Hey, where is my knife?

Question: In the case of domestic sunfish in vinegar tanks, how to embody the most tenacious will to survive in the same cage as the former chicken and rabbit, on the front line of life and death?

Ji Kai's attempt was to decisively take out his mobile phone - of course he dared not report the situation truthfully.If this is reported truthfully, I'm afraid Weidu will be so worried that he won't be able to sleep at night for half a month?

First sent a message to Qi Yang.

Sheep, SOS, be sure to wait for me at the airport to go with me!

That plane had already flown an hour ago, so I can only hope that he will see it on his phone when he lands.

"Brother Ling, Brother Ling!"

The [-]th-line follower actor Ning Zhen ran over from the economy class to fulfill the professionalism of a younger brother before taking off, to see if the elder brother had any orders.

The OS in his heart is: Heh, drinking and singing for most of the night last night, followed by a long-distance flight, I wonder if this grandson will vomit until the world collapses later?

I deeply remember that at the wine table at night, Zhu Ling got drunk and blurred with alcohol, and used the old lover's talk about his song, his dream and perseverance as a talking point, showing off to everyone over and over again.

At that time, all the staff cared about the eyes of the mentally retarded, watching a wounded man who was about to die with arrow holes all over his body, talking and laughing without knowing what to say while swallowing blood, it was a huge disaster scene.

In other words, Xinhuan Shenqian has a high psychological quality.From the beginning to the end, he watched coldly from the sidelines without changing his expression, much more calm than his predecessor Ye Yan...

"Wait Brother Ling, why didn't you sit with Little Brother Shen?"

And, the one next to him looks a little familiar.

"Sister-in-law—uh, no no, Kai, brother Kai? Okay, long time no see. I often see you on Prosperity Live recently, haha, how come you two finally reconciled?"

But, isn't it?

As soon as he turned his head, across the aisle, Shen Qian was on the other side, and he gave him a pale look.The man put on the blindfold and stretched his legs, and put on the mute earphones without hearing anything outside the window.

Experts in the world and the world, learn from you!Ning Zhen: "Hehe Brother Ling, if there's nothing else, I'll go back first?"

"Wait a minute," Ji Kai called to stop him, very seriously, "Can you change seats with me? You know each other, and it's convenient to chat when you sit together."

Ning Zhen: "Uh, no, brother Kai, I'm in economy class!"

Ji Kai: "Actually, I quite like the economy class. Let's change it. You're welcome."

Ning Zhen: "Hehe Kai, you are getting better at joking."

Ji Kai: "Really, let's change it." Saving a life is better than building a seven-level pagoda.

Ning Zhen: I was wrong. Those who won’t be popular on the [-]th line should not break into the first-class cabin, please let me go!

……

The plane took off, and the time was stretched extremely long.Ji Kai was restless, and decided to watch a favorite movie—"The Truman Show" in order to divert his attention.

However, as the plot of the story begins to develop, the hero gradually discovers from some extremely small and almost inaudible doubts that the "perfect world" he thought was happy and peaceful is all a lie.

This plot... No matter how it feels, it is full of ridicule.

Taking a peek from the corner of the corner of the eye, Zhu Ling didn't change his expression, and was seriously watching with him!

Fortunately, the stewardess delivered the ice cream in time and quickly pushed the small screen up.Bow your head again, where is life not dull, a small cherry and two mint leaves on the ice cream, this shape...

Zhu Ling: "This is exactly the same as the signature ice cream at the tea shop you often go to."

Ji Kai: "..."

The big star over there poked the soft cream by himself, and a flash of nostalgia flashed in his eyes: "I went to that store a few times later with other people, and every time I recommended this ice cream to others, I talked to everyone over and over again. People emphasize 'really delicious'."

"But when the spoon is put in the mouth, the taste is always very general, not as classic as I remember at all. After thinking about it, it may actually be very ordinary."

"This kind of thing happened more than once or twice."

"When I go to Hong Kong for filming, every time I stay in a hotel in Tsim Sha Tsui, the Victoria Harbor is right outside my door. But I always feel that the night view of Victoria Harbor is not as beautiful as that of Pudong, which is not worthy of the name."

"Until that time, on Christmas three years ago, you flew over to accompany me. I took the Airport Express directly to Central, and I picked you up at the ferry, and we took a night cruise together with colorful lights. The cheapest That kind, from Victoria Harbor to Hung Hom, costs four Hong Kong dollars per person.”

