Baima Weiyang

The steps under my feet stopped, and I couldn't help smiling bitterly to myself.I don't know if Diba did it on purpose, but I feel a little uncomfortable.If he stopped me, maybe my son and I would have run a few miles away by now.But it happened to be Ngawang Rinchen. Even though thousands of times the thought of "should go" flashed through my mind, my feet were as heavy as a thousand catties and I couldn't take a step.

His eyes swept back from the light brown wooden stairs in front of him, and a pair of cow-nosed Tibetan boots were standing motionless a few steps away.Although it's a blessing not a curse, and a disaster can't be avoided, but I still don't understand why there are always such things as disasters that come and go? !

Suppressing the urge to roll my eyes, I secretly took a deep breath.His eyes followed the cow-nosed Tibetan boots all the way up, and finally stopped on the eyes with mixed anger and majesty.

Before I could move, Ngawang Rinchen took a step forward and protected me behind him, "Abba did something wrong in the first place, so what's wrong with Rinchen?"

Hearing this, Sanjay Gyatso on the opposite side suddenly became angry, and the corners of his mouth were slightly twisted due to ridicule, "What's wrong?!" There was a hint of hoarseness in his voice, and the bull-nosed Tibetan boots walked forward After a few steps, the thick soles of the boots stepped on the ground of Aga and made a loud "thump, thump".In the silent and empty corridor, I even heard a vague echo.Seeing Sangye Gyatso walking towards me, Ngawang Rinchen couldn't help but stretched out his arms and pulled me tightly behind him.

Sanjay Gyatso couldn't help but snorted coldly, "Hmph, I really raised a good son!"

Looking at the slightly thin back tightly protecting me, my throat suddenly tightened, and I swallowed dry saliva with difficulty, but what I got back was a fishy sweetness.

Secretly adjusted my breathing, I raised my eyes, glanced past Ngawang Rinchen's shoulder, and then fell on Sangye Gyatso with a cold expression, "I begged Ngawang Rinchen to save me, everything is my idea , I know you don't like me, but please don't blame Ngawang Rinchen."

As soon as the words fell, the back in front of me was startled, as if surprised by my tone of voice, Ngawang Rinchen was a little dazed, but he didn't turn his head to look at me.On the other hand, Sanjay Gyatso's expression changed slightly, and his eyes gradually became complicated.Knowing that I have never spoken to Sanjay Gyatso in such a tone, it is normal for the two of them to be a little surprised. However, Sanjay Gyatso's eyes are so dark that no emotion can be seen, which makes me secretly afraid.

In a blink of an eye, Sanjay Gyatso frowned, his eyes were so sharp that they seemed to be able to pierce wood and stone, "You also know not to hurt others, so why are you refusing to let the Living Buddha go?"

I lowered my eyes, but the hands in my sleeves were unconsciously closed and clenched. After a long while, I looked straight at Sanjay Gyatso, "I'm afraid that even if you don't hurt others, you won't let me go." right?"

Sanjay Gyatso twitched the corner of his mouth lightly, his brows slightly relaxed, "Since you know, why do you want to escape?" After a pause, he said again, "You can't hide."

When I heard this, I chuckled subconsciously, "People only live for a lifetime, why should they be slaughtered?" As I said this, the grievances of being plotted against and kidnapped for the past few days surfaced like a cold executioner without a trace of hesitation The ground was pulling and tearing in my chest, so that when the words fell, the voice was already trembling.

"Hmph." Hearing this, Sanjay Gyatso's face showed faint anger again, "It is fate to be slaughtered by others. Since it is fate, we should accept it."

I was stunned, even if fate is at the mercy of others, should I admit it?He actually thought this way, and he couldn't complain that he lost to Lhasa in the end, but was beheaded by Princess Zang.Although I don't have a good impression of him, but when I think of his ending, I still feel a little uncomfortable in my heart.After all, for such a proud person, being captured alive would be more uncomfortable than life would be worse than death.

Thinking of this, I couldn't help giving him a sympathetic look.Although it was just a quick glance, but as shrewd as Sanjay Gyatso, he naturally caught my expression already.Slightly stunned, the anger on Sanjay Gyatso's face became even more intense, "Don't think that the Living Buddha doesn't want you, so I dare not touch you!"

