"When most people talk about time, they talk about passing away and accumulating. In fact, no matter how a person becomes, it has nothing to do with time. Only choices matter.

In my life, I have made many bad choices that have caused me pain and sometimes despair.

I think you are too.

Just like last night, when I was washing dishes in the kitchen, I heard you entered the bathroom again, but didn’t close the door, so I knew you had a stomach problem again. We already have such a tacit understanding. When you want to solve the pain alone, give If I keep the door, it doesn't mean I'm being turned away.I continue to wash the dishes, the sound of water can't cover the sound of your retching, you are paying the price for your wrong choice.

me too.

Only washing dishes at this time is the price I have to pay.

For a long time, I dare not ask you if you have any regrets, but I think you do. You have had many choices, but you chose the worst.You chose me.

I have no way of knowing whether my compensation is effective, because I have no way of knowing how beautiful the future will be for you behind those correct choices.

I only know that you are my most beautiful future.

Speaking of which, we have known each other for 15 years. I only learned one thing in these 15 years, which is how to make you not dump me, but you have learned a lot.I still remember when it was popular among boys in high school to roll up the trouser legs of school uniforms, you couldn’t do that, because rolling up the trouser legs would make your calves turn white, not only unfashionable, but also painful to look at, but it’s different now Yes, you have learned many ways to wear clothes, and they are all handsome.

You also learned to fight, you learned to pout your temper, you learned to speak at premieres, you learned to sign autographs for fans who occasionally recognize you, and yes, you learned to make|love.

You have become very different, but when you look at me, through your eyes, I can still clearly see the old you, you still retain all your original things, your sincerity, your anxiety , you still hesitate to speak occasionally, you still like to keep your head down most of the time, the rigor you use the electronic scale when cooking and the impulse when you have a flash of inspiration when you hold the mirror are all the same as before.

You asked me whether I loved you in the past or you in the present, and I didn't know how to answer.

The past you and the present are both you, or I love the past you without knowing it, or I love you no matter what you are.

Any answer sounds like sophistry.

I'd rather it be a thorn than a quibble.

How long has this thorn been between us?do you remember?I don't remember anymore, I just suddenly remembered how to answer you.

Tian Jing.

I love the way you travel through time.

Happy birthday my love. "

Over the years, Tian Jing has made six films, some of which were well-received and some of which were well-received. Although he has not made a film that he thinks he has no regrets in this life, as long as he continues to make films, there will always be a day when he and Sheng Zhaoliang went to see the movie he was about to release, and when he found that the theater was still full of people, he suddenly realized that he had already realized his dream.

He and Sheng Zhaoliang have also been together all the time, quarreled, but never mentioned breaking up again. They are very compatible, and there are always endless topics to talk about. They are also preparing a movie that they will cooperate with, just like preparing for the exam back then. Study together, get excited about the consensus, and quarrel over the disagreement.

Bai Ai came out this spring and stole the first headlines of the year. He also said that he had a lover, but he didn't intend to reveal it. In fact, it was because the school hired Ren Yaoju back to teach again. He was worried about causing trouble for Ren Yaoju.But Bai Ai always ran to school, and even went to Ren Yaoju's class, everyone understood.

Fan Fan and Gao Bing ended their long-distance relationship for more than ten years and finally got married. Gao Bing has a new worry recently, which is how to coax Fan Fan to have a baby after coaxing her to get married.

As for Rong Yu, he has been popular for three years. After Bai Ai came out, his popularity has declined. Among actors of his generation, he is the most popular for his acting skills.But it seems that he has also encountered some twists and turns recently. There are rumors that he was adopted, and the person who adopted him was not Director Tian who brought him out single-handedly.

There is also Yu Su, he is still an actor, he is not popular, he is often bad-mouthed, but he never left.

Time passed like this, so Tian Jing was 30 years old in the midsummer of this year.

Tian Jing has always hated Xia Tian, ​​​​it would make him sweat a lot. Later, he lost weight and didn't sweat much, and he still hated Xia Tian. Only then did he realize that what he hated was his own birth.

But birthdays have to be celebrated, not to mention that there are a lot of people around him clamoring to celebrate his birthday and thank him for his birth.

He received the letter from Sheng Zhaoliang at the noisy birthday party. In fact, the letter was pressed on his bedside table, and he wanted him to read it at night, but Tian Jing was pushed into the swimming pool by Fan Fan, and his whole body was soaked. When I went back to my room to change clothes, I found the letter.

He was holding the letter paper, and when he read the last sentence, there was water dripping on the paper, he didn't know if it was tears or water from his hair, it didn't matter, it was all the same, anyway, he was crying.

At this time, Sheng Zhaoliang looked over in a panic, seeing him holding the letter paper, he smiled helplessly.

"You read it."

"Yeah." Tian Jing nodded while crying.

Sheng Zhaoliang went over to help him wipe away his tears: "A 30-year-old man still loves to cry so much."

"Me too, I can't help it." He sobbed.

"Then cry well and go out later." Sheng Zhaoliang pressed his head on his shoulder, hugged him quietly, stretched out his hand to stroke his back, heard him cry for a while, and said to him, "Tian Jing, I love you."

"I know." Tian Jing said.

Then Sheng Zhaoliang's hand touching him stopped, and after a while, Tian Jing felt Sheng Zhaoliang's nose buried into his shoulder, and his shoulder became wet in a short while.He didn't expect Sheng Zhaoliang to cry too, and wanted to push him away to have a look, but Sheng Zhaoliang held him still, and he couldn't push him away either.

"It's the first time you told me, you know." Sheng Zhaoliang said hoarsely,

Tian Jing was stunned for a moment before he understood the meaning of this sentence. His shoulders were wet and warm, which made his heart sour.

"I know, and I love you."

He kissed Sheng Zhaoliang's cheek, and suddenly remembered a line from the movie they were about to start shooting. He leaned close to Sheng Zhaoliang's ear and read it out.

"If this moment is the last shot of my life."

Sheng Zhaoliang laughed.

"That will be mine too."

【End of text】

The author has something to say: Afterwards, there will be one or two stories about Sheng Zhaoliang’s feelings for Tian Jing in high school and the sugar after the two of them

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