"On that day, I suddenly felt that Victoria Harbor was very beautiful. The harbor was romantic and neon bright, and it was more like a fairy tale world than any other place in the world."

"Ice cream, only the time you took me to eat it was particularly delicious."

Ji Kai finished his meal in two or three bites, turned a deaf ear, and just stared at the long list of "Passengers Notice" printed in front of the seat.

I found out after reading word by word, huh?It turns out that there is also a fully enclosed small partition between the first-class couple seats!Can be lifted and lowered freely, and not bothered by being invisible to the surroundings?Say it earlier!

Immediately making an excuse to go to sleep, the small partition hula-la rose ten centimeters, and Zhu Ling directly held it down.Stewardess: "Sir, slow down, beware of pinching your hands!"

"Brother Kai, wait, wait a minute. I want to show you something."

Ji Kai was exhausted physically and mentally. He watched the big star stretch out his arms, half of his body weight directly pressing down on the partition.A few strands of hair dyed with silver fell from the ears, and the diamonds around the ears twinkled.

The four eyes met, looking at his black pupils, and they were serious.

It's even a little vague, and the corners of the lips are not curved, which is completely different from the usual silly and unclear normal state.

……

The PAD screen lights up, and a slideshow of photos slides across.Ji Kai gradually frowned at the familiar scene.

Familiar streets with red walls, I walked across the stone arch bridge for the first time when I was a child.It was my sister who used to like this small bridge the most, and would take pictures under the willow trees beside the small bridge every year.

A few years ago, I heard that the river embankment was being rebuilt and all the historic sites were torn down and rebuilt. I thought the small bridge had been removed long ago.Is it still there?

That year, Ji Kai left his hometown to go to university, and in the next ten years, Ji Kai never went back to the small town in the south of the Yangtze River.

... dare not go back.

I always feel that as long as I don't go back, that small town will be a gentle dream he sealed up from now on.There are bright balconies, curling smoke, a warm home and family, and everything he once cherished.

Zhu Ling carefully stared at the slight emotional changes on Ji Kai's face.

When we are together, I always feel that I am busy with work and have no time.More than a year after they separated, they took a three-day leave with Sister Tong, and went to the small town that Ji Kai mentioned before with their bags on their backs.

Didn't have any purpose.

It was just because one day I had a dream, in which the time suddenly returned to three years ago, when I opened the door, the smell of vegetables smelled, Ji Kai's voice came from the kitchen: "On time, the food was just cooked!"

At that time, it was only normal.After weeping through the quilt, I realized how precious it is.

After waking up, I bought the first high-speed rail.

Want to go shopping.Take a walk through the streets where Ji Kai walked when he was a child, and take a look at the place where he went to school when he was a child.See with your own eyes what the tall fig tree looks like when the fruit he mentioned hangs on the branches of the red wall, touch the willow tree he climbed by the river, and look at the small embankment where he fished.

In the vague impression, there is an address, but I didn't expect to find it.

Even the location of the dry well in the yard was exactly as described by Ji Kai.

Looking up, there is a window frame with peeling paint on the second floor, and colorful stickers are pasted on one side of the glass. Ji Kai said that it was pasted by his sister, and there will be rainbow colors through sunlight.So later he bought a rainbow generator at home, saying that he likes that kind of light hitting the table.

Sitting by the well was a skinny old man basking in the sun, shaking his cane: "Don't look, that family has long been deserted. It's unlucky for the family to be ruined."

Zhu Ling turned his head, dazed, and sat down by the well with the old man.

That one sitting, I sat from noon to dusk.

……

"Brother Kai, why didn't you tell me what happened in your family and what happened to your sister. Why, why didn't you tell me about such a big thing?"

"We've been together for five years. If you told me, even a little bit, I would definitely, definitely not—"

"Sorry, I want to change seats." Ji Kai turned his head and pressed the service bell with his last calm.

"Economy class is fine, anywhere, I really can't sit with him, you can change me anywhere."

The stewardess bowed slightly, with an apologetic expression on her face: "Sir, I'm really sorry, our flight today is full."

"Brother Kai?" Zhu Ling was anxious, "Did I say something wrong again? I don't mean anything else, I just..."

