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Qiushui celebrated his birthday in mid-August. Li Cuo has become more lazy since he resigned. On that day, Qiushui went out to pick up Qiushui after work. At seven o'clock in the afternoon, the sun had already set, and the air was filled with Feeling a viscous burning sensation, Li Cu walked out of the fully air-conditioned air-conditioned room, not feeling hot and unbearable, but rather comfortable.

It took him more than 20 minutes to walk to the restaurant where Qiushui worked. He raised his hand and looked at the watch on his wrist. Finally, he untied a shared bicycle parked on the side of the road and rode leisurely to the door of Qiushui restaurant.

After locking the car and waiting for a while, Qiu Shui opened the restaurant door with a schoolbag on his back and walked out. He still turned his back to the direction outside the door as if he was saying something to the person inside. Finally, he closed the door and turned around to see him standing lazily with his pockets in place. Li Cuqiu on the side of the road kicked off his shoes on the spot, and then walked over quickly in three steps at a time.

He stood beside Li Cu, looked at Li Cu, "Let's go."

Li Cu laughed, and then stretched out a palm in front of Qiu Shui very naturally.

Qiu Shui's fingers curled up, secretly preparing to put his hand into Li Cuo's, when he heard Li Cuoyun's calm voice, "Zai Zai, is the schoolbag heavy, do you want me to help you carry it?"

Qiu Shui's ears turned red little by little, and the fingers by his side paused.

Li Cu glanced sideways at the schoolbag behind him, wondering, "What do you put in your schoolbag every day?"

Qiu Shui raised his hands and pulled off his schoolbag strap, tightened his cheeks, and told Li Cuo very seriously, "It's knowledge, I can carry it by myself."

Li Cuo was amused by him again, he slowly retracted his outstretched palm and said slowly, Qiu Shui said again seriously, "I thought you just wanted me to hold you."

Li Cu glanced at him and said with a smile, "It's 32 degrees today, baby." The implication is that holding hands will make you hot.

"..." Qiu Shui knew that Li Tu was teasing him again, he pursed his lips, and rolled his eyes at Li Tu with red ears for a while.

Li Cu came close to him and said with a smile, "If you want to hold him, I'll let you hold him when I get home, okay?"

Qiu Shui raised his eyes to look at him, "Okay." He made a final decision, not giving Li Cu a chance to refute.

Li Cuo took Qiushui out for dinner, because he had a hard time buying gifts, and after dinner, he took Qiushui to wander around the mall, and finally bought a set of clothes and a pair of sneakers.

Qiu Shui didn't talk too much, Li Cu asked him, and he picked there himself, and after picking, Li Cu checked and carried it in his hand.

The two walked slowly for half an hour to the door of the house. After putting down the things, Qiu Shui found Li Cu's palm with a good memory, and stuffed all his fingers into the gaps between Li Cu's fingers. He held Li Cu's hand, Looking sideways at Li Cu, the tip of his nose shrugged, like a small animal baring its teeth.

Li Cu couldn't help laughing, "Okay, hold on as much as you want."

Qiu Shui followed Li Cu like a little tail. He held Li Cu's hand and followed Li Cu from here to there. When Li Cu was sitting on the sofa watching TV, he didn't follow Li Cu and went around Behind the sofa, most of his body was stuck to the back of the sofa, and the smaller half of his body was stuck to Li Cu's back. He rested his chin on Li Cu's shoulder, and fell asleep after a while.

Li Cu moved, and he hummed softly from his nose. Hearing this movement, Li Cu turned his head to look at him, "Piggy?"

Qiu Shui, who was called Piggy, rubbed his face on his shoulder.

Li Cu's eyes were bent, and his face was very gentle. After a while, he moved forward, and Qiu Shui's arm was on his shoulder, and his arm was hanging on his chest. His whole body seemed boneless. Sliding forward, Li Cuo asked, "Do you want to come on the sofa?"

Qiu Shui's head was attached to the back of his neck, and he shook it slightly.

Li Cu made another suggestion, "I'll move forward, you sit behind me and hug me?"

