After the white moonlight cuts the black

Yan Hui looked at him amidst the flowing neon lights.

After wading through the mud, washing off the stickiest black, taking countless detours, touching the south wall too many times, going round and round, life and death, finally have the courage to ask: Will you?

He also gave up in the suffocation of the throat, fell into a hazy hallucination, and made a mess for the rest of his life.

But that was seen through by him, and he would never ask an "if".

The sun will still rise tomorrow morning, and the moonlight will still be soft tonight.

What has to be faced is not the past, but the future.

Meng Huaiming took a few steps forward and hugged Yan Hui tightly in his arms.

What is the purpose of seeking the past?

——It was to get close to you.

What is the purpose of betraying life and death?

——It was to get close to you.

Meng Huaiming had never been so grateful.

Fortune gave him this chance, and Yan Hui gave him this chance.

He almost wasted another opportunity.

Fortunately, it was corrected in time.

Stand where you are, and there will be nothing again.

Waiting in vain, no one will come near.

Yan Hui was covered in bruises and couldn't crawl out, Meng Chuqi was wary and did not dare to believe it easily.

You have to be the one to take the first step.

This is the truth that can only be realized by life.

Yan Hui felt the moisture in her neck gradually, and Meng Huaiming's breath was short and hot.

He still places the initiative on Meng Huaiming, this is his essential tenderness.

It is also the biggest change that Yanhui can do.

"I am willing."

Meng Huaiming said amid salty tears and a heart that was about to burst.

"I love you."

Yan Hui's eyelids trembled violently.

This is a love language that Meng Huaiming never uttered in his previous life.

The weight of the three words is like vomiting, and every word is bloody.

Yan Hui put her hands on his back.

"it is good."

He relaxes, the night wind blows his black hair, the unbearable past, butterfly wings, right and wrong love and hatred, all melted into the night.

Someone finally found his belonging at the inflection point of time indulgence.

months later.

The results of the seventh day model test came out, which was not bad. Lin Jun gave her a reward and took her out for a walk during the weekend.

Although Lin still doesn't have the self-consciousness of being a big star, he still protects the people around him fairly well.

He arrived two days later than Meng Chuqi. At that time, Meng Huaiming and Chu Qi were out shopping, and Yan Hui was cleaning the guest room at home.

Lin Jun carelessly took out the key to open the door, sat down on the sofa, and was bumped into by Yan Hui who came out with the quilt in his arms.

The two nodded their heads and said hello. They didn't communicate too much, and went their separate ways.

Lin Jun was bored playing with his mobile phone for a while, leaning on his pillow to take a nap, and smelling the smell of food wafting from the kitchen in the haze.

He yawned and walked to the door, and said to the busy people: "Your name is Yan Hui?"

Yan Hui nodded, poured the stir-fried vegetables onto a plate, and Lin Jun came over to carry them.

Yan Hui was a little surprised, and Lin Jun shook his phone, "Chu Qi is watching a new movie with his uncle, and he probably won't be back for a while, so let's deal with it."

He also turned off the fire on his own initiative, "I ordered takeaway, don't do it, and chat with me for fifty cents."

Lin Daxing’s takeaway is grilled skewers, fried chicken and crayfish, and the standard dish is peanut beer.

Yan Hui knew who Chu Qi's taste followed.

In this way, even their temperaments are somewhat similar.

The temperament of Lin Daxingxing, who had broken free from the halo, still had the temperament of a boy, which was quite different from the refined and low-key known to the outside world.

Yan Hui arranged the skewers on the tinfoil, the fried chicken was kept at a constant temperature in the oven, Lin Jun quickly opened the wine, the sound of bubbles breaking through the air

He had heard Meng Huaiming say that this person had the will to let him write a book. This is really a layman's statement, and he took it as a joke, but now it is really possible.

"Do you know the one who was on the hot search a while ago?"

Lin Jun was the first to start the chatter box, without so many twists and turns, "Chu Qi asked me, I have never seen that junior, it's just that this kind of thing hasn't happened for many years, but he jumped out of everyone's attention."

These words were really not very pleasant, Yan Hui remained silent.

