miss a useless name

18.

Yu Yan was lying on the desk doing English reading, he didn't seem to be very attentive, he put down his pen to poke the keyboard of the phone after writing for a while, and occasionally smiled with ease.

"On the way to the cram school, I saw a little white wild cat, just like you." ——Sender: Cheng Shen.

Yu Yan curled his lips, feeling that the big white tiger suits him, and the cat... is too soft!He replied: "Do you have a picture?"

"It's taken, I'll show you tomorrow."

Yu Yan put down the phone, stretched his arms and stretched.The comfortable cotton T-shirt covers the body, and the muscles and bones that are tense with the movements are slender and beautiful.He leaned back in the chair, his eyes slightly drooping and scattered on each English letter.

For the past two days on weekends, he has been in touch with Cheng Shen by text message, and they have to chat about anything serious.He didn't know if his family and friends got along like this, maybe it was because the week of estrangement left too many gaps.

Yu Yan didn't have a deep impression of how the phone call ended the night before. He only remembered falling into the soft bed with his cell phone next to his pillow. Cheng Shen's deep voice was close to his ears. Thinking, it was already the next morning when I woke up, the communication had already been disconnected, but there was an unread text message stuck on the top of the screen.

It was early morning, and Cheng Shen said, "Good night, sweet dreams."

Yu Yan didn't remember what kind of dream he had, but he woke up feeling comfortable, without any sequelae of gastroenteritis, so he was able to go to the playground and run the remaining 1000 meters in good spirits!

He began to look forward to tomorrow, and couldn't wait to see what Cheng Shen said about the little wild cat.He wouldn't mind bumping into a cat if it was really good-looking.

"Buzzing", the phone vibrated.

Yu Yan subconsciously thought, Cheng Shen is not going to a cram school, why is he calling at this time?

As a result, I looked at the screen, and there was a string of unfamiliar numbers without notes, which belonged to Beicheng.Yu Yan was puzzled and pressed the answer button.

"Xiaoyan," said the person on the other end of the phone, "it's me."

Yu Yan was stunned for a moment, and quickly heard who the owner of the voice was: "Zhou Fang?"

Zhou Fang smiled lightly: "Why don't you call me brother?"

"Eh..." Yu Yan sat upright: "Why do you have my number?" He glanced sideways at the alarm clock, at [-]:[-] in the afternoon: "Have you finished the exam?"

"Yes, it just ended." Zhou Fang said, "I asked Aunt Lin for the number a few days ago, and we can contact you directly in the future."

Yu Yan skimmed over the phrase "direct contact", and out of politeness, asked Zhou Fang's exam situation in a friendly manner.Zhou Fang's grades were good since he was a child. He was originally two grades higher than Yu Yan, but when his family went north, he was still young. In addition, there was a certain gap in the education level between the two places. His parents worried that he would not be able to keep up, so they decided to re-study for another year.

After exchanging a few pleasantries, Yu Yan stopped talking.He has always been bad at communicating with people, not to mention that Zhou Fang hasn't seen him for many years, he can't remember his appearance clearly, and he doesn't know where to start, it's really strange.

Zhou Fang seemed to see his lack of interest, and said, "Xiaoyan, after your final exam is over, I'll come and play with you."

Yu Yan responded politely: "Okay, call in advance when the time comes, and I will ask my mother to pick you up."

Hanging up the phone after 1 minute, Yu Yan breathed a sigh of relief.He wasn't sure if Zhou Fang really wanted to come to Nancheng, but he was sure it would not be easy for him to face it.

Yu Yan's childhood memories are almost all related to Zhou Fang, he really likes this brother, and also really loves to cling to him.It was true that he was sad after Zhou Fang left, and it was also true that he was sad.It would be fine if there was no promise that we would come back and meet each other year after year. People, there are always people coming and going around.I was ignorant when I was young, but I understood when I was older, gathering and parting are not normal.

But promises are different. Giving a promise carries the same amount of hope, and then the hope turns into disappointment, just like a warm heart falling into cold water.

What's more, Yu Yan has heard too many promises like that in the past few years.

On Monday morning, Yu Yan went out a few minutes earlier than usual.

He is eager, in a hurry, accompanied by anticipation and excitement, like a guy who is late for a date, rushing to meet the girl he loves.Leaving that day, the bicycle was left at the school, Yu Yan had to wait for the bus.In the morning, there were fewer cars and more people, he was afraid that Cheng Shen would wait for a long time, so he deliberately went out early, even if he got off the car, the appointed time passed.

It was early morning at this time of year, and even though Father Sun hadn't started work yet, beams of light were already falling from the clouds.

Cheng Shen rested his hands on the faucet and leaned forward to look at his phone.I didn't look at anything else, it was the little white cat that was photographed on the side of the road yesterday.He saw it by chance, and thought it was cute and soft, reminding him of Yu Yan, so he couldn't help but tempted to take a few more pictures.