Qiu Shui's head attached to the back of Li Cu's neck moved as if he was thinking about this possible solution, then he hugged Li Cu's shoulders, rolled over the back of the sofa, and rolled behind Li Cu, he shrank behind Li Cu Li Cu shrunk, and Li Cu moved forward to the front of the sofa. Qiu Shui's legs crossed Li Cu's back and spread out on the sofas on both sides of Li Cu's sitting. He put his arms around Li Cu's waist, and then put his Sticking to Li Cu's back, putting his head on Li Cu's shoulders, he also felt that he was clingy, but compared to the self-criticism of being clingy, he wanted to touch every inch of his skin. When he met Li Cu, he clung to Li Cu's back and sighed comfortably.

Li Cu's fingers flicked lightly on the back of his hand, Qiu Shui turned his head and kissed Li Cu's ear, Li Cu's fingers paused, and he stopped, "Stop."

Qiu Shui's warm and soft lips stopped, "Oh." He moved his lips away in a low voice, and then tightly held Li Cu's hand again.

Li Cuo thinks that since Qiushui's body became completely normal last year, the child's clinginess index has risen sharply. Whenever he is in close contact with him, he must do some actions that attract people's attention. It was not so obvious when I went to work, but it became more obvious after leaving the job. Li Cu's desire in this aspect is not too strong, so he can't help worrying about the energetic Qiushui After a while, he asked the energetic Qiushui, "What would you do if I'm not at home?"

Qiu Shui didn't know what Li Cu was thinking at all, and he didn't know what he meant at all. He just followed the desire of his skin and made these actions towards Li Cu. There was no other meaning in it, he just wanted to be intimate with Li Cu, and tried to understand after hearing the words, "Huh?" In the end, he still didn't understand what it meant.

Li Cu continued to ask him truthfully, "Should I buy you some tools?"

"Huh?" Qiu Shui was still at a loss.

Li Cu was concerned about Qiushui's physical health, "How do you solve your physical problems when I'm not at home?"

"..." Qiu Shui was stunned for a while before he understood what Li Cu said, his face blushed slightly, then he bit his lip with his teeth, and said in a muffled voice, "No need." He hugged Li Cu tightly Tuo's hand also loosened slightly, pinching Li Cu's clothes with his fingers.

Li Cu laughed, with the tone of a person who came here, "It's okay, it's normal for you to be young and energetic."

Qiu Shui's face bulged in a place where Li Cu could not see, and he let out a muffled "Oh". idea.

He was so annoying, Qiu Shui stuck behind Li Cu and remained silent for a long time, then he defended himself in a low voice unwillingly, "I didn't."

Li Cu had already turned his attention back to the TV after he hadn't spoken, and he heard a suspicious "hmm" from his nose.

Qiu Shui whispered, "Not energetic."

Li Tu's shoulders trembled, and after a while, he burst out laughing.

Qiu Shui reached out and hugged his waist tightly, and pressed his chest tightly against Li Cu's back. After Li Cu laughed for a long time, he asked in a low voice, "Do you think I have skin hunger? "

"Huh?" Li Cu was dumbfounded by the question.

Qiu Shui rubbed his chin on his shoulder, and then pressed his cheek against Li Cu's cheek until half of his own face was slightly warmed up, then he whispered, "I want to hug you when I see you, touch You, close to you, is this skin hunger?"

"..." Li Cu was slightly taken aback.

Qiu Shui put his forehead on Li Tu's shoulder, and his voice was muffled. He defended himself, "I'm not clingy, nor am I energetic. I must be sick."

He is very obsessed with the three things that he is not clingy, does not like to cry and is not a child.

Li Cu muffled a laugh, "I'm so sick, you'll stick to me from now on."

Qiu Shui hummed with a muffled voice.

When going to sleep at night, Li Cu first lifted the thin blanket and lay on the bed. Qiu Shui walked into the room barefoot. He knelt down on the bed and stared at Li Cu who was sitting on the bedside flipping a book for a while. Glancing back, blinking suspiciously, he reached out to Qiu Shui and patted his chest lightly. Qiu Shui hid his smile behind his eyes, mouth, nose, and facial features, and then went over to lightly Gently put his head on Li Cu's chest, and stretched out his arms to hug Li Cu.

After Li Cu turned two pages of the book, Qiu Shui's eyes were so tired that the eyelids kept falling. After Li Cu lowered his eyes and looked at them, he raised his hand to put down his book, and then reached out to turn off the desk lamp. After returning, Qiu Shui raised his head and looked at him. Kissed on the chin, "Are you asleep?"