Lin Jun probably understood what he meant, but he didn't have many scruples. "You are a qualified listener. No matter how unpleasant your words are, you have to wait for the other party to finish speaking so that you can continue the conversation. It's a good habit."

He took a sip of his drink: "But you don't have to engage in so many social etiquettes with me. Let me tell you the truth, I have limited perception of your mood, and don't think I will be upset. These experiences are rare for me. "

Yan Hui understood what he meant, "So..."

"I'm tired of hearing professional words. If you can't solve it, you can't solve it. Anyway, I'll come here like this. Put away your sympathy."

Lin Jun thought about Yan Hui's expression, but couldn't analyze anything, "I hope you can understand what I want to express."

"It's Chu Qi." Yan Hui raised her eyes, and Lin Jun smiled a little, "That's right, this will save a lot of trouble."

How could Lin Jun have so many boring desires to confide, saying that he wanted to ask Yan Hui to write a book, but it was all a cover.

He himself can hardly perceive the frankness of others, and his empathy is extremely poor. He doesn't even trust Meng Huaiming, let alone Yanhui.

Years of experience have allowed him to rely on clues to replace emotional commonality, so that he can pretend to be impeccable, proving that IQ can override EQ. Lin Jun is undoubtedly a terrifying person.

Maybe he doesn't even trust himself.

"Mr. Lin, what do you think of Chu He's suicide?"

Lin Jun took a bite of the grilled fish tofu, "I don't have any opinions, that's his freedom."

Due to the leaping nature of his thinking, Lin Jun also unknowingly got used to making some supplements for those who couldn't keep up: "This is just an example. Instead of thinking about it, it's better to pay more attention to social news."

"This……"

"What? You don't agree?"

Lin Jun waved the silver stick in his hand, "So this suggestion is untenable. No threshold means no screening. What is the cheapest identity now? One is a netizen, and the other is a parent. Hu also believes in blood kinship, life and death, but I can't perceive that in fact, most of the incidents are different from individual cases and group cases, there is no solution for individual cases, and there is no solution for group cases."

“But I get the feeling that Mr Lim is not trying to convey the notion of a refined egoist.”

Yan Hui poured the beer into the glass, "Individual cases are accidental, and there is nothing we can do about group cases, so we just need to manage ourselves, but the starting point of our conversation is Chu Qi."

"You should know Dr. Xu, a weirdo who likes to tattoo his customers. His situation is similar to mine, except that his starting point comes from altruism, while I am an egoist. The end of the parting is that he is now dead. I Just sit here."

"Doctor Xu?"

"I'm not sure about that. People like him are beyond the scope of you and me. Let's go back to Chu Qi."

Lin Jun shook the cup, "I don't know how you guys managed to awaken her appeal to family affection. I once thought she had lost this part."

When talking about Chu Qi, Lin Jun's gaze changed.

He seems to have really become Chu Qi's biological father, and because he has been absent from his daughter's growth for many years, he feels confused and at a loss for her transformation.

Yan Hui can understand his feelings very well.

Due to Lin Jun's self-sustaining cognition, it is probably difficult to keep people around him for a long time.

Although he said that he was very refined and self-interested, it was extremely energy-intensive to maintain such a delicate disguise, and even maintain his feelings as a public figure.

It doesn't look like he is a perfectionist, so he only has these masks for blending in.

But in essence, he can't feel it personally, it doesn't matter who else is, and Chu Qi is the relative he considers.

For her change, in Lin Jun's opinion, it would not be the result of letting nature take its course, but would be replaced by a sense of danger.

"May I take the liberty to ask? Why did Chu Qi change your point of view?"

Lin Jun twirled the skewer stick in his hand for a little while, and said with a smile, "You are quite courageous."

"Maybe I think you are not aggressive."

Yan Hui continued drinking, "In order to avoid further offenses, tell me a story, I'll listen to it casually, it won't really be written into a book."

"Even if you write it, no one will believe it." Lin Jun narrowed his eyes, "Besides, it's really mediocre."

Yan Hui observed that Lin Jun was far from being as self-centered as he described, he clearly wanted to smoke, his index finger and middle finger were slightly close together.

