Baima Weiyang

Chapter 81 The Truth

"Hmph..." I smiled triumphantly at Dun Zhu, and then pushed his stiff body away. As expected, Yang Jin's oval face with smiling eyebrows was directly revealed in front of my eyes.

"Dolma, you're here too!" Yang Jin greeted me affectionately, ran a few steps, and then clasped his hand to my oblique Dunzhu, "Brother Dunzhu, are you hiding on purpose?" Me! I couldn't find you for a few days, but I was so anxious!"

"Hehe——how could elder brother avoid you!" Dunzhu laughed dryly twice, trying to pull Yang Jin's entangled hand, but he failed for a long time.In desperation, I had no choice but to goug out my eyes.

"Since it's not, elder brother should spend more time with Yang Jin! Yang Jin has a lot to say to elder brother!" Yang Jin was unaware of the high-voltage current between me and Dunzhu, and his face still had a pure and pure look. With a smile, he dragged Dunzhu and walked into the house.Seeing me standing aside, he stretched out his hand and gave me a hand, "Hey, Dolma, come and listen too!"

I was dripping with cold sweat immediately, and hurriedly declined, "Ah, no, no! I still have things to do, you can talk about yours." After finishing speaking, I ignored Dun Zhu's face that was as dark as the bottom of a pot, turned around and slipped out a few steps up the yard.Hearing Yang Jin behind him say something again, Dunzhu smiled reluctantly.

Feeling embarrassed to listen, I picked up a flower pot from the low wall, and then quickly walked up the stone road.I deliberately kicked my steps until the Songba shoes under my feet thumped, and then I didn't feel so lonely.I looked down at the delicately blooming rose petals in the flowerpot, and I grinned, "It's okay, you are with me."

Walking casually, out of the turning alleyway, the afternoon sun became more and more lazy.Passing through the lush green fields, the fields with luxuriant flowers, and the places I like to stay on weekdays, I can't stop at this time.

I found a backlit hillside and lay down on my back.The vast sky is so blue that it seems to cover me completely.The continuous white grass beside me touches my cheek from time to time, causing a burst of itching.Occasionally, a breeze blows, and the full fruit ears shake and sigh.

Closing my eyelids, I quietly enjoy the tranquility of the moment, as well as the mindless... loneliness.

I don't know how long it took, when I felt my eyelids a little heavy, there was a rush of footsteps next to my ears.I woke up immediately, and when I listened carefully, the voice was a bit messy, and it didn't seem to be from someone alone.I was feeling a little strange, but I heard a clear female voice floating out... "Stop! I have something to tell you..." I was taken aback, I seemed to have heard this voice before, but I haven't figured out why... ... "What do you want to say again?!" A familiar voice filled with impatience came over.

I couldn't help being startled, the flower pot in my hand almost slipped down.Subconsciously moved down, feeling that the whole body was surrounded by the surrounding white grass, and then dared to breathe...

"Tashi Pingcuo, why don't you like me?!"

As soon as the sound hit my eardrums, I felt like my breathing stopped again.I didn't dare to open my head, but I already recognized the female voice in my heart.It's just that I didn't expect that Karma, who has always been arrogant and withdrawn, would also... the tone of her voice just now, did she cry...

"If you don't like it, you don't like it. How many times do you want me to answer it?" Tashi Pingcuo's voice was a little soft, but his words were as sharp as a blade.I sighed, and finally understood, the indistinct hostility in Karma's eyes...

"You are still unrequitedly in love with Dawa Dolma, right?!" Karma's tone was not high, but her tone became stiff.Hearing this, Tashi Pingcuo turned serious, "I warn you, don't do stupid things."

"Hmph—" Karma sneered, "Don't worry, being entangled with you is the stupidest thing I've ever done in my life!" After a pause, she said in a muffled voice, "I won't be like Quzhen... "I was taken aback, how could she know about Qu Zhen?Could it be the rumored "fan club" internal information sharing... Just as I was thinking wildly, there was a sound of rustling footsteps, and Karma's voice raised half a tune, "Hey——don't go, I Haven't finished talking yet!"

"Let go." Tashi Puncuo's tone was surprisingly calm, but I knew he was a little angry.

Just when she was worried, Karma suddenly stopped making any sound. After waiting for a while, there was a faint cry, "...Tashi Puncuo, I didn't mean to like you..."

I was taken aback, and suddenly my whole body froze.Unable to distinguish what Tashi Pingcuo said again, Karma's voice became farther and farther away, until it was even overwhelmed by the faint sound of the wind.I was still in a trance until I couldn't hear anything.Only Karma's trembling voice echoed in my ears, like a sharp shovel, prying away the memory that I have been trying to seal for a long time...

There are so many unintentional things in this world, but unconsciously, they become obsessions that cannot be removed from my heart.Whether it's the hearty Yang Jin, or the proud Karma...all of them are pulling the deep string in my body. When I look at them, I seem to see myself at the beginning. I don't care about it, just because of that Unintentional love...

