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Li Cu unexpectedly slept very well last night. He opened his eyes and it was more than eight o'clock in the morning. The curtains in his room were rather dark, making the room seem drowsy. Li Cu pinched his nose and sat up from the bed.

He chatted with Qiu Shui for a long time last night, some family matters, and he knew that after Qu Qiuyi's death, his mother who was already in poor health also passed away due to illness, and the two sisters are now taking turns to take care of the father at home , everyone complained but the days went on as usual, when Li Cu heard such things, he felt that it happened in his previous life.

There is nothing new under the sun. What happened in the past will happen again, and of course it will happen again.

Qiu Shui still doesn't seem to like talking very much, and he still speaks very straightforwardly.

When Li Cu asked him questions, he would answer them, and suggested that he should take some time to go to the hospital for an examination, and he nodded.

At eleven o'clock in the evening, Li Cuo asked him to go to bed, and he stood up from the sofa and whispered good night.

Li Cu nodded to him and said good night.

This can be called the four words of respecting each other like a guest, Li Cu couldn't help laughing at this.

What he didn't know was that their relationship would continue for a long time to come.

He didn't know that Qiushui was now pulling a straw named "Li Cuo". Abandon all the negative thoughts, no one will like a person who is inferior and conceited, sharp and smooth, and full of lies.Qiu Shui carefully showed herself in front of him, spread out her soft belly, and thought seriously - the belly is very soft, please touch it.

Li Cu actually didn't know what Qiu Shui thought at this time. He just gradually felt that Qiu Shui's character gradually became "stubborn" in the days when he got along with him. It is true that this is not a negative change. Putting aside the limitation of bad perspective and looking at life Looking at it, it was the result of Qiushui's poor self-awareness finally reconciling with himself, he recognized himself, and finally fell in love with himself.

As for Li Cu, the only thing he did was to accompany him.

Li Cu doesn't know many things about Qiushui, but Qiushui knows many things about Li Cu that he thought he didn't know.For example, the other party didn't like me at the moment when I fell in love with him and many moments after that, at least not the kind of liking I thought; another example is that the other party likes to laugh and is gentle with others, but in fact he doesn't have much emotion in his heart. Ups and downs, his expression is not conveying feelings, but just making expressions.

Qiu Shui has seen many kinds of looks and winks since he was a child. He is quite confident in his ability to observe words and expressions, but he is a little confused about the transition between Li Cu who never liked him and began to slowly change into liking him.

For the first 18 years of his life, he lived in a guilt that he didn't want to admit. This guilt tore him apart. Whenever this guilt popped up in his brain, another self would occupy him very quickly. brain, and then used violence to smash this guilt into the ground, and after he had stored these two emotions safely in his brain for a few years, the way Li Cu looked at him was no longer his Mid-Autumn Festival. so full of pity on one of those afternoons.

It's not the pity of "you have worked hard", but the complaint of "Qiu Shui, take care of your cat". Li Cuo is gentle to many people. The biological father who has re-established a family in a coastal city, but he only loses his temper with Qiushui. He will work in Qiushui for a long time and have not seen him for a long time. When Qiushui calls and asks with a smile: "Miss me?" After getting an affirmative answer, he He will return to the previous sentence very proudly and say: "Keep it up."

Qiu Shui didn't quite know what happened between these changes.

Of course, Li Cu himself knows this matter best. He has lived in an unreasonably tight life environment since he was a child. His character is in the same line as his mother's. When he was a teenager, he was more domineering and would rather bend than bend.After encountering that very bad thing, he was hit for a long time and didn’t come back to his senses, but he was smart, he could draw inferences from one example, and he could trace the root cause. It took him several years to feel that he inherited from his own mother. His character is very destructive. He reflects on himself, changes himself, and turns himself into a 30-year-old Li Cu.

Meeting Qiushui was accidental, and to some extent it could be called fate. He appeared in Li Cuo's life and stayed in Li Cuo's life, like a silk thread that made Li Cuo spend the first 30 years of his life with Another way to fix it.

For Qiushui, all he does is stay by Li Cu's side.

From their 20s to their 30s, 50s and 80s, all they need to do and the only thing they can do is to accompany each other.

They don't know these things now, and no one can observe their own life from the perspective of God.

Li Cu could only open his eyes at eight o'clock in the early autumn morning, recalling what happened the night before, and then he got off the bed, opened the curtains of the room, and the sunlight outside the window was very violently pouring into his room. inside the room.He lives on the nineteenth floor, and the room is equipped with a large window. Looking through the window, the whole city is immersed in daylight.

Li Cu turned around and straightened the quilt he was sleeping on, and walked out of the room. Qiu Shui was standing on the balcony drying clothes, and when he heard the movement, he looked back and smiled at Li Cu: "Good morning."

Li Cu looked at him: "Didn't sleep well last night, woke up so early?"

