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For Li Cu, life is a relative necessity caused by many accidents.

His daily life is actually not rich. He only has three or five friends after work. The activities he usually gets together are more healthy, playing mahjong or drinking tea and fishing.

He feels that he can more or less be called the four words "no desires and no desires" from the spiritual and material aspects.

He doesn't mind that his future life is as peaceful as water.

He has a good mentality, and he is sure that he can face complicated things calmly.

He spends every day of his life active and relaxed.

Having said so many repeated contexts, what I actually want to express is that Li Cu met Qiushui, which was an accidental event in his life.

It was a butterfly in the tropical rain forest that occasionally flapped its wings, and then caused a tornado thousands of miles away.

If you have to ask how long it will be before the butterfly flaps its wings to cause a tornado, then for Li Cu, the wind is blowing now.

After Li Cu and Qiushui sat at the water bar at home and talked about moon cakes for a few words, Qiushui's arms were still hanging loosely on his shoulders.

It's more than 40:[-] in the evening, and there is still a long time in the night.

"Let's have a chat." Because of the brief silence, Li Cu said with a smile.He let Qiushui's arms rest on his shoulders, and Qiushui's knees rested on his calf bones.

Qiu Shui tilted his head slightly when he heard the words, he stared at Li Cu seriously and asked, "What are you talking about?"

Li Cu seemed to be amused by his question, and his eyes were bent: "Talk about anything, your family situation, your school situation, or what you like to do."

The expression on Qiushui's face showed some slight distress, and then he tried to rehearse for a while in his heart before saying: "There are eldest sister and second sister at home, and my father was hospitalized for intestinal obstruction some time ago, and now he seems to be living at the second sister's house. Nurturing."

Li Cu propped his chin with his hand, he seemed to be listening to Qiu Shui or thought of something else.

Qiu Shui stared at him for a while, moved his face closer to meet Li Cu's gaze, and continued to say calmly: "The roommates in the dormitory like playing games very much, and they would scold people in the dormitory every day because of the winning or losing of the game."

Seeing Qiushui whose face was very close to him, Li Cuo had a little smile in his eyes, and asked this seemingly calm face with a smile, "Why are you so close to me all of a sudden? Want me to kiss you?"

Qiu Shui licked his lips, the redness on his ears hadn't subsided yet, he felt his face was getting hot, he was silent for a while, and felt that he should answer something, he thought he was being attacked by Li If you want to tease me, then he should be able to tease you back, so he replied: "Yes."

Li Cuo suppressed his laughter when he heard the words, he stretched out his hand and grabbed the hand hooked on his shoulder, stretched out his finger and flicked Qiushui's palm twice, and followed the flow naturally. Qiu Shui's words began to be teased with a smile: "You are a hooligan, darling?"

"..." Qiu Shui felt that Li Cu was the one who was a hooligan, and he was shouting for a thief.But he is really not an eloquent person. He used to be impatient when talking to people, so he could be too lazy to talk to others, anyway, he didn't care.Only now in this scene did I regret why I didn’t strengthen my ability to bicker with others, and finally I only retorted with three words dryly, “You are.”

After Li Cu heard the words, he took it very naturally, and he still smiled: "What am I? Is it a baby?"

"..." Qiu Shui thinks that when Li Cu speaks, he most likely speaks according to his habit, just like reciting an ancient poem. When others say "the moonlight is bright in front of the bed", he will reflexively answer "it is suspected to be frost on the ground".

Qiu Shui tightened his cheeks, and wanted to roll his eyes, but after thinking about it, he managed to bear it, and he replied with a stiff voice, "Yes."

Li Cu picked it up, and continued to ask with a look of excitement on his face: "What is it, baby?"

Qiu Shui pursed his lips. He couldn't talk to Li Cu like this, and finally closed his eyes and let out a small voice: "Are you annoying?"

Li Cu stretched out his hand and flicked lightly on his palm.

However, Qiu Shui seemed to be jolted by his fingers, he shrugged his shoulders, and Li Cu's hand changed to rubbing his index finger.Qiushui is thin, and his fingers are thin and long without any flesh. Li Cu pinched his knuckles, and then pinched Qiushui's fingertips. "Hmm" came out.

Qiu Shui said: "When people are in their 30s, do they always talk like this because life is boring?"

Li Cu raised his eyelids and glanced at him, laughed, and was very calm about such complaints: "Probably not, I may have always been like this."

Qiu Shui stared at him for a while, Li Cu let go of the finger that had been pinching his index finger, and he stretched slightly: "Okay, I won't tease you anymore."

Qiu Shui still stared at him.

Li Cu asked slowly again: "Is there anything you like to do?"

Qiu Shui let out an "ah" with a little bewilderment.

Li Cu: "Don't you have any hobbies?"

Qiu Shui thought about it seriously. His life in junior high and high school was relatively difficult. He had nothing else to do and just focused on studying. He didn't have any special hobbies. When his roommate called him playing games in the dormitory, he would Not interested, he thought of replying to Li Cu: "Probably not."

Li Cu nodded: "You can cultivate one or two hobbies in college."

Qiu Shui nodded obediently.

Li Cu glanced at him and smiled, "You're so cute."

Qiu Shui reached out to pick up the water glass on the table and lowered his eyes to take a sip.

