When he was five years old, Tian Jing’s wish was the ice cream set bought in the small supermarket at the gate of the community. His mother said it was expensive, but there was a durian-flavored ice cream in it. He had never eaten durian.

At the age of 12, Tian Jing's wish was a set of Wong Kar Wai's DVD, and the local video store only had pirated copies.

At the age of 16, Tian Jing had no wish, he had a dream, and the person who gave him the dream was by his side, he felt that half of his dream had been realized.

At the age of 20, Tian Jing thought of durian ice cream, Wong Kar Wai's DVD, and director's dream. He looked at his fat face in the mirror and thought of another thing.

He didn't tell anyone, and never showed, that from the moment he understood the "fat boy" nickname given to him by his kindergarten mates, a more solid, veiled desire ran through his life.

Sometimes he would wish to forget the wish and pretend he didn't care.

He wishes he wasn't fat.

If he was better looking, at least not fat, he would not look so stupid, cowardly, and humble, maybe his love for Sheng Zhaoliang would not be so abandoned.

However, 25-year-old Tian Jing seems to have received Sheng Zhaoliang's love. They parted and reunited. Tian Jing sometimes felt that he had received Sheng Zhaoliang's love, and sometimes felt that it was an illusion. Sheng Zhaoliang sympathized with him and cherished him, but he would not love him. .

Because he is fat.

How much influence does appearance have on a person?Most of the time, 99%.

Tian Jing has been a top student since he was a child, but his classmates will not remember this except when borrowing notes, and even the teacher will often forget it; Tian Jing is a kind person, but except for those animals he has rescued, he will not remember it. Some people remember that he is kind; Tian Jing cooks delicious food, but few people like his food, they vaguely feel that if they eat it, they will become like him; Tian Jing is also very talented, but apart from Ren Yaoju and Sheng Zhaoliang, such a huge In the film school, with such a huge film circle, no one even discovered him.

99% of people only remember him as a fat guy, an unsociable, cringe-like, fat guy who looks like he's easy to bully, and what's the source of his bad personality?It was still the excess fat, churning in an inescapable vortex in his life like a vicious circle.

The remaining 1%, the inseparable family members who allow his life to maneuver in the vortex, the friends who grew up together so understand all of him, the mentor who appreciates his talent, and only approach him because he is regarded as a rival in love His kind boy, they don't care about his appearance, they can see his heart, and they are willing to accompany him.

Family and friends take 1% of the 99%.

And love is the most stringent, love is from the eyes to the heart, love has vigorous desire and the influence from the solid consciousness of society, love is not a family affection that never leaves, love is not a tolerant friendship that can even demonstrate virtue through tolerance, Love is the sum of all scrutiny and calculation.Everyone talks about the three views, but ignores the fact that aesthetics is also an important proof of a person's existence. Even if one is tempted for a second, aesthetics will have 99 seconds to pick and choose, and it is like a light cord, constantly pulling red lamp.

Tian Jing always feels that Sheng Zhaoliang may not even know that he loves Tian Jing for a second and turns on the red light for 99 seconds.

When those red lights make damage and shock come, Tian Jing becomes less precious.

It was cruel, but Tian Jing, a 25-year-old lovelorn, figured it out.

So at the age of 26, after countless struggles, when he saw Sheng Zhaoliang's handsome self even with healed eyes, he finally let go.

Let go of that solid but hidden desire that has been throughout your life.

He is no longer a fat man, and it is time for him to say goodbye to that fat man. He sympathizes with and misses himself, but if he stays with that fat man all the time, even if he has the appearance, self-confidence, and dream, he will still not change his mind. Dare to have love.

After all, being fat has a 99.9% impact on love.

Sheng Zhaoliang didn't know that when he found it again and kissed Tian Jing ecstatically, Tian Jing was crying in his heart, and that fat and round Tian Jing disappeared crying.

But he will find out someday.

On that day, he will use up all his energy for the rest of his life to find that fat, round Tian Jing and tell him...

tell him.

Tian Jing opened his eyes, and there was a sag on the pillow next to him that was still warm. He propped up his body, and the bruises left a few days ago still hurt a little, but they were much better.

He listened quietly for a while, and sure enough, he heard a noise downstairs. It was Sheng Zhaoliang who was making breakfast.

Tian Jing lay down again, rarely being lazy, and wanted to appreciate the happiness at the moment.

He was with Sheng Zhaoliang again, and Sheng Zhaoliang would come to live here from time to time, and it had developed into a semi-cohabiting relationship.Sheng Zhaoliang is several times gentler than before. When cooking and cleaning, whether it is Tian Jing's work or his own work, he always runs to Tian Jing's side with his laptop, unwilling to leave for a moment, as if he is a different person.

Tian Jing is just the opposite. He is very satisfied, but also satisfied a little casually.He will no longer be like the past, as if holding a thread behind his neck, tense and restrained, now his thread is loose, lying down on the spot, enjoying the bath of love comfortably.

This feeling is so fresh.

Everyone will have an addiction to eat marrow and taste, and Tian Jing is a little addicted now, like the first day of love.

"are you awake?"

Tian Jing turned his head on the pillow, and he saw Sheng Zhaoliang standing beside the bed. Seeing his satisfied face, Sheng Zhaoliang felt his heart move, so he lay down on the bed and leaned over.