Qiu Shui was wearing a shirt on his arm. Hearing this, he looked sideways at Li Cu, and said seriously, "Last night you told me to get up early and make breakfast."

"..." Li Cu was stunned. He teased Qiu Shui with a lot of words last night, but he didn't remember whether he said or not.

Qiu Shui said again: "I found a bag of quick-frozen dumplings in the refrigerator. The dumplings are being boiled in the kitchen now. I should be able to eat them after I finish drying my clothes."

Li Cu laughed, "Thank you."

Qiu Shui took off the shirt hanging on his arm, shook the shirt lightly, and said in a low voice, "You're welcome."

Li Cu went to the cabinet and took out the coffee powder, and was going to make a cup of coffee for himself after washing up. When he put the cup down, he asked casually, "Qiu Shui, do you drink fruit juice or milk in the morning?"

Qiu Shui let out a slow "ah".

Li Cu heated the water cup at the water bar, and explained: "There are a few oranges in the refrigerator, you can squeeze orange juice for later, and the juicer is on the water bar."

Qiu Shui let out an oh.

Li Cu went to the bathroom to wash up. After washing, Qiu Shui had put the sleeping plate on the dining table. He also made two dipping sauces with small plates and put them on both sides. When Li Cu walked over, he was setting up the chopsticks.

Seeing this, Li Cuo laughed and teased again: "Xianhui."

Qiu Shui raised his eyes and glanced at him.

Li Cu pointed to the location of the water bar: "You eat first, I'll make myself a cup of coffee."

Qiu Shui glanced at him sideways: "Don't you drink orange juice? I squeezed two cups."

Li Cu said, "You drink."

After he finished speaking, he walked towards the water bar, Qiu Shui still followed, Li Cu glanced at him when he was picking up something, Qiu Shui said: "Let me see, can I learn?"

Li Cu smiled: "Yes, there is a capsule coffee machine next to it, which is very convenient and simple to make coffee, but the taste of the coffee it makes is very ordinary, I usually use the semi-automatic coffee machine next to it, you If you want to learn, I can also teach you. Coffee machines are all for convenience, pouring coffee by hand is more troublesome, but the taste is the best.”

Qiu Shui nodded very seriously when he heard the words.

Li Cu began to introduce him to the tools placed on the water bar table, such as hand pour pot, filter cup, filter paper, bottom pot, electronic scale and thermometer.

"The coffee powder has been ground long ago. If it is coffee beans, you need to use the grinder next to it." Li Cu explained very patiently.

Qiu Shui nodded.

Li Cu spread out the filter paper in the filter cup, and still patiently explained: "You can moisten the filter paper with hot water first."

Qiu Shui nodded.

Li Cuo said that the coffee powder is poured into the filter paper: "The important factors for the good taste of hand-brew coffee are the water temperature, brewing time and the ratio of water to coffee powder. You can try it again and again according to your personal taste, and brew it several times. It will."

Qiu Shui stared at Li Cu's hand, looked at the falling brown water, moved his nose slightly, and smelled the aroma of coffee at the tip of his nose. He doesn't like coffee, and he doesn't understand people who like coffee. The coffee that was formed under the hands of the cluster felt that he wanted to take a sip.

Li Cuo removed the filter cup and threw the filter paper into the trash can.

Qiu Shui asked him, "Can I drink?"

Li Cu pushed the freshly brewed coffee towards Qiu Shui. Qiu Shui picked up the cup, first sniffed it under his nose, and then put it to his mouth and took a sip.

——Bitter, sour.

Qiu Shui put down the water glass and looked at Li Cuo.

Li Cu was amused by his expression: "Isn't it delicious?"

Qiu Shui thought - even with the filter of Li Cuo added, he still doesn't like things he doesn't like.

He shrugged his nose and shook his head: "I'm not used to drinking."

Li Cuo took the cup back, put it under his nose and smelled it, he took a sip, and looked at Qiu Shui with a smile: "The dumplings are going to be cold."

Qiu Shui groaned, turned around and walked back to the dining table. After he sat down, he took a sip of the freshly squeezed orange juice. There were still some orange fibers in the orange juice, and the sweet and sour taste quickly subsided. Feeling the bitterness of the coffee, he picked up the chopsticks and put a dumpling in Li Cu's bowl first. After Li Cu sat down, he picked up the chopsticks and dipped in the dipping sauce, and put the dumpling into his mouth. He narrowed his eyes slightly: "Dipping sauce Did you do it yourself?"

With a dumpling in his mouth, Qiu Shui answered in a vague voice, "Hmm."

The morning of the holiday is very relaxing. It is very comfortable to take the time to make a cup of coffee for yourself. It is also very pleasant to have breakfast when you wake up. Li Cuo smiled and looked at the mouth sitting opposite him Qiu Shui, stuffed with something, said, "It's delicious, thank you."

Qiu Shui said no no no three times.

Li Cu felt that what he said was impolite.