, had a little bee hanging on his waist, amplifying his voice to maintain discipline. The sound came rustling from the loudspeaker, rubbing against the eardrums and making it uncomfortable.

Su Shen looked from the window on the top of the building to the attached middle school of Zhuda University, which was separated by an iron net.The bottom of the building is covered with white paper, and the school worker is pushing a small cart to transport it out.The content of the dean's lecture can still be faintly heard in the ears.He opened the window.

The voice can be heard more clearly.

The athletes' march was being played on the playground, and he opened the window, and now it was replaced by his original dream.The large LED screen on the playground was broadcasting the video of the flight recording, and the messy graduates and their parents were scattered everywhere on the playground. On the stage, a teacher was trying the microphone "hey, hey, hey".

"Parents and students, please stand up in order of class. The graduation ceremony of the 2017 students will begin soon. Parents and students, please stand in accordance with the order of the class. The graduation ceremony of the 2017 students will begin soon. Please..."

Infinite loop.

Su Shen looked at the sky outside, it has been seven years, how fast.

There is only a barbed wire fence between Zhucheng University and the High School Attached to Zhucheng University. The students there are happily participating in the graduation ceremony, and the students here are not idle. They go from one classroom to another, holding textbooks and mobile phones, listening to the lectures on the podium. The old men in the town speak hard and difficult theories.

"Su Shen." Someone called him.

"Su Shen." Teacher Jia called him.

Su Shen took off her glasses, rubbed the bridge of her nose, and said, "Teacher, you don't need to say anything, I've decided."

Teacher Jia looked at the voluntary information that Su Shen had filled out on the computer, then looked at the watch, and continued to persuade: "There are still two hours before the completion of the application, think again."

"To be honest, your results in the college entrance examination are not particularly satisfactory. It's not that Zhucheng University can't apply, but their law major is stuck on the bar for your score. You still choose whether to accept a transfer or not. Other schools will no longer choose a guarantee, and if you fail to fix one, you will not go to school."

"Teacher, I don't..."

Teacher Jia interrupted him, "Don't you like literature very much? The Faculty of Liberal Arts of Zhuda University is recruiting science students this year, so you can choose another major, so you can save your money."

Su Shen's eyes flashed, and then he slowly shook his head.

"Su Shen." The man called him again.

"Teacher." Su Shen regained consciousness, and smiled at Professor Li embarrassedly.

Professor Li looked out the window along the way, "Where are the students from the attached high school having a graduation ceremony?"

"The college entrance examination is over this year." Su Shen said.

"Sentimental?" Professor Li put a stack of handouts in his hand, "Don't feel sorry for you, it's not like you just finished the college entrance examination bridge last year, take it."

Su Shen took the handout and turned a few pages.

"In the next semester, there will be an elective course of "Special Research on Ancient Chinese Literature". It is an applied course, and I will go through ancient Chinese literature from beginning to end. The part about the pre-Qin and Han Dynasties was always in charge of Mr. Qin. I took a look. You can tell that part for him in a few years."

"Are you trying to train me?" He discussed with Professor Li, "Teacher, you haven't finished your project yet, so you sent me away as a good main force?"

"I'm here to give you a chance to earn class fees." Professor Li poked his forehead with his finger, "How many doctors under the teacher's hands don't you want?"

Su Shen smiled, "Then I will prepare lessons during the summer vacation, so as not to embarrass you."

"Just know how to laugh, don't forget to send me the materials I asked you to sort out last time."

As soon as Professor Li finished speaking, there was a burst of cheers from the playground of the attached high school.

Su Shen turned his head to look, and raised the corner of his mouth slightly.

The original background music was amplified again, mixed with the cheers of the students, Wula sang indistinctly from the speakers that the original dream would definitely come true, and a small group of students also sang along, and the more and more people's voices converged, it gradually became chorus.

How did the first dream come to be?

I still believe in my dream age, it looks so good.

In fact, it is quite ironic to say it, Su Shen sometimes thinks that fate is really hard to escape.He used to persistently think that he was mature, had no faith, and didn't believe that he had the capital to talk about his dreams, so he didn't dare.Later, when he received the admission letter from Zhucheng University, holding the not-so-thin card, he shed a tear unexpectedly.

It was a moment when the worldview was twisted a bit.

The admission notice clearly stated: Faculty of Arts.

After going around in circles, it was still the Faculty of Arts.

It was Mr. Jia who was afraid that his most promising student would not be able to study, so in the last minute of the completion of the voluntary report, the column of accepting the transfer was changed to accept.

The transfer, just in time, was transferred to the Faculty of Arts.

