Hey, where is my knife?

The prelude to the song "Dear" sounded slowly.

Zhu Ling broke free from Ye Yan's grip on his hand, switched professions and smiled: "Director Wang is me. Yes, yes, I understand, I'll be there right away."

"Sorry, I really have to go."

"Zhu Ling! Wait a minute!"

The big star stopped, but didn't look back.Ye Yan bit her lip with a pale face, and tremblingly dialed Zhu Ling's number.

Zhu Ling's mobile phone has been replaced with a new one, so it should be very easy to use, at least there is no problem in answering other people's calls.

At least until this moment, Ye Yan was unwilling to admit that it was only his number that couldn't get in.

"Did you change your number? Or did you block me? Did he force you to do this?"

The deserted corridor was so quiet that the sound of dripping water could be heard.

"But Zhu Ling, why do you listen to him? You love me, don't you?!"

Tick ​​tock, like blood falling on the ground, clamoring unwillingly.

"Didn't you say that being with him is just a habit? That day at the beach, you admitted that you have always liked me since you were 17 years old! You said that you have not forgotten me for so many years, and that our reunion was ' Fate's arrangement'!"

"Are those words lying to me?"

Zhu Ling finally turned around slowly.

Sunlight came in from the floor-to-ceiling glass windows covered with grass on one side of the corridor, making half of his body stand out in the bright light, while the other half was submerged in the shadows.The whole person looks handsome and mysterious, making it difficult for people to see through and understand.

"Ye Yan, there is something... I told you very clearly from the beginning, right?"

The voice was cold and rational, almost as if it came from a cave.Ye Yan shuddered, obviously he was a very familiar person, but at this moment he looked strange.

"I will never get a divorce."

"..."

"Yes, but why?"

"I don't understand? Zhu Ling, why did you spend your whole life with someone you don't love?"

"It's not a matter of love or not." Zhu Ling's voice was steady, as if he was narrating an unimportant matter, "You must know that Ji Kai and I are not only registered for marriage, we also have a son. I and He is running a family together, it is not as easy as simply falling in love."

"I..." Ye Yan sighed, "I can also help you raise your son."

"..."

"I can also run a family with you."

"You told me about Xiao Yan. I can understand that it is not easy for you to take care of him. I can raise him with you! I promise to do better than that person. Even if you don't want me to work again, quit entertainment immediately Circle me too!"

"Zhu Ling, I don't want anything else, I just want you. I just want to be with you!"

The thin figure was scorched by the strong sunlight through the window, and it felt as if it was about to melt.

When Ye Yin reached this step, she already felt like she was standing on the edge of a cliff.

Faced with the strong wind at the bottom of the black hole, all the chips were placed.What future, self-esteem, everything is lost for love.He thought that Zhu Ling would be moved by his sacrifice.

Unexpectedly, only the man chuckled in exchange.

"It really doesn't make sense to you."

Do not……

Why... what's wrong?

It was so good a while ago, wasn't it?

Obviously lying on the big snow-white bed in the hotel half a month ago, Zhu Ling carefully measured the thickness of his fingers with his fingers, saying that he wanted to order a diamond ring representing love for him on his birthday.

Why did everything change all of a sudden without warning?

"Zhu Ling! Zhu Ling, wait a minute!"

Ye Yin chased after her, panting so anxiously that she almost fell down.The moment his legs stumbled, fortunately he grabbed Zhu Ling's arm.Even so, his knees were still black and blue on the cold marble floor tiles.A bunch of little deer eyes were immediately stained with tears of grievance.

right.It must be...it must be that I am too naive and ignorant.

He will be angry.

Yes, it must be so!

"I understand, you don't want a divorce! I understand!"

"It's all my fault! I shouldn't have knocked on the door, and I shouldn't have called you on your wedding anniversary. Zhu Ling, then I, will I be good in the future? I will be a lover who doesn't fight or snatch, and I won't Is it okay to have unrealistic expectations of any kind?”

"It's all like this... Isn't it okay? I just want to be with you!"

