miss a useless name

43.

Cheng Shen hurried to the lounge after the meeting, he pushed open the door, Yu Yan was curled up in a corner of the couch like a primary school student who made a mistake.

Seeing him, she turned her face away, Qi Qiran was very helpless.

Cheng Shen loosened his tie: "What's wrong?"

Zhao Fei didn't take her eyes off the screen, and teased in a relaxed tone: "Mr. Cheng, you're hot."

Cheng Shen ignored her and went to see Yu Yan's situation first.

Yu Yan held the thermos cup tightly in his hand, and his porcelain white fingers atomized light handprints on the lacquered surface.

Cheng Shen felt that there was light on Yu Yan's neck, which was shining brightly. After seeing it clearly, he frowned and took a few pieces of paper from the coffee table: "Why are you sweating so much?"

He went to wipe it, Yu Yan answered it in a hurry: "I will do it myself."

Touching fingers, icy, cold, wet.

Cheng Shen finally felt something was wrong, Yu Yan didn't have such a sweaty physique before.

He was eager to appease, and instead of fighting with Yu Yan, he asked Zhao Fei, "What happened?"

Zhao Fei clattered on the keyboard, and said lightly, "The handsome guy who ate hot pot with Nan Yan, you are hot."

The Internet is changing rapidly. In the past, throwing a stone into the lake caused a splash, but now it is no longer the case.

In just 10 minutes, "the handsome guy who eats hot pot with Nanyan" has jumped from the bottom of the hot search to the eighteenth place.

The blurry figure in the hot pot restaurant, the sneak shot from behind the signing scene, the same clothes, and the similar silhouette are determined to be the same person.

There is also a photo taken from the side, still at the signing ceremony, Cheng Shen stood with his head down, his face could not be seen clearly from the angle, but he could see his raised jaw line and curled corners of his mouth.Yu Yan on the opposite side was looking up at him, the mirror reflected the bright light from the top, blocking his eyes, but his slightly parted lips revealed his surprise.

Zhao Fei read while watching: "My best friend for many years went to the mountain city to give surprises. At the signing event, Nanyan shed tears for love. You accompany me to start a business, and I will warm up for you. I want to tell the world that you are my most beautiful love letter. Misty rain in the mountain city, mandarin duck hot pot, not as good as you sitting opposite me..."

"Stop, stop, stop," Cheng Shen couldn't bear the soreness, pushed Zhao Fei away and sat down in front of the computer: "What is this..."

Zhao Fei picked her nails: "Mr. Cheng, it's too late. Some netizens ran to the official Weibo of Shengyan Technology and found out the old photos of you attending the conference 800 years ago. Although only half of your face was photographed, but after this group of Sherlock Holmes each This kind of analysis and comparison has confirmed that you, the founder of Shengyan Technology, are the handsome guy who accompanied Nan Yan to eat hot pot. And because of your high looks, the girls are not calm anymore, just now I saw someone Said to create super words for you."

——"What kind of fairy love is this! Since I knew the real names of those two, I realized that Shengyan Technology just took the homonyms of their names! Ah! I got it! I have a super-word name!!!"

Cheng Shen raised his eyebrows, not bothered or worried, but a little proud, and praised: "This man is very smart, he sees the meaning of our company name."

Zhao Fei almost lost her mind: "Mr. Cheng, what should we do now?"

Cheng Shen tilted Erlang's legs backwards, and tapped his thigh twice with his right hand.The Yu Yan incident was intentional, and his own exposure was purely accidental. He thought about it and made a decision: "Remove trending searches, suppress traffic, and stare at the background. Negative | negative | news that is not good for the company and Yu Yan can be deleted. deleted."

"What about your photo?"

"Keep it."

Yu Yan couldn't sit still: "No, they will recognize you!"

"It's okay, the online photos are not clear, and there is no high-definition frontal photo. It doesn't matter even if we recognize it, as long as we don't admit it, netizens are just kidding themselves."

"But……"

Cheng Shen returned the computer to Zhao Fei and issued an order to evict the guest: "Go to the meeting room and assign tasks."

As soon as the door closed, only the two of them were left in the living room.

Cheng Shen ticked his fingers on the seat: "Come to me."

Yu Yan pursed his lips so that they turned white, he couldn't let go of the uneasy feeling in his heart, and his steps were always floating when he walked.As soon as he reached the edge of the table, Cheng Shen grabbed his arm and dragged him to his leg.

He was like a frightened bird, with the alarm bell ringing loudly, struggling to get up, panicked to death: "There will be someone..."