Seeing his agitated expression, Ngawang Rinchen couldn't help but took a step forward defensively, "Abba, you and your master have already had a rift, if the rift deepens because of this, how will it end? What's wrong, isn't your hard work these past few years all in vain?"

When Sanjay Gyatso heard the words, he seemed to have been poked into a weak spot, and his complexion suddenly turned pale.I couldn't help sighing, although I don't like his arrogant and stubborn temperament, but it can't obliterate Sanjay Gyatso's contribution to the Yellow Sect regime.If there is a reason why he lived in this life, it must be the last wish of the fifth generation.

A lot of inexplicable thoughts were still circling in my mind, but suddenly I heard a crisp sound of "ding".His eyes were pierced by an inexplicable white light, and he couldn't see clearly for a while.But when my sight recovered, I was shocked.

Sanjay Gyatso in front of him flung out the scabbard with a "snap", and was holding a translucent and sharp long sword tightly in his right hand.Those eyes full of anger were staring at me fiercely, "Since I can't send you away, then I will kill you now!"

I stared blankly at the scabbard that was thrown far away and now lying on the ground of Aga, and my thoughts froze for a moment.It wasn't until Ngawang Rinchen's anxious voice sounded that I felt that my life was hanging by a thread.

"Abba, this is a place of Buddhism!"

The oppressive sword energy gradually approached, I trembled, and my brain immediately woke up.Seeing that Ngawang Rinchen was still protecting me tightly, the hostility in Sanjay Gyatso's eyes involuntarily increased, "Niezi! Get out of the way!"

Ngawang Rinchen protected me and took a step back, but his voice was as firm as a rock, "I won't let it go." Sanjay Gyatso twitched his mouth mockingly.With a strong right hand, the long sword stabbed straight at Ngawang Rinchen.

"No!" I screamed in fright, and patted Ngawang Rinchen on the shoulder with trembling hands, "The only thing he wants to kill is me, Ngawang Rinchen, get out of the way!" There was a hoarseness.Ignoring the sharp pain in my throat, I reached out to push Ngawang Rinchen aside.

Unexpectedly, he remained motionless. Seeing me keep pushing, he finally simply wrapped his hands behind his back and bound my wrists tightly.Ngawang Rinchen turned around and frowned and stared at me, "Dolma, don't move!"

I was stunned, and immediately struggled harder. Seeing the long sword approaching in Sanjay Gyatso's hand, my eyes were so hot that I was about to shed tears.My throat suddenly yelled uncontrollably, "Stop! If you want to kill me, kill me, he is your own son!"

"My son?" Sangye Gyatso paused, and the tip of his sword stopped an inch in front of Ngawang Rinchen's eyebrows.After a while, he suddenly looked at me, with a distorted smile on his lips, but there was a trace of sadness in his eyes, "Did you see that, to protect you, he even gave up his life."

Ngawang Rinchen paused when he heard the words, and saw the long sword in Sanjay Gyatso's hand fall down, and the hand that was tightly bound around my wrist slowly loosened its grip.I quickly broke free and wanted to step forward, but was stopped by Ngawang Rinchen.Knowing that he wanted to protect me, and couldn't bear to refuse his kindness, I simply stayed where I was without moving.

"Ngawang Rinchen, are you okay?" I called him from behind.

He still tilted his head habitually, his tone full of comfort, "Don't worry, I'm fine."

Although I only saw his side face, I was absolutely sure that his expression was normal at the moment, and I couldn't help feeling relieved.Looking up at Sanjay Gyatso, his eyes were filled with inexplicable emotions.But when I thought that he not only wanted to kill me, but also almost killed Ngawang Rinchen just now, my anger also rushed upwards, "I'm really lucky, Ngawang Rinchen didn't look like you at all. .”

When Sanjay Gyatso heard the words, a cold light flashed in his eyes, and his expression had returned to normal.Although he was talking to me, he stared sharply at Ngawang Rinchen, "Passionate is what he shouldn't be!"

