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Because the Mid-Autumn Festival has a three-day holiday on the weekend, and I didn't draw up my own travel plan, because I was free, I drove Qiushui to his part-time job site near his school when I woke up in the morning.

The shops near the school don’t open early in the morning. After I delivered Qiushui after nine o’clock, he sat in the co-pilot and said he would show me his school.

I laughed and told him that I had been to this school many times when I was studying, so I might be more familiar with this school than he was.

Qiu Shui seemed to be in a good mood, untied his seat belt and began to tell me in a serious manner: "Then do you know that the eighth window of the school's third canteen has set meal A and set meal B, set meal B is more than set meal A A marinated egg and a plate of hors d'oeuvres, but the price is the same."

I was amused by his inexplicable blankness: "Yes, this is really a big secret, can you just tell me like this?"

Qiu Shui looked at me and blinked his eyes subtly twice, and he said slowly: "You don't believe me, then I will take you to the eighth window of the third canteen to eat set meal B at noon."

Because of this slightly younger communication, I was brought by Qiushui to his part-time milk tea shop.

There were only two people, Qiu Shui and the store manager, at the milk tea shop that just opened. I was arranged to sit in a seat near the inside, and there was a cup of black tea with ice cubes in front of me. Qiu Shui was cleaning with a mop.

The female store manager was wiping the table with a rag, and when she wiped it in front of me, she asked me with a smile: "You are brother Qiushui, is Qiushui always cool at home?"

I laughed and asked back: "Is it cool for Qiushui to work for you?"

The female store manager sighed: "Yes, the visitor asked him which hospital and what class he was in. He glanced at others, and the milk tea handed him a sentence of 'your milk tea, thank you for coming', and the others left in embarrassment."

I laughed and said, "That's not okay. As the boss who pays him wages, you must remind him that customers are gods, otherwise you will deduct wages from him."

The female store manager laughed out loud when she heard the words: "Is there a brother like you?!" After speaking, she turned to Qiushui who was mopping the floor, "Qiu Shui, your brother said that if you treat my customers coldly in the future, you will let me go!" I will deduct your wages!"

Qiu Shui reached out and touched his forehead, and complained without emotion: "Can you turn on the air conditioner first before that, if I suffer from heat stroke, can it be identified as a work-related injury?"

The female store manager pulled out the rag, turned around and faced Qiushui's direction, and said plausibly, "You are too weak at such a young age, why don't you turn on the air conditioner when it's not hot at ten o'clock in the morning, and wait for customers to come Say it again!"

This little girl looks like she is in her early twenties, and she is full of energy. After training Qiushui with great interest, she turned her head and nodded seriously at me: "Brother, Qiushui of your family is too delicate, boys can't be like this, you have to be like you." It’s only good if you have the look of a mountain collapsing on the top without changing your face!” She gave me a thumbs up when she said the last sentence.

I stared at the little girl for two seconds, then slowly said: "If I have a younger sister, I hope to be like you. She is good-looking and has good grades. The most important thing is that she is so self-motivated and sweet-talked. be happy."

The little girl looked at me with a smile: "I am the only child in my family. I wish I had an older brother since I was a child, and I have imagined what my older brother would be like." She looked at me twice, "Don't you have a younger sister? Then I can To be your sister?"

I smiled back at her: "I always wish I had a younger sister."

Qiu Shui walked over slowly from the side, took out a [-] note and put it on the table, his voice was interspersed between me and the female store manager calmly: "Who said there are no customers, black tea money, turn on the air conditioner."

The female store manager said: "No money, no money, what's the price for a cup of black tea, and there will be discounts for consumption here in the future."

I laughed, and thanked me casually: "Thank you, sister~"

She bent her eyes and smiled back at me: "You're welcome brother~"

Qiu Shui drooped his eyes: "Can the air conditioner be turned on?"

When the little girl hummed and ran to turn on the air conditioner, Qiu Shui stood in front of me and curled her lips: "Slick tongue."

I raised my eyebrows, and Qiu Shui looked at me with drooping eyelids: "I've only been here for a few days, and I saw a lot of her brothers, sisters, and younger siblings."

The person who was turning on the air conditioner suddenly said: "Qiu Shui, I heard you complaining about me, don't ask for salary today."

I couldn't help but grinned twice: "It's amazing, but also cute."

Qiu Shui frowned and replied to the other party: "Then I won't work with you anymore, go to the milk tea shop next door tomorrow and ask if there is still a part-time job?"

The boss hurriedly stated: "Don't, don't, I didn't hear anything, why is a boy so small, really."

Qiu Shui said: "Who stipulates that men must be generous?"

