Hey, where is my knife?

(Note: In this chapter, brother Kai's line was flashbacked for 1 day. Some little angels didn't pay attention and caused confusion. I would like to remind you. "The next day" Mr. Li was discharged from the hospital before the live call.)

Humans usually have a not-so-good habit—when persuading others, they can always be clear-headed, articulate, and speak without back pain while standing.

But when it falls back on itself, it tends to fall back into the vicious circle of "bystanders are clear and authorities are obsessed".

……

After leaving the hospital that day, Ji Kai took the bus back to City S alone.All the way to the glass window.

The bus twists and turns between the mountains and forests.The mountains at the end of summer should be full of greenery, but this year's autumn cold came too early, and the layers of forests have been quietly dotted with light red and deep yellow, colorful, like a scroll of oil painting.

Ji Kai looked out the window, thinking of the winter of the second year of marriage.

Zhu Ling was filming in a city in the north.It was already determined that they would not be able to go home for the New Year, but the production team ended the production ahead of schedule.At the end of the Spring Festival, air tickets and train tickets were already sold out, but Zhu Ling wanted to go home, so he bought a [-]-hour long-distance bus ticket.

Ji Kai felt sorry for him, but he couldn't hold back his persistence.When he drove to pick up someone at the passenger station in S City on New Year's Eve, he thought that his baby must have been exhausted and haggard from the long-distance work and long-distance work.

It can be seen that when seeing people, Zhu Ling is full of energy.

The star pupils twinkled, handsome as usual, glistening together with the drops of melted snow on the fur collar.

……

[Baby bear, you don’t know, I sat all night and one day, and saw a lot of incredible scenery! 】

【I saw heavy snow covering the sky like goose feathers. It was several hours along the way. It was not dark at one or two o'clock in the morning. The whole world was reflected by the white snow on the ground into a light pink. 】

[There are persimmons hanging on the bare trees on the side of the road, which is the kind of vicissitudes in the north. There is no leaf, but the momentum is extraordinary-the car drives and drives, and the snow starts to decrease. To the south of the Yangtze River, the snow has completely melted, and some trees are even green. 】

[I was so happy at that time, I couldn't even sit still! 】

[Thinking that with every bit of green, you can get closer to my baby bear.When we arrive in S City, spring will surely bloom!In the end, hahaha, even though S City is very cold today, you came to pick me up, Baby Bear, and you even brought a coat. It’s so warm, and it’s great to be alive!I am so happy! 】

All the way home, Zhu Ling grabbed Ji Kai's wrist while driving, excited like a teenager.

I asked him if he was tired, and he said no.Saying yes is like a spring outing when I was a child, full of anticipation, that journey was not a tiring journey at all, but the sweetness of missing for twelve hours.

[And finally, I saw you, didn't I? 】

[Brother Kai, Baby Bear, I’m back to accompany you for the Chinese New Year. 】

【I miss you so much. 】

……

Every detail of that day is still vivid in my mind - Zhu Ling's voice, laughter, breath, and the faint smell of cologne on his body.I still remember my heart filled with tenderness and sourness when I sat beside him and silently listened to his excited description.

For a lifetime.

In that moment, there was no hesitation, no doubt.

Zhu Ling, me and you, we.It used to be as good as a dream.

If you finally met true love after marriage.You can just tell me to let go.

I will be sad, but I will sincerely bless you—everyone has the right to freely choose what they want to be happy.However, there should be absolutely no greed for wanton love while being greedy for the warmth of home.

Lack of greed is easy to be condemned by God.

He took out the remaining half of the paper from his chest.Handwriting is illegible, some have been illegible.But it doesn't really need to be identified, anyway, after all, it just constitutes a "scumbag" written in capital letters on the back of the paper.

Scum.Ji Kai never thought that one day he would use this word to describe Zhu Ling.

Describe the young man who was as dazzling as the sun, loved music, was persistent, and had dreams in his eyes.

……

Take out the key, turn it, and unlock it.