I had expected him to say that, so I simply rolled my eyes indifferently.His eyes passed by the red bamboo and stone rosary beads that Sanjay Gyatso held tightly in his left hand, each one was as red as fire, like cinnabar.With a pause in his heart, he used the red bamboo stone, which symbolizes Diba's identity, while chanting scriptures and practicing, while secretly arousing murderous intentions?Is practice for the purpose of accumulating virtue, or repaying sins?The right eyelid twitched, and that handsome face flashed across my mind.

With a pain in my chest, I couldn't help but sneer, "What's wrong with being passionate?"

"Hmph, passionate..." Sangye Gyatso turned serious, glanced at Ngawang Rinchen, paused for a moment, and then landed on me, "It's a mistake to have feelings that shouldn't have happened."

Although I knew that he was mocking my unrequited love with Tsangyang Gyatso, but more often he pointed the finger at Ngawang Rinchen.I couldn't help becoming impatient, "Doesn't Diba have any friends?"

"Friend?" Sanjay Gyatso's eyes darkened, and then there were two distorted smiles on his lips, "Haha...that's ridiculous!" He suddenly stopped, and his sharp eyes shot at Ah Wang Rinqin, "Did you hear that, you have done so much for her, and she doesn't even know what love you have for her, is it worth it?"

I froze, and took a step back without exerting myself.What did he say, what kind of love did Ngawang Rinchen have for me... the love that shouldn't have happened, could it be... There was a "buzz" in my head, and my heart was like a red-hot iron submerged in water, sending out "thrilling" The sound of "thud" and the bubbles that came out led my thoughts to run around.

The scenes from the past suddenly changed like a lantern... The solid chest that protected me from the Mongols, the tavern waved back Dibal for me, the hand that wiped away the scum from my mouth, that pulled I got on the horse and took me away without hesitation... The picture finally freezes on the slightly thin back.

I reached out to Ngawang Rinchen's shoulder, but stopped in mid-air, "Ngawang Rinchen, is this true?"

His back trembled slightly, but he never responded.

There was a gloomy flash in Sanjay Gyatso's eyes, but it was so fast that it was hard to catch. He slowly raised the corners of his mouth, with a trace of cruelty on his lips, "Otherwise, you think he would die for an irrelevant woman?" Disobedience to my father?" He turned his gaze, and a pair of gloomy eyes sharply met mine, "But what about you? Can you live with peace of mind if you don't know?"

I was taken aback, feeling like I had been hit in a weak spot.There was a dull pain in my heart, as if a thorn deeply buried in my heart had been pulled out, and there was no relief. The deep pain spread all over my limbs and bones in an instant.

It is undeniable that I have always liked to be close to Ngawang Rinchen, and I can always feel his concern for me.Ngawang Rinchen has always been kind to others. I thought it was just the care of friends, but I didn't know that kind of affection had already surpassed that of friends.

And I, who don't know anything, have already hurt him... "Dolma, you are too casual." Ngawang Rinchen's light cough by the river bank yesterday was heard in my ears, full of inexplicable emotions but not familiar. Lost tenderness in the eyes, and I threatened to be a good friend with him...

"She doesn't need to know." Ngawang Rinchen paused, "If it wasn't for Abba's insistence on finding out, she would never know."

The warm voice reached his ears, and the fingers under the sleeves trembled uncontrollably again.I looked up at his back, and slowly felt his figure becoming blurred.In the blink of an eye, the tears that had been stored for a long time rolled down like broken threads.

"Hmph. For a woman you can't get, you have to turn against me. Where did you put the 20-year father-son relationship?" Sanjay Gyatso looked serious, but there was a hint of impatience in his eyes.

Ngawang Rinchen's back stiffened, and he stared blankly ahead for a while, then slowly bent his knees in the direction of Sangye Gyatso.I stared blankly at his knees on the icy Aga land, and I felt a chill in my heart.I want to come forward to comfort, but I don't know what to say.When I looked up and saw Sanjay Gyatso whose expression was gradually softening, I didn't know whether it was joy or sadness, so I could only stand there dumbly.

"Abba's kindness in nurturing, Renchen never dared to forget." Ngawang Rinchen kowtowed slowly, and when he straightened up again, his back was a little stiff, "But if Dad really did something wrong, Renchen The imperial court will try its best to stop it. Please..." He paused, "Papa stop."