Lightly press your finger on the button, the photo quickly flips backwards, and then flips back quickly.The kitten is very well-behaved, being photographed face-to-face by an unknown handsome guy with a mobile phone and knowing how to look at the camera, his big eyes seem to be filled with water, so staring at him so directly makes people feel weak.

But Cheng Shen started to panic, what if Yu Yan didn't like it or didn't like it?

He sighed, and muttered in a low voice: "It's up to you to make people happy, let's fight for it."

Just after the encouragement, hurried footsteps came from behind.Cheng Shen looked back, and Yu Yan ran towards him from the other side.

There are many people going to work and school in the early morning, and the sound of cars, electric cars, bicycles, wheels and horns can be heard endlessly.Among so many sounds, only the sound of light footsteps, like a tambourine beating, stepped on Cheng Shen's eyes with every step.

Seeing him, Yu Yan had a smile on his face.He is not a serious and indifferent person. He often laughs, most of the time out of politeness and friendliness, and his smile is shallow and just right.But it is not always like this when facing Cheng Shen, leaving a little bit of sincerity, and the person who looks at it feels hot all over.

He ran here, he was hot from running, his face was powdered and sweat was dripping from his forehead, and the surrounding flowers and plants were also somewhat inferior.No, it's far behind, Cheng Shen thought, the flowers here are too bright and tacky, Yu Yan is more like a newly emerged hibiscus, clean and pure, filled with a light fragrance that makes people obsessed.

Cheng Shen got out of the car and couldn't help raising his legs to meet him.

He is going to meet this innocent flower branch, and do his best to prevent him from being contaminated with worldly dust.

"What are you running for?" Cheng Shen walked in front of him, feeling the young man's shaggy hair and fresh breath rushing towards his face.Seeing Yu Yan's face clearly, he looked at it carefully, and still had lingering fears after that day: "Aren't you afraid of stomach pain?"

Yu Yan wiped his sweat with a smile: "I'm afraid you'll be in a hurry."

Cheng Shen took a tissue from his pocket, and directly wiped Yu Yan's sweat: "I'll wait a few minutes longer."

"hey-hey."

Yu Yan smirked, enjoying the service with peace of mind.I felt cramped when I stood firm, even if they chatted from morning to night these two days, it still couldn't change the mutual avoidance before.He was afraid of being left alone, afraid of embarrassment, and afraid that they would leave a knot in their hearts and create a estrangement.

Fortunately, Cheng Shen didn't think about it so much. After wiping off his sweat, he folded the paper and stuffed it into his pocket.Although I have already sent a text message to ask, I still have to confirm in person: "Is it better?"

"It's all good." Yu Yan nodded, and wanted to coax people to be happy: "The hot water bottle has made a lot of contributions."

Cheng Shen was really pleased, and rubbed the top of Yu Yan's head twice like a cat.

Yu Yan also thought of that cat, so he asked, "Where's the little wild cat you photographed?"

Cheng Shen flipped through his phone and showed him, page by page, he had carefully selected: "Is it cute?"

"Cute." Yu Yan's liking and surprise were visible to the naked eye: "Is it a wild cat? It's so white and small, like a doll."

"It should be. I saw it on the side of the road." Cheng Shen said, "It's not ruled out that he sneaked out from home."

"Oh."

Yu Yan's fluffy head was close in front of his eyes, and his hair brushed against his chin, itching.Cheng Shen coughed twice and put the phone away.

"Why, I haven't seen enough." Yu Yan raised his head and complained in a tone.

"I want to show you the truth next time."

Cheng Shen calmly put the phone back into his pocket, glanced behind Yu Yan, and asked inexplicably, "Why did you come here today?" As he spoke, he realized something: "Where's your car?"

After the game, we talked so much these two days that I forgot that Yu Yan didn't ride his car at school.Yu Yan did remember, but he completely forgot that Cheng Shen was still riding a bicycle.

Cheng Shen handed the milk to Yu Yan, and stepped on the bicycle with long legs.He raised his eyebrows, like a successful bad boy, and opened his arms to reveal the slash in front of the car: "Come on, Feng Shui takes turns, today I will take you to experience the special seat of Master Cheng."

Yu Yan was a little embarrassed at first, but then he thought about it, Cheng Shen has sat down twice, why can't he?So heartbroken, he jumped up.

The chain rattled softly, and the wheels slowly turned forward.

Cheng Shen is taller than Yu Yan and has a bigger frame.When Yu Yan rode him in the car, he couldn't cover him at all.Turning it upside down today, Yu Yan's little bird nestled comfortably in Cheng Shen's arms and chest.

He was wrapped in Cheng Shen's breath, and those long legs always rubbed against his calves, but they brushed lightly and then left, refusing to stay longer.Yu Yan's face was still red, and he couldn't tell whether it was from heat or embarrassment.He leaned forward and removed the straw to drink milk, so as to relieve his thirsty throat.