Cheng Shen hugged the increasingly narrow waist, sweating hotly through the sweater, and felt a slight shiver.In worry, he grabbed Yu Yan's lips, devoured him, bit him, and prevented him from escaping from his palm.

Having succeeded, he looked at Yu Yan's red eyes and asked, "Are you afraid?"

Yu Yan's hand was still on his chest, he pushed softly and refused, and nodded honestly: "I'm afraid."

Cheng Shen felt that the area on his chest was warmed by the wet palms, and the sweat from Yu Yan's palms soaked through his shirt and wet his skin, until the blood was so sticky that it flowed to his heart.He said earnestly and sincerely, with burning eyes: "If this reassures you, I will immediately issue a statement to confirm our relationship."

He weighed it, but he was no match for this body that was going to collapse.Yu Yan's doubts, loss of control, outbursts, sharp words, and crazy actions not only stabbed himself, but also pierced him.Once their relationship is made public, it means Cheng Shen unilaterally breaks the contract, and the previous agreement is void. He has love, but he will lose everything.

Cheng Shen knew that now was not the best time, but Cheng Peishuang had already started to take action. This time it was settled, what about next time?The reason why his father dared to make such a big move was because he expected that he would not give up his future and career for Yu Yan, after all, he had already compromised for these once.But if he wants to...

If you give up these things, you can make Yu Yan feel better, and clean up the gloom and gloom from his world, wouldn't it be more worthwhile?

Yu Yan's hand on his chest suddenly tightened, but only grabbed a layer of fabric, but Cheng Shen felt that his whole heart was lifted by Yu Yan.After a long while, that hand slowly loosened, Yu Yan shook his head very lightly, and said to him: "We should just know about feelings."

Cheng Shen suddenly understood the hidden meaning behind his words.

Yu Yan couldn't believe his loyalty to him anymore.

Yu Yan doesn't need to prove Cheng Shen's love for him in such a way to announce to the world, if a person really wants to leave, he can't be bound no matter what.The reason why Cheng Shen is still willing to stay by his side is because of his debt and responsibility.

In just half a day, events took a huge turn.

The marketing account that published the rumored article has been cancelled. Except for the screenshots at that time, the original text can no longer be found.

Related entries such as "Nanyan was fostered" and "Nanyan was promoted to research technology" were removed, and the square was also purified.

The official Weibo account of Shengyan Technology has been silent since it was crazy @, and the melon-eating crowd dispersed after watching it. Before leaving, they stepped on the sugar-eating rotten girls: "Don't say whether that person is Shengyan or not. The bosses of science and technology, even if it is, the two brothers hold a show, have a meal, and there is no ambiguous behavior, how can you make up a "Love is Deep and Rainy"?"

The emotional problems between the writer Nan Yan and the unknown handsome man have become a mystery, which largely diverted the scandal about the gold master and the nurturing.

This farce of accusations and abuse, which began with vigor and vitality, subsided with alarming speed.Doubts are quietly submerged in new gossip and news, and people will soon have new things to talk about after dinner. This is the Internet without memory in the 21st century.

However, although the incident is being forgotten by people, the damage caused to the parties' hearts will not disappear so quickly.

Yu Yan took a shower and changed into dry clothes, and put a towel on his shoulders to catch the dripping water from his hair.

Cheng Shen was going to meet the investor in the afternoon, and he was sent to the hotel where he was staying by Zhao Fei.

It was still a suite, Yu Yan started to pack his suitcase after taking a shower, and hung his and Cheng Shen's clothes in the closet one by one.Cheng Shen would stay here for another six days, and he canceled the rest of the trip.

The daily necessities are neatly arranged, and Yu Yan sits at the desk and turns on the computer.

He created a new blank document and typed four words neatly - resignation report.

This is the second time he has written a resignation report. The last time he left from Shengyan Technology to pursue his dream.But this time, he became a deserter in his own territory, which can be called fleeing.

The incident on Weibo was the driving force behind his final decision, and the idea of ​​resignation had already been lingering in his mind.In fact, after being roughly possessed by Cheng Shen that time, his condition has been in a bad state. Every time he writes something, he has to revise it for a long time, and it is still not what he wants.In the past week, he was still unable to write a satisfactory sentence in front of the computer. At that time, Yu Yan knew that it was time for him to rest.

At the hot pot restaurant that day, he was about to tell Cheng Shen what he thought, but was interrupted by a strange phone call.After that happened, Yu Yan made his own decision.He can't write good articles now, or even write a complete paragraph. After the cyber storm, his fear of eyes has reached the extreme.