The wrist was held, and Ji Kai shook it off almost violently. The two of them tussled and tugged several times in front of the embarrassed flight attendant, and finally they couldn't take it anymore.

"Can you stop being so stupid?!"

Zhu Ling let go in a daze, his shocked and aggrieved eyes were still complaining—I just wanted to apologize, I just wanted to apologize, I didn't mean any harm, why did you...

Yes, of course Ji Kai also knew that he had no malicious intentions.

But the bad thing is that in this world, it seems that no one can be innocent and "have no malice".

Back then, with the virtue of my brother-in-law, why was my sister so stupid and didn't leave early?

It’s not because that person happens to be especially good at swearing, awakening, and repenting. With sincere apology and good behavior for ten and a half months, he behaves like the best husband and father in the world, and then repeats his old ways again and again.

If a person is utterly bad, utterly wicked, and utterly outrageous, no one will sympathize with him anyway.

The most terrifying and hateful thing is this kind of person who is sometimes good and sometimes bad. He is forgiven again and again and then gets worse. It is hard to guard against.

……

Raising the baffle, the independent space seems to isolate the whole world.Lying down blindfolded, completely overwhelmed by some terrible emotion.Three hundred meters above the ground, but lonely as if in another universe.

I also know that this is a bit of anger, and it may not be fair to Zhu Ling, but what can I do?

I can't control him anymore, and I'm completely in a mess.Missing the little puppet at home like crazy, wanting a hug.

It would be nice to be able to hug him right away... When he was at home, Ji Kai liked the way Li Weidu took the initiative to crawl into his arms the most.Showing him all the fragility and grievances made him feel so distressed and so cute, he really wanted to pamper and love him as much as possible.

But it seems that it has never happened once, and he stretched out his hand and said, "Weidu hug me".

Among the large group of friends, Ji Kai met Zuo Yan relatively late, but he hit it off the most.Zuo Yan concluded that, in the final analysis, we are very similar - gentle and mature, without edges and corners.Stay calm and look invulnerable.

But they are very clear about each other, and they have already pulled out the simple, paranoid, crazy, unreasonable, and things that can be broken with a single blow.

It is not easy to get hurt anymore, so you will be very handsome. It is time to break up casually, and it is time to divorce with a smile.

[Actually, sometimes I really hate those people who turned me into this. 】

[Why am I so unlucky, I always meet people unkindly.Every time I intend to surrender a little bit of sincerity, reality will immediately slap me hard. Later, I just stay in the shell and never come out again. It is efficient and safe. 】

[Actually, I was not like this before.Really, Ji Kai, you have never seen me when I was young, and there was a single stupid stage where I would die because of a word from the person I liked, but what happened later... Suddenly, a dead pig is not afraid of boiling water. 】

Playing cards together that day, chatting about all the crazy things in Li Weidu's house, Zuo Yan smiled with a cigarette in his mouth, and there was a little envy in his eyes.

【Brother Kai, you are luckier than me. Don’t tell me your sincerity. Give him both your liver and lungs, and he can also put them away for you and protect them well. 】

[Speaking of which, your guy is the real 'warrior', right? 】

He was obviously wounded all over, but he didn't cultivate a round shell.Still naive, fiery, and unreserved, directly handing over the richest and most delicate emotions, expectations, and desires to another person.

yes……

The semicircular glass cover necklace became the only spiritual comfort at this moment.

Respectfully caressing the small glass shell filled with sand, the brows were still frowning, but the corners of his lips slowly smiled with relief.

I was so lucky to find him, and suddenly I no longer felt sad or excited anymore.In this world, I met such a super-healing person. Even if I was separated by the Pacific Ocean, I could still think about him and calm down.

After going back, let's become softer, and occasionally act like a baby with him.

Give it all to him and rely on him even more than before.

……

When the plane landed, as soon as Ji Kai turned on his mobile phone, he first sent a text message to Li Weidu that he had landed safely.

It was almost four o'clock in the morning Beijing time.I made an appointment to go to sleep without waiting, and contacted again the next day, but Li Weidu called within minutes.

"You!" Angry and heart-warming, "Why don't you keep your word at all?"

"I'm not disobedient." The voice over there was sleepy and hoarse, "I did sleep, really, I slept soundly all the time. I set the alarm at four o'clock and woke up to wait for you, just right, Guo Maomao also You are in good spirits, the little thing always comes out at night, come on, Maomao says hello to Dad!"