At that time, whether love or hate, or injury or pain, even if you can't bear it, you can occasionally pour it out selfishly towards the person in your heart.But now, I am here... in a position where I can never see him again.

Grinning the corners of my mouth, waiting for the coolness on my cheeks to subside, I slowly stood up.Walking back facing the sun, the whole body was scorching hot.He tugged on the neckline, but still couldn't get rid of the enthusiasm on his face.It wasn't until I walked out of the hillside that my knees were no longer itchy from the white grass, that I felt a little better.

Strolling through the fields and ridges that are slightly dry and cracked by the sun, large areas of colorful Gesang Meiduo are in full bloom.The sultry breeze blew past, but it brought a faint smell of horse smell.I was taken aback for a moment, and raised my eyes to look into the distance, only to see a maroon-colored Mongolian horse galloping towards me with iron hooves.

"Click - click -" the whole field was shaken step by step with the ups and downs of the horse's body.The booming sound was getting closer and closer, knowing that I couldn't hide it, I simply stood there like a wooden sculpture made of clay.

"Hey..." The Mongolian horse with a big head and a broad forehead stopped in front of me abruptly, and its thick front hooves bounced a few times on its back, only to hear a "wheeze...", I paused, and hurried to go A few steps flashed aside.Although it was not sprayed by the horse's nose, the strong earthy smell still rushed towards him.Holding my breath secretly, I raised my eyes and stared at the man on the saddle with an evil smile on his face.

"My bride, it's been a long time..." La Zang narrowed his long and narrow phoenix eyes, dismounted beautifully, and in an instant he had already walked in front of me.I stepped back vigilantly, and sized him up with frowning eyes.She was dressed in an autumn-colored satin robe and ocher thin-soled boots.On her soft and beautiful face, there was a smug smile.I was taken aback, and subconsciously blurted out, "You already got rid of your brother?"

The eyes of Lazang in front of him became darker, and his long fingers suddenly clenched my chin, "You really can never speak with this mouth..." He bent down and stared at me condescendingly, but he never spoke to argue.My heart sank. In other words, he will inherit the position of Khan next year... The political competition with Tsangyang Gyatso is about to kick off... Unexpectedly, everything came so quickly...

I was staring blankly when Lazang stretched out his hand and pushed me away.There was garlic under my feet, and I almost fell.Stabilizing my body, I swept towards him with a sneer, "From Taiji to Khan, it must have taken a lot of thought." Hearing this, Lazang smiled instead of anger, and Danfeng's eyes were full of domineering, "Hmph...a coward , what effort does it take me."

It's not that I've never seen Lhazang look arrogant, but what I saw in front of me really made my heart skip a beat.Perhaps it was too much face-to-face contact that gradually made me forget him in the history books... Lhazangtaiji, the conqueror whose body was filled with the blood of the Gushi Khan family.In his eyes, his father, Khan, is just a puppet, and his brother, Wanzal, is even more of a wimp.Even family ties can be easily wiped out, how will he deal with his political opponents... Thinking of his various methods in the future, I feel a pain in my head.

"Huh?" Suddenly, a musky snuff smell rushed to his cheeks.I withdrew my thoughts instantly, and just as I was about to move, my hand lightened.When I raised my eyes, Lhazang was stretching out his hand to play with the flower pot in his hand... "I wonder if you like the title of the most beautiful woman in Qiongjie?" Seeing Lhazang fold it calmly, I took good care of it. I gritted my teeth and tried my best to restrain the urge to rush up and slap him twice.

"It turned out to be your fault." I couldn't bear to see him destroying flowers with his hands, so I opened my eyes by asking for sex.But he didn't seem to notice it, and the corner of his mouth was half hooked evilly, "Of course, this is a small gift from the king to the future side concubine."

Immediately, I could hear the air coming out of my nostrils, but I sighed secretly in my heart.I clearly know that he is such a person, but every time I am provoked by him... It seems that compared with this bull in front of me, my psychological quality is really poor.Seeing that I hadn't spoken for a long time, Lhazang glanced around, "I really underestimated you for being able to stay in this damn place for so long."

"Isn't this thanks to you..." I replied lightly.Lhazang in front of him looked solemn.I have never seen him show such an expression, I couldn't help but sneered... that expression of being strangled by the throat, and the hand of fate is just a word from me... Maybe love really can make people dizzy .At least one and a half years after I left Tsangyang Gyatso, I couldn't get his support, and the pain of picking bones made me more clear-headed.Too lazy to engage in psychological warfare, I watched Lhazang silently, "Why did you force me to leave that day on the streets of Drepung Monastery?"

Lhazang looked back at me, with a rare calmness in his long and narrow Danfeng eyes, "Dawa Dolma, I can only see his true strength if I push you away." It can be seen that the line of sight turned away unconsciously.Lhazang hooked the corners of his mouth, and his charming smile was blurred in the corner of his eyes, "Don't you know? He has been guarding the pure land for you. As long as you are by his side for a day, he will never face me directly... ..."