Li Cu responded, "Yes."

Qiu Shui moved his body and lay down on his own pillow. It was impossible for him to sleep with Li Cu in his arms all night, as that would definitely lead to poor blood circulation. He still had common sense about this, and he had held Li Cu for a whole day today. Li Cu, he felt very satisfied, closed his eyes happily, and took the lead in saying good night, "Good night, baby."

However, Li Cu reached out to caress his face, then pressed half of his body over, rubbing the tip of his nose against Qiu Shui's, and said with a smile, "Happy 19th birthday, Zai Zai."

The temperature on Qiu Shui's face rose again.

Li Cu said, "Open your mouth, Zai Zai."

Qiu Shui opened his mouth in the dark, Li Cu's tongue stuck into his mouth, the tip of the tongue hooked every one of his teeth, Qiu Shui opened his mouth obediently, saliva slid down the corner of his mouth, he lifted his Wipe it gently with your hands.

Li Cu said, "Call twice, Zai Zai."

Qiu Shui's voice became hoarse, "Brother..."

Li Cu pressed against him, with one arm resting on the pillow above his head. After a while, he raised his sleeve and wiped Qiu Shui's lips, staring at Qiu Shui's facial features in the dark, and Qiu Shui lay obediently in the dark He was motionless.Li Cu lowered his head and kissed Qiushui's forehead before saying good night, "Good night, Zai Zai."

Qiu Shui groaned softly.

After a few days, Qiu Shui changed into the birthday present that Li Cu bought for him. After get off work that night, he went home with a shopping bag and handed it to Li Cu. There was a very obvious joy on his face, "Couple outfit." .”

He bought Li Cu a set of clothes that were exactly the same. Li Cu raised his eyebrows after receiving it, thinking it's no wonder that Qiu Shui chose basic styles when picking out clothes, and it would not be strange for people of any age to wear them. He thanked Qiu Shui , Said that when Qiushui rested, he would play with Qiushui in a couple outfit.

Qiu Shui nodded, "Okay."

At night, Qiushui washed the clothes of both of them, and hung the two identical sets of clothes on his balcony. Every time Qiushui passed by the balcony and saw them, he felt very happy. He looked forward to the future, every future.

Li Cuo seems to be more relaxed since he resigned. He also planted flowers at home and raised goldfish. The flower seeds were bought from a nearby flower shop. Ask, "When do you think it will grow out?"

It takes one to two years for the seeds to germinate and bloom. Qiushui saw Li Cu so diligently in raising flowers. When he passed by the flower shop after work, he bought a rose seedling that had germinated. After returning home, he secretly planted the seeds with Li Cu Putting it together, Li Cuo saw it when watering the flowers the next morning, glanced at Qiushui, and smiled for a while with a muffled voice.

In October, this rose tree had multiple flowers growing on its head. Li Cuo took a photo of it when he was looking after the house in the morning, and then sent it to Qiushui. When he was waiting for Qiushui to reply, he checked the news feed. There is a news feed excitedly announcing that the world's first Alzheimer's disease drug has been proven effective and has applied for marketing authorization!

Li Cuo stared at the push message and smiled, and then Qiu Shui also excitedly sent him a message—it's blooming!

Li Cu entered the chat interface with a smile on his face, pressed his finger on the screen of the phone, and slowly replied Qiu Shui with a word - well, it's blooming.

In December, Qiu Shui was not busy with schoolwork, and several classes had already ended, and he started running around the school and home. Li Cuu wanted to drive the car for him, and asked him to apply for a driving school at school to take the driver's license test. Qiu Shui, yes Hmm agreed, but he felt that the driver's license test was a waste of time, so he never went to the driving school to sign up.

At the end of December, he went home and stuck behind Li Cu's back and chatted with Li Cu in a low voice, talking about school affairs, Lan Yue, and his roommates, "I've been near the library some time ago, and we seemed to have a conflict in the bedroom. Cui wanted to move out of the bedroom."

Li Cu couldn't remember his roommate's name, "Cui Xiang?"

Qiu Shui put his head beside him, and poked his forehead with his hand, "The one who fought with me."

Li Cu hummed slowly, "Why are there conflicts?"

