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The lack of communication throughout the year caused Lin Ying to not know that Lin Fei had already fallen in love before this trip. When she heard the other party mention "Zhao Ming" for the first time, she was a little at a loss, and then she couldn't say anything. bitterness.Why didn't she refuse to be a "light bulb", she couldn't say, anyway, she had already followed.

After a year, she was no longer sure what Lin Fei was thinking, let alone her relationship with Zhao Ming, so she asked.Lin Fei's answer about "like" was somewhat believable. She didn't dare to speculate. She was only glad that the two of them hadn't happened yet, which she least expected to happen.But so what?Sooner or later, is there a difference between late and early?So she chose to be a good person.However, that light kiss at the end made her understand and also doubt that her choice, the choice of the two of them, is really not wrong?

she does not know.

When they went out the next day, Lin Ying took the initiative to walk in front, and her steps were also light.Zhao Ming happily took Lin Fei's hand and asked her if the two had resolved their knots.

Lin Fei bit her lip and nodded.

Zhao Ming noticed that there was no relief on Lin Fei's face, and he was a little worried: "But why do you seem unhappy, is there anything else on your mind?"

Lin Fei shook her head: "I went to bed very late last night."

Zhao Ming looked at the dark shadows in front of her eyes, understood, then looked at Lin Ying's back, patted the back of Lin Fei's hand jokingly and said with emotion: "Sure enough, young people are full of energy." Then he comforted her softly, " If we are tired, we will stop visiting a few places and take the car as much as possible.”

Lin Fei smiled back at him, and Zhao Ming took the opportunity to quickly kiss her on the lips.Lin Fei froze, and subconsciously glanced forward, seeing that the other party didn't look back, he secretly breathed a sigh of relief.Seeing her like this, Zhao Ming couldn't help teasing: "Is my sister afraid of spoiling my sister?"

Lin Fei's face changed slightly, and he punched Zhao Ming to cover it up.Zhao Mingquan thought she was shy, and led her away with great interest.

Lin Ying turned her head, glanced at the hands of the two, smiled wryly, pointed to the shop in front of her again and said to Zhao Ming, "Brother, buy me a smoothie."

Hearing her title and request, Zhao Ming cheerfully dispelled his previous suspicion that Lin Ying would not accept him, so he agreed happily, and then ordered three smoothies regardless of Lin Fei's obstruction.

The three of them sat in the store, facing three servings of smoothies piled up like a hill.Lin Fei glared at Zhao Ming, who gave a shy smile and scratched his head.The two really look like a couple.

Lin Ying didn't see their interaction, she lowered her head and ate.

"Eat slowly." Lin Fei said.

Lin Ying obediently slowed down her eating speed.Lin Fei felt sour.

After eating, the three continued their journey.Lin Ying still walked in front. After walking for a while, she turned her head and said to the two people behind her that she wanted to go shopping alone.Lin Fei nodded in agreement.

Zhao Ming naturally objected to the child in his eyes walking alone in a strange city, but Lin Fei held his hand tightly to let him know that he had to agree if he disagreed, so he watched Lin Ying disappear into the crowd.

"Feifei, does your sister not like me very much?" Zhao Ming couldn't help asking during lunch.He gave up the idea at first, but it was born again because of Lin Ying's departure.

"No." Lin Fei stirred the rice in the bowl, she had no appetite, after hearing his question, she answered without much hesitation, and added the reason, "She doesn't want to disturb us." She found that she seemed to be in love with her In the matter with Lin Ying, the ability to lie and give reasons has grown for no reason.

Zhao Ming felt relieved.Although he was still worried about Lin Ying's safety, the other party was indeed an adult, and he should enjoy the time together with Lin Fei.

When the two returned to the hotel, Lin Ying was already in the room, and she sent them a message in advance. Apart from telling her that she had returned, she mainly said that she could sleep alone, so that Zhao Ming should not worry too much.

Zhao Ming took Lin Fei to Lin Ying's room first, and the mother-in-law gave a lot of instructions. After Lin Ying answered "Yes" and "I see" countless times, he got up and went back to the room with Lin Fei.

After Lin Fei finished washing, Zhao Ming was lying on the bed and dozed off.There was a step-by-step movie on the TV. Lin Fei remembered watching it. It told the relationship between a pair of childhood sweethearts. It was warm and touching.

She withdrew her mind, looked at the man who had woken up on the bed, hesitated, took off her bathrobe and went to bed.Zhao Ming turned off the TV, hugged Lin Fei sideways, whispered "Baby" in her ear, and felt Lin Fei's body tremble slightly.