He knew that in many cases, he was just thinking too much, and others might glance at him casually without knowing who he was, but even that subconscious glance could make him break out in a cold sweat.Those gazes, no matter good or bad, are like a huge boulder weighing on him. Yu Yan feels that he can no longer deal with his current state calmly, and it is very difficult to communicate with strangers normally.

He doesn't want to go anywhere, he doesn't want to do anything, he just wants to be alone, hide, and shut up at home, so that he can feel a little bit safe.

After editing the resignation report, Yu Yan clicked to send the email.

Then he let out a long breath of relief.

He just sat there like this, with wet hair and limp body, his eyes staring into the void, suddenly having no definition for the future.

In the past, he thought that becoming a writer would be considered as the realization of his dream. He had a job he loved and a lover who accompanied him.But now everything has become uncertain, he is like dust floating in the air, eloquently not knowing where to end.

He felt that there were gaps and loopholes all over his body, and the energy of life flowed out.The dreams of the past have become black and white, and the brushes embellishing the world can't draw colors. I'm at a loss, helpless, and can't find my way.The lover who has lost his way seems to have accepted his heart. He treats him well, smiles at him, and acts as his protective umbrella like before, but Yu Yan just feels that it is not true.

He seemed to have lost his legs suddenly, and he couldn't step on flat ground.

Yu Yan sat motionless for nearly two hours, his throat was a little itchy, he coughed, and felt sore all over the place.

After sitting for too long, his hair was already dry. He turned on the screen and received a reply from the editor of the magazine. He probably felt that the incident on Weibo was too big and had a bad impact, so he had agreed to his resignation application.

The next step is the publication of the third book and some trivial matters that need to be confirmed and docked.

After Yu Yan dealt with them one by one, he took his coat and hat on and went downstairs to buy cigarettes.

He couldn't help it a bit, so he had a good smoke in the smoking room of the hotel after buying, sprayed a lot of perfume on his body after returning to the room, and hid the remaining half pack of cigarettes in the innermost layer of the suitcase.

The smell of smoke mixed with the fragrance was a bit choking, Yu Yan thought about taking another bath, but Cheng Shen came back.

Cheng Shen sneezed as soon as he entered the door: "Why are you spraying so much fragrance, I'm dizzy."

Guiltyly, Yu Yan opened the window to ventilate, and lied in a low voice: "There is dampness in the room, I will cover it."

Cheng Shen put down his bag, picked up the perfume on the table, took a look and was speechless: "You sprayed out half of my bottle of perfume!"

Yu Yan hesitated to respond, and changed the topic: "Why are you back so early?"

"The investor has something to do, so we left halfway through the chat."

Cheng Shen took off his suit jacket and his watch: "What are you doing alone?"

Yu Yan was questioned, but in fact he didn't do anything all afternoon, and spent most of the time in a daze.He came over, hung up the suit that Cheng Shen had taken off, and found out a set of casual clothes.Holding it, the fragrance of the whole body is contaminated.

The footsteps turned behind him, Yu Yan looked at the clothes in his hand, and said softly: "...I resigned."

Cheng Shen paused, and after a few seconds he pulled Yu Yan by the shoulders and turned around: "Why? The magazine put pressure on you? I'll go find their chairman."

"No," Yu Yan grabbed Cheng Shen's arm, "I'm going to resign myself." He stuffed his clothes into Cheng Shen's arms, leaned back against the cabinet door, and said slowly, holding his elbow, "I...I I want to rest for a while."

Cheng Shen threw the clothes aside and took a step forward: "Is it because of what happened yesterday?"

Yu Yan lowered his head to avoid his gaze, blinking his eyes: "All of them."

Cheng Shen felt suffocated and stretched out his arms to wrap his arms around him.

He touched the bones on Yu Yan's back, he was too thin, how could such a thin body withstand repeated injuries.

"That's fine," he said casually, "Didn't you say you wanted to open your own studio before? Take advantage of this time to make an overall plan, and I'll find someone to evaluate it for you. When you are ready, we will Just start doing it, okay?"

Yu Yan leaned on his shoulder, his eyes darkened: "... let's talk about it."

Cheng Shen didn't force him, and he has been with Yu Yan for many years, of course he knows that Yu Yan has no intention and powerlessness at the moment, but he doesn't want Yu Yan to sit idle.He couldn't be by Yu Yan's side all the time, he was afraid that Yu Yan would think wildly by himself, and even more afraid that Yu Yan would fall into it.

He let go of him and patted Yu Yan's side: "I'm going to take a shower, please do me a favor."