And there must have been cigarettes on him, but he didn't smoke, probably because he couldn't find the ashtray, and then speculated that the owner of the house quit smoking or didn't smoke.

"Someone will always appear on the trajectory you expected in life."

Lin Jun looked away, and landed on the upstream of time travel, "Let you go off the track and drive in another completely unpredictable direction, and what is the terminal? It is impossible to estimate. Is it a new world or a wall?"

"Maybe you've heard Meng Huaiming say what kind of person his elder brother is. At least in the Meng family, he is a secretive figure, but the public opinion circulating in his family is that he cheated on marriage and cheated on the male mistress, but that's not the case. "

"If he is such a person, I will not care about Chu Qi. The child is innocent, but I have no obligation to raise the child of a person who deceived me. If the Meng family does not want her, I will give her money to find someone to adopt. Absolutely I won't take care of myself."

"So he's not that kind of person." Yan Hui affirmed, "It's him?"

Lin Jun nodded, "No wonder Dr. Xu will give you a helping hand. Even if you hit the right button, you do have this sixth sense."

"Then Writer Yan, the story I want to tell will be much more boring than you imagined."

Beer and skewers, fried chicken and crayfish, Lin Jun's past is indeed not legendary, but it is far from boring as he described.

Meng Huaiming's elder brother is named Meng Feng. He has been under a lot of pressure since he was a child, and his talent is limited. It is only by personal struggle and day and night that he catches up with the so-called gifted tail of the same age.

When Meng Huaiming was born in their generation, their talents seemed to be risking their lives. The heirs of the Qin family showed their splendor among the young people in the elders' group, showing signs of a reshuffle.

This is the competition in another field. There are a lot of people who are rich and luxurious, while the new generation in the competition field will not have an easy life, and it can even be said that they are shouldering heavy responsibilities.

It is far-fetched to say that the ambitions are different. In any field, if you choose an upward path, you are destined to not live a comfortable life.

Meng Feng obeyed the family arrangement and married Meng Chuqi's mother, Jiang Yuan. After leaving his hometown, what kind of rich and powerful pleasure and humiliation actually took place.

Discouraged, Jiang Yuan confronted Meng Feng against her family's wishes.

"Did he ever want to love Jiang Yuan?"

Lin Jun shook his head, "I don't know, but if it goes well, he can indeed fall in love with this woman."

"Meng Feng had a big quarrel, I never expected such a thing to happen, but since the two are married, they should have forgotten the past, but Jiang Yuan couldn't forget it, she hated this family that used money to test her love... what do you want to say?"

Yan Hui took over the conversation smoothly: "No, although we don't approve of deliberately testing human nature, some tests are enough to prove something."

"Yes, I don't know what they talked about. Anyway, the two finally signed an agreement. After three years, the marriage relationship will be dissolved due to childbearing issues. The two parties in the marriage relationship cannot have sex."

"Sounds like a one-sided statement." Yan Hui said bluntly.

"I was outraged when I heard what he said."

Lin Jun recalled it very much, "I can't feel that kind of emotion so clearly in my whole life. I think it is very absurd. Isn't he really a scumbag who is married to an old gay and pours dirty water on his wife?"

Lin Jun raised the cup a little and then knocked it down again, "I have to say, because of the shoddy unspoken rules, the other party foolishly bubbling and mistaken the person, and I fell into his hands. Can you imagine how he was like that in the morning?" Is it because I did something to him, that kind of panicked and wronged look?"

"Looking at it this way... the two brothers are really far apart." Yan Hui concluded.

"Meng Huaiming is the right heir, but Meng Feng can't handle this at all."

Lin Jun sighed: "You foolishly showed me the wedding ring, let me wait for him for three years in dejection, do you think it was because you were afraid of being discovered? He said he didn't want to make me feel bad, he said he wanted to give me complete feelings."

"Funny." Lin Jun put the glass down heavily, splashing a few drops of wine, "I don't understand at all, how could he be so wishful thinking?"

Yan Hui lowered her eyes.

"Jiang Yuan is the daughter of a so-called reserve member of the Qin family. They started with a project and used funds as a springboard to compete for a new round of heirs. It is said that various black transactions were involved at that time. At that time, the Meng family was somehow involved. I don't know what joint happened in the middle, her father finally designed the combination of two people."

