Baima Weiyang

Putting my arms around my legs, I rested my chin on my knees silently.The moisture from the bath still remained on the body, and the long curly hair on the back dripped water from time to time.Looking down at the water stains of different shades on the brocade mattress, I stretched out my hand and brushed the end of my hair to my chest, and my neck was suddenly chilled.

Gadan Nangsaili only lit an oil lamp, the flame was weak, and was occasionally tossed by the wind from the window, and the broken shadows of the black hole swayed and trembled on the mural.Lifting my head from my knees, I stared blankly at the night scene of Lhasa through the half-opened window.The thick blackness of the sky and the criss-crossing lightning flashed into my eyes at a glance.

"Boom——" There was a loud noise from the roof, and before I could cover my ears, the dazzling thunder light instantly illuminated the entire Gadan Nang Sai.The wind suddenly tightened outside the window, and the hanging fragrant cloth was violently blown up, and the half-open window was "slapped" shut by the wind.

Gadannangsaili suddenly went dark, and I froze for a moment, turning my gaze to the blown out oil lamp.The pitch-black wick is still emitting wisps of white smoke. In the darkness, the outline of the outline is clearer than the curling smoke from the mulberry oven.

Reaching out and pushing away the cushion at the end of the bed, I walked barefoot to the window.Outside the carved window lattice, dazzling lightning bolts pierced the sky fiercely, as if to tear apart the night in Lhasa.Another muffled thunder "bang" exploded above the roof, and I took a step back a little timidly.Turning around, I saw my elongated figure slantingly reflected on the Aga ground.I looked at it in a daze, as if I saw my pale cheeks at the moment.

There seemed to be a rush of footsteps interspersed with the muffled thunder, and I looked out the door consciously, only to see that the auspicious knotted satin curtain, which was half the height of the door, was lifted by a strong force.Irregular lightning flashed on that handsome face, sometimes bright and sometimes dark.

Seeing Tsangyang Gyatso's figure getting closer, I shrank my feet in fear.He was hesitating whether to make a big jump and roll back on the bed, but his waist tightened, and his body suddenly flew into the air.I was startled, and when my eyes fell on the handsome face in front of me, I was already hugged horizontally.

Cangyang Gyatso looked at my bare feet, and glanced back at my face coldly, "And you don't wear shoes?" Feeling the rapid breathing in his chest, I couldn't help but straighten up, and climbed up his arms. "I knew you would come." As soon as the words finished, Cangyang Gyatso frowned, "There is nothing to fear." The stern voice entered my ears, but the corners of my mouth curled up unconsciously.

I was properly placed on the bed, and Tsangyang Gyatso pulled a pulu blanket to cover me.I opened my eyes wide and looked straight at the handsome face directly above.He also lowered his eyes, and his clear eyes almost reflected my reflection.Feeling the slender fingers inserting into my hair and rubbing it gently, I yawned lazily.

Just as he was about to close his eyes, his jaw was twisted.Feeling a little upset, I couldn't help but open my eyes and stare at Cangyang Gyatso, "What are you doing?"

"Don't sleep." The voice came faintly, and warm fingers slid across my cheeks, leaving a trace of hot flashes, "The hair is not dry yet." I squinted, thinking it was a big deal.Stretched his head into his arms, shaking it back and forth, "Just rub it and it's done."

Seeing that he has not moved for a long time, I simply take it as acquiescence.Unexpectedly, after squinting for a while, the person was pulled up.I rubbed my eyelids, and when I looked up, my lips touched his chin.I deliberately took a bite out of my tiger teeth, and I put my whole weight on him.

"I told you not to sleep." The hot snort hit my half-open lips.I struggled uncomfortably, and slid my cheeks to Cangyang Gyatso's neck, "How can this be, I won't let you sleep."

"Dawa Dolma."

The four words lightly and superficially scared me to death.My eyes widened as if I had just woken up from a dream, and the sleepiness in my body was gone.Raising my head to rub Cangyang Gyatso's chin, I said with a smile, "Okay, don't sleep or sleep."

The beautiful iceberg above my head glanced at me, and reached out to take a towel to wipe my hair.

The thunder outside the window gradually faded away, but the light of thunder was still shining from time to time.There was no lamp in Gadannang Saili, and the sudden strong light was a bit dazzling.

I covered my eyes with my hand, leaving only a small gap to watch.

Cangyang Gyatso glanced at me with downcast eyes, then turned around in his arms.I fell into his arms, and the elongated shadow completely covered me.Smelling the sweet air in this corner, it was as if the thunder and lightning outside the house were separated by thousands of miles.

