Baima Weiyang

I was stunned, and let the cruel words penetrate into my eardrums word by word, and the deep echoes were like sharp blades, scraping across my heart one by one.Looking at Sanjay Gyatso as if getting an electric shock, I could only feel my voice trembling, "You even used your own son?"

"Use?" Sanjay Gyatso frowned slightly, stared straight at me, and then turned his eyes to Ngawang Rinchen. His eyes, which had been eroded by the years, were soaked with too much emotion, a trace of pain, depression... even There is still a glimmer of hope.He suddenly looked away, and his tone was as light as the colorless and odorless air, "I just want him to understand."

See clearly... He repeated these words in a low voice in his heart, but his eyes became more and more serious, until a wave of heat slid down his cheeks, as if the heat in his body was being dissipated.

Sanjay Gyatso took a few steps, and threw the translucent long sword in front of Ngawang Rinchen with a "snap". He only glanced at him, and then walked towards the stairs without any hesitation.I lowered my head and wiped my face with my sleeve, only to see that the bull-nosed Tibetan boot stopped moving after a few steps.

Seeing Sanjay Gyatso standing there motionless, Tieye suddenly felt an inexplicable sense of oppression coming from behind me. I took a breath, and a faint scent of Buddha penetrated into my nose. Could it be... Looking back at the stairs, that The crimson figure was stepping up the last step.Qingjun's face was slightly tired, but those jet-black eyes were still bottomless.As soon as my eyes touched, my heart skipped a beat. How long has he been here, and how much has he heard?

Tsangyang Gyatso frowned lightly, passed Sanjay Gyatso as if he hadn't seen him, and walked towards me at a leisurely pace.The crimson figure stood still in front of me, I didn't raise my head, but raised my eyes to meet the clearly defined jaw.

I felt an inexplicable air pressure above my head, making my whole body uncomfortable.I slowly raised my head, and my gaze fell into those bottomless eyes.Almost at the same time, the cold voice came down, "Come with me."

Cangyang Gyatso glanced at me, then turned around without stopping.Looking at his back, I only felt a dull pain in my throat.After walking a few steps, I still turned my head.Since just now, Ngawang Rinchen has been standing in front of me, and only then did I see his face.

The originally ethereal pupils were two points more remote, but how could this complexion be so pale.My heart tightened, and I wanted to say something, but when the words came to my lips, I still shouted out of habit, "Ngawang Rinchen..."

He twitched the corners of his mouth, but the smile on his lips was a bit forced, "It's okay."

I lowered my eyes, and suddenly felt that the fundus of my eyes became hot again.Not knowing how to face Ngawang Rinchen any longer, I turned around quickly and wiped my cheeks with my sleeve.After running a few steps, I unconsciously slowed down.Intuition Cangyang Gyatso has many emotions, but he can't guess which one has the upper hand.I had no idea, and I didn't dare to chase after him without authorization.

Following him to the scripture room, Tsangyang Gyatso paused at the door, but only glanced at me sideways.I suddenly felt a chill in my chest, but I didn't have the guts not to follow.After walking a few steps, I stopped and watched Cangyang Gyatso pull away the chair in front of the sandalwood desk in silence.

On the Tibetan-style tablecloth with intricate patterns, a yellow-skinned Buddhist scripture was laid flat.Tsangyang Gyatso twirled the beeswax rosary in his hand.I secretly let out a sigh, stretched out my hand to move my palm covered with cold sweat, and then walked slowly towards the desk.

I stretched out my hand and tugged on Tsangyang Gyatso's sleeve, and looked down at him, "Are you angry?" Tsangyang Gyatso seemed to have never heard of it, and just pulled back the sleeve that was grabbed by me.Seeing that he turned his face to the other side, I quickly walked around behind him, and after standing still, I still stared straight at him, "If you don't speak, you are not angry."

He put his hand on the Buddhist scriptures, trying to interfere with Cangyang Gyatso's sight, but he just opened my hand, and the expression on his face was still indifferent.

"Oh!" I sighed, and simply sat down on the spot.Just as soon as his butt hit the ground, he caught a glimpse of Cangyang Gyatso's frown from the corner of his eye.Surrounded by the half majestic and half indifferent gaze, I suddenly felt the anxiety of being exposed to the sun.My back was chilly, I swallowed dry saliva, and stood up wisely.

There was no sound in the scripture room, not even a whiff of wind.

Cangyang Gyatso did not speak, and I could only accompany him quietly.Tired of standing, he simply lowered his body and put his hands on the desk.Looking at Agadi outside the door of the scripture room, thinking of everything just now, I can't help but feel a heavy heart.

I thought that as long as I stopped lingering in the aisle, my mood would gradually calm down.But after working hard for a long time, even in this scripture room where I can't hear the sound of the stairs, my heart still feels uncomfortable.

Turning my eyes away, my eyes stopped on Cangyang Gyatso. After considering it for a long time, I decided to say, "Diba... how ruthless is he?" The voice was still echoing in the room, Cangyang Gyatso's eyes Guang was cold, but he didn't look at me, but his tone was a little indifferent, "Do you care about Ngawang Rinchen?"

I paused, held his forearm with my hand, and slowly squatted down.His eyes moved softly across his face, "Ngawang Rinchen was very kind to me, but I made their father and son lose peace. I feel very guilty, and Diba even said that he would punish him..."

"Enough." Before I could finish speaking, Cangyang Gyatso interrupted me abruptly, with a trace of impatience hidden in his voice.He felt that he was in a bad mood at the moment, but he couldn't figure out why.After thinking about it for a while, I still felt that what I just said was reasonable, so I couldn't help straightening my body, trying to meet Cangyang Gyatso's gaze, "I know you don't like him, but..."

