After the white moonlight cuts the black

The temperature is rising day by day, and heavy clothes are sealed in the cabinet.

Meng Chuqi left a few pots of flowers before he left, but Meng Huaiming didn't know what kind of flowers they were for a long time.

Until one morning when I opened the window, I found that the clusters that were still green some time ago had been decorated with bright yellow six-petal flowers.

The slender branches are drawn out in arcs, and the early sun is shining, and each flower is like gold-plated.

That's Spring Festival.

When the solar terms alternate, Yan Hui has some relapses, and is bored at home all day long, and is always reluctant to go out.

The number of words in "Rongchun 3" in the document is increasing day by day, and he sinks into the structure of the story, and when he writes in a tight plot, he will spin around the room anxiously, or cry quietly on the table.

Meng Huaiming told his new psychiatrist that maybe this is not a bad thing.

He can focus on something and burn with enthusiasm, and this book will become his link with the world.

As the people around him, what needs to be done is to try not to make him feel lonely and empty when he is separated from the story.

Chu Qi sent a courier from her new home, and in the thick envelope were the scenery she took, as well as several report cards.

Will she choose this ancient way? To hide her shyness, Chu Qi is still not the girl who can speak out her achievements fluently and proudly.

But maybe she wanted to tell them in her way that she was getting better.

Lin Jun bought her a dog, and the girl from their family took pictures with the big snow-white dog on the lawn, smiling brightly.

The cities in the south have embraced spring ahead of time, and there are large patches of winter jasmine next to the girl, just like the few pots she left behind, fresh and beautiful.

Meng Huaiming had to sigh with emotion that Chu Qi was a magical girl.

Yan Hui read Chu Qi's letter with him on the sofa, and she didn't deliberately hide it.

It is rare to find a few complaints in the letter, such as the slight repulsion of her classmates at the beginning, the fact that the clothes could not be dried in humid weather, and the unaccustomed staple food.

She said that she missed the softness of the bedding after being exposed to the northern sun, and also missed her buddies, as well as uncle and brother Yan.

But in the new environment, there were also new changes. Later, she began to make friends in school.

She still has a personality, but she no longer looks so independent. Although Chu Qi wrote it like this, Meng Huaiming knew that this meant that she was also changing and growing up.

After a few months of seeing each other, the girl in the photo was different. From her eyes, Meng Huaiming was relieved to see her persistence.

Time may wear away her edges and corners, but it will not change her essence.

Chu Qi wrote a lot in the letter, including hundreds of photos.

Meng Huaiming suspected that she had sent her account book. She said that the results of the model test were very good, and she had to work harder.

I watched the movie "You Come and Me Go" with Lin Jun, and the girl next to me was crying very hard.

She said that when she got along with Godfather Lin, she found that he was actually clumsy and cute. Lin Jun seemed unable to express his feelings well, so many places seemed extraordinarily clumsy.

She asked him, because of your character, have you ever had a difficult time?

Lin Jun just shook his head, how could there not be, it's just that from outsiders, I can have everything I want, and I never knew the hardships behind it.

He said to Chu Qi that it is impossible not to have a difficult moment, and that is an unsolvable difficulty in your environment.

Why do we like to watch movies, TV series and novels, because we know that even when the protagonist suffers from betrayal, poverty, disease, suspicion, and even when everyone can't understand him and doubt him, he still sticks to his own "Tao".

But in real life, we often don't know where the "Tao" is, and we are only tortured by endless trivialities and pressure.

There is nothing that can support us to go on, but we are just suffering day by day.

But this is not the whole picture of life.

"So what is the whole picture?" Chu Qi asked in the letter.

Yan Hui was silent, and it took a long time to give an answer in a low voice: "The whole picture is that it still has a direction. The unbearable native family encourages children to become independent early, the bad environment promotes escape, and repeated social failures make people cautious. The terrible thing is to be needlessly stubborn without realizing your mistakes..."

He paused, and said with a wry smile: "Just like me, maybe since I never considered you, I just wishful thinking that what I did was right."

With the increase in the number of words in "Rongchun 3" and the warming of the temperature, Yan Hui is much better than before after repeated state.

The amount of medicine he took was decreasing, and his state of mind gradually stabilized.

He should have written part of the truth into Rongchun.

Meng Huaiming didn't read it, he promised to read it when he finished the book.

In fact, Yan Hui did not write for a long time. Except for the two trips in the middle, his daily writing volume is gradually becoming regular, and he adjusts it in his own way.

The only one who can save himself is himself.

This is not entirely true, but most of it is true.

How to live after the help of drugs or counseling, or sports and travel, supervision and regulation is ultimately your own business.

No one can be responsible for another person's life all his life. This is not a right, nor an obligation. Since the final decision is in his hands, no one should be able to decide a person's life.

But at the same time, everyone is involved with the outside world, so judgment and reflection become extremely important.