After an unknown amount of time, the movement of wiping his head slowed down.The slender fingers gently stroked my hair, and I couldn't help but hugged my waist tightly.The familiar temperature reassured me inexplicably, and the sleepiness finally dissipated.

Patter, patter... There seemed to be the sound of rain coming from my ears, and the sound became louder and louder.I turned over, but a chill came from my outstretched arms.Subconsciously opened his eyes, the sound of heavy rain outside the window penetrated into his ears densely.

The corners of his eyes were cold, and when he raised his hand to wipe it, it turned out to be full of tears.I can't remember what dream I had.Looking down at the tear stains on my fingers, I pulled the corners of my mouth into a wry smile.Or there is no dream, these tears are all pressed out by thoughts.

Drying the corners of my eyes with my sleeves, I sat up and wrapped my hands around my legs.Staring blankly out of the window for a while, the continuous rain curtain collapsed and fell down, and the rain on the window rolled down, blurring the night scene outside the house.Stretching out my hand to gather the quilt on my body, I couldn't help but sigh.

It has been five full days, and the torrential rain, once in a century, has swept across the entire city of Lhasa.On the bare mountain, landslides and mudslides occurred frequently, covering several villages and causing hundreds of casualties.Among these disasters, the western suburbs are the most serious.

Tsangyang Gyatso concealed all my news, but how could I not expect it.Every time Danba looks at me with complicated eyes, my heart feels Ling Chi bit by bit.I know that there is pity in it, and there is even a trace of resentment.After avoiding Tsangyang Gyatso and looking for him, I realized that the disaster was more serious than I imagined.

This downpour of rain not only eroded Lhasa, but also eroded the faith in my heart.

I rubbed my tear-filled eye sockets, and reached out to touch the empty bed beside me.Since the rainstorm, Tsangyang Gyatso has hardly slept through the night.During the day, I was busy dealing with the disaster. At night, I was first coaxed to sleep. After I fell asleep, I got up and went to the Buddhist hall to kneel.

In the middle of the night that day, I was awakened by the sound of the rainstorm, but I couldn't find him when I woke up.I anxiously searched all the way to the fifth floor, but saw him kneeling in front of the Buddha with his back stiff.I stared at his back for a long time, but I didn't have the courage to move forward.But after returning to Gadannang, he still stayed up all night.

Until it was almost dawn, I faintly felt the bed under my body tighten.The slightly cool fingertips rubbed against my cheeks, and a series of chaotic light kisses imprinted on my skin along the dry lip skin.At that time, I just wanted to hug Tsangyang Gyatso tightly and cry in his arms.

But the back view of him kneeling in front of the Buddha flashed in his mind, but he couldn't let go of his tightly clenched fingers.He secretly shouldered all the pressure and did so much, isn't it just to let me live as usual?How can I have the heart to let you down?It was precisely because of this that in the next few days, as long as I spent every minute with him, I was heartlessly happy.

But as soon as he turned around, he was no longer in sight...Happiness is like a pool of water in the bottom of my heart, while sadness is like oil floating on it.No matter how much force I use to suppress the oil slick during the day, there will be an equal amount of reaction to stir and hit my heart pool at night.I'm so scared that one day, that oil slick will be so tight that I can't breathe.

My thoughts froze, I took a few deep breaths, and reached out to wipe the tears off my face.Wrapping the thin pulu blanket over my shoulders, I moved to the bedside and put on my shoes, then hurried to the Buddha Hall on the fifth floor.I tripped several times along the way and had to pull up the blanket on me.

Seeing that I was about to reach the corridor on the fifth floor, I couldn't help speeding up my steps.Aga ground was trampled by me, so Cangyang Gyatso turned around and looked at me before entering the Buddhist hall.

As if inspired, I ran straight to him.Unexpectedly, just one step away, he tripped over the blanket mopping the floor. "Ah..." With a low cry, in a blink of an eye, I had already fallen into Cangyang Gyatso's arms.

My vision was completely dark, and the wide pulu blanket completely covered my head.I groped for a long time and still couldn't find the edge of the blanket.It wasn't until his face became stuffy that his eyes suddenly lit up.As soon as the cold breath entered my throat, I took a few rough breaths.

"What's going on? Reckless."

A soft reprimand came from above the head.I raised my eyes to meet those dark eyes, and without thinking about answering, I crossed my hands and wrapped them around Tsangyang Gyatso's neck, "I miss you." As soon as my lips touched his chin, the folded hands was dragged down.I frowned and stared at Cangyang Gyatso in puzzlement.He ignored it and stuffed my hands back into the blanket, wrapping me tightly again.