There was a sudden pain in my right wrist, and I choked up my words for a moment.Staring blankly at the hand on my wrist, I raised my eyes to Tsangyang Gyatso in surprise.Under the black eyes, a mist condensed into a cold ice surface.I don't know where the intuition came from, I seemed to see the anger that was constantly surging under the calm ice surface, an anger that I had never seen in my impression.

"Are you also forcing me to let go?"

The eyes of Tsangyang Gyatso in front of me caught me coldly.With a groan in my chest, I unconsciously clenched my throat, the air entering my lungs was like a sharp venetian blind, and every time it flared, it cut through my heart.There was no other movement, I just instinctively swallowed the sweet smell in my throat, but my fingers tightened unconsciously.

Just as he was about to grab the cassock under his hand, he saw that Cangyang Gyatso's eyes were getting darker and darker.Before I could move, my hands were suddenly thrown away by a strong force.

I was taken aback, staring blankly at my hands propped on the ground, the coldness of Agadi was transmitted to my palms, a bit piercing.When he raised his eyes, the back of Tsangyang Gyatso came into view.

Glancing at the beeswax rosary that fell to the ground when he turned around, I suddenly felt my blood surge.Standing up staggeringly, I rushed up with a stride.Cangyang Gyatso was hit by me, and his shoulders trembled slightly.I hugged his body tightly, pressing my face against the stiff back.

Tears welled up uncontrollably as soon as the fundus of the originally dry eyes became hot. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." I tried my best to pull out the words from my throat, but there was only that broken word repeatedly.

"Let go." The indifferent voice drilled into my eardrums along his back, without a trace of irritation, but a little frighteningly cold.After being separated for so many days, I never thought that the reunion would be like this.I already understood the reason for his anger in my heart, but I was even more afraid of his sudden departure.

Even though there is nowhere to vent the grievance in my heart, even though I feel that the fault is not entirely my fault, but the arms encircling Cangyang Gyatso seem to be restrained, and they refuse to let go.Gritting my teeth, I couldn't help hugging him even tighter, "Don't let go."

As soon as the words fell, I only felt a sudden anger slowly transmitted along my skin.

"Then don't let it go and try." There was a suppressed anger in the voice that came.

I was startled, and felt that Tsangyang Gyatso's chest was trembling slightly.Although he didn't push me away, the smooth ice surface seemed to have been crushed by me.A strong uneasiness filled my whole chest, and the tears immediately slid down my cheeks and flowed into the folds of the crimson cassock, leaving several deep and shallow marks in a short while.

His hands loosened suddenly and slid to Cangyang Gyatso's waist.I didn't dare to use any force, I just bent down more and more.His tear-wet cheeks were pressed against the cassock, and were painfully rubbed against by a few strands of thick thread.I choked up my voice, every word came out of my throat, there was an inexplicable pain, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean it, please forgive me..."

Before he finished speaking, his wrists felt hot, and his clenched hands were suddenly pulled away.Before I could react, my body had already been pushed away, but in the next second, the palm stretched out behind me pressed me hard against the hot body.

I was taken aback for a moment, and when I came back to my senses, Cangyang Gyatso had tightly surrounded me.The bend of my arm was painfully pinched by his radius, and my chest was oppressed, but he didn't seem to intend to let me move at all.

Subconsciously trying to find his eyes, I turned my eyes vaguely.There were still tears in my eyes, and I couldn't see clearly for a while.I blinked my eyes, and tears rolled down my cheeks, only then did I feel that my vision became much clearer.

The dark and deep eyes came into view, I only glanced twice, but my vision was blurred.Suddenly, a heavy pressure came from his lips.Startled by the sudden force, I instinctively took a step back.But the palms on my back pressed against my body.

His whole body was surrounded by a familiar fragrance of Buddha, and his lips were pressed tight.The lip skin that doesn't belong to me was rubbed wantonly, and there was a faint pain.But before I had time to relieve it, the jaws were suddenly pried open, and a hot and humid feeling entered my mouth undeniably.The hot tongue invaded between my teeth and under the tongue with a little anger.Walking around without taboo, it seems to vent dissatisfaction, and it seems to be deliberate torture.

Until a slight pain came from the tip of my tongue, "Um..." I screamed in shock, but my throat was immediately pressed against the wet tip of my tongue.If he couldn't make any more sound, even a slight refusal would only result in a heavier bite.Not given the slightest chance to respond, I could only bear this punitive kiss unprepared.

Constantly being snatched and invaded, there was an obvious trace of soreness in his mouth soon.The body that imprisoned me seemed to feel something, and the tongue twitching in the mouth slowly slowed down.I feel that the strength in my body has relaxed a lot, but I am still stiff and dare not move.Until his lips felt cold, Tsangyang Gyatso straightened up slightly, and slightly opened the distance between us.

I vaguely felt that his breathing was a bit heavy, and I was already panting "hochi hochi".A large amount of fresh air rushed into the lungs at once, and the long-term oppression and restraint immediately faded from the limbs and bones.But it seems that the heavy stone on his heart has not been unloaded.

I reached out and rubbed my sore jaw, raised my eyes to look at Cangyang Gyatso's expression, but met his gaze directly.The ice in the eyes melted, but black tides were churning, carrying emotions I couldn't understand.

Unexpectedly, he was also looking at me, and I couldn't help feeling a little flustered.Turning my eyes, I decided to go back.Biting my lip secretly, I said in a low voice, "I'm sorry... I know I was wrong, I..."