Baima Weiyang

A slightly hoarse voice came from a few steps away.

I was taken aback, and looked up at Tashi Puncuo in front of me.After not seeing him for a long time, he became more and more heroic.Silver and white inner shirt, deep purple Chuba robe, and a delicate silver sheathed waist knife tied on a goose yellow belt.The dark brown cowhide Tibetan boots are walking towards me unhurriedly.

My thoughts stopped for a few seconds, and when I recovered, Tashi Puncuo was already standing in front of me.He raised his head slightly, but saw that the handsome face had a dignified expression.I don't know if it's because I have nowhere to vent my depression in the past few days, but there is a mist in my eyes.Biting my lip hard, I shouted in a hoarse voice, "What are you looking for me for?"

Before I finished speaking, my chin was pinched by a big hand, and two lines of hot tears flowed down the corners of my eyes into my hair.Tashi Pingcuo frowned and stared at me, the strength in his hands seemed to crush my bones.

"Are you doing well?!" The voice was mixed with a rough voice that I had never heard before, like lava breaking out of the ground, pouring into the sea of ​​my heart in all directions until the whole pool boiled.

"No, I'm doing fine." Raising my hand to wipe away the tears from the corners of my eyes, I stubbornly looked into Tashi Puncuo's eyes.I reached out and wanted to break his hand on my chin, but I couldn't break free no matter what.My heart ached and cold, annoyed, my fingers simply slid down and twisted towards his forearm.

Tashi Pingcuo didn't pay any attention to it, the hand holding my chin tightened suddenly, and my body suddenly hit his chest heavily.The heel was forced to lift up slightly, Tashi Pingcuo lowered his head, and his aggressive breath hit my cheek along the invisible lines, "Then why are you wronged with me?"

The sound that was close at hand reached my ears, and I hurriedly turned my eyes away.The long-storing tears in the eyes slid down the cheeks, and wet Tashi Pingcuo's tiger's mouth.The hand on the chin tried to turn my face back, and I instinctively reached out to touch the hot chest, "I'm afraid..."

I'm very scared... I'm afraid that my heart will be seen through, and I'm even more afraid that you will take me away.

The second half of the words are still unspeakable.With tears in my eyes, I saw Tashi Pingcuo slowly let go of his hand, and I couldn't help but took half a step back.He stretched out his hand to hold my shoulder, the heat from his fiery palm could not flow through my cold limbs.

"Where is he?" Tashi Pingcuo softened his tone, but his handsome brows were tightly wrinkled.

I was taken aback, "What are you looking for him for?"

Tashi Pingcuo let go of my shoulders and said in a deep voice, "I have something to tell him."

"What are you talking about? Why didn't you tell my client first?" I stared at him aggressively.

Tashi Pingcuo glanced at me coldly, and said in a crisp and firm voice, "You don't need to know."

"Machismo!" I punched him in the chest, only to have both wrists caught in the air.After struggling for a long time, I still couldn't break free, so I resolutely gave up struggling.

"Aren't you afraid now?" My wrist was pulled violently, and I was forced to hit Tashi Pingcuo's hard chest again.Nima, it hurts my sister to death, did he hide a frying pan in his arms!

Seeing that both wrists were bound, I could only move my fingers with difficulty, and it took a lot of effort to grab his skirt, "Hey! Can't you be gentle with women? Every time we meet They are all rough on me!"

Tashi Pingcuo looked at me coldly, "Hmph, are you a woman too?"

"Why don't you count it!" As soon as the fire came up, I immediately grinned at him, "Do you know, you are called a subordinate and a superior, and you have no respect for your elders!"

Tashi Ping glanced at me impatiently, then raised his eyebrows, "Then what do you want?"

I rolled his eyes at him, and also put on a look of disdain, "I'll forgive you if you call me sister."

As soon as the words were finished, Tashi Pingcuo's eyes lit up, they were fixed on me, and his body actually bent down slightly.I was taken aback for a moment, and I couldn't help wondering if he had his brain kicked by a donkey today. "Uh huh" finished my airs, I hurriedly leaned forward, and was about to listen carefully, but he said two words lightly: "Dream."

I was so angry that I jumped, "Tashi Pingcuo, why do you love to bully people so much!!"

He glanced at him, but his expression was disapproving, "So what's the matter?"

"What a conscience!" I looked up to the sky and sighed, stretched my legs, and kicked on his cowhide Tibetan boots.As a result, I stepped on an unstable center of gravity, calmed down, and looked at the gray footprints on the dark brown boot, and subconsciously swallowed dry saliva.This is the first time I have seen the pattern on the sole of the Zomba shoes under my feet, so I can't help but look a little more curiously.

So that when he raised his eyes again, Tashi Pingcuo's eyes were already full of storms.I was so scared that I quickly changed the subject, "By the way, what happened outside?"

The hand clasped on the wrist paused.

I raised my eyes subconsciously, and the previous emotions were swept away in those black jade-like pupils, "Didn't he tell you?" My heart sank, and I let go of Tashi Pingcuo's loose hand, " What happened? You are not allowed to hide it from me."

