cheap stand-in

"Do you still remember what you told me back then? It seems that you don't remember. You told me at that time that you couldn't fall in love with me even if you died. What's wrong? It's only been three years, so you forgot Are you clean? Come and tell me now, you are coming to love me, do you see that I have worked hard for so many years but can’t ask for it, or do you sympathize with me and pity me?

But it's such a pity, I don't care anymore now, I don't need your love from Lei Jinyan at all.When you told me you didn't love me back then, didn't it feel great to see me sad and desperate?I will return those words to you right now, Lei Jinyan, in this life, even if I die, I will never love you again, and there will be no relationship between us. "

Tong Sheng gritted his teeth and said the last words, then turned and left without even looking at Lei Jinyan.

This time he is really going to leave. He has done a lot of mistakes because of begging for so many years, but from the moment he steps out of this door, all of this will pass.

Lei Jinyan stood there with a pale face, and Tong Sheng's words just now echoed in his mind. He said that he no longer loves himself, he will never love himself again.

It was as if someone had ripped open my heart, and it was so painful.

Suddenly, he covered his heart and squatted down slowly. The hand holding his heart kept exerting force until finally he felt his entire stomach turning continuously. In the end, tears rolled down the corners of his eyes——

Tong Sheng drove the car back from Banyue Bay desperately. He knew that no matter how fast he drove, it might be too late to go back, but he just thought that even if there was still a little hope, he would try it once. .

When he finally parked his car on the side of the road and wanted to go upstairs, he found that Mu Haohui was already standing at the gate of the community.

Hearing the sound, he turned to look at him, the cigarette in his hand was still burning, and his face was fuzzy.

Tong Sheng stared at Lei Jinyan with wide eyes, watched him throw the cigarette on the ground, and also saw a dozen or so discarded cigarette butts on the ground.

Tong Sheng just watched like this, and after a long time, he gradually understood that no matter how he rushed back, it was already too late, Mu Haohui probably waited here earlier than he imagined.

it's too late--

He stood there for a long time, and then slowly walked in front of Mu Haohui.

His lips turned white, and after wriggling for a long time, he said softly: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry—"

He didn't know what else he could say other than this sentence. Apart from the three words "sorry", he had no words to express his current mood.

In the end, he didn't even dare to look at Mu Haohui's face.

He lowered his head and squatted slowly on the ground, silent tears dripping down his cheeks, wetting the ground.

This man is really good, he has always known that he really likes himself, there is no doubt about it.

How much he hopes that they can really go to the end, but now it seems that it is probably impossible!It is really impossible.

But I'm really not reconciled, why can't he always get what he wants?

Obviously more than anyone else, he hoped that he could get love, but he didn't expect that he still won't get anything in the end.

The more Tong Sheng thought about it, the sadder he became, and in the end he couldn't control himself, crying loudly.

But at this moment, to his surprise, the person who thought he was going to leave squatted down and hugged him in his arms.

Hugging so tightly, as if afraid of losing him.

"Why didn't you tell me? Didn't I tell you before? No one can bully you anymore, even Lei Jinyan. If he dares to bully you again, I will beat him mercilessly. Why don't you trust me?"

"I'm sorry, but I'm afraid, I'm really afraid, you'll despise me." At the end of the talk, Tong Sheng himself was sobbing.

"As long as you are still willing to let me take care of you, then I will never dislike you in this life, so when you encounter things in the future, don't suffer in silence. I am your man, then I will not allow anyone to hurt you."

Tong Sheng didn't speak any more, just hugged him tightly.

……

As Lei Jinyan's special assistant, Chen Yi not only has to be serious in his work, but also has to be thorough in his life.

Every morning, he would inform Lei Jinyan of the day's itinerary in advance. If there are changes in the middle, it is better to prepare in advance. Generally, if he sends the itinerary, Lei Jinyan will reply to him no matter what. It is the tacit understanding that they have cultivated through working together over the years.

But this time when he sent the itinerary, he didn't get the news he should have, which made him very puzzled, and then he just called him directly.

However, the phone rang for a long time and no one answered it. This rarely happened, which made him a little worried.

Later, instead of going to the company, he went directly to Half Moon Bay.

Others don't know, but he does know that the boss's favorite place to go is not the apartment with Su Linfan, but this villa in Half Moon Bay.

In the past, he didn't know why the boss was so obsessed with staying in this villa. After all, there were too many villas under the name of the boss, and there were even several manor houses.

Half Moon Bay is actually not the best, but this person stays here almost all year round.

Later, slowly, he guessed more or less, maybe all this has something to do with Tong Sheng!

Yes, it was the reason that no one could believe, he was because of Tong Sheng.

When Chen Yi drove to Half Moon Bay, he accidentally found that the gate of the villa was not closed. He thought it was an accident, so he got out of the car quickly.

Then he saw Lei Jinyan lying on the sofa in the living room.

At this time, Lei Jinyan just leaned on the sofa quietly, staring at the ceiling with his eyes open.

Chen Yi really thought that something happened to him, so he took a step forward and called out, "Boss?"

After several seconds, Lei Jinyan raised his head and looked at him blankly.

To be honest, this was the second time Chen Yi saw his boss like this. He was completely different from his usual shrewd and omnipotent appearance. Instead, he looked a little fragile, as if he had suddenly endured an unacceptable blow.

Chen Yi hesitated, and hurried forward, shouting anxiously, "Boss? What's wrong with you? What happened?"

Lei Jinyan shook his head, then muttered to himself, "He said he doesn't love me anymore, he doesn't love me anymore, what should I do? Chen Yi, what do you think I should do?"

Such a nonsensical sentence is really puzzling, but after following him for so many years, Chen Yi guessed it all at once.

"Has Young Master Tong been here?"

"But he left again, he won't come again in the future, obviously he said it himself, he no longer intends to love."

Lei Jinyan inserted his hands into his hair as he spoke, as if pulling his hair with great strength.