Originally, he was determined to major in law and did not leave a way out for himself. At that time, he was angry.

Get angry with yourself.

He wants to know what the law is and how far he can control people.How can such an objective thing be played around by the subjective ideology of people?he wants to know.

At this time, he suddenly thought of Qu Shiran.He once laughed at Qu Shiran's choice of career because he thought he knew everything.Qu Shiran didn't trust that group, and even despised it, but he still burrowed into it with his head covered, which was incomprehensible.What now?Understood. "I obviously don't believe it, but I want to understand it", the correlative word in this sentence is wrong, it should be "Because I don't believe it, so I want to understand it".

It is inconceivable to be ignorant of what one despises.

Su Shen wanted to ask the laws of this world, how to define enmity.He wanted to ask, how could such a complicated issue, which is mixed with human nature, morality, ethics, emotion, and philosophy, be simply delineated with a few rules and regulations.Why and why.

Such a complicated problem, mixed with human nature, morality, ethics, emotion, philosophy, mixed with the most indelible emotion of human beings, mixed with family affection and love.

Why is it stipulated a solution.

After the college entrance examination, Su Shen suddenly felt that he had no support.

There was no such high pressure that he didn't have time to think about anything, and all the real things were overwhelmingly pressing on him, and he couldn't breathe.Without the blessing of the words "I'm going to take the college entrance examination soon", he felt that he was completely exposed in front of the sharp edge of the knife, and he always wanted to gnash his teeth and close his eyes to hit it.

Tian Zhe asked for leave on purpose, and went to his house to watch him every day.

He didn't like to talk, so Tian Zhe had nothing to say, and after Tian Zhe had nothing to say, the two of them sat facing each other in a daze.

Su Shen originally felt that he had slowly acquired a lot of things, but all of a sudden, it seemed that he was just squinted by the wind, and he lost all the time he didn't pay attention to it for a while.

lost.who?

Actually not bad for him.

Lai that gust.The wind is ordered to come.Who can beat it?

He lost his parents when he was a child, and now, first he lost his grandma, and then he lost his lover.

He wanted to ask someone, or find a book, find a tree, and ask why.

Su Shen originally had his head down, his face was not lumped together like ashes.He raised his hand and put it on Tian Zhe's shoulder.Tian Zhe raised his head abruptly, his eyes filled with disbelief and excitement.

"Are you afraid that I will die?" He stared into Tian Zhe's eyes.

"Are you here every day because you are afraid that I will die?" Su Shen raised her voice, the blood in her eyes was tight.

Tian Zhe was taken aback by his appearance, and forgot to speak in a daze.

Su Shen laughed suddenly, with a warm tone, and said, "Tian Zhe, I will not die. People who can ask questions will not die."

Because, their whole life will be to seek an answer.

After this time, Tian Zhe didn't come to Su Shen again for a long time.

Su Shen began to habitually re-walk the way to school every day.Sometimes I would enter the school and listen to a whole class at the back door of a certain classroom. Most of the time, I would just sit at the door in a daze, wait until the ugly bell rang for the end of class, and then slowly turn around and go home.

After the summer vacation of the second and third year students, he entered the classroom where he had been in for three years, and had a good sleep lying on the seat.

After waking up, it seemed that someone was calling his name, "Su Shen! You go too! The back blackboard and Zhou Xun and Song Hailin are doing the same problem. I can't cure you when you sleep in class!"

Su Shen's heart skipped a beat.

He slowly opened his eyes and rubbed them.

The classroom is empty, only tables and chairs and scraps of paper that have not been cleaned and left on the floor.with him.

If only I didn't rub that eye.he thinks.

It would be great if I woke up after sleeping and found that I was back in the second day of high school.He had just entered the door, and at the door, he looked at a person standing by his seat, his face full of impatience, but he tried his best to lower his voice and said to Gao Xiaodi, "Is your squad leader surnamed Shangguan or Murong?"

"My surname is Su." He said at the door.

I don't know where the impulse came from, but I just wanted to talk to this person, that's all.

It would be great if he woke up after sleeping and found that everyone was still by his side.The fat man was still holding a bowl of instant noodles, Gu Yan'er was still awkward and annoying, Luan Jingnian was still world-weary, and Little Mosquito was still a super academic.

Song Hailin...

Song Hailin, Song Hailin is still the same him lying on the table and smiling at him sideways.

Su Shen suddenly felt dizzy.

It's ridiculous to say that at that time, his subconscious thought was, it's over, time to time travel?

However, God has always disliked you so much, how could it be possible for you to travel back as you wished?

earthquake.

When he reacted, he realized it with hindsight.