Zhaxiping closed his eyes and said in a low voice, "The plague."

My feet were weak, if it wasn't for my hand being pulled, I would have fallen to the ground by now.

plague……

These two erratic words, like sharp thin blades, slowly slipped through my pale mind.Blood oozes through the wound, soaking all my thoughts.Thinking that my bearing capacity was enough, I tried my best to dig the small mound, only now did I realize that what I had to face was thousands of mountains.

I grinned, I stretched out my hand to take away the warmth from my palm, but unexpectedly I was grabbed by the crook of my arm.Looking up Tashi Phuncuo's arm, he was looking at me fiercely, "Dawa Zhuoma, don't forget that you chose this road yourself!"

"I haven't forgotten..." Biting her lips with a trembling voice, the tears swirling in her eyes still rushed down, and slid onto her cheeks which were already cold.Breaking away from the fiery palm, I folded my arms and squatted down, "Don't worry, I will go down this road, and I will definitely..."

From the corner of the eye, Tashi Pingcuo frowned, "Go if you can, and turn back if you can't."

I was startled, and raised my head to stare at him. After a while, my throat was so sore that I couldn't speak.Tashi Pingcuo stretched out his hand and pulled me up.I wiped my cheeks and looked at him hoarsely, "Are you going to stop us?"

Zhaxi Pingcuo lowered his eyes, but there was no emotion on his face, "The plague is rampant in Lhasa now, and the people are in dire straits. The worst is in the western suburbs. Mom and Dad miss you and want me to take you back." On my eyelids, a hot and humid feeling came along the slightly rough fingertips, "You are right, I will definitely take you back."

"Don't..." I shook my head and took a step back, hot tears flowed down the dry tear stains again, gently pulling the pain, but Tashi Pingcuo's handsome face in front of me became more and more blurred.

"I know he will protect you." Tashi Pingcuo paused, his eyes were a bit complicated, "But he is a Living Buddha, besides you, he has to protect the entire Tibetan region. That is his responsibility."

I closed my eyes, but the fingers under my sleeves were tightly clenched, "Has it already spread so much that everyone knows about it?" Tashi Pingcuo didn't speak, but just stared straight at me with a pair of black eyes.Twitching the corners of my mouth, I asked lightly, "How did you pass it on?"

His pupils gradually tightened, and his eyes were a little cold, "Brahma self-destructs, and God's punishment comes."

I was stunned, and my eyes burned, "Why did you blame him alone? It's all my fault..." Tashi Pingcuo's eyes turned slightly, but the expression on his face did not change, "I don't abide by the rules and regulations. How can the Living Buddha become the belief of Tibetans?"

"No..." Tears flooded my sight, I suddenly pushed away Tashi Puncuo who was already in a hazy figure, took a few steps back, and bumped my back against the mahogany pillar behind me, "I don't believe it." I slowly slid down , a pain in the back.As if all the functions of my body were taken away, I fell powerlessly on the cold stone floor.

No...it's not like that, he is the reincarnated Living Buddha of Tibet, and everyone pays homage to him.Among the DL lamas in the past, his name is the most well-known.Even if he deviates from the scriptures and is not good at Buddhism, he will always be the most cherished master in the history of Tibetan Buddhism.What he wants to receive is support, not criticism.

Is it all because of me...

Taking a deep breath, I glanced at the crimson figure standing a few steps away, "Danba, take Tashi Phuntsok to see the master." Without paying attention to his expression, I turned my gaze back to Ground, "Also, I'm going down the mountain."

As soon as the words fell, Tashi Pingcuo pulled me up from the ground.He stared at me with a determined face, "No! Do you know how serious the plague around Drepung Monastery is? Once infected, there is no cure!"

Seeing him like this, I grabbed his broad palm with my backhand.Raising my eyes to meet his gaze, I said beggingly, "If this is the case, then I will go even more."

Tashi Pingcuo looked at me coldly for a while, then suddenly twitched the corner of his mouth, "I said, no."

The indifference in the black eyes hurt my eyes, I leaned on his shoulder, and couldn't help crying, "Tashi Puncuo, I beg you. Let me go and see, I promise I will be strong. "

Tashi Pingcuo reached out and pinched my chin, and pushed my body away slightly, his movements were gentle, but the light in his eyes was as cold as iron, "Don't make me say it a third time."

I was so angry that tears flowed, I waved his hand away, and turned my body away, "If you don't let me give up, I won't go back with you even if I die."

"You—" Zhaxi Pingcuo stretched out his hand to touch my body, and there was a little anger in his jade-like pupils.For a long time, the hand clasping my shoulder tightened and then loosened.He raised the corner of his mouth, and there was a hint of sadness in his voice, "Okay, I will let you give up."

Hearing this, there seemed to be a moment of joy in my heart, but it just slipped by.In the next second, my heart felt empty again. I couldn't tell whether it was joy or sorrow, but it felt like it was always shrouded in a shadow.