The hedgehog's cry... is actually very indescribable.

It doesn't look like an ordinary creature, but it looks like the kind of plastic toys I played with when I was a child. After being squeezed, it makes a few "cheep" and "cheep" sounds.

"...Okay, okay, don't tell me, you know how to take care of yourself, so rest assured and go to sleep. Okay."

Waking up in the first-class cabin is really not tiring at all. Open the shade on the side of the aisle, and the afternoon sun in San Francisco outside the cabin is shining brightly.

"Well, I know, I miss you too. When I get to the hotel, I will video with you, Weidu, I love you."

On the other end of the phone, Li Weidu hung up the phone blankly.Then the whole person fell on the bed, looking at the gloomy sky in winter where there was still no twilight.

How can I sleep like this... He said "I love you".

Never, never said it before, okay?

Ji Kai has always been like this.There is no problem at all when flirting or even flirting. Dirtytalk is also good, but it happens to be "I like you" and "I love you".

Li Weidu is not too demanding, and he is content to be able to eat, eat and sleep with the big bear every day, so it doesn't matter whether he talks about it or not.

Although, Yin poke still really wants to hear it with his own ears someday.

As a result, he had already said it just now, so he said it so casually!Very natural, very comfortable, he himself...doesn't he realize what he said?

But no matter what, Boss Li is infinitely touched, happy, satisfied, proud, and overwhelmed.Holding the little hedgehog and the little thing to show off a lot of things, and finally rewarded a mealworm meal.

Beside Ji Kai, Zhu Ling secretly rested one hand on his stomach under the stall, with a calm expression.

I drank alcohol last night and ate ice just now, it hurt so much.

Then he gritted his teeth like this for more than ten hours, and no one felt distressed or rubbed him.From being wronged at the beginning, to thinking about many things over and over again and crying silently, to now my heart is ashamed.

I still have to listen to Ji Kai gently say "I love you" to others, giving all the tenderness that was given to him before to others, unable to refute.

The last trace of luck in my heart, in fact...was completely shattered on that day by the well.

If it were him, or any normal person whose family members had gone through such a heart-wrenching incident, they would never give those who betrayed them a chance to do it all over again in this life.

And after that, he still made a wrong step, left him to go to South America, and blamed him when he came back... Looking back on the two years of his life, Zhu Ling realized that he had done all kinds of stupid things, and even ran into South America. The root of the wall feels that they are still deceiving themselves.

Really lived up to Ji Kai's last sentence of "silly B" who couldn't bear it.

……

After turning on the short-term jet lag mode, Mr. Li decisively became a video-addicted patient.

He knew that it was hard work to record the program, and he didn't want to be too disturbing, so he made an appointment to turn on the desktop computer at home and the computer camera in the hotel, chat when he had time, and work and live when he was not free. .

Controlling voyeurs is considered a life satisfaction.

Don't turn off the video, you can watch the baby bear sleeping every day, and you can't get tired of watching it all the time.

And Ji Kai is also very caring, even leaving the hotel during the day to shoot, and will fold him a little mouse, duckling, etc. in a towel and put him on the bed, so that he doesn't feel lonely.

Of course, even with these things, I still miss him very often.

After taking a shower at night, drying my hair in front of the foggy mirror, I can always think of the seductive look of that person lying on the bed lazily urging "Are you all right?"

Under the dim light, the bathrobe revealed his strong and sexy upper body. He dragged his cheeks, and the fine hair that hadn't been blown dry covered half of his eyes, and he didn't flick them away. His eyes were gentle.It feels like the whole world is so soft.

When cooking and cutting cucumbers, it is easy to think of the day when I was caught doing "cucumber face dressing" for the first time in my life.

Obviously find it novel, and want to try it, but resist in various ways for the sake of face.Then he was pushed down, and the thin cucumber slice was pressed against his face. Ji Kai clearly said that he was not allowed to smile when he pressed his face, otherwise he would get wrinkles, but he deliberately teased him beside him.

Even going to the supermarket to buy things is a memory along the way.

Every time Ji Kai walked halfway, he always complained, "It's so heavy that I can't carry it".He would be fooled every time, took the initiative to take it, and then was pushed against the wall in the next second, holding a full bag in his hand, unable to resist, being resisted and kissed.

……

In the past two days, I've gotten used to Ji Kai waking up, and it's just late at night when he should be sleeping on his side.