Yan Hui confessed that he lived a very painful life in the days before. He wanted to get close to Meng Huaiming, but he hated himself deeply.

They cannot say they are completely innocent in this game, nor can they blame either party.

Meng Huaiming cut a few winter jasmines, kept them in a glass vase on the dining table, and swallowed the branches by the table.

It was a small light yellow flower. He took a picture with the camera, and it was already extraordinarily beautiful without any filter.

He seized this joy and recorded his mood in the memo.

There are plots and psychological details of the protagonist that he will use throughout the book. Meng Huaiming thinks that Rongchun this time may not be so gloomy and depressing.

Even if it is difficult on the edge, there is a hint of fragrance of winter jasmine.

It is challenging for a person to suddenly face his past self or find a mistake, and not everyone can accept the correction of the three views.

Even if he knew it was wrong, he would always find various reasons to prevaricate, but Yan Hui finally gave up part of his persistence, and he would even ask Meng Huaiming about his attitude towards feelings.

Meng Huaiming deeply understands the power of language.

And now he realizes that both of them are emotionally dumb.

I always think that I can be considerate, understand enough, and even control each other, but in fact that is not the case, there are too many parts that need to be revised between them.

At the busiest time, the time Meng Huaiming could spare was very limited.

Yan Hui can understand, and all the busyness can be comprehended to a large extent.

Because the objects have common features, the busyness that has not been understood for many years, or the difference between generations, the gap in cognition, and another possibility is that there are doubts about the busyness.

During this period, Meng Huaiming mainly dealt with the affairs of the Meng family. After the internal cleanup of the Qin family, the Meng family who followed suit was not affected much. Compared with the Huang family of Zhixing Entertainment, the work he had to do here was real. not much.

Sometimes there are few opportunities to turn the tide by one person, but timing often determines success or failure. Meng Huaiming reminded Mr. Meng earlier.

Afterwards, the old man explained to him that if he hadn't said hello in advance, he would have checked the business under the Huang family.

This bad debt didn't know what it was going to be blown up to, so it attracted people's eyes.

After this incident of not changing the frame and exchanging blood, the old man had the idea of ​​resting and recuperating.

Meng Huaiming had changed his posture now, and he also carefully handed over the stall to him, but he still had to step up the arrangement.

When the Huang family was in distress, Su Yaowen approached Meng Huaiming.

He didn't want to see him again, because he had nothing to talk about, but the other party blocked his way halfway, the situation was almost similar to that of the past.

Su Yaowen's black clothes were like a funeral, and indeed brought the Meng family to a desperate situation.

Su Yaowen may use the Huang family as a reliance and a springboard, but he still can't let go of possible resources.

Especially Meng Huaiming, he let him taste the greatest sweetness, one night's scenery is too terrible candy, enough to make people addicted.

The last time Su Yaowen's whereabouts were exposed, Huang Tiantian followed him and found that his whereabouts outside the home broke down from the inside of the family, using this as a target.

Do they really care about the happiness of Huang Tiantian's marriage?Too many things need a high-sounding reason.

Su Yaowen wanted to stop his car, but as long as Meng Huaiming dared to stop, his people would take pictures. Rather than being suppressed by Xuezang like this, it would be better to make a fuss.

It is not easy to kill a star with a certain amount of popularity, but it is not difficult to actually execute it.

The hacking of the whole network is not a death, but an opportunity, and if it is silent for many years, it is no different from death.

Exposure is nourishing moisture, so wither and disappear, not everyone can rejuvenate after a winter.

He is still inextricably linked with the Huang family, so he has to leave a way out for himself.

Meng Huaiming did not stop.

He knows what it means to park, and he knows that not everyone needs to take pains to explain and be thorough.

If you understand it, you are still indecisive, and if you can't break it, the result is hurting yourself and others.

Both he and Yan Hui believe that there will be enough sincere feelings in the world, which are consistent from the starting point to the ending point.

But they're not one of those, at least in real life.

Neither did they.

There are too many books that teach lovers how to manage love and family skills, but the theory is far from practice, and the long-term relationship only tests the sincerity.

The older generation says that all love will turn into family affection, and young people would rather end this relationship than live a life without love. There is no contradiction between the two.

The backs of all contradictions are the two sides of light and shadow. Family love is peaceful love, love is the burning thing of sincerity, and there are only two kinds that can go to the end, mutual tolerance and torture, mutual tolerance and sincerity.

Chu Qi’s letter said that there are five students in her class whose parents will divorce after their college entrance examinations. Three of them chose to hide it, but the children noticed it, or they knew it already, or found out about their parents. Sign the agreement.

She said that the words we read are full of hand in hand, but the real face is always hideous.

Yan Hui wrote back to him, this is the mission of writing, and it is also a real responsibility.

One night, Yan Hui lay down early and couldn't sleep for a long time.

He began to express his inner thoughts.

I also began to really think about looking back, not repeating the same mistakes, but going backwards.