When Sanjay Gyatso heard the words, his face suddenly showed sullen expression, and the previously relaxed expression disappeared in an instant.I can't help but smile secretly, it turns out that this is "moodiness".Before he could think about it, Sanjay Gyatso stepped forward suddenly, bent down and grabbed Ngawang Rinchen's skirt angrily, "Are you still obsessed with it?!"

Ngawang Rinchen didn't do anything else, even the tone of his speech was calm, "It's not Rinchen who is obsessed with obsession. Doesn't Dad understand?"

Sanjay Gyatso couldn't help sneering, "Hmph. I never did this for myself, how did you understand?" Ngawang Rinchen paused, "Of course Rinchen understands Abba's hard work, but people can't do things for the sake of achieving their goals. play hard."

"Unscrupulous? Hmph... what an unscrupulous!" Sanjay Gyatso suddenly let go of Ngawang Rinchen's lapel, and his broad shoulders trembled slightly. "You have the heart of a Bodhisattva!"

He backed away a few steps, fixed his eyes on Ngawang Rinchen, smiled downcastly, but the expression on his face became more and more excited, "So is the living Buddha. So I am the only one who will do the things you despise!" His face paused, and Sanjay Gyatso's eyes suddenly dimmed, as if he was lost, "Is this wrong? If it is not like this, let alone whether the political power is stable, I am afraid that even my life will be lost."

Seeing the sadness flickering in Sanjay Gyatso's eyes, I felt bad for a while.

It's not that I don't know the cruelty of political struggle, but when all this is recorded in the cold history books, I also know what it means to understand righteousness and give up what is right.But it was really his turn, especially since he was still the one who was abandoned, so that was another matter.At least for now, I don't want to be a victim of politics.

While his thoughts were flying, Ngawang Rinchen had already heard the words and stood up.He took a few steps in the direction of Sanjay Gyatso, and his figure was a little ethereal, "Abba, the power struggle is not your fault, and I have no right to blame you. It's just that, for Dolma, what abba did It's really too much."

"Excessive?!" Sanjay Gyatso frowned, his sharp eyes brushed Ngawang Rinchen's face, and fell directly on me, "I really regret it now. I tied her up and killed her with a sword. Got her!" As he said, he started to walk towards me.Ngawang Rinchen was taken aback for a moment, but took two steps back guardedly.Although he is thin, he is much taller than me, so at this moment, my son still keeps me completely behind.

Sanjay Gyatso twitched the corners of his mouth in a self-deprecating manner, but looked at me sharply, "You know the master once said that Ngawang Rinchen has a pure heart and a lot of wisdom. He tried to enlighten Ngawang Rinchen several times. Entering Buddhism, but I still refuse, I just hope that he can always be with me, and I will be at your knees." Speaking of this, Sanjay Gyatso's voice became hoarse, and Ngawang Rinchen's hanging hand in front of him was slowing down. Tighten slowly.

"Ngawang Rinchen has been cultivated by me since I was a child. I know that he doesn't like power, but he has never disobeyed me. But now..." Sangye Gyatso sneered, a cold light flashed in his eyes, "You see, I have one more reason to get rid of you."

As soon as the words fell, I only felt a suffocation in my chest, and the blood in my whole body seemed to slow down.I reached out and pressed my painful temple, trying my best to calm my mind.I knew that his words were not a verbal threat, but I felt that Sanjay Gyatso would not kill me here.Although he was still worried about his own life, he was not as scared as he was at first.

At some point, the wind in the corridor stopped.There was no sound around, as if the air had been frozen.I raised my eyes and stared blankly at the dark blue figure in front of me, as if I knew his hesitation at the moment.half an hour...

"Abba, you can't hurt her." Ngawang Rinchen softened his tone, and there was even a hint of begging in his voice.

Sanjay Gyatso heard the words, but uncharacteristically did not get angry.He just frowned slightly, his gloomy eyes were as cold as ice, but the corners of his mouth were barely visible, "If you have the ability to let her follow you, I will let her go. Otherwise..." His eyes brightened Nong, "Even you, I will not forgive you lightly."