But it's just two nights.There was an unusually quiet and strange atmosphere in the whole house.

As if predicting the end of some kind of song in advance, all the things that symbolize warmth, such as the warm small round stool, the small orange wall lamp, and the big soft pillow, are lying coldly and pretending to be dead.

Xiaoyan is upstairs now, at the home of the "godfathers", and should have just had lunch.The child is so energetic that he never needs to take a nap.I haven't seen him for a few days, but I really miss him.

However, Ji Kai couldn't pick him up.

Can't let him know that he's back.

His eyes glanced over the neat window sill, the frosted glass bookshelf, and slowly landed on the combination desk where the computer and printer were placed.

Open the drawer.

Inside lay an old mobile phone quietly.Dark, seductive, like Pandora's box.

Half a month ago, August [-]th, the wedding anniversary.

According to the usual practice in previous years, Ji Kai will definitely slaughter pigs and sheep in advance, prepare a sumptuous meal, and then spend about a week planning gifts and surprises.

But unfortunately, before the wedding anniversary this year, a series of disturbing incidents happened—the little goblin came to knock on the door, Zhu Ling's mother had appendix surgery, and Li Weidu also came to the door.Ji Kai was overwhelmed, and finally had no time to think about gifts, so he had to buy a new mobile phone for Zhu Ling.

Zhu Ling is a digital control, but he is very happy.After the old one was replaced, it was left in this drawer.

……

Ji Kai never turned over Zhu Ling's phone.

Ashamed to say, this has nothing to do with high-level issues such as "respecting the privacy of the other half".

It's purely about having 100% confidence in your own charm, thinking that even if you work in a place where there are so many small flowers and grasses, who can compare to Lao Tzu's good figure, bursting hormones and super good looks?

As a result, for three whole years, Zhu Ling was not overwhelmed by all kinds of glamorous bees, waves and butterflies.

But the sword took a slant, and abducted a small white chopped chicken with sesame oil.

As long as you find someone who is handsome and has a better temperament, you can compare me to him at a glance, and I will respect you as a man!

Xiaobai Zhanji, are you kidding me? !

……

Charge and wait patiently.

After a few minutes, the old phone automatically turned on.

Ji Kai has never checked Zhu Ling's cell phone, but he has the right to check it at any time - he has the fingerprint lock and knows all the passwords.Zhu Ling said, "Baby Bear can watch it anytime he wants." Originally, Ji Kai never thought of exercising this right, but fate tricked him.

Isn't it?All of a sudden, we reached the moment of "no tears if you don't see the coffin"!

Rationality raised his nose and sneered: Who was it that day that he said that he would not scrape again after scratching out a word of thanks?No, is it still cheap to come back and continue to shave?

Ji Kai was also wondering if he was sick.

It's all come to this point, and there is still a glimmer of hope that it hasn't been completely strangled.

In case, everything is just a misunderstanding.

In case, Ye Yan is really a big fan of Lei Nanyu, desperately begging Zhu Ling to get him a portrait, but Zhu Ling just reluctantly made a favor.

Ha ha.What kind of classes do you still do research on? Just change your career and become a screenwriter.

……

I clicked into the communication software and looked around, but I couldn't find the head portrait of the obtrusive little rabbit.Frowning and thinking, ah!Opening the blacklist, the rabbit boy was lying there impressively.

Really dragged black, did not pull out? !

Liberate the little white rabbit from the blacklist, huh, huh, immediately find a large amount of chat records.

It's only three months, and there are more than 700 pages.Ji Kai remembered that he also had crazy message chats with Zhu Ling.That was five years ago and they were just in love.

……

As a man with a gentle smile and always wearing a gentleman's demeanor, Zhu Ling is a typical "heart-to-heart" who enjoys the sweetness and romance of love.

Although it also loses its kidneys, it is not the type of wild dog that only loses its kidneys and eats ugly.

Therefore, there are no unsightly pictures or conversations in the chat history.