"This is too..." Yan Hui couldn't describe it, "dramatic."

"That's why this world allows me to exist." Lin Jun said: "Without a stage, I would show my true colors, and life is a stage."

"He said he didn't expect to have children."

Then this matter is indeed beyond the scope of Meng Feng's handling. He is the one who has too high requirements for the purity of feelings, and at the same time, he is severely bound by morality.

"He was given a double handle. On the one hand, it was me, and on the other hand, Jiang Yuan and his children. Before he had time to make a moral judgment, we all became threats."

"He wanted to protect a lot of people, but he couldn't protect any of them. He voted for the Qin family, so I won't tell you the details. Just think in the direction of dying."

"He sent me a recording, or better yet, last words that night."

"I haven't had a deep understanding so far, but this recording..."

Lin Jun frowned, "Do you know what he said?"

"He said sorry, if there is still a chance... If there is no chance, please take good care of that child, the name is Chu Qi."

"It's not a commemorative day. When Meng Feng couldn't bear it, he would look up at the sky, because their mother told him that everything would pass when they saw the stars and the moon. , the moonlight is clear, and the stars can be seen at night.”

That's what he meant.

Meng Feng didn't want to die, he still wanted to live, and he still wanted to bear the pressure that made him suffer.

If there is still a chance... can I walk into your heart?

"I don't have perception." Lin Jun looked into the corner of the void, "I told him that I don't understand this, but he is too stubborn, what's the benefit?"

"Besides, it's all in vain to fetch water from a bamboo basket..."

"what?"

"Nothing." Lin Jun shook his head.

What's more, something went wrong in the middle, they wouldn't have thought that Jiang Yuan hadn't given up on his ex-boyfriend... DNA was hindered by the Qin family, which also explained why Meng Chuqi was targeted, she herself is a member of the Qin and Meng families The product, the old debt entanglement involved is obscure.

"So he is stupid." Lin Jun closed his eyes.

Loving someone who doesn't know how to love, and raising a child who is neither relative nor relative, has been passive for half of his life, but following this passivity, he went all out.

She preserved Meng Chuqi, concealed her lover's name, and sank into eternal silence in the perfect vulgar explanation.

"Now you know what the seventh day means to me—"

Lin Jun raised his glass, "I have witnessed this moth to the flame, such a stupid person, 'daughter' cannot repeat the same mistakes."

"I just want to ask you, Mr. Yan, what does the seventh day mean to you?"

The Qin family's candidate group is now anxious to select a person as the banner of the resurgence, and the bloodlines scattered all over the place are gradually gathering.

The heir offered unimaginable conditions, willing to rebuild the so-called "alternative", and a new confrontation arose for a while, and mastering the blood meant having a new right to choose.

"What is love?" Lin Jun asked nonsense again in an inscrutable manner.

In the bar two days ago, Meng Huaiming looked him straight in the eye.

"For us, the seventh day of the lunar new year—"

"It's a relative."

"Love is like a moth to a flame, but also a rebirth from the ashes."

Lin Jun drank the wine in one gulp.

He got up to say goodbye, still the star Lin who came and went without a trace.

A bright moon hung high in the sky, and the mercury-like moonlight streamed down, slowly leaking from the branches and leaves, with a different kind of gentleness.

"...If given the chance, would you like to try your feelings?"

"stupid."

Lin Jun took out the lighter, but didn't press it for a long time.

Mr. Meng Feng said: "Smoking is harmful to your health. Stop smoking. You will die when your lungs get old. Why don't you drink some milk? What's the matter with insomnia all the time? I'm so worried."

"How is it possible?" Lin Jun thought.

He lit a cigarette, and the white mist melted into the moonlight.

"It's not possible anymore."

The author has something to say: Meng Feng originally had a more complicated line, but in the end it was ignored. The story between him and actor Lin is actually used as a comparison.Meng Huaiming is really a lucky boy. In fact, if Yan Hui survived in his previous life, maybe Lin Jun was in this state, regretful, empty, trying to pretend to be himself, and still had to live.But fortunately Meng got the return ticket, so he can reunite with Yan Hui~