"what?"

Cheng Shen took out a document from his bag and turned on the computer: "Correct the data for me."

Yu Yan agreed, carrying his things into the tatami next to the floor-to-ceiling windows, and when the computer was running, he flipped through the thin pages in his hand, and almost fainted after reading it.

More than 1 entries, when will this fucking be right!

When Cheng Shen washed and dressed up, changed into light casual clothes, and swished a bowl of washed cherry tomatoes to Yu Yan's side, the man almost slapped the paper on his face.

Cheng Shen hurriedly put the bowl away so as not to harm the fish in the pond.

He grabbed Yu Yan's wrist and asked nicely, "How much is it right?"

Yu Yan struggled twice, staring round and round eyes: "Two hundred and five!"

"Hey, why are you still swearing?"

Cheng Shen twisted his buttocks, squeezed away from the computer and sat astride Yu Yan.

Yu Yan moved his legs and was almost crushed to death by this man: "Get down."

"I won't."

Cheng Shen is the best at playing tricks, hooking a holy maiden fruit into his palm, with his hands idle, he wants to bite into his mouth and feed it.

Yu Yan couldn't stand him, so he hid to the side: "I'll eat by myself..."

Cheng Shen pressed the back of his head, put his mouth together, and when his teeth touched, the red juice stained his gray lips, and he gave half of it to Yu Yan.

He was proud, his eyebrows were raised, and he puffed his left cheek to watch the fruit juice overflow from Yu Yan's lips and onto his chin.

Yu Yan patted him, angrily, and wiped it with the back of his hand, only to be stopped halfway.He shouted in dissatisfaction: "It's streaming down my neck!"

In the middle of the process, I am deeply in my arms.

He lowered his head, sucked his mouth from his lower lip to his chin, and licked the other party's thin neck that was outlined with red juice.Sour, sweet, he was greedy for pleasure, and gradually couldn't let it go, the first sun after the rain was brewing in his eyes.

Yu Yan was most afraid of the "bone-melting palm" of this hand, so he obediently obeyed, with mist in his eyes.

After Cheng Shen beat the will of others, he was not very calm, and he did not forget to settle the score after Qiu: "I still have a debt to settle with you."

Yu Yan lost his mind, and was dragged back a little by this sentence, he thought in a daze, didn't he spray enough perfume?was discovered?

"... what account?"

What people are thinking about is not this at all: "Yesterday, how many words did you scold me?"

I don't remember, I was out of my mind at the time.

Yu Yan said nothing.

Cheng Shen said again: "It broke me, and I was laughed at by some brats today."

Yu Yan was a little unreasonable, although he was also punched, but he was indeed the one who struck first.

But didn't you apologize yesterday?

Cheng Shen took Yu Yan's hand and went down, breathing hot breath into his ears: "...you have to make it up to me."

·

It was getting dark, Yu Yan lazily leaned against the head of the bed, eating the dragon fruit that Cheng Shen fed.

Cheng Shen held the glass bowl in one hand, poked Weibo with the other, and said while reading, "We have a super chat, do you want to read it?"

Yu Yan doesn't want to watch it, because it casts a shadow over the Internet.He slid down into the quilt, covering half of his face, as if avoiding talking.

"Don't eat?" Cheng Shen asked.

Yu Yan shook his head.

Cheng Shen stopped eating, lay down and hugged Yu Yan, and followed his smooth back: "It's almost the end of the year, you said last year that you wanted to go to Venice for the New Year's holiday, shall we go then?"

Yu Yan was afraid to go out, and the broken news spread all over China, but no one recognized them abroad, and the environment was free and relaxed, and holding hands didn't need to be hidden like in China.

Yu Yan was a little moved.

Cheng Shen snorted his hair: "Then you have nothing to do and do strategy, I will book the air tickets and hotels."

Yu Yan turned over on Cheng Shen's body, scratched his chin with his fluffy head, and drew circles on his chest with his fingers: "Did we already move by then?"

Cheng Shen grabbed that hand, brought it to his lips and kissed it, and said with a smile, "Sure."

"Next year," Yu Yan paused, poked his pointed chin on Cheng Shen's shoulder, and raised his eyes to look at him: "Will next year be better than this year?"

Cheng Shen's heart ached, his five fingers passed through Yu Yan's, and he clasped him firmly.

He lowered his head and looked at Yu Yan for a long time, full of heartache and guilt, parted from the unrequited love, bumped Yu Yan's forehead, and said solemnly: "Of course."

Not only next year, but every year after that will not be worse than this year.