drink alone pillow tears

Xiao Jiu has changed.

In the past, I always pestered him constantly.Now, it is he who keeps approaching me, or in other words, getting close to me, to get the resources he needs from me.

Now the situation is completely reversed, replaced by him being so 'active' to me, I don't know why I am so sad.Obviously the result is so pleasing.For people like me, the process is a detail that doesn't need to be concerned at all, but perhaps for Xiao Jiu, a special person, I can't ignore the process of getting along with him.There is no way to talk and laugh with Xiaojiu like before...

Maybe after Xiao Jiu asked me to do that thing for him, the relationship between us is completely over, right?

……

After the current empress gave birth to eleven princes, she really ignored Xiao Jiu.

Little Eleven, who was born by the Queen, kept growing up, and Eleven was also born in the royal family.In the process of growing up, I also know that like Xiao Jiu, he secretly recruits children like me to plump up his wings.

I have to mention that Eleven has a strong general named Wang Hu.Born as a general, he has made some contributions on the battlefield and has quite a reputation.

However——for Xiao Jiu, these unfavorable conditions should naturally be eliminated.

This task of course fell on me.

On my 19th birthday, Xiao Jiu came to Xu's mansion to congratulate me.

I was very happy that day, I drank too much, and when everyone else left, I left Xiao Jiu alone in my house.

We drank happily, and I had to talk about the shitty things about children in my childhood, including the happy times I spent with Xiaojiu.As I talked, somehow, my eye sockets gradually became moist.

My voice suddenly rose an octave unconsciously: "Xiao Jiu——you have been extremely smart since you were a child... I have such a crush on you, you have been pretending to be stupid for so many years, and I will accompany you..." I said He said, his tone became more and more confused, "Do you think I, Xu Yun, treat you from the bottom of my heart? Why do you do this! Where are you going to put me! Ah——you tell me!"

I looked up at Xiao Jiu.His eyes are serious.

Xiao Jiu turned her head to the side and never looked at me.

"If you want to get into that position, can't you tell me directly? I'm your...Brother Yun—how can you treat me like this..."

Perhaps it was the sound of 'Brother Yun' that hurt him, Xiao Jiu cried out loudly: "Do you think I don't want to? Do you want me to tell you what I endured in the palace? How did the palace people comment on me, how those people looked at me with pity, and how I was pushed out by those princes..."

I saw Xiao Jiu crying so sadly, but I panicked and didn't know what to do.In a hurry, he wiped away the tears on Xiao Jiu's face.

Seeing my antics, Xiaojiu broke into tears and laughed. "Still the same as before—silly!"

I can only stand there blankly watching him laughing at me there.as before.

Xiao Jiu suddenly approached.Immediately I felt something soft on my lips.

My face was extremely red in an instant, and even the temperature on my ears was so hot that I didn't even know how to put my hands and feet down.He could only let Xiao Jiu move.

However——Xiao Jiu was just scratching the surface.

After a while, Xiao Jiu's voice was a little erratic: "Brother Yun—are you willing to do something for me. Wang Hu under Eleventh Brother..." The voice became sharper, "If he stays, he will threaten me." Big!"

I froze in place.Xiao Jiu lowered his head, I couldn't see his expression clearly.

——I thought Xiao Jiu and I had returned to the past just now.But I didn't expect that this was just a flower in the mirror, a one-man show that belonged to me alone, an unrealistic fantasy.

"I'll help you..." I replied slowly.

Xiao Jiu didn't even give me a look, and left without hesitation when I answered.

I will naturally agree to all his requests.But after kissing me like this, after giving me some sweetness to taste, and then making such a request to me, what does it mean?Is it a little reward for me?

He can be regarded as a thorough master of the art of controlling people by the emperor.Maybe it's time for me to see my position clearly, why bother to humiliate myself now.

Before I knew it, I wiped my face with my hand, only to find that tears were already streaming down my face.

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The Wang family is a family of generals and is the most loyal to the dynasty.Even the daughter of the Wang family is extremely tough, and she is still good at eighteen martial arts, not losing to men in the slightest.

For generations, the frontiers have been guarded by their family.In the boundless desolation there, they are the patron saints of that uncool place.

Because of this, the Wang family's prestige among the people is great, and their status in the court is also very important.

So it was not without reason that Xiao Jiu regarded them as rivals.

Since I promised Xiao Jiu, I will naturally go all out.

In the imperial court, I worked as a lucrative post. I usually stayed in this position for a year or two, and then I had a legitimate position to be promoted.

So I often used my family relationship to go to the military camp to drink with my brother who grew up with me. While drinking, my brother brought Wang Hu who was also in the same military camp.

Wang Hu and I officially became friends at the wine table.

At the same time, I will find someone to release the news: the Wang family has survived for several times and holds military power.There have been generals from generation to generation. I'm afraid it's powerful. If the emperor continues to use the Wang family like this, I'm afraid the Wang family is really loyal...

Let the emperor have a sense of vigilance. If Wang Hu is brought down in the future, the Wang family will not be able to intervene, and it will be easier to do things.

On the queen mother's birthday, the emperor also recruited those important officials to the palace to hold a feast for the queen mother.

Naturally, I can enter the palace with my grandfather.

The queen mother's wedding banquet is great news for me.The festive palace banquet is the best time to fish in troubled waters, and it is the best time to start.