There was a smile on the corner of Cheng Shen's mouth, his bad intentions were obvious, but Yu Yan was ignorant.He just rubbed against Yu Yan's leg on purpose, taking this opportunity to get close to this person in a legitimate way.

He lowered his head, put his lips close to Yu Yan's ear, and asked softly, "How about I also install a back seat?"

Yu Yan was shocked, and half of his body went numb from the tone of the voice that was so close at hand.He hid forward and showed Cheng Shen his frail back: "I don't want it."

Cheng Shen pretended not to hear: "What did you say?"

Yu Yan took the trap easily, puffed out his chest and repeated: "I said no."

"why?"

Yu Yan bit the straw: "I'm not limping."

Cheng Shen saw it in his eyes, his Adam's apple moved, and he couldn't help swallowing a mouthful of air.But air obviously cannot quench his thirst, and there is only one person who can relieve his anger.

"Yanyan..." Cheng Shen was shameless: "I want to drink too."

Yu Yan wanted to correct Cheng Shen just a second ago. His parents, relatives, classmates and friends who are familiar with him never only call him by his first name or "Xiaoyan".This name is crooked and unfamiliar, and he is not used to it.But the next second, the hand stopped: "What to drink?"

Cheng Shen said generously, "Milk."

Yu Yan was stunned. Apart from his family, he had never shared cups and chopsticks with anyone else.What's more, the boxed milk in his hand only has a straw. He thought to himself, if the object is Cheng Shen...it doesn't seem to mind, what about Cheng Shen?

"There's only one straw." Yu Yan turned his face away, and gently reminded: "It seems unhygienic..."

"It's okay, I don't mind." Cheng Shen asked: "Do you mind? Forget it."

"No." Yu Yan shook his head: "I don't mind either."

He turned half of his body between Cheng Shen's arms, sitting sideways, and grabbed the hem of Cheng Shen's school uniform to maintain his balance.He raised his hand and brought the milk up, the bitten straw was slightly flattened, and just passed it to Cheng Shen's mouth.

Cheng Shen opened his mouth to hold it in his mouth, and took a sip. It smelled like chocolate.Immediately afterwards, he took a bite, bit the flat part back into a round shape, and after releasing it, he calmly commented: "It's delicious."

Yu Yan turned back, stared at the straw for more than ten seconds, and gently swallowed it.

Cheng Shen blushed rarely, from his neck to his cheeks were on fire.

After a long while, I heard something muttering in front of me, as if complaining about him: "Don't you like drinking chocolate flavor..."

In class, Yu Yan was rarely surrounded by several classmates. The last time this happened, he asked Cheng Shen to borrow his notes.

"What's wrong?" He asked suspiciously, "Do you want to borrow notes?"

Wherever he went, the squad leader took the lead to greet him: "Yu Yan, how is your health? You scared us to death that day."

"Ah..." Yu Yan was unaccustomed to being cared about unexpectedly, and was even a little surprised: "I'm all well, I'm fine." Add a grateful sentence: "Thank you for your concern."

The squad leader patted him earnestly: "We are equal to the third year of high school now, and we will become more and more nervous in the future. Don't just focus on studying, your body is the most important."

Yu Yan thought guiltily, he wasn't here to study, he was just quarreling with Cheng Shen: "I will."

"But you and Cheng Shen are really good!" The squad leader began to sigh again: "No one in our class noticed anything wrong with you, and he still carried you and sent you to the hospital. It's really interesting."

Yu Yan touched his nose: "Ah, yes."

After the morning reading, the head teacher came to have a brief morning meeting.The main thing is that the college entrance examination has officially ended, and the second grade of high school will be the focus of the whole school. This semester is coming to an end, and the final exam will be canceled because the college entrance examination will be held.But don’t be too happy too early. After the exam, there will only be ten days off, after which summer supplementary classes will start. Before school starts in September, there will be a preliminary exam. After the exam, the first parent meeting will be held in the third year of high school.

The students in the experimental class listened silently, each had their own plans, and no one dared to take it lightly.

After class, Yan Jing called Yu Yan to the office, and before entering the door, she heard the very serious voice of the head teacher of class one: "... how many people dream of recommending you, and you don't want it? Do you know how strict the conditions for admission in prestigious schools are now?" Are you serious? How many first prizes do you think there are in the physics competition in the attached high school, and how many places are recommended? I think you are thinking too far! Last week, there was a week of lunch break and evening self-study. You think I don’t know, right? Okay, you give me a reason, but you talk about why you don't want to walk!"

In contrast, Cheng Shen's understated tone: "Don't persuade me, I will take the exam myself, and I will pass the exam as well."

The head teacher was furious at his frivolity: "You——!"

Cheng Shen shrugged his shoulders indifferently, and said calmly, "Hey, you let me walk, and my mother wants me to go abroad. You have made plans for me, so you should ask my opinion anyway? I am so old, I can do it myself. call the shots."

When Yu Yan heard it, he froze at the door on the spot.

go abroad...

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Last chapter tomorrow.