My slender fingers pulled the pulu blanket, and my body fell uncontrollably towards Tsangyang Gyatso's chest.I arched my head on his shoulder and found a comfortable position.Cangyang Gyatso lowered his head, and pressed his thin lips against the corner of my mouth, "Is there a time when you don't miss me?"

Hearing this, my face suddenly turned red.Lowering his eyes in avoidance, he realized that his body was wrapped like a swaddling baby.Grabbing the edge of the blanket with both hands, I threw myself on Tsangyang Gyatso's shoulder.The wind blowing out of the blanket was slightly cold, but the temperature of the embrace under the blanket was hot.

I rested my chin on Cangyang Gyatso's shoulder and avoided his sight, so I dared to speak, "So what. I didn't realize it before, so you are so immodest."

There was a chuckle in his ear, but his body was slightly pushed away.The dark eyes in front of him dimmed, "It's the middle of the night, why don't you sleep well?"

I stared at him dissatisfied, "You did it yourself first, I just followed suit." After thinking for a while, I added, "I have already discovered that, you sneak out every day."

As soon as the words fell, the hand with beautiful bones suddenly grabbed the blanket on my chest like pulling the skirt of my clothes.I was startled, but in a blink of an eye I saw Cangyang Gyatso leaning down against my forehead.His arms were bound in blankets and he couldn't move.The magnified handsome face is close at hand. Although it is not the first time I have seen it, my heart still beats twice faster when the tip of the nose touches and the breathing can be heard.

His dark eyes stared at me for a while, and his handsome face turned slightly.Suddenly, a soft wet kiss fell on my lips.Before he had time to respond, the hot and humid feeling was already gone.

"Go back immediately." Cangyang Gyatso said lightly, but there was no refusal in his tone.

"No." I stretched out my hand to grab his cassock, and moved my body to get into his arms, but unexpectedly my shoulders were held down by his hands. "Be obedient." The warm breath hit his ear.I shook my head with red eyes, "I want to kneel together..." Before I finished speaking, my hands wrapped around his waist uncontrollably, "Cangyang Gyatso, I couldn't find you when I woke up in the middle of the night. Fear."

The body of his subordinates froze, Cangyang Gyatso stretched out his arms and embraced me.A warm palm pressed the back of my head, and the other hand, with a slightly rough fingertip, gently wiped the wet tears on my face, "Don't go, you stay here with me, huh?"

Hearing what he said, I immediately raised my head from his arms, and stretched my index finger towards him, "What you say counts?" Cangyang Gyatso reached out and pulled my index finger, and said sternly, "If you quarrel again, it won't count."

I immediately shut my mouth obediently, and when he was not paying attention, I quickly kissed his chin.After taking advantage, he quickly knelt down on the pulu card mat next to him.Cangyang Gyatso stretched out his hand and poked my head heavily as a punishment, "Ouch..." I was about to fall to the side, weakly, but was firmly pulled back to the original position by a big hand.Taking a sneak peek, Cangyang Gyatso glanced at me coldly, and I smiled, not daring to make trouble anymore.

Wrapping the pulu blanket around my shoulders firmly, I obediently knelt beside Tsangyang Gyatso.There was still torrential rain outside the house, and the bean-sized raindrops hit the windows, making a "cracking, crackling" sound.But now, none of these seem to be in my heart.It turns out that the feeling of being in love with each other can be so warm.

I grinned, and moved the mat under my knees towards Tsangyang Gyatso.Leaning gently against his arm, my heart was so soft that I couldn't help it.Even if the two of them didn't speak, just knelt quietly, but they could easily make the oil slick in the heart pool slowly sink to the bottom of the water.Staring at the butter lamp on the confession case, I feel that the light of the fire is becoming more and more ethereal...

In a blur of consciousness, I opened my mouth, wanting to find a more comfortable position, and instinctively rubbed my cheek against Cangyang Gyatso's arms.He used to have a straight back, but now he had to sit down on his knees.After feeling his movement, I quickly fell on his lap in a very ignorant way.Lazily opening his eyes, he saw a hint of coolness in those dark eyes.

"If you want me to sleep with you, just say so." The cold voice came softly, but the warm palm touched my cheek.I turned sideways with a smile, and raised my hand to smooth Cangyang Gyatso's slightly frowned brows, but I only touched his thin lips, "I was discovered by you."

I yawned tiredly, and while my consciousness was still a little clear, I quickly grabbed his cassock and pulled it hard, "Don't take me back to Kadan Nang Sai." Smacking my lips twice, I muttered again, "I can't sleep without you around..."

I waited for a while, until I heard him give a soft "hmm", and then I retracted my hand with confidence. In just a moment, my thoughts softened...