He kissed her face to comfort her, and the person in his arms relaxed a little, but his body was still tense.

He was thinking about whether he needed to find some suitable topics to relieve Lin Fei's tension, but Lin Fei turned over and knelt on top of him, brushing away his fallen hair and leaning over to kiss him.Zhao Ming's lover's initiative surprised Zhao Ming both physically and mentally, and his body showed an immediate reaction.

Lin Fei felt the hard object of thin cloth under her body, and was startled, then closed her eyes and deepened the kiss with him.

Zhao Ming supported Lin Fei's waist and reversed their positions. His lips moved away from hers, and lightly touched her eyelids, between her brows and the tip of her nose, and then gradually moved down, passing over her neck and chest.He kissed very lightly and softly, and just rightly aroused Lin Fei's instinctive desire, making her gasp involuntarily.

Lin Fei has not completely lost her mind, she uses this mind to oppress herself and immerse herself in it.

Zhao Ming stayed on her lower abdomen, spraying warm breath on it, and he lowered his head to attach a hickey.She trembled twice subconsciously, and the more obvious reaction from her lower body made her wake up suddenly, then collapsed, and groaned softly.

Zhao Ming raised his head upon hearing the sound, only to see Lin Fei suppressing his tears.He panicked all of a sudden, lost all interest, crawled to her side, and asked her why she was like this all of a sudden.Lin Fei curled up, covered her face, and didn't answer his words, only started to say "I'm sorry".

"What's the matter baby?" Zhao Ming pulled the quilt to cover her, patted her shoulder softly and asked her again.

"I'm sorry... I can't do it, I really can't do it... I'm sorry..." Lin Fei only repeated these words.

Her completely collapsed appearance reminded Zhao Ming of words such as "sexual assault", thinking that she had had some experience that cast a shadow on her, so he comforted her in this direction: "Hey, it's okay, take your time, we don't Urgent, I am not in a hurry. You just need to know that no matter what you have experienced or what happened, I love you."

Lin Fei shook her head, continued to say those words, and apologized.

Zhao Ming was worried but at a loss. Since it wasn't that kind of thing, he couldn't guess the reason for Lin Fei's appearance.He thought for a while, put on his clothes and opened the door to go out.

Lin Ying curled up on the bed with her legs crossed.She tried to sleep, but as soon as she closed her eyes, she couldn't help thinking about what was happening next door. In the end, she maintained this position, giving herself a bit of comfort and sense of security.

There was a knock on the door, her eyes lit up, she jumped out of bed and opened the door, unexpectedly it was Zhao Ming standing at the door.

Zhao Ming was a little embarrassed to speak. He touched the back of his neck and said, "Your sister..."

Lin Ying's face froze, and then she asked calmly, "What's wrong with her?"

"Go and comfort her, I don't know what's wrong with her." Zhao Ming said truthfully, but returned Lin Ying's sharp eyes.

Lin Ying could hear Lin Fei's crying clearly before stepping into the door. She preconceived that it was Zhao Ming's fault, but then she thought it was wrong, but she still stopped Zhao Ming outside and locked the door before walking to the bed Sit down and call "sister".The other party huddled in the quilt and cried to himself, without responding to her.Then she called out again.Lin Fei responded with a thick nasal voice, and then said in a hoarse voice trembling and chaotically: "I can't do it... I really can't do it, I tried my best... But I can't... I real……"

Lin Ying understood the reason, and her heart ached, she took off her shoes, climbed onto the bed and lay down next to Lin Fei.She noticed the faint red marks on her neck, tried to suppress the discomfort in her heart, pulled her into her arms and comforted her softly, but it wasn't what the other party wanted to hear, "It will pass, honey, it will pass... "

Lin Fei raised her head abruptly, not caring that she hurt Lin Ying's chin, and aimed very precisely at her lips and kissed her hard.

Lin Ying was surprised, and then resisted, but her strength was not as strong as Lin Fei's, and instead, the other party caught the opportunity to pry her teeth at the moment of panting.She gave up struggling, but there was no response.

Lin Fei finally let go, took a deep look at her and buried her head in the crescent of her neck, wrapping her arms tightly around her body.Lin Ying could feel the coolness of her wet tears on her skin.

"Sister, you have Zhao Ming." Lin Ying said.Lin Fei didn't answer, but buried his head deeper.

"We are sisters." Lin Fei still did not answer, but her hands around Lin Ying loosened a little.