I could hear my hands trembling, and secretly wanted to take a breath, but all the breath was stuck in my throat.He adjusted his breathing slowly until the tip of his nose was sweating, and then he felt his heart beating again.Staring at Lhazang coldly, I almost gritted my teeth and said, "If you don't do this, I will leave too!"

With a crisp sound of "Pa...", Lazang threw the flowerpot casually, and looked at me with his hands behind his back, "Yeah... I really underestimated you, so you are not that stupid."

"Hmph." I twitched the corners of my mouth and swallowed dry saliva, but what came back to my throat was a burst of fishy sweetness, "Aren't you always self-righteous, so why bother to beat around the bush with me. Why don't you open the skylight and speak the truth, eh? Lazang Khan... ..."

"Speaking bluntly?!" Lhazang curled his lips into a smile, "Haha——Dawa Drolma, you have missed so much in the past year and a half. Where do you want me to start?"

My heart suddenly ached, maybe what he said was right... In the past year and a half, there was very little news about Tsangyang Gyatso that reached my ears.When I chose to leave at the beginning, it was my debt and fulfillment to the Tibetans, but for Tsangyang Gyatso, I never knew whether it was right or wrong...His protection even prevented me from seeing his pain, but my heart ached, I know the feeling of being tortured by conscience best, and I don't want him to suffer that kind of pain again... But now it seems that he still can't escape these things...

My head swelled violently, I reached out my hand to cover my temple, and rubbed it slowly.Opening his eyelids and looking, Lazang's figure was blurred and clear.I looked at him tiredly, and said hoarsely, "You...how can you force him?"

"I forced him?!" Lhazang sneered, "Do you think the pure land in his heart will come back if you go away?!" He leaned down, and his fiery breath approached my ear, "Do you know why he refused to accept the precept? ? It's not that he doesn't want to, it's that he doesn't deserve it..."

I turned my head and stared at him fiercely, but I still couldn't stop the voice of Jinshi, who was impersonal, "How many people died in that scourge back then? He knew it clearly, but he still wanted to protect you by his side. Do you think he is really the Buddha who saves the world? Hmph, Dawa Dolma, his hands are already stained with blood, you saw this with your own eyes..."

"Shut up!" I took a trembling breath, but what sank into my lungs was a burst of cold pain.Suddenly my jaw tightened, and I was forced to raise my head to meet that feminine face.Lazang narrowed his long and narrow phoenix eyes slightly, and the warm white jade fingers clasped hard on my jawbone. The pain made me gasp, "Why? Don't dare to listen anymore? Or do you never know what you are thinking about? What does your lover look like?!"

"Lazang... that's enough..." I closed my eyes, but there were no tears, but there was a feeling of crying in my heart, accompanied by uncontrollable trembling, which slowly spread throughout my body.

"Hmph." La Zang rolled his eyes, with a sneering smile on his lips, "It's normal that you can't see through him, even Diba has been hidden from him, let alone you?" He let go of his hand Suddenly, two fiery numb pains hit my jaw, "I admit, he is indeed a powerful character. His methods are cruel and neat, and he is even worse than the fifth world! Even I was accidentally killed. He made one!"

Lhazang turned his gaze back and saw me standing stiffly on the spot, a cold light flashed in Danfeng's eyes, "What? Are you afraid? That violent man under the skin of compassion is the real him..." Lhazang tilted his head. At the corner of the lower lip, laughter pierced into the eardrum like a needle prick, "Haha, Dawa Dolma, who is more cruel between me and him?!"

"No, you're wrong. I'm not afraid at all, I love all of him." I looked at him lightly, and felt the corners of my mouth raise unconsciously.I admit that when I first learned all this from him, my heart was indeed hit by a heavy hammer, but it was not because of fear...

"All of him?" Lhazang stared at me for a long time with a solemn expression, before turning his long and narrow Danfeng eyes carelessly, "Including the current him? The one who hangs around the streets of Lhasa and gets drunk every night?!"

I was startled, and stared at him painfully, "What did you say?!"

Lhazang raised the corners of his mouth impatiently, and Danfeng's eyes flashed coldly, "Of course you don't believe it." As he spoke, he stepped over the broken flower pot in the mud, turned over and sat on the horse's back .Looking down at me, there was an indistinct emotion on that feminine and beautiful face, "But I really want to thank you, if it wasn't for you, he would have made me lose everything."

Ignoring Lazang's clenched teeth, I adjusted my breath and glanced at him indifferently, "Why are you telling me this?"

As soon as he finished speaking, Lhazang bent down suddenly, and grabbed my skirt with his fingers fiercely, "Why? You think I am willing?!" His fiery breath came to his face with anger, and he felt the pain like twisting twists. my cheeks.Before he could think about it, his neck suddenly loosened.There was a sharp crack of the whip, and the wind with the smell of horse smell passed by.

Turning around dully, looking at the back of his horse riding away, I just felt that the answer that I could never say was blocked in my throat like lead.Lazang, you don't know... If he can easily bring you down, it means that this period of history has been forcibly turned by someone, and that person... must be me...

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