"I have liked you since I was 16 years old and from the first time I saw you. I was so many years earlier than him! He was lucky and I recognized him. I won't rob him, I will fulfill him! But, just give it to me Can't a little love do it?"

The more Ye Yan spoke, the more aggrieved she became, feeling like she was about to be drowned in tears.A sigh echoed in his ears, and when he opened his eyes again, Zhu Ling frowned and squatted down in front of him.

He seemed to be in a dilemma. The sun hit the hair he combed carefully with pomade, reflected the small diamond studs on his ears, and reflected the brilliance of the star pupils.

"Xiao Yan, people like me...why bother?"

"Look at me carefully. I'm no longer the person you liked in high school."

"I've changed a lot. You're still as pure and simple as you were back then, but I've become a terrible, asshole, and hopeless adult."

"..."

"I never told you, right? The year I met Ji Kai was the lowest point in my life."

"My father just passed away, and my mother became crazy because of the blow. My career and life are in a mess. I use alcohol to numb myself all day long, and my whole person is completely useless."

"After meeting Brother Kai...it was he who believed in me unconditionally when I had nothing. He took out all his savings, even sold the house, supported me and encouraged me all the way, and only then did he cheer me up."

"I am what I am now, and Zhu Ling you see today."

"Obviously I thought about it at that time. When I become popular in the future, I must repay him twice, love him, treat him well, and give him and Xiaoyanhua all the money I earn."

"But, when I really became popular, but..."

Zhu Ling seemed to be stunned for a while when all kinds of memories from the past surfaced, and then shook his head.When he raised his eyes again, his eyes had returned to a cruel calmness.

"I've already done something wrong, and I can't make the same mistake again and again. I don't want to break my promise and continue to wrong him."

"..."

Ye Yin's thin body shook.

Her lips trembled slightly, and the brilliance on her face and eyes gradually dimmed until she disappeared.

"It's okay to wrong him, but it's okay to wrong me, right?"

"..."

"So, you and I... just for fun? To you, I'm just a pastime when you're bored?!"

"Xiao Yan, I'm sorry for you."

"Don't touch me! Zhu Ling, you liar! I don't believe it! You obviously love me! Huh... your body when you hug me won't tell lies! You obviously love me!"

Her slender wrist was pinched, and her eyes were blinded by the sunlight.

Outside the window, a lot of pigeons fluttered, and the bell of the chapel rang softly.Again and again.

"Yes. But our timing is wrong, you know?"

"It's so wrong! I already have him, I already have a family! I have to be responsible to him and to my family. The two of us... have already missed it, and it is already impossible!"

……

The bells faded away.Ye Yin sobbed a few times as if he couldn't breathe, and lowered his head as if resigned to his fate.

Already... missed it?

With a sigh, Zhu Ling's slender fingers gently stroked the young man's golden hair.

"Xiao Yin, people like me really don't deserve your love."

"We... don't meet again in the future. Forget about each other and cherish the people around you, okay?"

……

The hallway was dead silent.

Ye Yan was still kneeling on the cold ground alone, Dou Da's tears kept falling down in grievance.After a while, he raised his head, and dialed a number with trembling hands with red eyes.

The long busy tone finally picked up, the voice was lazy and sleepy: "Hey, little leaf? You really know the time, do you know what time it is in the United States now? It's three o'clock in the morning!"

"Woo... woo woo... Qianqian... woo, Zhu Ling wants to break up with me."

"How did that happen?"

The bed creaked a few times, and the young man complained helplessly: "Did I teach you the rhythm of dating before? Who told you to go to bed with him so early without listening to me! It's all right now, it's easy to get I really don't cherish you anymore, do I?"

"Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu..."

"Okay, little leaf, don't cry! Didn't you say you get along well last time?"

"Our matter...was noticed by his family, and he wants to choose that person now. Hey, Qianqian, what should I do? We finally meet again, I don't want to break up with him!"

"Yezi, I'm going back to China next week."

"Woo...huh?"

"Maybe I won't leave when I go back this time. Don't worry, I will be by your side in the future, and I promise that there will be a way to get Zhu Ling to divorce and stay with you obediently."