Li Cu raised his hand to check the time, it was nine o'clock in the evening, he did sleep late yesterday.Boss Ning Qi wanted to play mahjong and San Que—it was absolutely unreasonable for him not to fill in the corner. He thought he should go to bed early tonight.

Qiu Shui asked suddenly: "How many condoms are there left at home last time?"

Li Cuo had to admit that he was stunned by this question for a second, he watched the second hand on his wrist watch move down by one, he lowered his arm and looked at Qiu Shui: "Huh?"

Qiu Shui raised his hands and made a long shape in front of him: "Last time I bought this—so much."

Li Cu stared at him for two seconds, and said with a slight smile, pretending to be melancholy: "Qiu Shui, you have been coveting my body, have you? Once I can't satisfy you, will you cheat in the future?" ?”

Qiu Shui put his hands flat in mid-air back on his knees, he pondered for a moment, and felt that he had begun to master a good way to communicate with Li Cu, that is, not to fall into the other party's words and follow the other party's words Talking, so he answered this question seriously and earnestly: "No."

The corners of Li Cu's mouth curled up, as if he wanted to laugh, but before he could continue his teasing words, he suddenly paused as if remembering something.

"Qiu Shui." Li Cuo called Qiu Shui's name.

"Huh?" Qiu Shui responded.

Li Cu frowned slightly: "Do you have erectile dysfunction?" He remembered that Qiu Shui seemed to have no response during the only two intimate contacts.

"Huh?" Qiu Shui replied again.

Li Cu asked again: "Have you ever slept with someone else?"

Qiu Shui blinked, and he shook his head.

Li Cu stared at him for a long time, and it took several days for him to carry out after-sales service: "How did you and I feel before that?"

"..." Qiu Shui reached out and rubbed his face, after a while he uttered a word in a hoarse voice, "Hot."

"Huh?" Li Cuo.

Qiu Shui put down the palm he was rubbing his face, and stared at Li Cu with a slightly blushing face. He maintained the usual calmness on his face and voice, and replied, "I feel very hot."

"Is there any more?" Li Cu asked patiently.

"..." Qiu Shui was silent for a moment, then he said, "No more."

Li Cu sat across from Qiushui, Qiushui's knees rested on Li Cu's legs, Li Cu's body was slightly turned to the bar, and he kept his hands idly on the bar, and it was said that he turned his head to Qiushui .

Qiu Shui's hands were neatly placed on his lap like a kindergarten child, Li Cu slightly leaned his face against Qiu Shui's face, and then moved his lips slowly to gently touch Qiu Shui's cheek.

Qiu Shui is still in the sitting posture of a kindergarten kid, but he raises his head slightly, and his neck draws an arc under the light.

Li Cu turned his head and touched Qiu Shui's nose, probably because he worked in a milk tea shop every day, Li Cu felt that Qiu Shui had a bit of milk and tea fragrance on him.Thinking of this, his lips curled up slightly, and he lowered his voice and pressed against Qiu Shui's skin and whispered, "Qiu Shui, relax."

Qiu Shui let out a breath from his nasal cavity very obediently.

Li Cu's kiss fell on the bridge of Qiu Shui's nose, and he moved it up inch by inch, to the center of Qiu Shui's eyebrows, and gently pressed a kiss between the eyebrows.Then he raised one of his hands to gently grab Qiushui's chin, and then moved his lips to Qiushui's lips. He sucked on Qiushui's lips, warming his throat and continuing to remind Qiushui: "Relax."

Qiu Shui loosened his arms on his legs like a kindergarten kid, and his straight back also relaxed slightly. With his eyes closed, he began to feel hot again, like a sudden drop in a scorching temperature of 39 to [-] degrees. A [-]-degree rainstorm made him limp and hot to breathe. He snorted from his nasal cavity and his throat trembled a little.

If I don’t know where I saw it, two people whose saliva blends can increase intimacy, and kiss to express affection and love.Qiu Shui is not sure about the degree of love and love, he is just thinking a little bit blankly, this seems to be very good, and the end of the world is not too bad.

Li Cu's palms covered his thighs and his body with warmth.

Qiu Shui raised his arms and put his arms around Li Cu's back shoulders. Li Cu's hands moved slowly on his thighs, and when they reached the important position, he paused.

Qiu Shui pressed his forehead against Li Cu's, and asked in a low voice, "Is this not possible?"

Li Cu withdrew his hand and reached out to touch the child's back. He was a little distressed, but he still laughed: "It's been too long since I graduated, and I forgot. The junior high school biology textbook should include the knowledge of boys' physiology, right?"

Qiu Shui's forehead was still attached to Li Cu's shoulder. He closed his eyes, feeling that he couldn't help being coquettish in such an embrace. He had never had the opportunity to act coquettishly since he was a child, and he had never acted coquettishly. He muttered in his throat: "The teacher doesn't teach at all, and I have studied that class by myself..." He felt that the tone of this level of speaking was a bit beyond the range he could accept in his daily life.

Li Cu laughed with a muffled voice, and imitated his words: "Then you are not curious enough, I learned by myself what the teacher didn't teach me when I was studying."

Qiu Shui slightly raised his head and bit Li Tuo's shoulder slightly.

Li Cu didn't speak any more, he thought it might be necessary for Qiushui to go to the hospital.