It's full of witty kneading and sweet teasing -- the little wolf dog who always wags his tail and stretches his paws in front of Ji Kai, actually dutifully plays the role of a gentle, powerful and affectionate President Xiaoyan in front of Ye Yun The image, acting online as always, strictly fulfilled all the obligations and plots of "the domineering president is in love with me".

Daily teasing, flowers, gifts, car pick-ups, surprises, greetings, and frequent and forceful "no this, no that".

Not to mention, Zhu Ling really didn't dare to control Ji Kai's smoking on weekdays.

I don't know if it is lucky or unlucky compared with the goblin?

Turning up a few pages casually, Zhu Ling sent the little goblin a lyrics, "Starlight in the Palm of My Palm"——

This is embarrassing.The same lyrics, the same omnipotent method of pasting and copying, Zhu Ling, do you only know this trick?

The little goblin is also quite brain-dead, he actually believed what people wrote to him, and even replied with long paragraphs of flowers, stars and emotions, a typical idiot who was cheated and gave money to the number!

Didn't you fucking read the lyrics carefully?

"Three years ago, that summer night", that summer night three years ago!Was there you at that time?According to the records in your space, you are repairing your fairy face in Magic South Korea, right?

Ji Kai sincerely regrets it, he shouldn't have watched it. It's not enough for "Baby Bear" to be tarnished, but also to ruin the summer night of the honeymoon?Zhu Ling, I'm fucking you!

Three years ago, at the border of Nepal, at the foot of the Himalayas.Because the air is clear and less polluted, the entire night sky is bright and clear.Xia Ye lay in the tent, and the two watched the stars all night.

Zhu Ling stretched out his hand and said, Brother Kai, look, the stars are reflected on my palm.

……

That night in the hospital ward, Ji Kai helped Li Weidu warm his stomach out of sympathy.Zhu Ling was about to explode with rage, grabbed him and asked with aggrieved face, "How can you hurt others the way you hurt me?"

Only state officials are allowed to set fires, and the people are not allowed to light lamps-a huge irony, a black hole-like irony.

What's more ironic is that the fingers are out of control. This is definitely the obsessive-compulsive disorder infected by Li Weidu. If ordinary people accidentally dig up the bones, isn't it said that they will quickly bury them and plant flowers on them?

Why did he desperately want to continue digging to see if he could still dig out a burial pit for thousands of people?

In the end, he really got it.

Following the chat records, I found the closet. Under an unused expensive black top hat, there was a thin invoice.

LU's high-end jewelry private customization.A diamond ring, engraved with words - 'Y.forever'".

The billing date is the previous month and the delivery date is the next month.

Y.Both abbreviations are Y.

Ji Kai also has a ring, but his wedding ring is platinum. After all, men marry men, so there is no reason to propose with a diamond ring.So, congratulations to the little goblin for finally having something that he doesn't have the same style of, and playing new tricks with Zhu Ling that he hasn't tried before!

In his pocket, the phone with a broken screen rang at the right time.

Zhu Ling's call didn't come early or late, and the timing was so precise that it seemed telepathic.

Ji Kai discovered that really, under certain circumstances anyone can be a best actor.The voice that answered was extremely calm, without questioning, let alone hysteria.

"Brother Kai, didn't you say you wanted to see me yesterday?"

"..." I completely forgot about this one!

"It's okay, it's okay, brother Kai! I wanted to say, but you don't need to come here."

"..."

"The terrain here in C City is low, and the highway is flooded, so it's not safe. You just stay at home and spend more time with Xiaoyan. Don't tell us that our son was really cheated by the couple upstairs. Anyway, I will go home the day after tomorrow. I miss you so much, you stay at home and wait for me obediently, huh?"

The voice is as gentle and sweet as ever, and such a divisive and shocking character design makes people sitting by the window in the sunset laugh dumbfounded.

He could even imagine how softly and bonelessly the little goblin beside Zhu Ling was clinging to him at this moment.If I was still as big-hearted as before and insisted on going to visit the class without winking, I'm afraid it would be really embarrassing.

"Baby bear, what's the matter with you, why don't you talk?"

