cheap stand-in

Tong Sheng smiled, that smile was so sarcastic, "You don't allow it? But do you really think that as long as you don't allow it, I will obediently be manipulated by you? Do you think that as long as you threaten Mu Haohui? If you look at me, will I submit again and again?

Originally, I really didn't dare. For so many years, I have been running behind you in pursuit of my love, but what have I gained?I got nothing and gained nothing, but lost everything.

In fact, I have been asking myself, why is it so cheap?There are so many men in this world, can't I find a good one, should I just keep pestering you behind like this?I didn't figure it out before, it's true that I was too persistent.

Now I suddenly figured it out, I can't go on anymore, I can't be so trapped by you and never get out.Mu Haohui is really a good man, although I can't fall in love with him now, but I will always fall in love with him in the future, but I think when everything is known to him, he probably won't like me either!

But I can't be coerced by you all the time because I'm worried about being known by him, otherwise my life will be hopeless, right?Besides, even if I don't go back today, will he not know?He is so smart, how could he not know?Always something to know, so why wait later?

Let's make a break today, I will make a break with you, mine and his.No matter what the ending is, it will always be better than now, Lei Jinyan, I am sorry to tell you that you can no longer threaten me. "

Tong Sheng said, with a relieved smile on his face, that smile told Lei Jinyan very clearly that he was not joking, he really didn't want to have anything to do with him.

Suddenly all the unhappiness accumulated in his heart disappeared. He should have made this decision a long time ago.

Tong Sheng smiled at Lei Jinyan, then turned around without hesitation.

That resolute back made Lei Jinyan frightened for a while. Before he could react, he had already rushed out and grabbed Tong Sheng's shoulder, "Don't go, you can't go."

Tong Sheng lowered his eyes, anger was constantly fermenting, "Up to now, you have no reason to threaten me, Lei Jinyan, I will not stay any longer."

As he said that, he wanted to pull his hand away, but at this moment, Lei Jinyan hugged him very suddenly, so tightly.

"You can't go, you can't, Xiaosheng, you can't go, as long as you don't go, I will promise you everything, I will promise you anything you want, I will give you everything I have, if you don't like it If Su Linfan is not, then I will send him away and never show up again. From now on, it will be just me and you, just me and you, and I will never lose my temper or be angry with you again, is that okay?"

Tong Sheng let him hold her, and sneered for a long time, "Lei Jinyan, do you mean to tell me that you plan to love me from now on?"

Lei Jinyan hugged him, his eyes were a little dazed, and he kept murmuring, "Love, love—"

After struggling for a long time, he finally made up his mind and said firmly, "Okay, as long as you want, I will satisfy you. If you want me to love, I will love you."

Hearing what he said, Tong Sheng laughed suddenly, and he laughed so hard that even tears fell down at the end.

As if seeing something wrong with him, Lei Jinyan looked at him with some doubts, watched his tears fall, and wanted to wipe them off, but Tong Sheng swung them away.

"Don't touch me." Tong Sheng shouted very loudly, almost hoarse in the end, Lei Jinyan's hands were waved away and looked at Tong Sheng helplessly, not knowing what to do look.

Tong Sheng laughed for a long time before he stopped smiling. He looked at Lei Jinyan, opened his lips and said, "Are you going to love me now? Are you sure you want to love me? But do you still remember when I burned Su Linfan house, and then when you brought people to arrest me, did you say those things to me?"

The two of them just watched quietly, and their thoughts flew back to three years ago.

At that time, he was still working hard to get Lei Jinyan's love. He always believed that as long as he worked hard, he would get the love of this man. Yes, he would definitely. If this man didn't love him, why did he spend day and night Are you entangled with him?

At that time, he knew of Su Linfan's existence, but he always felt very confident that Lei Jinyan was only interested in him for a while. As long as he was around, what would Su Linfan be?

He is so confident, has always been so confident, he has even been waiting for a man to fall in love with him, but one day, this man suddenly said to him, "Let's never meet again, and don't have any love. relationship."

At that time, he was panicked, "Why can't we be together? We have been together for a year, haven't we? Why are we no longer together?"

"We are not considered together this year, at most we are in bed, understand? You are at most my bed partner, a shady existence, and now I don't want to continue to maintain this relationship with you, understand?"

No matter what he said at that time, Lei Jinyan still insisted that there was absolutely no possibility for the two of them, and he no longer cared about even a bed partner.

Then, during Wang Yuyang's dispute, he realized that the person Lei Jinyan had been pursuing had finally agreed to him, and he wanted to be with someone else.

Then he understood that it turned out that he had caught up with the person he wanted, and his shady existence could disappear.

It turned out that from the beginning to the end, he was nothing, at most he was just a stand-in for a man to seek comfort when he was lonely.

With the cognition of such a person, he was still not reconciled, really not reconciled, so he went to find Su Linfan with the help of alcohol.

"This man is mine, you know? It will always be mine. Why do you want to take him away? Let me tell you, I will not allow you to take him away. You are nothing but a A pauper with nothing, why do you have him. I don’t allow it, you know? I don’t allow it.”

At that time, he looked like crazy, beat Su Linfan severely, and smashed the house he lived in by the way.

After returning, he lay on the bed and slept for a whole day. At that time, he was really sad, and he was still thinking about where to travel.

He felt that even if he was a Xiaoqiang who couldn't be beaten to death, he still got tired sometimes, especially with Lei Jinyan's incident, he probably had to think about what to do.

It's just that before everything could be seriously considered, Lei Jinyan brought the police to the door.

He later found out that after he left, the house where Su Linfan lived burned down. Although his life was not in danger, his leg was injured.

When he was taken away, he didn't panic much, he didn't think what would happen to him.

But such self-confidence was completely blinded when he heard that he was going to be sentenced to three years.

He screamed for his father to find a way, but his father was helpless, even when Lei Jinyan came to see him, his father even lowered his face and begged Lei Jinyan, just to let himself go.

But at that time Lei Jinyan refused, yes, this man refused.

He was right in front of them, watching him reject his father expressionlessly.

At that time, he was completely stupid. This man he had been chasing and admiring all this time rejected him ruthlessly.

When he was sentenced to three years because of the man's interference, he broke out completely at that time, "Lei Jinyan, how can you be so ruthless? Could it be that this year's love can't make you love me?" Me? Are you really going to treat me so cruelly for that man? What am I? What am I to you? "

At that time, he was screaming at the top of his lungs, and he wanted the man to give him an answer, let him know why, why did he treat him like this.

And what did the man tell him?

"Love, don't even think about it in this life. It's impossible for me to fall in love with you, even if I die. I told you a long time ago, you have never been nothing to me."

You will never fall in love with yourself even if you die. In a man's heart, you are nothing, so how can you fall in love?It's all just self-deception.