Then immediately rowed out like crazy, it was a life-threatening posture.At this time, Su Shen realized and finally believed that he really didn't want to die.don't want to die!He convinced himself.The beating speed of the heart was almost so fast that his personal consciousness could not catch it. For a few moments, he even forgot that his heart was still beating.

He paddled to the top of the slope.

He didn't have time to slowly let go of the railing as before, and let the wheelchair slide down from above.The force of the downward dive of the wheelchair was too fast, and the inertia could not keep up. Halfway through, he tilted left and right twice, fell to the ground at once, rolled twice and then rolled to the bottom.

The wheelchair was thrown aside.

When Su Shen fell down, he clearly felt his eyes go dark.He struggled to support the ground with his arms, but felt that his hands were supported in the clouds, and he crooked back within a second.The more it shakes, the more powerful it becomes.

The shaking of the ground is transferred to people's thinking and consciousness, which makes people feel dizzy subconsciously.

He looked at Lou Hei as if he was about to fall down, and his head became dizzy even more.

Is being buried here the end?

The search and rescue team may not have imagined that a graduate student would be buried on the school grounds during the summer vacation.

In this world, there are no relatives of him anymore, will anyone miss him?Tian Zhe?Yes.

What about Song Hailin?

"elder brother!"

In a trance, he suddenly heard a careful shout.

Can't make out whose voice it is.

Because that sound really doesn't seem like a human can make it, as if it broke through the confinement of a small throat and howled out of the abyss.

He barely looked up.

hallucinations.

He is the most unlikely person to appear here.

Song Hailin has already gone home.Back to Zhucheng, back to his parents.

"Brother!" At this sound, Su Shen only saw the shape of his mouth.The person with Song Hailin's face on his face couldn't make a sound anymore.

Afterwards, he felt a hot person hug him, and after a hard slam, he rose into the air and ran quickly.

Then, he was thrown out.

Rolled several times on the ground.

When it stopped, the sound of "boom" exploded on his eardrums.

Then the world seemed quiet.

He couldn't feel his limbs, he couldn't feel anything.That feeling is very strange, he is like a person separated from his body, unable to move, standing aside calmly, watching the person with his face on the ground, suddenly, he was knocked down by his opponent He straightened up like a boxer on the field.

The man with his face walked a few steps on his knees, and his whole body lay on the concrete slab of the collapsed stones. He regarded his hands as shovels and shovels, pawing at the stones covered in blood. .

The man with his face opened his mouth wide, but he couldn't utter a word, tears streaming down his face.

The man with his face, with a pair of hands made of flesh and blood, knelt on the ground shortly, and lifted a piece of concrete slab that was connected with steel bars.

Later, Su Shen asked countless times in front of the tree covered with red cloth strips, whose old roots had been torn off in the earthquake, and asked him what to do.

There was no answering voice.

There was only a red scarf sunken in the muddy water, limp, with a small corner bent by the wind.

The author has something to say:

Involves scene changes that need to be alerted by the author, indicated by an empty line.

Originally, I wanted to write it honestly in the correct order without playing tricks, but recently I am a restless horse, and I just want to try a different narrative technique, so don't blame me if you take it off.

This chapter is stream of consciousness.But there shouldn't be any trouble reading it.

A few things need to be explained:

1. About the timeline.This is my fault. Due to my wonderful arithmetic ability, I made a mistake when I set the time sign at the beginning.I don’t know if anyone has noticed that I mentioned Apple 4s when I first transferred to Dahei, that is to say, it was October 2011, and I was terrified after seven years since Tiedan’er graduated from high school. Suddenly found that the time now has become 10!panic!Therefore, the future time of the article becomes 2020.Please bear with me, I believe that the lifestyle in 2020 and 2020... should not be too different haha, guilt/

2. About the layout of the text.The way today's chapter is written, and the way the plot progresses, is a complete accident.The kind that writes and suddenly wants to write like this.Originally, I wanted to pass the time point of the college entrance examination and come to seven years later, and divide it into upper and lower volumes.Originally, I planned to use another ten chapters to end the middle school part, and by the way, I solved the puzzles that should be solved one by one, and then jumped to seven years later to write the next story.But I didn't expect that my sudden willfulness disrupted all plans.That's right, all, all!One thing that is embarrassing now is that I haven't finished solving the mystery seven years ago, and the plot is not complete, so I have to interject it later. It was still early when I wrote it, but I didn't even think about it!I never thought about it!In other words, the chapters you will see next are really the ones that I have racked my brains every day to find out. If there are any logical problems, please bear with me.

Finally, bow a 360-degree Thomas roundabout.