Ji Kai wanted to talk.He also wanted to dutifully cooperate with Zhu Ling's performance, but he couldn't say "I miss you too", no matter what.

"When you come back, Zhu Ling, I have something to tell you."

"What's the matter Kai?"

"It's okay, let's talk about it when we come back."

There was a low laugh, and the voice was a little weak: "Why are you so serious all of a sudden, baby bear? Don't scare me!"

Ji Kai also laughed here - I really didn't want to scare you.

That day, I stabbed you with a knife on the table to scare you, and drew the knife to threaten you not to go to the goblin to scare you. This time... I want to scare you, but I'm not in the mood anymore.

In this world, the reason why so many bitter couples are arguing vigorously, yelling and crying, uttering decisive words relentlessly, accusing and beating each other to be mad, is mostly because they still have hope in their hearts.

I also want to fight to win or lose, right or wrong, right and wrong, so that the other party cares about my efforts and feels sorry for my difficulties.

But now, he will never take chances again.

"The time I really left, there was no storm. The door was closed quietly."

……

……

"Divorce? Why do you want a divorce! Don't you just pack Zhu Ling and send it to the little goblins outside? Delay! If the enemy doesn't move, I won't move, and if the enemy moves me, I still won't move! Waste! Use them to death and disable them , Explode the damn thing!"

Friend's BBQ.Private rooms, beer, skewers.

A large table of persuasives looked at the surgeon Li Mingxin as if they were insane.

"What are you looking at! Am I wrong? Why does Ji Kai want to be so virtuous and send others up? If you want me to say, drag them to death! Drag them to death!"

"Xinxin, what bad idea did you come up with?" The shopkeeper Yingjian served the roasted lamb loin, "You want Brother Kai to kill eight hundred enemies and lose one thousand?"

"One life for two lives! It's worth it! If it's me, I'll have a hard time! The rest of my life will be dedicated to fighting these two bastards to the end! Let the wild mandarin ducks never have peace!"

The people at the table were speechless, silently lighting a piece of wax for the little bastard sunflower painter in his family.

"Xinxin, I heard that you have been chasing Nan Yu for 20 years. Is it... If you can't catch up, you plan to die for the rest of your life?"

The surgeon's glasses flashed white: "Nonsense, what else?"

Damn, it's scary!

"Xinxin, you are...you don't want to lead our brother Kai astray if you take a detour and bump into the south wall! What's the point of fighting with scum? Brother Kai, you must put your attitude right. Don't waste your precious time on the bitch, you definitely deserve better!"

Dr. Li rolled his eyes, raised his head and drank half a glass of beer: "I'm just too angry... Hey, that Gargantl over there, marriage law is your strong point, right?"

On the opposite side of the table, Lawyer Zuo Yan, who was drinking mutton soup fans, put down his bowl.

Regardless of his appearance, he is a partner of a well-known gold medal divorce law firm in S City.

"Preserve the evidence, and quickly negotiate a divorce." Zuo Yan has always spoken concisely, and cut to the point, "He is a celebrity and married in secret, and he definitely doesn't want to make a scene known to everyone. The situation is very favorable to you, so just tell him to come out." household."

"Clean up and leave the house! Yes, tell him to clean up and leave the house! Don't be cheap, little vixen!" The crowd at the dinner table immediately became angry and cheered.

Ji Kai blocked one ear and leaned closer to Lawyer Zuo: "Zuo Yan, actually what I want to ask you is..."

Zuo Yan: "In principle, it is also possible to divorce first, and the property will be divided after the divorce. But it is best to finalize it before the divorce, so as not to have long nights and dreams, and in the future he will turn his face and deny anyone."

"no……"

"If you want me to represent you in a lawsuit, it's not impossible. But first of all, my fees are very expensive. I can give you a discount, but I can't give you a free one. Everyone wants to earn a living I hope you understand that."