Qiu Shui curled his lips, "I don't know." Because Cui Xiang likes Lin Yubei, and Lin Yubei is a straight man through and through. Standing in front of Xiang, Cui Xiang shrunk in fright. Qiu Shui was not there on the day of the quarrel in the dormitory. I don’t know what happened. I only know that Cui Xiang packed up important things that night and moved out of the dormitory with a box. He went back. When Cui Xiang had just left, when he entered the dormitory, he saw Lin Yubei lying on the bed watching funny videos, and Yan Zixi sitting on the seat playing games.

At the end of this year, news began to spread on the Internet that there was a plague spreading in X City. Li Cu asked Qiu Shui to wear a mask at school, and pay attention to ventilation in the dormitories and classrooms.

In January, Qiushui had a holiday. Qiushui took a cushion and put it on the ground, hugged the fat kitten, held the cat's head with his head down, and said with a serious expression that he wanted to brush the cat's teeth, saying that it was not good for the cat not to brush his teeth. Whenever he has time, he will brush the cat's teeth.

Li Cu sat on the lazy chair by the bed and flipped through the book, then he received a call from Ning Qi. Ning Qi's call was very simple, and he asked Li Cu to help him.

Li Cu asked him, "What can I do?"

Ning Qi was not polite, and only said two words, "Help me."

Li Cu thought for a while and asked Ning Qi, "Is it serious?"

Ning Qi replied briefly with the word "um".

Li Cu laughed slowly, "Then you'd better sign a contract with me."

After hanging up the phone, Li Cu put down the phone and glanced sideways at Qiushui who was brushing the kitten's teeth. Li Cu unexpectedly stretched out his hand and rubbed his head with a headache, then said unhurriedly, "I might want to Go out for a while."

Qiu Shui lowered his head and opened the cat's mouth to observe the cat's teeth, then put the cat down, he stood up and walked towards Li Cuo, wondering, "Where are you going, are you coming back for dinner tonight?"

Li Cu said, "It will take a long time to go out."

"Huh?" Qiu Shui seemed a little puzzled.

Li Cu, "Let's go to the supermarket in the afternoon to buy some things to keep at home. It's best not to go out for a while. You have to wear a mask when you go out."

Qiu Shui was stunned for a moment, and then his face turned pale, "Huh?" He murmured softly, as if he didn't dare to ask, "Where are you going?"

Li Cuo sat on the chair and reached out to beckon Qiushui. Qiushui walked up to him and squatted down. Li Cuo reached out to touch Qiushui's face, and then explained, "The leader of the company I worked for before, he is now working in a molecular biology laboratory. , I'll go see him."

Qiu Shui stared at him with a pair of dark eyes, and asked earnestly, "Can't I go see it later?"

Li Cu smiled, but didn't reply.

Qiu Shui's dark and calm eyes seemed to be filled with turbulent waves. He stared at Li Cuo, "Haven't you all resigned?" He became like an angry little lion, "You have all resigned, What are you going to do?!"

Li Cu had never seen Qiushui like this before, he was silent for a moment, and then dragged his voice and called Qiushui's name helplessly, "Qiu Shui——"

Qiu Shui's anger seemed to be extinguished by him, he lowered his eyes and said nothing.

Li Cu leaned over, "You are obedient, okay?"

Qiu Shui's eyes drooped, and he asked Li Cu in a low voice, "Is it dangerous?"

Li Cu stretched out his hand to pull Qiushui up from the ground, and let Qiushui sit on the low table in front of him. He held Qiushui's hand and said with a smile, "It's not dangerous at all, trust me."

Qiu Shui lowered his eyes, stood up from the low table after a while, and asked, "Then when are you leaving and what clothes do you want to bring? I'll help you pack."

Li Cu said, "Don't worry, I will clean up by myself later."

But Qiu Shui ignored him, and walked into the room with his head buried. He found Li Cu's suitcase, opened it and put it on the ground, then opened the closet and rummaged through the clothes, and then stuffed two coats inside. It dripped down.

Why should he be obedient, he doesn't want to be obedient at all, he began to hate himself for being so obedient to Li Cu, he didn't want to be obedient, but there was no way, Li Cu looked at him and said "you are obedient" slowly, He can't express any hysterical anger at all by yelling and cursing, he can only stand there and say "yes".