……

About halfway through the palace banquet, an eunuch hurriedly ran over to deliver the news: "The emperor———"

The emperor was naturally furious that such an unlucky thing happened on the queen mother's birthday.

As the eunuch walked to the palace, the fire was indeed fierce.The entire palace was surrounded by fire, and the momentum was overwhelming.

Entering the palace - but never seeing: Concubine Xi of Qixi Palace, lying disheveled in Wang Hu's arms, her eyes blurred...

Seeing this situation, Wang Hu hurriedly knelt down and pleaded guilty: "Your Majesty forgives the sin...I just...just...to save Concubine Xi...Now, it's just a misunderstanding."

Concubine Xi was imposing, and glanced in my direction: "It's really nothing to do with this idiot, everything is done by the concubine herself..." She raised her head and looked directly at the emperor, "The emperor is always lenient and benevolent. But even Chen Qie's father refused to spare his life, anyway, there is no way to save him now, isn't it?... Chen Qie has done such a thing, and it is entirely up to me——to bear it myself."

Glancing at Wang Hu, "This unlucky guy is just a pawn for fun..."

The emperor was very angry.Lian took a few breaths.He shouted, "Come here - pull these two sluts down for me. Pull them all out and chop them up, chop them up!"

"——The Wang family has such an upstanding child, it's really good. Wang! Family! Don't even think about being able to escape. I want to destroy the king! Family! Nine! Clan! No one can be let go!"

I shuddered when I heard this sentence.

I originally wanted only Wang Hu's life, but I never expected——

As it should be, as it should be, I expected it.The Wang family is very powerful, and the emperor was wary of their family. Now that something like this happened, he would naturally seize the opportunity to clean up the Wang family.

……

That night, on the way back home, I met Xiao Jiu.

Xiao Jiu smiled and said to me, the smile seemed to be the same as before: "Brother Yun! I didn't expect that you did such a good job."

I'm so confused.I ran away in a panic, as if a group of poor ghosts were chasing me behind me.

However, there is indeed an evil ghost, the one in my heart, which keeps reminding me how selfish I am as a scum...

I did everything tonight:

Concubine Xi was born in a small county town and was extremely humble, but she managed to become a concubine unexpectedly.The emperor gave her father a local parental officer to sell Concubine Xi's favor.

Concubine Xi's father was not a worry-free person. He had a lot of greed during his years as an official, and was stabbed in front of the emperor.The emperor was furious, and directly put him in a prison, ready to be punished.

Concubine Xi's father was indeed not a good official, but he was indeed a good father.He loves Concubine Xi, the youngest daughter, even more than his son.

In Concubine Xi's heart, her father was an upright man, someone who could not have done such a thing, and begged the emperor to let her father go.But this matter was too embarrassing for the emperor, no matter how much she begged, she never agreed.

But I just took advantage of this opportunity, found a substitute, and died for her father.Get her father out.

She used her father very insidiously to ask Concubine Xi to set fire to her own palace first on the Queen Mother's birthday, and arranged for Wang Hu to fetch something for me, and Qixi Palace was a must pass.Seeing the raging fire, Wang Hu's sense of justice naturally prompted him to save people.

Then there was that scene.

I have worked so hard to calculate so much, but I never expected the emperor to be so cruel——Pu!Destroy!king!Home!Nine!family!

ridiculous.

……

Back at the mansion, I suddenly remembered the sound of Wang Hu laughing loudly when drinking with him.

——"A man should gallop on the battlefield and protect the weak."

—— "I'm just a vulgar person, and I don't understand the principles of you literati. I just want to be able to fight for my country, how excited I should be!"

—— "I see Yuanfu you, if you practice from a young age, you will definitely be better than me, and you will be a majestic general in the future, haha."

——"Ouch, you have too much alcohol aftertaste, even I feel a little dizzy."

——"Oh, I didn't expect you to drink wine so boldly when you are weak! You brother, I'm committed. Good brother!"

That night, I was also drunk.

Xiao Jiu's smiling face suddenly kept circling in my mind, "Brother Yun—I didn't expect you to do such a good job for me."

Then countless ghosts appeared behind me and kept chasing me.I could only keep running away, trying not to think about it.

Aren't Wang Hu and I good brothers... How could I do such a scumbag thing.

——"Hey! Brother Xu, have another bottle."

——"This wine is really good, haha."

【Have fun】

Xiao Jiu poked Xu Yun who was lying next to him: "Hey, I can't sleep, I'm so bored, Brother Yun, get up and play with me~"

Xu Yun opened her eyes, expressing her displeasure at being woken up by Xiao Jiu: "It's late at night, go to bed!"

"Brother Yun, you are so fierce, you were very gentle before."

"...Who did you learn your crying tone from? It's so embarrassing."

Xiao Jiu said aggrievedly: "When my mother and queen cried so much for my father, my father would agree to everything...why doesn't it work on you... err."

Xu Yun finally couldn't bear it anymore, turned over and pressed Xiao Jiu under him: "Then Xiao Jiu, let Brother Yun teach you what is called eighteen moves, okay?"

"Oh, I'm so sleepy. Brother Yun, go to bed quickly. There's still morning morning tomorrow."

"..."

The author has something to say: After watching that small theater, I felt very relaxed all of a sudden.I don't think it's really cruel, right? O__O"...

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[Next preview] The Wang family beheaded.Before parting, Wang Hu gave me the Chengying Sword.

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