Lin Ying pulled her hand away, stood up, and covered her with the quilt.

"Zhao Ming is actually pretty good." Lin Ying found that she couldn't continue speaking, she took a breath and clenched her fists, "You can't disappoint a good person."

She was about to leave, but she heard the sound of vigorously lifting the quilt behind her, then the sound of bare feet stepping on the ground, and then saw Lin Fei standing naked in front of her.

Lin Fei didn't say anything, just stood there with a determined face.

Lin Ying was almost suffocated, then turned her head and exhaled, walked away and took the bathrobe on the sofa chair and handed it to Lin Fei: "Put it on."

Lin Fei stared at the bathrobe in Lin Ying's hand for a long time, and finally regained her senses.She took it, put it on, then stepped forward to hug Lin Ying lightly, and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry."

Lin Ying took a step back subconsciously, and after hearing her say these three words, she immediately became agitated and called out: "Sister."

"I'm fine, you can go back." Lin Fei let go of his arms, turned and went to the bathroom.

"Sister." She called again, but didn't know what to say.

"Go out." Lin Fei closed the bathroom door.

Zhao Ming leaned against the wall of Lin Ying's room, and when he saw her approaching, he straightened up and asked her, "What's the matter?"

Lin Ying was in a daze. After listening to his question, she looked at him and replied bluntly, "It's all right."

"Why is she like this? Has anything happened before?" Zhao Ming was a little anxious.

"It's nothing, I'm probably emotionally unstable." Lin Ying seemed impatient.

Zhao Ming suspected that Lin Fei was clearly forcing himself and resisting him just now, but Lin Ying refused to answer, and since she was her sister, he was too embarrassed to ask too directly, so he had to give up.But Lin Ying really didn't look like she was comforting Lin Fei, but more like she was being brought down by Lin Fei.

He was a little uneasy, thought for a while, and suggested to Lin Ying: "Why don't you accompany your sister tonight?"

"No, she's fine." Lin Ying was a little indifferent.

"You can accompany her, she seems—" Zhao Ming wanted to say that Lin Fei might not be willing to share a room with him tonight.

"You are her boyfriend, not me." Lin Ying cut off his words.

"You and your sister—" He wondered if what Lin Fei said just now hurt Lin Ying.

"We're fine." Lin Ying showed an irritable look, "Go over."

Zhao Ming touched his nose in embarrassment, and left Lin Ying's room.

Lin Fei sat on the edge of the bed after taking a shower, also in a daze.When Zhao Ming entered the door, he saw her like this, and smiled wryly, it was nothing wrong.

"Cough," Zhao Ming felt embarrassed all over, but the matter had to be resolved, "Is there anything you want to tell me, or can you tell me?"

Lin Fei stood up and went to him, but apologized again.

"I'm sorry," she said.

Zhao Ming stretched his arms forward, then retracted them.

"Do you really have nothing to say?" He finally helped Lin Fei to the side of the bed, pulled out a chair and sat down facing her.

"You once said that it was easy for you to be with me because you could tell me a lot of things without worrying about what I thought of you, but I know you still don't really feel at ease with me. Although people always need to keep Some secrets, but the secret has become a serious burden, it would be better to tell it, isn't it? It is inevitable to be biased when judging only by your own ideas, maybe it is not so serious, so unacceptable, huh?" He sincerely Looking at Lin Fei intently, his frank and inclusive appearance caused Lin Fei's deep emotions to fluctuate. He continued, "In the past few months of dating with me, I can feel that you haven't really put your heart into it. There may be someone in your heart who has One thing, you won’t be able to have feelings for me for a while. It’s not that I don’t mind, it’s just that I love you, so I don’t ask you, choose to accompany you, and wait for you. But now, you must admit that your problem is a bit serious , you can tell me, I swear I will respect you no matter what, or I can accompany you to a psychiatrist. You can choose by yourself, but I don’t want you to be depressed like this, hurt yourself and affect your side people."

Lin Fei burst into tears.

After a long time, she calmed down and said in a low voice: "There are indeed some things, but I don't want to talk about it now, maybe I will tell you in the future, but not now... I, I really want to be with you , so please don't mind me tonight... is that okay?"

"It's okay, baby, as long as you're okay, of course I don't mind." Zhao Ming leaned over in front of her, put his arms around her shoulders, and kissed her forehead.

Lin Ying was lying on the bed, facing the darkness, after all this tossing, she felt tired, and it didn't take long for her to close her eyes and fall asleep.