Gradually it became a habit, Ji Kai sang a bedtime song to coax him, and after listening to it, he obediently went to sleep contentedly.

But on the night when I got the custom-made ring back from Lu’s house, I was so excited that I couldn’t sleep, and I was afraid that Ji Kai would be worried, and even more afraid that he would see through the clues of the proposal, so I hid under the quilt early in the morning and covered my face and pretended to be asleep. I looked at the details of the ring with the flashlight of my mobile phone, and I laughed secretly.

"Weidu, are you already asleep?"

Ji Kai's voice was very low, seeing that he didn't respond, he let out an "um" in satisfaction.Then, facing the microphone, he said "what" softly.

When he brushed off the quilt, Ji Kai was no longer in front of the computer.

Li Weidu sat on the bed blankly, his heart overflowing with softness - because that person tried with a gentle voice, thinking that he was really asleep.

So that kiss was not meant to make him happy, let alone expect him to know about it.It's just pure liking, pampering without any purpose, the tenderness that wants to kiss you whether you know it or not.

Perhaps, when we were together, there were countless kisses like this.

When he didn't know it, it fell on the sleeping cheek, and every stroke was love.

……

On the day I went to get the custom-made ring from LU's house, I was given an invitation letter to the brand jewelry appreciation meeting.

Li Weidu felt that it was okay to go, after all, this was a proposal ring, and he would have to buy a pair of wedding rings at that time, and he would have to give away many, many rings on anniversaries in the future.Go to the exhibition first to see if you can meet someone you like.

Qi Yang is in the United States, and Wei Xuan is busy in the shop.In the end, he went around and somehow brought Lawyer Zuo as his male companion.

Zuo Yan: I heard that the red wine at the exhibition is dry red Shiraz from Australia and black pearl caviar from Russia. Thank you Mr. Li for your support.

The LU home exhibition is really extraordinary in style, and all kinds of political and business celebrities and successful people are invited. This is a rare opportunity for Lawyer Zuo to solicit business. Loud head, professional eloquence, likable, and a crowd of suits and ties quickly mingle.

"Lawyer Zuo, who was that just now? You talked for so long."

Although Li Weidu is not good at communicating with people, he still has a little bit of photographic memory.As the eldest son of the Li family when he was a child, now as the boss of Prosperity, he also attended many such receptions and banquets, and he could match the names of many people present.

Only occasionally, there will be one or two relatively new faces.

"Don't mention it, Sega's new chairman, Du Changji, is the brokerage company that Zhu Ling signed a while ago. This man is quite shameless, he is clinging to his wife's family property, and now his wings are hardened, and he wants to divorce and divide the property and ask me if I have any There is no good way."

After the last incident where Zhu Ling's "inferior artist" wanted to withdraw from the contract, Li Weidu had also seen the difficulty and insidiousness of that company.

The chairman looks to be in his forties, he looks well maintained, and he is barely handsome, but he just looks like he is scheming, coupled with Zuo Yan's description just now, and what he calls him is just like his father. "Changji" is probably not a good thing either.

Zuo Yan: "Wait, wait, Mr. Li, I seem to see someone I know! Lao Zhou, is Lao Zhou you?"

There were quite a few security guards in the corner of the scene, all of them wearing uniforms and no badges.One of them was a gentle-looking young man with "Zhang XX" written on it.

But the person looks familiar, Li Weidu felt that even if he would admit his mistake to Ji Kai's childhood friend Zhou Yi'an, a policeman, Zuo Yan would not follow suit.

"Officer Zhou, have you changed your name? How did you become a security guard?"

It was rare for President Li to make a joke, but Zhou Yian didn't laugh.Pulling him over and whispering something in his ear, Li Weidu's gaze towards the center of the venue also became sharper.

"Mr. Du. Let me introduce." Zuo Yan walked over with the wine, followed by Li Weidu, "This is Mr. Li of Prosperity Technology. You have cooperated before."

"It turns out that Mr. Li is so young! I have admired you for a long time."

"You're welcome, Chairman Zhou of Sega...has known his name for a long time."

Li Weidu looked at the man, saw a trace of astonishment in his eyes, and then smiled: "Wrong call. It's the chairman of 'Du', look at my memory, I'm sorry, you knew me before People are very similar."

"Brother-in-law".

After hiding for so many years, you finally see the light of day again?