The boss patted the table not far away: "I don't want to tell you anymore! Now the boss is the one who receives the wages, and the youngest is the one who pays the money!"

The store manager is very lively. I really hope that Qiushui can learn from him, or it would be good to learn a little bit about interpersonal communication.

Qiu Shui is too straightforward when talking to people, what to say, likes and dislikes seems to be relatively clear, and it can even be said to be a little dazed under certain circumstances, which cannot be said to be bad, but after I learned about this After being Qu Qiuyi's younger brother, I always hope that he will be better in the future.

Less rigid and inflexible thoughts are like adding a little grease to a pulley that doesn't work, so that one is not eternal and can only be equal to one, maybe in some cases it can become two, become three, or become everything , I am a little worried that with his personality, he will get into a dead end, hit the south wall, and die under the south wall.

In short, after I knew that he was Qu Qiuyi's younger brother, I suddenly hoped that his future would be a little easier.

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The milk tea shop should have no lunch break at noon, and noon is the busiest period of time. Because Qiushui wanted to take me to the school cafeteria for dinner at 11:30, he told his boss to leave early at noon.

The boss is a different person when he is working and when he is free. He is very busy arranging takeaways. Hearing this, he frowned: "No, noon is the busiest time. You know, no one can leave."

Qiu Shui said: "Just one noon, I will definitely be back before one o'clock."

The boss is indifferent: "No, you are already busy and you leave, so why should I invite you to work and pay you for nothing?"

I just wanted to express to Qiushui aloud - you are working, at least you should have a little contract spirit, I can eat by myself.

Qiu Shui turned to the boss: "Sister Yue, please ask my brother to come to see me after a long time. He has to leave in the afternoon. You can't let him sit in the store all morning. I won't even accompany him to eat lunch, right?"

"..." What I wanted to say was swallowed back by Qiu Shui's words, and then I suddenly began to think that I might be too attached to the so-called Qiu Shui in my own eyes, and he might not be so dull. Not as fragile as I thought.

It was out of my control. After learning about the relationship between him and Qu Qiuyi, I regarded him as an accessory that I didn't want to admit, because I felt guilty about Qu Qiuyi's death.

I am even willing to ask him for anything within my acceptable range.

Because he was Qu Qiuyi's younger brother who died because of something, and I slept with this person without knowing it.

My rationality has been repeatedly confirming with myself that Qu Qiuyi did not die because of me, and that I went to bed with Qu Qiushui completely without my knowledge. What it stands for is that human beings should have the right to pursue physical pleasure without harming anyone.

But human reason cannot control one's own brain 100%. Even though I told myself thousands of times, my brain still stubbornly said to myself one thousand and one times—it shouldn't.

This thing should not have happened.

·

My thinking has entered a strange circle again. I should have happily squandered my next few decades and demolished all the old burdens of the past on the Changkang River like the old Changkang bridge. Qiushui should have been a future person but suddenly Stringing up a past that I don't want at all, he's so fucked up.

And this fucker is taking me to the eighth window of their school's third cafeteria to queue up to buy set meal B.

Package B also gave a seaweed and egg drop soup as a gift. Qiu Shui squinted his eyes when he drank the soup, like a satisfied kitten.

I gave him the marinated eggs on my plate, and he looked up at me.

I said, "Qiu Shui, you are such a bastard."

He bit the plastic spoon in the cafeteria and let out a very puzzled "ah" from his throat.

He's such a bastard that he doesn't even know why he is a bastard.

Perhaps because of my inexplicable insults, Qiu Shui felt a little unappetizing for this meal. He ate his meal very quickly, looking down at me for a while, and the two movements alternated frequently. After I put down the chopsticks, he stared at me. Then I slowly "ah" uttered a puzzled syllable.

I wiped my mouth, there were still many people in the school cafeteria during the holidays, and people came and went around, Qiu Shui asked me: "Why did you scold me just now?"

I looked at him and explained, "Fulin has a heart."

Qiu Shui let out another slow "ah".

I didn't say a word, I picked up the plate on the table and put it in the plate recycling place. Qiu Shui followed me step by step and put the plate away. When I turned around, I waved to him: "Let's go, I'll go get the car."

Qiu Shui looked at me for a while, then whispered, "Why are you so uncertain."

I pretended not to hear, and took Qiushui to my car. After getting in the car, Qiushui stood at my window. I pressed down the window and ticked my fingers at him: "Come on, let's talk for a while."

Qiu Shui moved his feet and walked to the co-pilot seat in silence. After he sat down, he asked me calmly, "What are you talking about?"