"Second point, Zuo Lv's golden signboard can't be smashed because of him. If we join forces, we must kill Zhu Ling recklessly. All the evidence of the chat records and rings you mentioned must be given to me, At that time, it will be submitted to court, and then apply for the release of the house record, and there will be solid evidence that he will go bankrupt and ruin his reputation."

"It's just Brother Kai, that little white-eyed wolf was bought by you when you sold houses, cars, and housework. You tried your best to buy it. Destroy it with your own hands. Don't be soft-hearted when the time comes."

Ji Kai blushed: "Actually, what I want to ask is about Xiaoyan!"

"If you want to snatch the child, it's not that you can't do it." Lawyer Zuo pushed his glasses, "You guys go through the adoption procedures together. From a legal point of view, you and Zhu Ling are both the child's guardians, as long as you can prove that you are more mature than him." Suitable for raising Zhu Yan..."

Ji Kai was very helpless: "The child belongs to someone else. Although the parents are gone, grandma and other relatives are still alive. I can't snatch it no matter how I like it."

"..."

"I'm just worried. Xiaoyan's parents died early, and it's hard to have a family. He is so willing to trust and rely on me. Now you want me to tell him that the family is broken up, and that he will have no one in the future. I'm helpless, how can you tell me?"

"Stop," Lawyer Zuo interrupted mercilessly, "Ji Kai, I'm sorry, please think about yourself first."

"..."

"People are 'self' first, and then they are part of an intimate relationship. At critical moments, you must be a little selfish and think more about yourself-this may not be in line with the current universal and hypocritical values, but it is the truth .”

The owner brought roasted shiitake mushrooms, roasted rice cakes, and roasted leeks, and commented by the way: "Hey, Gargantl, it seems that the nut wall has been eaten a lot in the past few years. You have a lot of valuable life experience?"

"Don't forget, I'm a divorce lawyer."

"There are examples of this kind every day—'for the parents', 'for the children', and 'for the responsibility' to maintain a relationship, take a lifetime of happiness, and finally drive myself to collapse, depression and even cancer, and finally figured it out. I have seen too many situations where it is too late. Numerous facts have proved that if a person cannot love himself first, it is impossible to love others well.”

"So Ji Kai, you should know what to do."

"..."

Ji Kai was stunned.The heart seemed to be suddenly pierced by a bright light through the skylight, and it suddenly became bright.

"Even if you love that child very much, even if in the future you may have to face the sad situation that he doesn't understand you, hates you, and even doesn't want to see you anymore. However, this is not your fault, it is Zhu Ling's responsibility, and the consequences will be endless." It’s up to you to bear it. Just do your best and have a clear conscience. If you really can’t, just remember.”

"The fate between any person is the same. Sometimes there must be a hit, and there is no time to force it."

The neck was strangled, and the arms and chest were rubbed and patted. A group of gay friends got up one after another and squeezed over one by one from left to right to give physical comfort.

"Brother Kai, no matter what you choose, we will support you."

"Like you didn't leave two years ago, we despise you for a short period of time, and we continue to support you!"

"So don't be afraid, don't worry about the future. Everyone will always be your solid backing, always there when you need it."

"If you want to accompany him to call anytime, if you want us to beat him, you can say nothing! Three years of blood earned the death penalty."

Ji Kai has no family anymore.

Fortunately, the friends are still close friends.He is loyal and meaningful, and is willing to drink with him when he is sad, advise him, and scold the world's heartless dogs together.

……

……

Originally, Ji Kai never thought of uniting with the Friends of Friends Group to deal with Zhu Ling.

After all, one person does one thing.

No matter how angry you are, no matter how much you think about the last family violence, you can't just bully Zhu Ling's embroidered pillow because you have a group of relatives and friends who know a group of 1.8m tall men in the gym.

But people are not as good as heaven.

After drinking that night, a group of people cheered and cheered to send Ji Kai home.

After entering the house, a group of demons danced wildly, did a series of logical or neurotic things with the help of alcohol, and then fell asleep on the bed, sofa, floor, or bathtub.

When Li Weidu called Li Weidu and woke him up the next day, everyone was stupefied.