"Get up and eat?" Sheng Zhaoliang said in a warm voice, his fingers unconsciously hooked Gou Tianjing's pajamas.

Tian Jing turned around and looked at Sheng Zhaoliang, both of them were ready to move, Tian Jing felt that something was wrong, so he got up quickly.

"Eat and eat."

Sheng Zhaoliang followed obediently.

Although semi cohabitation, but they did not do it again.

Sheng Zhaoliang didn't dare, even though he would intentionally procrastinate to stay while washing the dishes, he still didn't dare to go to bed with Tian Jing lying warmly next to him.It is almost a miracle to reunite with Tian Jing. After he fully realized that he had completely lost Tian Jing, he is not stupid. Who would not cherish a miracle?Inertia will not.

If he still treats Tian Jing as he was used to before, thinking that Tian Jing should revolve around him, and push Tian Jing down semi-forced like they did the first time, Tian Jing must be in a different mood now, and Sheng Zhaoliang himself He felt that Tian Jing was too thin and weak. He used to pinch two hands when he was happy, and he felt good in the hand. Now he dare not touch it. Living together, seeing how little he eats, seeing how sometimes he still feels sick to his stomach when curled up on the sofa, Sheng Zhaoliang is so distressed that he bleeds, he doesn't dare to force him at all, he only dares to tickle him when he sleeps next to him Finger, after hooking, he had to wait for Tian Jing to fall asleep and go to the bathroom. He didn't dare to let Tian Jing know that he was holding back. He was afraid that Tian Jing would soften his heart and get used to himself.

As for Tian Jing, just like the kiss they got back together, Tian Jing also knows now that if he doesn't take the initiative, the two of them will really sleep under the quilt. It's not that he has no desire, and he doesn't dare.

Faced with his thin body, Tian Jing spent a long time adapting to it during the recovery period of the operation. He was afraid that Sheng Zhaoliang would not adapt to it. He was like a newcomer, and he had to face Sheng Zhaoliang with a new self.

And deep down in his heart, he was afraid that Sheng Zhaoliang would prefer his current body.

Farewell is farewell, and he doesn't want to bury his past self yet.

In the blink of an eye, two months have passed since this kind of aggrieved life, and the two of them have begun to get used to it.

Tian Jing started preparing for a new play, Rong Yu was on the starring list, and Sheng Zhaoliang exploded.

At first it was a quarrel, and Sheng Zhaoliang was cautious for two months, but after all, his nature is hard to change. When he was extremely angry, he looked very indifferent. When Tian Jing saw his face, his heart was mostly cold, and the feeling of trembling in the past returned. up.

Tian Jing even forgot that this was his home, hurriedly grabbed his coat and left.

As soon as the door was slammed shut, Sheng Zhao's conscience was shattered. He felt fear crawling up, completely forgetting how angry he was last moment, and hurriedly chased him out.

Needless to say, Tian Jing should have gone to Fan Fan's house, but Sheng Zhaoliang woke up the disheveled couple in the middle of the night, but he didn't see Tian Jing. Rongyu?

Tian Jing was not that unreliable, Rong Yu knew that he almost cried to death after reuniting with Sheng Zhaoliang, he didn't dare to make trouble, he bought a plane ticket overnight, and flew to find Bai Ai and Ren Yaoju.

Tian Jing and Ren Yaoju hadn't seen each other for a long time, and after sitting down for a chat, Tian Jing decided to stay and discuss with Ren Yaoju more. I reported the coordinates and said that I would go back in a few days.But Sheng Zhaoliang couldn't wait, he was still wary of Bai Ai, he always felt that he was a kid who could wink at anyone, so he hurried after him.

Tian Jing had no choice but to live in Bai Ai's house if there were more people, so he had to go out with Sheng Zhaoliang to open a room.

Two fresh-blooded youths whose bitter love ended, lay innocently on the same bed for two months, but couldn't stand the 36-hour farewell, and finally something happened.

Sheng Zhaoliang was flustered and insisted on pestering Tian Jing, and Tian Jing also got angry when he was pestering Tian Jing, and he was panting from the kiss. Sheng Zhaoliang tentatively took off Tian Jing's clothes, but Tian Jing did not refuse.

When Tian Jing's body was exposed in front of Sheng Zhaoliang without any cover, Sheng Zhaoliang's eyes were complicated, mixed with desire, pity, guilt, and a hint of surprise.

Tian Jing knew it would be a surprise, so he kept avoiding it.

He didn't want to be a surprise, just like he never thought of taking advantage of this surprise to get revenge on Sheng Zhaoliang when he still hated him.

He suddenly felt like a piece of emptiness in his heart.

"How do you like it?"

Sheng Zhaoliang raised his dark eyes, and there were still many impatience in them.

"Sheng Zhaoliang, do you like me?"

"I like it." Sheng Zhaoliang leaned down and kissed him stickily, "I love you."

"The old me, or... the present?"

Sheng Zhaoliang stopped.

He was cold all over.

He knew there was a problem between them, but he didn't expect it to be this one.

On that day, he will use up all his energy for the rest of his life to find that fat, round Tian Jing and tell him...

tell him.

"I love the way you travel through time"

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