Turning to look at Danba, he was staring at me with complicated eyes.I hooked the corners of my mouth and said in a low voice, "I know, you won't refuse." He was taken aback, but lowered his head unnaturally.In fact, I don't blame him at all. If I were him, I'm afraid I would be more decisive.Heartbroken, I smiled wryly and wiped the tears off my face.

"I'll go with you." Tashi Pingcuo frowned and looked at me, his voice deep and hard.

"No!" I shook my head quickly, "You can't go with me, you have to see Tsangyang Gyatso and hold him back for me, otherwise I won't be able to leave Drepung Monastery for a long time. If you can..." After a pause, I just felt my voice trembling in my throat, "I don't want him to know that I'm out of the temple. He's been trying to hide it from me for so long, and I can't bear him to be sad."

Turning my gaze, I met Zhaxi Pingcuo's jade-like eyes, and I punched him in the chest, "Don't always speak concisely and concisely. This time, I beg you to be short and long!"

Tashi Pingcuo reached out to stop my fist, and wrapped my cold fingers with his broad palm, "You don't need to worry about this." He stared at me, his eyes were cold, "You'd better be careful, don't have anything to do with them." Any contact. Remember?!"

The words that were clearly concerned, came out of his mouth but turned into threats.I nodded helplessly, "Yeah." Shaking off the warmth in my hand, I turned to look at Danba and asked, "Are there any other guards in Drepung Monastery besides Ganden Podrang?"

"some."

I turned my gaze, "Danba, please send another acolyte to guide Tashi Phuntsok to meet the master. You send me out of the Drepung Monastery and help me avoid the guards in the monastery."

Danba gave me a Namaste salute, "Yes."

"Let's go!" I stretched out my hand and pushed Tashi Puncuo from behind. He paused, turned around and glanced at me.I was startled, subconsciously swallowed dry saliva.He ignored it, closed his eyes and followed the acolyte in front of him to the end of the corridor.This occasional role reversal made me feel a little lighter.

Turning around and waving at Danba, he whispered, "Let's go too."

Looking at the square in front of him where the smoke is curling up, his eyes are a little dazed.Although I stay in Drepung Monastery every day, I haven't left Ganden Phodrang for a long time.

The pilgrims and believers in the temple still kowtowed their long heads piously, and the dark shadow under the light was pulled far away, so far away that it seemed to envelop my heart.Looking around, I found that there were indeed a lot fewer people in the temple.Moreover, there was a trace of unharmonious anxiety in the originally peaceful eyebrows.

It seems that this plague is worse than natural disasters.No wonder, he suddenly started studying medical books.No wonder, communication with the Potala Palace has become so dense.I forgot, Diba is not only the regent of Tibet, he is also an outstanding medical scientist!

I slowed down my pace, the gentle sunlight fell on my face, and the tears were dried out, leaving only wrinkled marks.There is a faint smell of butter and milk floating in the air, mixed with an unknown Tibetan fragrance.

I slightly closed my eyelids, silently inhaling the unique breath of Lhasa.Until the fundus of the eyes became warm, he subconsciously opened his eyes, but was stabbed by the white light.But what came into view, the familiar scene gradually became clear.

I used to think that all of this had been integrated into my flesh and blood.But now I realize that maybe I am really just a passerby, a complete passerby...

I smiled coldly in my heart, and the piercing chill spread to my limbs.He raised his hand to cover his chest, letting the sunlight around him be strong, but there were places where it couldn't shine.

"Are you... alright?"

Danba's worried voice came from behind me, and I adjusted my facial expression subconsciously.After getting along for so long, he still couldn't find a suitable title.Perhaps this is the position Lhasa gave me...an uninvited guest.Could this be the price of traveling through time and space?

When I came back to my senses, I found that I had reached the gate of the temple.I stopped, turned around and looked at Danba, "I'm fine. You can go back to Ganden Phodrang!" He paused, his folded hands trembling slightly, "Danba will go with you .”

I smiled and waved my hands, "No, I can go by myself."

"But……"

Seeing his anxious face, I quickly interrupted, "You are a monk, if you walk with me in cassock like this, what will others think of me?" Raising my voice, I couldn't help but raise my voice, "So you hate I am so eager to trap me in injustice?"

Danba was startled, and immediately shook his head like a rattle, "No! You know...Danba didn't mean that." After speaking, his face turned red.

I frowned, "Really? I really don't know." Hearing this, Danba's face turned red and white.After looking at him for a while, I was willing to grin the corners of my mouth, "Okay, since you don't want to trap me in injustice, then go back quickly."

Danba hesitated to speak, looked at me apologetically, then bowed and performed Namaste, "Yes, then please be careful." After a pause, he added, "Master, I will be worried."

I was taken aback, and couldn't help but laugh, but he will show his trump card.

Watching Danba's figure disappear on the long steps, I raised my eyes and glanced at the incense cloth swaying in the wind in front of the temple gate, turned my feet, and immediately started trotting.He kept accelerating all the way, as if only by rushing forward regardless, the fear in his heart would never return.I have to admit my cowardice, knowing something is one thing, but facing it is another.

Before the narrow street, I suddenly stopped.